Elopement: My Decade of Life and Death in Thailand's Red Light District

Chapter 2 The Torn Family
The 12-year-old boy already has his own judgment. In his heart, his mother has always been a perfect goddess, but now this goddess has done such shameless things...

After one o'clock in the middle of the night, I finally got home, I thought it was so late, Gu Yifan and his son should be asleep.But as soon as he entered the house, he found that Gu Yifan hadn't slept yet. He was sitting on the sofa holding the TV remote control, constantly changing channels, but he didn't let any channel stay for him for a while.

And Gu Duoze didn't go to sleep on the bed, he tilted his head and fell asleep leaning against Gu Yifan's body, holding something tightly in his hands, it seemed that he didn't sleep well at all, his small mouth was always pouted , with tears on his face, and a big birthday cake was placed on the coffee table not far from them.

I looked at Gu Yifan and his son, and suddenly felt guilty. My husband and son were eagerly waiting for me to come back and celebrate my birthday, while I was out having fun with other men.

I opened my mouth and wanted to speak, but I couldn't utter a word due to the huge guilt, but Gu Yifan spoke first: "Xiao Luo, you are finally back!"

Looking at Gu Yifan's anxious and worried eyes, I felt guilty, I didn't dare to meet Gu Yifan's eyes, I tried my best to dodge them.

At this time, Gu Duoze woke up. He opened his eyes, looked at me, and said aggrievedly: "Mom, you are back!"

I looked at my son and apologized softly: "I'm sorry, my colleague insisted on celebrating my birthday today, so I came back tonight."

I lacked the confidence to speak, but fortunately, Gu Yifan and Gu Duoze did not delve into this matter, so Gu Yifan happily patted Gu Duoze on the head: "Okay, Duoze, are you arguing to give mother a break?" Birthday? Go and light birthday candles for Mom."

Gu Duoze jumped up from the sofa and stuffed the things in my hands: "Mom, this is a birthday present for you!"

I saw that these were my son's final exam papers. I saw Chinese, Mathematics, and English, and Gu Duoze scored [-] points in each of them.Gu Duoze's grades have always been my pride. I patted Gu Duoze's head and said in disbelief, "What? Didn't you take the composition test this time? You even got [-] points in the Chinese test?"

After hearing this, Gu Duoze said proudly: "I have passed the test. This time I got a full score in my composition, and I was the only one in the whole grade who got a full score in the composition test! The teacher said, and will recommend my composition to participate in the awards!"

While listening to what my son said, I opened my son's composition. The title of the composition written by Gu Duoze was my mother. I saw Gu Duoze wrote: My mother is the best mother in the world. She is beautiful and has a heart of gold. She is never like other classmates’ mothers, she goes out to play mahjong when she has nothing to do... My eyes begin to blur. This is the mother in my son’s eyes. He wrote me so perfectly, But on my birthday, I failed the perfection in my son's eyes. I cheated not only emotionally, but also physically.

Seeing my tears, Gu Duoze said coquettishly, "Mom, why are you so exaggerated, you're going to cry even for this. After that, when I come back from my doctoral exam, you have to cry to death!"

I pinched Gu Duoze's face and said loudly, "Little villain, bullying mom again!"

Gu Duoze pretended to be in pain and yelled: "Oh, oh, it hurts to death, Dad, come and see, your beautiful wife is bullying your son."

At this moment, Gu Yifan had already lit the birthday candles, he looked at our mother and son who were fighting, and said with a smile: "Stop the trouble, Xiao Luo, come and blow out the candles to make a wish."

After hearing this, Gu Duoze gave me a push: "Let's go, beautiful mother, hurry up and make a wish for your son to grow up quickly, and come back with a Ph.D., which will make you burst into tears."

I also pushed Gu Duoze back: "Stinky boy, you are not in the right shape at all, and you are always making fun of your mother!"

Gu Duoze laughed, the candlelight reflected his little face red, he was only 12 years old, but he was already very heroic.When I grow up, I will definitely be a handsome young man. When I think of the word "grow up", my heart suddenly sinks again. Brother Dong's words sounded in my ears again, Xiao Luo, divorce and marry me!

