uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 127 Am I That Scary?
My mother looked at me suspiciously, "Lolo."

Before she could finish asking, I threw the squid in my hand onto Liu Wan's face.

This pampered young lady has probably never touched such a thing in her life, and she almost fainted from fright, screaming, "Xiao Luoluo."

Immediately cried out.

My mother grabbed me and slapped me almost without thinking, "Lolo, you're really going too far."

I admit that I shouldn't get angry and bully Liu Wan. After all, she didn't talk nonsense, but I never thought that she would expose this matter on a day like this. Angry at me, after all I lied to her for so long with Cheng Younan.However, this slap in the face is really hard for me to accept. My mother stood beside another girl without hesitation. Although, all this just proves how naive, unreasonable, and self-willed I am.

My mother came back to her senses and felt that she had hit me harder, but she didn't think there was anything wrong with her doing so. In her eyes, all she saw was that I bullied Liu Wan first, and she said seriously to me: " Apologize to Wanwan."

At this time, Liu Ming had already come over, looked at his own sister, and kept complaining, "I told you about this, so you don't want to tell it. If it was you, how dare you let Dad know about this kind of thing?" ?"

His words just confirmed that what his sister said was true.

My mother looked at me and looked at me with great disappointment, "Lolo, is what they said true? It's fine to be told that you have done something wrong, but you still beat people. When will my daughter become like this?" Does it look like it?"

I didn't say a word, and pushed away the brothers and sisters surnamed Liu before the tears flowed out, "I'm going back."

Even if I did something wrong, you shouldn't teach me in front of those brothers and sisters!

What's more, the matter between me and Cheng Younan... I don't know how to explain it.

When I went out, I bumped into Uncle Liu who came back from the outside. When he saw me, he said, "Lolo."

I know he is not a bad person, and I can see that he is very kind to my mother, but at this moment, I don't have the energy to pay attention to him.

On New Year's Eve, there were not many people in the restaurant. I drank some wine by myself. When I recovered and was about to go out, I realized that I didn't have enough money. I called Xiaojiu and asked her to come pick me up. She agreed agreed.

My head hurts when I’m sad, and it’s even worse because I drank some wine alone. After calling Xiao Jiu, I leaned on the table and rested my chin on my hand and slept for a while, but Xiao Jiu, you’re a liar Xiao Jiu, he didn't come by himself, but let someone who shouldn't come come.I didn't see his face until he paid the bill and led me out, and was blown by the wind.

The alcohol was too much, and the vision was not very clear, but I still managed to recognize the man in front of me. I think it was probably because I drank too much and my eyes were blurred, so I thought I was in a dream, pointed at him and said with a smile: "You Okay, Uncle Cheng."

I can't remember those unhappy things, but when I saw him, I remembered the first time because of Lin Qiao's incident, I drank too much wine with Xiao Jiu sadly, and saw him in the same way in the snow, those past events, After the baptism of time, just thinking about it makes people feel so distressed that they cannot restrain themselves.

When the wind blows, some tears flow down.

This is a man who always makes me cry, as if I can't help but cry every time I see him, he is knocked down by my tears, and complains in frustration, "Am I that scary?"

He threw me into his car.

There is a voice in my heart constantly reminding myself that I shouldn’t do this, I should stay away from him, I remember that I got out of his car and was far away from him, but when I woke up, I found that I was still there. In the dream, he had already thrown him on the big bed in his house.

The sound of firecrackers all night made people sleepless, and the fireworks in the city seemed to never stop. I woke up from his big bed at home like an octopus, and his leisurely voice came from my ear, "Lolo ,you're awake?"

I opened my eyes, and found that the man in front of me was lying on his side in pajamas and looking at me, with a narrow smile in his eyes, and his chest was exposed by the open pajamas, which was so sexy that people couldn't help drooling.

I had a headache, so I stretched out my hand and hit him, "Why are you here?"

Although I remember being brought back from there by him, I still pretended to be stupid on purpose.

The bare arm stretched out from under the quilt, and I couldn't help being stunned for a moment before I could withdraw the hand that hit him. Looking at Cheng Younan in front of me, I felt a little bit of uneasiness in my heart.

He lowered his head and said softly to me, "I'm sorry Luo Luo, after I brought you back last night, I couldn't help but..."

"Just what?" I was a little dizzy, and my mind was already messed up, but I spoke surprisingly calmly.

"Hmm..." He snorted softly, "You know."

"Know what?" I looked at him puzzled, although I might have guessed something in my heart, but I was no longer willing to face the reality.

In my dream before, I told myself that the next time I see him, I can no longer cry like a beggar who has been hungry for half a year when he sees hot buns, but tears flowed down immediately in the next second.

