Sadness begins with your name

Chapter 40 A Floating Life Has Passed Three Thousand Ways (1)
I'm still late.

I walked out of the police station dejectedly, my knees gave way when I went down the steps, and I nearly rolled down, Jiang Chenxi grabbed me and said, "I've already gone out. Miss, go back to sleep, don't make a fuss."

I pushed his hand away, and smiled woodenly: "Yes. Don't bother. I want to go home." As I spoke, my eyelids were heavy and I couldn't open them, and I vaguely heard Jiang Chen whispering in my ears. Pan sighed, saying that he had lost his nerve, so he stayed up most of the night and followed a little girl around.

I don't know why, but I was very relieved when I heard this. I raised the corner of my mouth and leaned on his shoulder and closed my eyes in peace. I said intermittently: "Jiang Chenxi, you are not a bad person. But, I still say that Words...I am to you..."

"I have no chance of winning. I know." He said in a low voice, as if talking to himself.He dragged me half-carrying and half-supporting me into the car, heaved a sigh of relief, stroked my forehead lightly, and said: "So, I don't plan to continue anymore, I, quit the battle."

Along the way, he drove the car very steadily, and I slept soundly.The body is already extremely tired, but the spirit is still running and struggling.I started having wild dreams again, searching, arguing, crying, twitching.

Until the car stopped downstairs at Lin Beifeng's house, he shook me awake and handed me a tissue: "Wipe your tears away, go up and have a good sleep. Tomorrow is another day."

After I got out of the car, I waved him goodbye, Jiang Chenxi held the steering wheel, and finally looked back at me with a bright smile, and he said: "If neither of them wants you anymore, don't be ashamed, tell me, brother, come save me you."

I threw the crumpled tissue onto his face and cursed with a smile, "I'll fuck you crow's mouth!"

He laughed, and the white BMW galloped like a snow-white horse in the snowy night.

I need to rest well, and when I have enough energy, Lin Beifeng, I will definitely bring you back tomorrow.

The light in the corridor went out again, and it came back on after stomping hard a few times.I climbed up to the third floor, with my head resting on the door, groping feebly for the keys in the bag.Suddenly the door clicked, and I loosened up, almost falling in.

The door opened automatically.

Through the dim light of the corridor, I saw a person standing quietly at the door. After a long time, the tall and thin man with a tired and smiling face said softly, "Are you back?"

A hot and sour thing rushed from my heart to my throat and then to my nose, and my eyes were sore immediately. I covered my mouth in joy and let the tears roll out of my eyes wet my fingers.I thought that since she bailed him out, since she and Jiang Chenxi had broken up, and since she planned to turn back, he would definitely go with her, and my fate would be to be out again.

For Lin Beifeng's love, I have no sense of security and trust.

I covered my mouth and bent down weakly. Although the tears flowed down, I couldn't cry out. I could only make a hoarse hiss from my throat.

At this time, after standing for a long time, he opened his arms, silently but tightly wrapped me into his arms, kissed my ear and whispered, "Fool, why did you make me wait so long."

The bag in his hand fell to the ground with a slap. He turned his head and bent slightly to pick it up. He put his other arm around my waist, pushed his body back and pulled me into the door, and then lifted his foot to close the anti-theft door.

I realized what was going to happen, my heartbeat started to speed up, my breathing became disordered unconsciously, he kept silent, his eyes like black agate were staring at me tightly, with the shadow of desire flickering inside.My hands were wrapped around his neck, and the two bodies were tightly pressed together. He pushed me against the wall, stared at me for a few seconds, lowered his head, and kissed me vigorously.

A hot current flowed from the body and mind of the two, and then slowly converged, and finally merged when the two hearts became one.He is like a child who has wandered outside and been hungry for too long, greedily sucking and asking for it, but I can only bear it silently and give it gently...

"North Wind..." I murmured, calling out his name.

He hummed, relaxed my lips and tongue slightly, and his voice was vague, "What's wrong?"

"North Wind, North Wind!" I eagerly called his name, and suddenly throbbed, tears kept falling, and the tone of command was mixed with desire, "Love me, I want you to love me."

His kiss lightly slid to my ear, Lin Beifeng took my earlobe into his mouth and bit hard, and said in a low voice, "I love you, love you."

"But I think you love Ye Weiyang too, you still love her...you even love her more than me, don't you?" I moaned and sobbed softly, when I said these words, I felt weak and Aggrieved like a puppy abandoned on a snowy night.

"How could it be? You're overthinking it." He continued to kiss, but the intensity has been weakened.

"Yes, yes. I have loved you for eight years, and you have loved him for more than ten years, how could you forget..." I cried, and a sense of despair and sadness slowly rose from my heart.

The ups and downs of breath stopped suddenly, he stopped kissing, let go of me, put his hands on my shoulders, and looked at me deeply with blurred eyes: "Don't do this. Why don't you believe me?"

