Elopement: My Decade of Life and Death in Thailand's Red Light District

Chapter 3 Difficult choices between family and love (1)
Brother Dong replied thoughtfully: "I want to give your marriage a chance. If he comes after me, I'll just walk away, but..."

After crying for a long time, I remembered about going to work, and couldn't help asking: "Where are you taking me?
I still have to go to work? "

Brother Dong smiled and said, "If you go to work like this, the customers will be scared away by you. Let me take you to a place to relax!"

I have been in a department store for more than ten years. Although I have never been an excellent employee, I have never done anything to skip shifts, but now Brother Dong wants me to skip shifts to play. Being messed up by Dong Ge, and even losing a stable job that can guarantee not to be hungry, then I really can't get along.

I yelled, "Stop the car, I'm going back to work!"

Brother Dong slammed on the brakes, and with a bang, my forehead was caught off guard and hit the front windshield.I covered my forehead and said angrily, "How did you drive the car?"

Brother Dong heard this, and replied angrily: "Didn't you let the car stop? Besides, who told you not to wear your seat belt!"

I was refuted by Dong Ge, and my face turned red and white. I looked at the time and saw that I was late for work, so I couldn't help crying again.

Seeing this, Brother Dong took out a handful of RMB from his pocket and stuffed it into my arms: "Take it, your monthly salary is only a few hundred yuan, which is enough for your half-year salary."

I undoubtedly like money, but at this moment, it feels like I have been insulted in some way.I poured money into Dong Ge's hands heavily: "Who do you think I am? Do you think I'm with you because of your money? Tell you, I've seen people who are richer than you, but why should I ..."

As I was talking, I started crying again. Brother Dong looked at me helplessly for a long time before he said: "Xiao Luo, I was wrong, I didn't mean it, you are my woman now, the future wife I believe , I just don't want you to be wronged about money, so...so..."

Seeing Brother Dong didn't come out for a long time, so I burst into tears and laughed again.

On this day, Brother Dong took me to visit many places, many of which I had only seen on TV and belonged to rich people.I had a great time playing, and I sighed in my heart more than once, it's nice to have money!
When we were parting, Brother Dong proposed to me again. I was a little shaken this time, but when I thought of Gu Yifan and Gu Duoze, I shook my head and said, "Brother Dong, I love you, but I have a family. people."

Brother Dong looked at me in pain and asked: "Then do you still love him? If you still love him, I promise you, I will disappear forever before your eyes, so that you can't find me!"

I threw myself into Brother Dong's arms and hugged Brother Dong tightly, as if I was afraid that Brother Dong would disappear immediately. "I don't know if I still love him or not, but I know that if I really can't see you, I will die."

Brother Dong also hugged me tightly, and whispered in my ear: "Xiao Luo, if I don't see you, I will die too. You can go back and talk to him about divorce. As long as he agrees, no matter what the conditions are, you will be happy." Promise him, if you are reluctant to part with the child, you will bring the child, and I will definitely treat him as if it were my own, and treat him well!"

I was moved, but the remaining rationality made me harden my heart and say: "Brother Dong, give me some more time and let me think about it, okay?"

Brother Dong forced a smile: "Okay, but don't make me wait too long, I don't want to wait for a day."

I nodded, pushed Brother Dong away, stroked my hair and said, "I'm going back, can you be patient?"

Brother Dong tried to hug me again, but I got out of the way. I walked away resolutely. I didn't look back. I was afraid that if I turned around, my heart would soften, and I couldn't bear to leave Brother Dong.

When I got home, Gu Yifan and Gu Duoze were sitting on the sofa watching TV.As soon as Gu Duoze saw me, he stood up from the sofa, gave me a cold look, then ran into his bedroom, and locked himself up with a "snap".And Gu Yifan also looked at me with cold eyes, and said: "I heard from Duo Ze that you didn't even go to work today and got into the car of that wild man, since that wild man made you so happy, why are you coming back? "

I looked at Gu Yifan, and couldn't help crying again: "Yifan, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for Duo Ze, but I really can't help myself to love him!"

Gu Yifan's face turned green all of a sudden, he almost yelled and said this sentence: "Cheng Xiaoluo, don't use the word 'love' to pretend to be noble, you are now my Gu Yifan's wife, Gu Duoze My mother, tell yourself, what right do you have to love? Even if you really have this right, I ask you, what do you love him? It’s not his money, his money that smells like copper. I really regret it, I hate you, how could I marry such a vanity-loving bitch like you."

