Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 31: Involved in a Chaotic Situation (1)
We ordered a lot of things that day, and chatted while eating until very late, and he sent me back to school.

The rain had stopped when we went back. When he left, I stood under the streetlight at the door of the dormitory building and waved goodbye to him. The cold night seemed warmer because of this scene.

At least, my stubbornness and persistence won me Lin Beifeng's friendship.

But this also brought trouble to Lin Beifeng.Because he left Ye Weiyang, who was drunk, and ran to find me. After waking up the next day, Weiyang ran to Lin Beifeng's classroom, and threw the silver ring on his face in front of dozens of students and teachers in the class. superior.

She said to him: "20 years, I misread you."

I also listened to Lin Beifeng's retelling of these things. Recently, he often came to see me, because a relatively taciturn and conceited person like him would not easily tell others about his troubles.And I, very willingly took on this role, I even said to him cheaply, I would like to be your trash can.

When you love someone, you are willing to lower yourself into the dust for him, thinking that you can also bloom flowers on the tip of your heart.

As usual, we sat at the McDonald's last time, and saw him caressing a cup of black tea with a dazed expression and a haggard face. I said, "It's all because of me, otherwise I'll ask Wei Young to explain."

He shook his head: "No need. I'm afraid the more you explain, the more suspicious she will be."

There was music playing in McDonald's, but it was almost drowned out by the voices of people talking.This lively and even noisy environment makes me feel that I am really with him, which makes me very satisfied.

"These words may not be appropriate for you to say, but I don't think you will mind." He looked at me hesitantly, waiting for the encouragement in my eyes.

"Finish." I found that when I was with Lin Beifeng, I was no longer the thin sand I used to be. I restrained my spikes and became as soft as a docile cat.

"I feel that Wei Young is hostile to you...hehe." He smiled, "It's ridiculous, we are all good friends. But I can't say it. In recent years, every time you are mentioned, she seems to be very resistant. In the past , When we were not together, she kept saying in my ear how much you like me, but every time I got closer to you, she seemed very angry again. I really don't understand. "

He pinched his eyebrows in confusion and smiled wryly.

"Don't you even understand this?" I felt enlightened, but I still acted calmly: "She cares about you. The resistance is because of jealousy."

"Why is Wei Young jealous of you? She is not as good as you everywhere..." After saying this, Lin Beifeng realized that he had made a mistake when he found me staring at him, "I'm sorry, I'm not the one mean."

"What you said is the truth. There is nothing about me that she is jealous of. But there is one thing." I took a breath and tried to calm myself down: "What she is jealous of is that I love you more than her."

Then I left that store.

Dad came to school to find me.It was neither a good nor a bad day, and the gloom of the cloudy sky was diluted by the Yayoi greenery everywhere in the city.After receiving his call, I came to the school gate, and then I saw a very thin man with his arm in a plaster cast hanging on his chest, with a kind and even deliberately flattering smile on his face.

"Xiasha, is it because the school food is not good, you have lost weight." He raised his uninjured left hand and stroked the top of my head.

"How did you do that?" I pointed at his arm.

"Oh, the roof leaked some time ago, and I accidentally fell down when repairing the roof. I lay down for a while, and now I'm almost healed." He looked at me: "Daddy will take you to dinner, okay?"

No wonder there was no news for a long time. It turned out that he fell and was lying on the bed, but I didn't even call him.At this point I hated myself a little.

He took me to a well-known Sichuan restaurant nearby. He ordered a table full of dishes. He said, "What else do you want to eat, Sha Sha?"

"It's fine, don't waste it." I took a sip of tea and turned to look out the window.

After a while, he said: "Xiasha, don't keep what happened that day in your mind. I was in a hurry to say that about you at the time. Dad... didn't mean anything bad."

I smiled lightly: "I know, you just care too much about her. You have never done this to your mother, have you?"

It's been a long time since Ning Qinglan was mentioned, he was silent for a while, his eyes turned red: "You are young, you don't understand the relationship between me and your mother."

"Why, did you ever love her deeply?" I looked at him, almost mockingly.

He silently clasped the blue and white porcelain teacup, staring at the tea leaves floating in the boiling water: "I loved it, so I hated it. Now it's more about regret. She shouldn't have died so early."