Do you really want to break all the beauty in front of you?If she really divorced Gu Yifan, what would Gu Duoze do?
Although Gu Duoze is already 12 years old, he still clings to me as he did when he was a child.My heart is like a candle that keeps jumping, never calm for a moment.

Gu Yifan shouted: "Why are you still in a daze? Make a wish, the candles are almost burnt out!"

After hearing this, I closed my eyes and put my hands together, but I didn't know what wish I wanted to make.In the past, my wish was nothing more than making me rich or something, but now, on my 33rd birthday, my wish came true. I met a rich man, Brother Dong, who gave me hundreds of thousands of dollars as soon as he made a move. Jewelry, I made a fortune, and now those jewelry worth hundreds of thousands are quietly lying in my bag.But I am faced with another choice, how should I face all this?
So, in the end, my wish turned into a prayer, and I kept saying silently in my heart: "O Almighty Lord, tell me, what should I do?
It wasn't until the candle was about to burn out that Gu Duoze became anxious and blew out the candle for me, and then I stopped praying.

After blowing out the birthday candles for me, Gu Duoze complained to me dissatisfiedly: "Mom, what wish did you make? Why did it take so long?"

How dare I tell my son what I was thinking just now.I pretended to be profound and knocked on Gu Duoze's head: "If I don't tell you, it won't work if I tell you."

Gu Duoze pursed his lips and said: "You can guess it with your toes, you must make a wish, let you buy a lottery ticket and win 500 million, and then you will always be young and beautiful, and then you hope that I will get [-] points every time I take the exam. Give you and your dad a face."

Gu Yifan also knocked Gu Duoze on the head: "Stinky boy, you are the only one who talks too much, hurry up, bring the cake to your mother."

Gu Duoze touched his forehead and shouted loudly: "It's unreasonable, your husband and wife are working together to bully your own son."

As soon as Gu Duoze finished speaking, he laughed, and Gu Yifan laughed too, but I couldn't laugh at all. I thought of Dong Ge again, and when I thought of Dong Ge, the unprecedented feeling of confusion came from the bottom of my heart. surged up.

I didn't want to take a bite of the cake brought by Gu Duoze, but I couldn't resist the expectant eyes of the father and son, so I had to take a spoonful of cream and put it in my mouth. The tip of the tongue touched a cold foreign object, Gu Yifan and Gu Duoze's eyes widened, they looked at me in unison, what the hell are these father and son doing?I spit out the foreign object in my mouth curiously.

The foreign object turned out to be a small diamond ring. Compared with the one given by Brother Dong just now, it looked very petty.I held it blankly, with no happy expression on my face.

Gu Yifan asked disappointedly: "Xiao Luo, do you not like it?"

I forced a smile: "No, I like it very much, it's just...too...too unexpected."

I started stuttering again, but Gu Yifan and Gu Duoze didn't know that I was stuttering because I was lying, they thought I was stuttering because I was so excited.

At [-] o'clock in the middle of the night, the birthday party, which lasted for an hour, finally came to an end. Gu Yifan and his son went to bed after washing up, and it was only me who was staring blankly at the running faucet.I looked at the group of mobile phone numbers written by Dong Ge in my hand, and I began to miss Dong Ge again.

I suddenly had the urge to call him. I hid in the toilet and pressed the number one by one until I reached the last number, but in the end I didn't call him, but saved the number on my mobile phone.

As soon as I lay down next to Gu Yifan, Gu Yifan hugged me tightly, put his hands on my breasts and rubbed them gently, I suddenly felt an indescribable irritability, I pushed Gu Yifan away hand, whispered:

"I'm too tired today, let's try another day!"

This is more than ten years of marriage, the first time I rejected Gu Yifan, Gu Yifan was stunned, the hand that had been rubbing my breast just now also stopped, although in the dark, I couldn't see Gu Yifan's expression, but I was still sensitive He noticed the change in Gu Yifan's mood.I opened my mouth and wanted to explain to Gu Yifan, but in the end I didn't say anything, because I didn't know how to explain to Gu Yifan. Could it be possible to confess everything to him?

I couldn't help but start to wonder, what kind of expression would I have if I found out about my relationship with Brother Dong, would I be furious and ask me for a divorce, or would I just pretend nothing happened?

