Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 41 A Floating Life Has Passed Three Thousand Ways (2)
She stopped me crying: "Bosha! I'm pregnant and I don't know what to do now. My mother is coming back from the United States. If she finds out, I will die!"

After hanging up the phone, I opened the closet to look for clothes. When I looked in the mirror, I accidentally found my face, which was frighteningly pale.He went through the clothes hanging in the closet with both hands, but his brain didn't choose any of them as if he didn't obey the command.Later, I casually picked up a shirt to be washed that Lin Beifeng threw on the floor, put it on, put on a down jacket, and hurried out the door.

The falling snow of the past few days has finally made the ground a layer of white, and my feet feel bitingly cold when stepping on the snow. drag.

Lin Beifeng's familiar smell emanated from the collar of the shirt. My heart ached, and I couldn't imagine what I was going to face next.If the child in Ye Weiyang's stomach is really Lin Beifeng's...

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, leaned against a tree at the gate of the community and took a few breaths. A brand new red Audi came from a distance and stopped slowly in front of me.

"Thin sand." A girl's charming face protruded from the car window, Ye Weiyang opened the car door beside her, and said: "Come up, let's find a warm place."

I was reluctant to leave, because deep down I thought that Lin Beifeng's family was here, and asking her to meet here was also an invisible demonstration.Seeing my hesitation, she lowered her eyebrows and smiled weakly: "Can I sell you? Let's go, I want to drink, but I can't find anyone to accompany me."

After all, I couldn't be indifferent, so I got into her car.Ye Weiyang started the car, and asked me in a seemingly casual tone but somewhat strangely: "Do you live together?"

I turned my face to look directly at her, and responded with a faint smile: "Yeah, it's been a while." My heart was full of hostility, and my eyes moved down to her lower abdomen. She was wearing a Korean-style sweater, and I couldn't see anything.

Sensing my gaze, she smiled and said, "It's only been four weeks, so it doesn't show at all."

around?That is one month.I immediately calculated in my mind, how could it be possible that she and Lin Beifeng broke up a month ago...

My doubts were fully exposed in my eyes, Ye Weiyang stared at the road ahead and said: "Don't stare at me so sharply, don't blame me if you turn over the ditch later."

I took a few breaths, reached out and grabbed her sleeve, almost losing my mind: "Tell me. Wei Young, tell me, whose child is this?"

The car stopped slowly on the side of the road. She turned her face and looked at me quietly. A strange smile appeared on her increasingly beautiful face. This smile made my heart curl up tightly and blocked my throat. breathe.

"It's Lin Beifeng's." She said softly.

My straightened body instantly went limp, and I hit the back of the back seat heavily.

The road in front of the line of sight is no longer a road, but a piece of pale and dark gray. The snow is lifeless and dead, and the sunlight is bleak and thin.I leaned back in the seat with my eyes closed, and my temples on both sides rumbled.

The car continued to move forward, and stopped after an unknown period of time.Ye Weiyang said: "This bar is great, I'll treat you to a drink."

I slowly got out of the car, ignored her, and went straight in the other direction.There was an intersection there, and the light was green at that time, and there was a lot of traffic. I didn't say a word, and walked mechanically into the middle of the traffic with my legs.

"You're crazy!" Ye Weiyang dragged me back, just at this moment a car brushed against my body and whizzed away.Like a snake waking up from hibernation, I suddenly spit out a core. I waved my hand and slapped her, cursing: "Shameless! You are going to die!"

From the time I designed to get rid of Ye Congling's child, I realized that there are evil factors deeply planted in my body. I am not a pure and kind girl, I am selfish, I am paranoid, and I am worried about the people or things I have and love deeply. I was robbed, so I was always panicked and seriously insecure.When the bottom line is hit, even I don't know what I will do.

We stood at the intersection, and there were cars all over the front, back, left, and right sides, each of which was beeping anxiously. The sound of car horns, engine roars, drivers cursing, and traffic police scolding were mixed together. The sky was spinning, and I felt like I was about to collapse. Covering her ears with one hand, she pushed her with the other, and then ran away quickly.

I stopped after running less than 100 meters, panting and looking back, a traffic policeman just pulled her up from the ground when she fell.I was very nervous when they pointed at me, but Ye Weiyang didn't know what to say, the traffic police went back to the middle of the road to direct the traffic, and she limped towards me.

"Shasha." Panting, she caught up with me and grabbed my arm with grievance in her eyes: "Listen to me. I was just kidding you. Although I am pregnant, the child is not Lin Lin at all. North wind!"

I found myself like a fool, thinking how powerful I was, but in fact I was just a fool led by feelings.

The music in the bar was boiling, twenty Coronas were placed in front of her, under the bright lights, Ye Weiyang winked like silk, she raised her fingers to pull out a cigarette, lit it, and took a deep breath.In the smog, she has an unreal beauty.

"Smoking?" The light blue smoke curled up in front of her eyes, and she smiled at me.

I took one numbly, but when she offered to order it for me, I refused.