Gu Yifan's sharp words made my face pale like a piece of paper.I asked myself in my heart, do I really love Brother Dong's money?No, no, but I found that my confidence was seriously lacking, and I didn't dare to say the word "no" with confidence, because it suddenly occurred to me that if Brother Dong really had nothing, I would still be willing to approach him and say I love him ?The answer is not in the affirmative.

So, am I, Cheng Xiaoluo, just like Gu Yifan said, just a bitch who is greedy for vanity?

Even if I agree with Gu Yifan's words in my heart, I still won't admit it, because it hurts my self-esteem too much.For so many years, I have been in this family as a princess loved by two men. Now the princess has made a mistake. According to my logic, Gu Yifan should be tolerant to me instead of being so mean.

So, I knew I was wrong, but I didn't show weakness and said: "Gu Yifan, do you really regret marrying me back then? Then it's too late to regret now, let's divorce!"

I was quite surprised. Brother Dong begged me for a divorce just now, but I didn't agree to it, but why did I ask for it now?
Gu Yifan looked at me coldly, like staring at a monster, and after a while he said: "Cheng Xiaoluo, if you want to divorce, go to that wild man and tell you, there is no door, as long as you dare to live with him Together, I will go to the court to sue you for bigamy, and arrest you and go to jail. Also, do you think that wild man really loves you? He is just playing with you. "

Gu Yifan's words hurt my self-esteem again, and I shouted loudly: "I just like to be used as a plaything for others, I am willing! I am happy! Can you control it?"

Gu Yifan was really angry, he never thought that I would say such shameless words, he raised his hand and hit me in the face.

After this slap, I was dumbfounded and stupid. After being married for so many years, Gu Yifan has never been willing to move a finger of me, but now, he slapped me.

Without thinking about it, I covered my red and swollen face and rushed out of the house crying.After rushing out of the house, I woke up when I was blown by the night wind. I didn't bring anything with me. Where could I go?go home!I was very unwilling, I was wrong, but no matter how wrong, he Gu Yifan can't hit someone!
I walked slowly, I wish Gu Yifan would catch up with me and coax me like he used to quarrel.But I was disappointed, I was exhausted from walking, and Gu Yifan never showed up.

At this time, a car stopped next to me with a "crack". When I looked up, it turned out to be the familiar BMW.

Brother Dong stretched out his head from the cab: "Xiao Luo, come up! It's too late at night, be careful of catching a cold!"

My tears welled up again: "How do you know I'm here?"

Brother Dong said: "After I sent you back, I was worried that something would happen to you, so I didn't leave at all. Seeing you come down, I have been following you!"

I looked at Dong Ge puzzled: "Then, why did you show up now!"

Brother Dong replied thoughtfully: "I want to give your marriage a chance. If he comes after me, I'll just walk away, but..."

The night wind is very cold, but my heart is warm at this moment, what does this mean?It shows that Brother Dong is not playing with me at all, he really loves me.

I got in the car, and Brother Ren Dong took me to the hotel and used his body to keep me warm.After a passion, I lay my pillow on Brother Dong's arm and stared out of the dark window in a daze.I suddenly became sad, that home, maybe I really can't go back.

Brother Dong stroked my smooth skin and asked, "Xiao Luo, are you asleep? Why don't you talk."

I sighed lightly: "I just talked to him about divorce!"

Brother Dong asked excitedly: "Did he agree? Does he want money? It's okay. As long as he asks, I will agree to give it!"

I shook my head: "He disagreed, and said that if we really dare to be together, he will sue us for bigamy and let the police arrest us and go to jail!"

Brother Dong listened, but didn't make a sound for a long time.I asked, "Are you scared?"

Brother Dong just shook his head and held my hand tightly: "No, I won't be afraid! I was thinking just now that if he doesn't agree to the divorce, we'll elope. But now I don't think it's good for you. To be fair, although China is so big, no matter where we go, because of your marriage, I can't give you the status you deserve, and it will make you worry all day long, afraid that he will really sue you for bigamy. One day I will be arrested and go back to jail, so I decided, Xiao Luo, let’s go to Thailand! When we get there, we will get married in a fair manner..."

Listening to the future life that Dong Ge envisions, I am really fascinated. As long as I nod, I can live the life of a lady described by Dong Ge, living in a mansion, riding a luxury car, eating mountain delicacies, and traveling around the world when I have nothing to do. go shopping.

(End of this chapter)