Feeling the disappointment in his tone, I was a little apprehensive, but I still sobbed angrily: "But you don't believe me, you don't believe me at all! I have loved you for eight years, and you still have doubts about me. "

"I cared about you, I was afraid you would be deceived..." He argued weakly.

"You're obviously selfish." I pouted and stared at him with tears in my eyes: "I was kind to Cheng Shanan because I owed him...you didn't know that his eyes were blind because of me..." Whispering and blaming Lin Beifeng didn't argue anymore, and quietly let me lie in his arms.Until the end, he dragged me up, withdrew all desire and looked elsewhere, and said indifferently: "It's almost dawn, let's go to bed."

There was still snow floating melodiously outside the window, Lin Beifeng bent down to help me take off my shoes, carried me to the bed in the bedroom, and when he went to draw the curtains, he pointed outside and said, "Look, how beautiful the snow is. "

And when he looked back at me, I had already drifted off to sleep.In the dimness, I heard someone sighing softly, and the long hair tucked into the quilt was gently pushed back to the pillow by him. When I felt that warm body approaching, I turned over and slipped into his arms, hugging his arms. With a heavy neck, he fell asleep.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but I suddenly felt a bit itchy on my neck, as if someone kissed gently with their lips, and there were two hands on my waist that walked softly and slowly, the caress was as light as dew on the tip of a leaf, and like With a breeze, the originally tired body seemed to want to fly under the comfort of those hands.

Slowly awakened by longing, I heard out-of-rhythm gasps and my own breathing began to erratic.Half asleep and half awake, I knew that the person who provoked my desire was Lin Beifeng, so I let my body follow my heart without any scruples, and walked slowly.

Naturally, the clothes fell off, and his hands lit the flames in my body. I hugged him tightly, but with my eyes closed, I could strongly feel his passion and heat.

"Beifeng, Lin Beifeng." I could only call out his name, and murmured tears again: "I don't want to lose you."

"No. Never." Hot lips covered mine, and when he entered my body soundlessly, I hugged his back tightly and cried out: "Don't blame me, Lin Bei wind!"

At that moment, I opened my eyes. In the still dark bedroom, I saw Lin Beifeng above him kissing my collarbone and responding in a low voice: "I won't let you down. Bosha, I love you."

After the passion, I fell back into a deep sleep, curled up in his arms, with a smile on my lips.This sleep was very long, and I had a lot of strange dreams. The fragments of the plot were illogical, but in each fragment, there was Lin Beifeng.

I don’t know what time it is the next day when I wake up, or is it already the third day?In short, the sunlight is very strong, and it shines in from the glass window with the half-drawn curtains, and the quilt also smells of sunlight.Stretching out his hand, the pillow was empty. Where did Lin Beifeng go?

In a trance, I remembered that the landline at home had rang, and Lin Beifeng might have answered the call. Who called, and where is he now?

I couldn't help feeling suspicious again. I jumped out of bed and searched the room carefully, but there was no sign of anyone. When I went back to the bedroom, I found a note under the photo of the two of us giggling head to head on the bedside table. His handwriting Junxiu is chic: "I lost my mobile phone in Hangzhou. I'll go buy a new one and apply for a card by the way. Darling, wait for me when I come back."

I still clearly remember the last words he said to me during the parting this time: Bosha, I love you.The last few words on the note were: Honey, wait for me to come back.

I am finally relieved, relieved, and happy.I lay comfortably on Lin Beifeng's big bed, basking in the sunshine of his house, squinting my eyes with peace of mind and began to imagine our new life in the future.I reckon that I may completely become a rice bug or a housewife in the future, because I am willing to put all the focus of my life on him alone. I even plan to marry him after graduation, and then he will be responsible for making money and supporting the family, and I will be responsible for his appearance. Beautiful as a flower.

Maybe it was because I was too tired these days, I was immersed in wonderful fantasy for a while, and I fell asleep again.

Lin Beifeng probably plugged in the phone and turned it on for me before leaving. His intentions were good, but I would rather hide in a world forgotten by people other than him and ignore anyone.

Sure enough, the damn phone ringing woke me up, I got up angrily, grabbed the phone, and yelled, "Who is it?"

The voice on the other end of the phone was thin and soft, she said: "Xiasha, I'm Weiyang. Do you have time? I want to chat with you."

I was very unhappy to be woken up by her, so I said sullenly: "Is there anything to talk about."

She seemed to be very sincere and said with a little sadness: "We used to be such good friends, Bosha. I remember the first time I saw you, I fell in love with you for no reason, and wanted to be good friends with you forever. But look, Now it's between us."

I also felt a little sad. In fact, if so many things hadn't happened later and she had changed so much, even if Lin Beifeng still chose her, I would still regard her as a good friend.

However, time has ruthlessly eroded those things in her that I deeply like. Now, no matter how beautiful and rich she is, I have lost my feeling.

"Okay, I'm very tired today and want to rest, I'll talk about it another day if I have something to say." I finished speaking indifferently, and was about to hang up the phone.

(End of this chapter)