He reached out and pulled me into his arms, "Okay girl, you can beat me and scold me, don't cry, okay? I know I shouldn't want you under such circumstances, but I really didn't do it last night. Hold back. If you want to be sad, just hit me? I just want you to know that I really want to keep you by my side..."

I hit him twice uncontrollably, but found that such actions had no effect at all. I couldn't make my heart feel better, and couldn't change the facts. I said, "Don't touch me, Cheng Younan, don't touch me!"

He reluctantly let go, compromised: "Okay, I won't touch, I won't touch you."

At this time, he, obviously a child who has done something wrong, dealt with me carefully, but his eyes made me feel even more uncomfortable, and he hid in the bathroom wrapped in a blanket. I thought I was going crazy, and this was not the first time The first time I spent the night with him, this is a man who is too proud to be proud. He told me before that he would never touch me unless I wanted to, but now, he took my everything.

My heart ached. I sat in the bathroom and looked at myself in a mirror. It was four o'clock in the morning, four o'clock in the morning on the first day of the first lunar month. Facing this unacceptable reality, I couldn't help thinking of At this time, Lixi was still in BJ.

It's my fault, it's all my fault... Why should I trust Xiao Jiu?Why should I trust a woman who will do anything for money?

For her own benefit, how can she meddle in my affairs?
These days when I was with Lixi, I thought that he and I would go on forever. There was not even a single quarrel between us. Every time I was with him, I even felt that I saw the future with him .

but now……

My throat is very dry and I can’t speak a word. I’m just thirsty, thirsty for no reason, like someone who has walked in the desert for a long time without drinking water. I want to drink some water, but I hesitate when I look at the closed door. I don't want to go out, I don't want to see the man at the door.

After being so thirsty for a long time, he suddenly knocked on the door, "Lolo, little girl, can you come out? We can talk about something, I will be very worried about you..."

I ignored him and just stayed in the bathroom for about two hours. It was a difficult and slow two hours. During this time, I even thought about dying.

Yes, death, there is nothing better than this method to erase the shame and anger in my heart at this moment.I got up and found pajamas in the locker, wrapped it around my body, opened the door and went out, Cheng Younan was standing anxiously at the door smoking a cigarette, he saw me and quickly extinguished the cigarette in his hand, looking at me, there was something so strange Dare to face me, "Lolo."

"I'm thirsty, I want to drink water." My voice was very small, I looked up and saw the gray mist outside the window, he walked over to pour me a glass of water, and walked over quickly.

After drinking the water, I didn't look at him, avoiding his hand trying to come to pick up the glass, and put the water glass aside.

"I want to go back." At six o'clock in the morning, it was not very bright yet, but I couldn't wait to leave him.

"Luo Luo." He grabbed my hand and forced me to turn around to look at him. My reaction had already drained all his patience. He looked at me without the obedient attitude just now, "Although... ...Although I know that what happened today is my fault, but we also loved each other in the past. Even if I couldn't control myself for a while, is it really so unforgivable for me to do such a thing to the woman I love? ?”

I raised a bloodless face and smiled at him, I was already crazy, "You are right, I was wrong, okay? I shouldn't have called Xiaojiu, and I shouldn't have seen it was yours. I didn't push you away immediately, I thought that you would not be someone who took advantage of others' danger after coming here so many times, but obviously, I misread you!"

"Yes!" He looked at me speechlessly, and his face darkened, "You misunderstood me, okay? I am such a person, despicable and obscene, who will do whatever it takes to achieve my goals. Since you hate me so much, then Make you hate me a little more."

Speaking of which, he threw me back on the bed, pressed me down and kissed fiercely, occupying me dangerously and domineeringly, without even a chance to refuse.

"Cheng Younan, let me go." I was so angry that I beat and bit him, so angry that his lips were bleeding from the bite, and he let me bite him without resisting until it was fishy and sweet. The blood made me a little bit unbearable, so I stopped.

He looked at me and smiled slightly, "Well, is that all right?"

Apparently it was to make me angry at him.

My tears flowed down again.

He took me into his arms and sighed deeply.

I don't know if he is happy to keep me by his side in such a despicable way, but I am not happy at all.

At dawn, looking at the dried blood on the bed sheet, I felt extremely uncomfortable. I rushed into the bathroom and vomited yellow water out.

It is not a good sign to be admitted to the hospital in the first year of junior high school.A certain person was with me in the hospital and looked at me tenderly, "Lolo."

I glanced at him speechlessly, "Why are you so anxious, you're not pregnant." It's just that I didn't eat yesterday and drank too much wine at night.

I hate myself who doesn't cherish my body more and more like this, but I can't control myself.

(End of this chapter)