Xing Xing's white hair, thin face, suddenly I found that he was much older, and I couldn't bear to peel off those injuries again, I swallowed the choke in my throat, and said: "Ye Congling hates me now."

"No." Dad shook his head, and his brows suddenly became tender: "The last time I went to the hospital for an examination, the doctor said that she is recovering well, and there may be a possibility of pregnancy. She is recuperating at home recently."

My heart suddenly shrank: "Dad, do you want a child so much? Am I not your child?"

Seeing that I was angry, he was a little anxious: "It doesn't have to be, a better health... It's a good thing after all... She always wanted to..."

"Forget it." I sneered, "When your child is born, I will completely leave your family. Anyway, I am also an adult, and whether I live or die in the future has nothing to do with you."

I stood up and wanted to leave, but he grabbed me and said, "You are too willful. Then tell me what you want daddy to do to make you happy?"

It can be seen that he has come to ask for peace, but I am still fighting each other.

I was silent, my chest was heaving and falling because I was holding back too many emotions.After a while, he let go of his hand, and the expression on his face became depressed: "Wei Young brought her boyfriend over for dinner tonight, you should go back too."

Lin Beifeng?
The first thought came to me, but I didn't agree or refuse. I didn't eat, so I went downstairs.

In the afternoon class, I sent a text message to Lin Beifeng: "I heard that you are going to my house for dinner tonight?"

His text message came back quickly, with a joking tone: "Are you inviting me? Another day, there is a performance in Sanlitun at [-] o'clock tonight, are you coming?"

I'm confused, there's a show, there's a show... Then who will the boyfriend Wei Young bring to my house?
I quickly replied: "You won't release me again, will you?"

He replied: "Whoever cheats Bo Sha again will be fined to marry Bo Sha as his wife, :)."

I laughed out loud, and the sour happiness flowed through my heart. If this is the case, I wish you would lie to me again.

As for Wei Young's boyfriend, I have to figure it out.

At 04:30 in the afternoon, I packed up and took the bus from the school gate to go home. After getting off the bus and passing by the market, I bought some fresh fruits.

When I got home around five o’clock, the smell of someone’s cooking had already started to waft from the entrance of the alley. When I saw the white BMW parked at the intersection, my heart skipped a beat: Someone else brought Wei Young?

I immediately called Lin Beifeng: "Where are you, what are you doing?"

He shouted loudly: "I'm playing basketball with some buddies. It's eight o'clock in the evening. Remember to be there on time."

God, he really didn't know, I hurriedly asked: "Are you and Wei Young okay?"

He paused for a while: "It's not a big problem, it's just that I'm in a cold war recently. It will be fine in two days to coax her." I immediately interjected: "You didn't break up, did you?"

"No. You asked so strangely, what's the matter?"

"It's okay, you can play. I'm dead."

Hanging up the phone in a hurry, I looked at the gleaming BMW in the sun and thought, sure enough, Lin Beifeng was still in the dark, and he thought he was having a cold war when his girlfriend Hong Xing cheated.

When I entered the door, I met Ye Congling coming out. She was a little fatter, but her face was still healthy, her fair skin was rosy, her permed hair was a little dry and fluffy, she was wearing a golden brown sweater, she looked a bit like a dog. Poodle, of course I didn't mean to belittle her, at least what has remained unchanged in her body is that kind of innate frailty and small charm.

When she came out to take out the trash, she was a little embarrassed to meet both of us. In the end, she greeted first, "Xiasha, are you back? Your dad has been waiting for you all afternoon."

I nodded, looking for something to say: "I bought some fruit, I don't know if you like it."

There was a smile on her face immediately, this woman is actually not difficult to get along with, as long as you show her kindness first, she will definitely treat you better.When we entered the door one after the other, I even flashed the idea of ​​living in peace with her from now on. I don’t want to report any hatred. It’s tiring. If she wants to have a baby, let her have it... But I didn’t expect that there are many things There are variables, not whatever you want.

The table at home is clean and clean, and my father is sitting in the living room. On the tea table are washed fruits, melon seeds, soft box red Chinese lighters and so on.

Wei Yang wore a pretty purple dress, black leather boots, and black stockings, with a smile on her face like a painting, and when she saw me enter the door, she raised her eyebrows thinly, a trace of hesitation flashed in her eyes, but she still stood up and said, "Long time no see Yes, Sha." She opened her arms, and I stood there, letting her hug me gently.