Although Gu Yifan is a very docile man, he is not without blood. If he knows that I have given him a green hat, it is really hard to say what will happen now!
I finally gave up explaining, I sighed softly, turned around, and turned my back to Gu Yifan.Gu Yifan also sighed lightly, and patted my shoulder: "Then have a good rest!"

After Gu Yifan finished speaking, he also turned around and went to sleep, and soon there was a slight snoring sound.I frowned, suddenly annoyed by Gu Yifan's snoring.I really wish I could kick Gu Yifan awake and drive him to the study to sleep.But in the end, I didn't really kick Gu Yifan with my feet, because it was really unreasonable. After all these years of marriage, I never thought that Gu Yifan would snore, but today I did. Could it be because of Brother Dong?
I don't want myself to think about Brother Dong, but I just can't control my head. I can't help but compare Gu Yifan with Brother Dong.In terms of appearance, Gu Yifan is not as handsome as Dong Ge, in terms of inner appearance, Gu Yifan is not as cute as Dong Ge, in terms of financial resources, Gu Yifan is not even as good as Dong Ge's little thumb, and even when it comes to bed matters, Gu Yifan is not as brave as Dong Ge.

I compared Gu Yifan like this.I suddenly regretted that I was so eager to marry Gu Yifan so early on. If I hadn't been so eager to marry Gu Yifan, then today's troubles would have disappeared.Then I can choose my love freely, instead of being so troubled like now.

The next day, just a few minutes before seven, my cell phone rang.At first I thought it was the phone alarm, thinking that it would stop when it was ringing enough, but it wasn't until the phone rang endlessly that I realized that someone was calling me.

As soon as I saw the number on the caller ID, I felt a little guilty, and then I glanced at Gu Yifan who had opened his eyes and was looking at me, and I dared not answer the call, because the call was from Brother Dong.

When it comes to answering the phone, Gu Yifan and Dong Ge really look alike, and Gu Yifan, like Dong Ge yesterday, took my mobile phone, glanced suspiciously, then pressed the answer button and handed it to me: "Pick it up! It's so early Call, maybe there is something urgent?"

I had no choice but to pick up the phone and say "Hello", then quickly hung up the phone and said to Gu Yifan, "Wrong number."

After telling this lie, I started to admire myself a little bit. I didn't even blush, and my words were so clean and neat, without even a stutter.

But Brother Dong didn’t let me go because of this. When I was secretly admiring myself, my cell phone rang crazily again. This time, without waiting for me to get it, Gu Yifan quickly took my cell phone and pressed The answer button said, "Who are you? Why did you call my wife so early in the morning?"

Dong Ge didn't know what he said to Gu Yifan on the phone?Seeing that Gu Yifan's face became more and more ugly, and his eyes were still glaring at me fiercely, I shuddered, knowing that there was more danger, Brother Dong must have told Gu Yifan about what happened yesterday.

Like a child who made a mistake, I lowered my head without daring to vent my anger.But even so, I still felt the anger in Gu Yifan's eyes approaching me one by one.

I suddenly wanted to run away, to run away from Gu Yifan.As soon as the idea came to me, I started to act. I jumped out of bed, didn't even wear shoes, and wanted to run outside with bare feet.

But within two steps, I heard Gu Yifan yelling at me: "Stop, where do you want to go?"

My footsteps stopped, but I never dared to raise my head to look at Gu Yifan. Gu Yifan shouted again:

"Cheng Xiaoluo, please raise your head and look at me!"

Gu Yifan seldom calls me by first and last name, but at this moment, as soon as I hear Gu Yifan call me by first and last name, I know that Gu Yifan is angry, and not ordinary angry.

After all, I raised my head and looked at Gu Yifan, Gu Yifan's face was very red, as if he had just drunk wine, and the veins all over his body were bulging out one by one because of anger, but even so, he was still desperate Resisting forbearance, he asked: "Cheng Xiaoluo, is what the man said just now true?"

I don't know what Brother Dong said to Gu Yifan on the phone, so I just kept my eyes open and pretended to be innocent:
"What did you say? I can't understand."

Gu Yifan clenched his fist tightly, and immediately his hand made a clicking sound due to the movement of the joints.I couldn't help but shivered again.Don't look at Gu Yifan who is usually as docile as a lamb in front of me, but when he really gets angry, I'm still quite scared.