"Don't be nervous, the child really isn't Lin Beifeng's." She laughed softly, and there were a few thin lines at the corners of her eyes.The fingertips dyed with vermilion Danko picked up the loose ends of her hair, she asked the waiter to open the wine, and then said lazily, "Tell me about me."

"Three years ago, I was admitted to Beijing Film Academy. Because my parents were both in Beijing and they were doing business, I lived a very happy life that year. That was the year when Lin Beifeng and I got married." Soot, she looked at me, her eyes flickering: "Actually, since I knew you liked Lin Beifeng, I told myself that one day, I will be the one who gets close to him. We have been in love for too many years, childhood sweetheart , It’s really not something that ordinary people can understand. I know what color underwear Lin Beifeng likes to wear, ha ha.” When one cigarette was burned to the end, she threw it into the ashtray, lit another one, but didn’t smoke, let it go burning.

"Don't be angry when you say this, Bao Sha, I don't think it's worth for a girl like you to like Lin Beifeng. There are men better than him everywhere. He really isn't worthy of your liking for the rest of your life..."

"Are you still letting me stay here?" I asked her blankly.

"Damn." Ye Weiyang put out the cigarette butt, picked up a bottle of beer and drank more than half of it, smiled regretfully and shook her head: "Okay, don't talk about this anymore. Anyway, we have broken up. If you want to love, continue to love, love Let's see if Lin Beifeng can give you a future."

I took a bottle of wine and patted it on the table, a little sullen: "I didn't come to argue with you."

"Then you drink?" She raised her eyebrows and smiled.

I drank the whole bottle of wine in one gulp, sat down heavily on the seat, pointed at her by my white shirt and said, "Look, I'm wearing Lin Beifeng's shirt, I'm sleeping on his bed, I'm his , he is mine, we will get married, have children, and have a happy future beyond your imagination." She pressed my shoulder, "Don't get excited, let's not talk about Lin Beifeng."

She began to talk about herself again, "In the first semester of college, my dad's company was suddenly found out. He violated the law and was sentenced to jail. My mother's company was also involved. She was afraid of being implicated, so she ran to the United States alone. I As soon as I fell from the clouds into the dust, I was covered in mud and injured. Although Lin Beifeng said repeatedly that he was still there, I was sober and he couldn’t help me. My family owed a lot of foreign debts, my father was in jail and my mother ran away, and I was alone. I was at home, and people came to ask for debts almost every day. I hid in school, and when I came home half a month later, I found that the house was sealed off. People from the company stole the keys to my dad’s office, took away my house deed, and the house was mortgaged. "

"Back then I couldn't even afford living expenses, let alone the branded cosmetics and clothes that the girls in my class wore. Everyone dressed up beautifully for the chance to be picked by the director and become famous. But I didn't have anything. At that time, I met Jiang Shao. He was very arrogant and didn't like me at first, but he was rich and had a well-known performing arts company in his hand. I thought, signing as an artist of his family, Life will be worry-free in the future.”

"That's why you abandoned Lin Beifeng." I looked at her with a cold face, but I couldn't help but sigh a little in my heart.

"You know the rest. After I worked hard to get well with Young Master Jiang, he really helped me a lot. But gradually I discovered that he is not just my girlfriend." Her eyes were a little confused, and I felt a little confused. Said sarcastically: "That's natural, he was originally a playboy."

"Yeah, it didn't take long for him to get tired of me. So I tried my best to keep him. I spent the night at his villa more than a month ago. When we are together, he pays attention to every time he takes measures , But that day I lied that I was on a safe period, and lied to him that he didn't use a condom... But I didn't expect that a few days later, he said goodbye to me, and there was no room for negotiation."

"So... this child belongs to Jiang Chenxi?" I looked at her with wide eyes and said.

"Yes."

"Then you succeeded, can't you find him to get back together now? You are already pregnant with his child!" I shouted loudly.

Ye Weiyang smiled bleakly, patted my arm and said: "Sister, you are so stupid. I now understand that there are many things that cannot be kept by means... For example, damn it, love."

The music was too loud, and I couldn't hear what she said to herself afterwards, but her face, as beautiful as an iris flower in the shadow of the lamp and smoke, looked particularly sad tonight.

She began drinking non-stop, silent, smoking, and crying silently.

That night, I finally saw Ye Weiyang's tears, which made me feel unspeakably uncomfortable, and my memory couldn't help but go back to eight years ago, she deliberately fell down the stairs in order to help me avoid bad guys.

I didn't know what time I was drinking, but when I walked out of the bar, it was dark.The two staggered to the side of the road with each other's support, she stopped a taxi and stuffed me in, and said with a hard tongue: "Sister, don't hate me. I have a lot of things to do. Jiang Chenxi doesn't want me anymore, I believe... There will always be men waiting for me! My sister can't drive you, you, you go back yourself!"

The taxi drove me quickly out of her sight. I turned my head and saw her figure in the night gradually shrinking into a dot, and finally disappeared completely.

He staggered up the stairs and knocked for a long time, but no one answered the door.Lin Beifeng was not at home, so I took out the key and opened the door, and when I went in, I fell headlong into the sofa, and then I didn't know anything.

(End of this chapter)