"We have guests." I smiled lightly, and my eyes fell on the man sitting on the half-worn black leather sofa at home, carefully examining him.

He also looks very young, wearing a well-made shirt and trousers, and wearing a brand-name watch. He looks good, with delicate features, but he doesn't look like a law-abiding person at first glance. A pair of peach blossom eyes are slightly raised. When I look at him, He also looked at me secretly, and when his eyes met, he blinked frivolously.

I immediately looked away.Wei Young patted my arm and said to the man: "Bao Sha. My junior high school classmate and brother-in-law's daughter. Jiang Chenxi, my friend."

The man named Jiang Chenxi stood up suddenly and said very solemnly: "Hello, Bosha. I am Jiang Chenxi, please give me your advice."

"We're all from our own family, you're welcome, sit down, sit down." Dad kept the atmosphere harmonious, I put the fruit away, and ran to pour myself a glass of water to drink, finally understanding in my heart.

Ye Weiyang was playing cheating, looking sideways, she smiled exquisitely, with a calm expression, as if she was bringing her boyfriend to meet her parents.

During dinner, I only figured out the purpose of Ye Weiyang bringing Jiang Chenxi to the house tonight from their conversation.Jiang Chenxi's aunt is a gynecologist at a well-known hospital in Beijing, specializing in infertility.Wei Young heard that Ye Congling wanted a child, so she introduced the relationship. At noon, her father said that Ye Congling might be cured after Aunt Jiang Chenxi gave her a diagnosis.

It turned out that I wanted to ask others for help, no wonder Ye Congling and Bo Yuntian were so sincere and enthusiastic that they were afraid of poor hospitality. I came back tonight purely as a companion.

As soon as I finished eating, I was in a hurry to leave.It took more than an hour to eat, and the show started at [-] o'clock. It took a while to start from here.I pushed the bowl, stood up, and said, "Eat slowly, I have something to do in the evening and I will leave first."

Dad stopped me and asked me to follow him to the study.

He took out a stack of renminbi from the cabinet, about ten or twenty, handed it to me, and said, "I haven't cared about you recently. Dad is getting old, and you are growing up. Take care of yourself, eat and wear Whatever you buy yourself, don’t feel wronged.”

Looking at his arm that was still in plaster, I felt a sore nose and stuffed the money back: "I have money, you keep it for yourself, take care of the injury, and I'll be fine."

He stroked my hair and said lovingly: "There is so little that Dad can give you. You can take it, and I will feel better. Let's go when you are full, so as not to be unsafe in the dark."

I don't know when, the long-lost tears have filled the eyes, and when they left the study, Wei Young and Jiang Chenxi stood up, as if they were about to leave.

"I have a party tonight, so I won't stay any longer." Jiang Chenxi looked at me like he did, and said to Wei Young, "Where is Bao Sha going, let's take her with me."

I hurriedly said: "No need, you guys have to leave first." Wei Young smiled strangely: "Let's go together, Sha. We're going along the way."

To be honest, this is the first time in my life to ride in a BMW.I heard some girls say at school that they would rather cry in a BMW than smile on a bicycle.I was wondering, what's wrong with riding a bicycle, the most beautiful scene in my dreams has always been sitting on the same bicycle with my beloved, the breeze blows the girl's hair, the flowery skirt flutters...

But judging from Wei Young, who is sitting in the co-pilot seat and using the vanity mirror to touch up her makeup, she should like the feeling of riding in a BMW.

The car was really stable, and the air conditioner was fully turned on. If I hadn't remembered to go to Sanlitun, I would have dozed off long ago.

At this time, Jiang Chenxi, who was holding the steering wheel, smiled and said to Ye Weiyang: "Your home is ahead, I will take you home first. I'll go to socialize and call you when I'm done, okay?"

Wei Young sullenly asked, "What about the thin sand?"

"Bosha, where are you going?" Jiang Chenxi turned around and asked.

"Ah." I looked outside, not knowing where it was, and pointed randomly: "Just stop at the intersection ahead, I'll go here."

Wei Young said: "Aren't you going back to school?"

"I'm looking for a friend." As I said that, I opened the car door and was about to go down.Wei Young didn't stop him, but Jiang Chenxi poked his head out and asked, "Are you sure you want to get off here?"

(End of this chapter)