I tightly shielded my chest, took a step back, and asked nervously, "What did he tell you?"

As soon as I said this, I regretted it a little. Is this a self-inflicted trick?If he had a stronger mental quality and refused to admit it to the death, even if Brother Dong was on the phone and told everything about last night, how could Gu Yifan help himself with a phone call?

But as soon as I said this, I found that I was already very passive. After Gu Yifan asked angrily, I had no choice but to confess everything about yesterday.

As soon as I finished speaking, I felt like I had just unloaded a heavy burden, and my whole body felt relaxed. I looked at Gu Yifan and quietly waited for Gu Yifan's final judgment on myself.

But Gu Yifan kept his face ashen, and just didn't speak.Finally, I became anxious: "If you want to kill or cut, why don't you make a noise?"

Gu Yifan sneered: "Cheng Xiaoluo, listening to your tone, you have become a fearless underground party. If you want to kill or cut, you just wait for me to speak out? Tell you, Cheng Xiaoluo, I will not let your plot succeed."

After Gu Yifan finished speaking, he stormed out of the bedroom angrily.I smiled wryly, I didn't know what conspiracy I had, and I talked about whether it succeeded or not.

I raised my head in frustration, and saw Gu Duoze standing at the door of his bedroom and looking at me. His eyes were full of doubts, fear, and even puzzlement, but my gaze was just like his. As soon as we met, he rushed into his bedroom like an angry rabbit, took out the Chinese test paper he showed me last night, tore it in half, and threw it in my face fiercely, shouting: "Mom, you are such a disappointment!"

After Gu Duoze finished speaking, he closed the bedroom with a "slap", lying on his bed and crying.

The 12-year-old boy already has his own judgment. In his heart, his mother has always been a perfect goddess, but now this goddess has done such a shameless thing. Gu Duoze actually has no idea how shameless it is. He only knew that he had quarreled with his classmates, and many classmates would often curse viciously: "Your mother gave your father a cuckold. Your father is a big turtle, and you are a little turtle."

So in Gu Duoze's subconscious mind, he always thought that this kind of thing would only be done by a very nasty woman, but now that this kind of thing happened to his mother, he was not ordinary angry. So perfect, it turned out to be a lie.Feeling being fooled by his mother, Gu Duoze turned all his anger on the test paper. He felt that only by tearing it to shreds could he alleviate the anger in his heart.

I stood there numbly, not knowing what to do.I suddenly hated myself. Last night, how could I not control my desires and make such a mistake?what should I do?Will Gu Yifan still forgive me?Will Gu Duoze underestimate me from now on?And what should Dong Ge and I do?
I was thinking about it, but I couldn't think of an answer. I began to transfer all my anger to Brother Dong.It was all him, if he hadn't tempted me last night and made me make mistakes, I wouldn't be able to do something that I'm sorry to Gu Yifan.If he hadn't called Gu Yifan early in the morning to protest, Gu Yifan and his son would not have known about it so quickly.

I thought, without even washing my face, I combed my hair randomly, and rushed out of the house with my bag.As soon as I left the house, I saw Dong Ge's BMW parked conspicuously in front of my house.

Brother Dong was leaning against the car door, and when he saw me, he smiled and said, "Honey, I really miss you!"

I asked angrily, "What the hell are you trying to do?"

Brother Dong replied aggrievedly: "What do you want to do? Didn't I tell you yesterday? I want you to marry me!"

I found that I was really poisoned by this man, and it was very deep, otherwise, why would my anger disappear after just one word from this man!

At the end, when Brother Dong stretched out his hand to pull me into the car, I didn't even refuse, and followed Brother Dong into the car.

After Brother Dong started the car and began to drive me forward, I turned around and found that my son Gu Duoze was chasing the car, yelling something, and running towards us.

Brother Dong also saw Gu Duoze in the rearview mirror, he looked at it seriously, and asked, "Is your son?
Very handsome boy!Do you want to stop and wait for him? "

I shook my head bitterly: "No need!"

Now that I chose Shangdong's car, what can I say when I see my son?It's better not to come.

Brother Dong gave me a complicated look, and as soon as he stepped on the gas pedal, he quickly threw Gu Duoze out of sight.Seeing the car getting farther and farther away from my son, I suddenly couldn't help crying.

(End of this chapter)