Marriage Beloved in Troubled Times: Madam Wants to Run Away from Marriage

Chapter 118 Blame You For Being Too Cruel To Yourself
He obviously likes her so much, but because her heart is always toward others, he suffers from pain, and puts that pain on her body, but regrets hurting her, but he can't find a better way, so he can only Hurting himself more deeply?

Throughout the year, he was always fighting outside, but speaking of it, a few years ago, the sixteen provinces in the south were all peaceful, so how could there be so many things that he, a young commander, could not handle in person?
She was looking forward to him leaving home, and it was better to come back later, or not to come back.

He satisfies her request, always endures, endures, endures, and will not come back to torment her until he can't bear it anymore.

He wanted to use that method to prove his existence, to prove that he was the one she should care about, but she only hated him for being cold-blooded and cruel, and only hated why those tortures fell on her...

If she is water, she can soften all his coldness and sharpness. If she is fire, she can burn out all his reason and ignite his enthusiasm, but in the previous life, she was ice, which froze his warmth towards her. It was a thorn, piercing his heart day and night, making him drip with blood...

I always feel that I am wronged and painful, but now that I think about it, his grievance and pain may not be any less than him.

"He hit you, scolded you, despised you?" Huo Xizhou's body froze.

Knowing that it might really be himself, he was still shocked.

No matter how angry he was, he would touch his own woman?Even if it is a concubine, it shouldn't be.

A man who beats his own woman is not human!
"I think... it's because I should hit it." Gu Wan said, "Maybe he wanted to wake me up, but unfortunately I didn't realize it until I died. I thought that people like me would go to hell after death." , You said, who gave me the gift, so that I can live again?"

Huo Xizhou thought of that sentence again - King Qin's treasure is born to die.

He became more and more sure of a guess—maybe it was "he" who moved the treasure?

I just don't know whether it is she or "him" who "goes to death".

"Since what you said is already a thing in the past, let's write it off from the time we first met." Huo Xizhou was silent for a moment, and said so.

He could tell that Gu Wan felt sorry for "him", but because of "him"'s "violence" against her, she was full of defenses, and brought this complicated feeling to him.

"I just want to ask you now, I like you, do you... like me?" He held her face in his hands, forcing her to only look at him: "I mean, if anyone loves you more than me... Good man, will you still choose me?"

"No!" Gu Wan said.

"there is nothing."

Gu Wan: "I never thought of anyone else."

"There are no absolutes in this world," Huo Xizhou said, "Since you haven't thought about it, then start thinking about it now, I'll give you... ten numbers of time, one, two, three..."

Gu Wan: "..." What can you think of with ten numbers.

"Eight, nine, ten! The time is up," Huo Xizhou said: "If you don't say anything, it means that you like me by default. Even if you meet someone who treats you well in the future, you will not choose him." Someone who treats her better, he won't let that person appear!
"Your liking for me in the past may not be true," he said again: "I don't need you to talk about admiring me and liking me, but I hope that from now on, every word you say to me will be true." , I mean the relationship between a man and a woman - it must be true, even if you just like me, you haven't fallen in love with me yet, but I believe that you will fall in love with me sooner or later."

Gu Wan understood, the minimum standard is that she has to like him.

like him?

Why does she feel that she has actually reached this standard in this life?
It is true that she approached him with a purpose in the beginning, but he, who looked completely different from the "tyrant" in the previous life, had already changed her feeling in her heart. She relied on him, trusted him, and felt that she was by his side It is very safe, and even if he encounters danger, he can expose the secret of this secret passage in advance at the risk of being suspected and abandoned by him...

Does this count as liking?
"Speak up if you have something to say, don't keep it in your heart." Huo Xizhou saw that Gu Wan hadn't spoken yet, and said, "Didn't you say you're blind? Tell me what's going on, and I'll help you tell the truth from the fake."

Gu Wan: "..." What is this?
"Yes," she said, "you said that Jiangcheng has so many backers, let's just talk about the Huo family, and you're not the only one. Although you have the title of young marshal and some real power in your hands, your elder brother They are all staring at the rights in your hands. You don’t deal with them as long as they don’t harm you, but they only hate you for not dying early. How long has it been since you ran for your life twice? You, the risks and dangers are too great, why do I have to choose you?

And as long as you say a few words casually or scare me, I will panic and pour out the secrets that no one dares to tell you one by one. Madam's good intentions, I have to travel over mountains and mountains to bring you to this secret passage so that you can discover such a big treasure mine!
Xizhou, tell me, you have such a cold temper, others say that you are not easy to get along with, and you have special preferences, you like men but not women, why do I bump into you, and I have to be careful in front of you Acting, so that you can see more and more loopholes in me, so that you can see my jokes, do you think I am stupid? "

"Just choose me, you are not stupid!" Huo Xizhou said: "This is the smartest and most beautiful thing you have ever done."

"Is this narcissism?" Gu Wan smiled, but the tears fell down again.

"This is self-confidence." Huo Xizhou raised his hand and wiped away the tears in her eyes, so that she could see the seriousness on his face: "I am your man, destined by heaven, in the past life, in this life, and in the future And always have been."

By saying this, he admitted her past life.

Even though, she still has many secrets that she hasn't explained to him.

"Yeah, I'm not stupid, I'm not stupid when I choose you, but you were too stupid to choose me in the previous life, you cared about me, but I didn't hear you say a heart-warming love word until you died, you tossed me before You are full of scars, but you also hurt yourself so much, do you think you are stupid?"

She put her hand on Huo Xizhou's face and stroked it gently, as if looking at him in this life, or looking at him in the previous life through him in this life: "Xizhou, you clearly I care if I have you in my heart, but why don't you tell me?"

"Actually, if you were a little gentler with me, you would be much better than... Meng Shuheng, that vicious villain."

"Blame me for being too stupid for not seeing your goodness, blame you for being too cruel to me, and too cruel to yourself..."

I don't know whether it was too much emotional impact or too tired, after Gu Wan said this, his eyes suddenly went dark, and his body fell limply into Huo Xizhou's arms——passed out!
(End of this chapter)