uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 128 A thorn in my heart
He stroked his forehead helplessly, "If I'm really pregnant and give birth to a little guy like you, I'll die of a headache."

In the afternoon, the phone calls urged him one after another, as if he was in a hurry, he came in again after answering the phone, completely ignoring anything.I said to him: "If you are busy, go first and leave me alone."

"I was scheduled to go home today, but I won't go now, I'll stay here with you." He looked at me and smiled, as if I was his most important person.

My heart is melancholy, I always feel that he has taken away my right to choose and all my happiness.

My body belongs to him, and my person also belongs to him. Looking at him, I have the feeling that I can never escape in this life.

He changed the flight back to BJ on the night of the second day of junior high school.In the afternoon, he took me back to his house, and all the nannies in the villa came back. I sat on the sofa, heard him tell them, and then came back and sat next to me, looked at me, and said, "Baby, I will catch up with you on your birthday." I came back before, so you live here, wait for me to come back obediently, you can ask Auntie if you have any requests, if you have anything, you can call me."

I looked up at him and couldn't help but chuckled, "What do you take me for?"

Like a plaything he secretly kept in captivity, or a lover, but I don't like this feeling.

It's just that I really have nowhere to go, so I let him.

He nodded when he was stunned by my words, "Go!"

Uncle Lin has been waiting outside for 10 minutes. I know he is very busy, so I don't want him to continue wasting time by my side.

After he left, I don’t know how to live alone. I feel like a lifeless puppet. The reality has pressed me a little out of breath. The next few days are like a hot pot Ant on the Internet, when Li Xi called me at night, he said: "Luo Luo, I bought you a birthday present, and I will give it to you when I come back. You will be happy."

I listened to his voice, and I didn't speak for a long, long time. My incomplete self never faced him again.

Seeing that I didn't speak, and he didn't mention the gift anymore, his voice sank, "What's the matter, Luo Luo? What happened? Did you get bullied by your mother?"

"I'm sorry, I'm fine. If you have anything to say, we can talk about it when you come back." Not wanting to hear his voice again, I hung up the phone hastily.

There was sunlight coming in through the windows, but there was no temperature at all.The phone rang, and it was Xue Hao who called. He said, "Luo Luo, your mother is looking for you everywhere! Where did you go?"

"It's okay, I'll call her." I raised the corner of my mouth helplessly, and when I got home, the lock had been changed, and she couldn't get in.When I went back, she was waiting at the door. She took the key and opened the door to go in. She stood at the door and looked at the newly renovated home. She didn't come back to her senses for a long time. Of course, she was more sure of what the Liu family brothers and sisters said. , and the thoughts in her heart.

Sitting on the sofa, she looked at me with a sick face, didn't ask anything, and cared about my body first, "What's the matter?"

"It's okay, it's just a minor illness. I've been to the hospital." Looking at my mother, all grievances emerged.

I told her about my affairs with Cheng Younan and Lixi, except for the matter of being eaten up by Cheng Younan.So far, I have nothing to lie to her, probably because I look too much like a patient, so in the end, she didn't criticize me.

Everyone has their own life, even my mother, she can't control me, after all, it's all happened.

When you grow up, everything needs to be faced by yourself.

Lixi and Cheng Younan came back on the same day, and this day is my birthday. Cheng Younan called me first and told me about their return schedule. I stayed in my small building, as if escaping or waiting, here Everything in the house was decorated by Lixi, and there is no place that is not his shadow.Lying on the sofa, thinking of his smile, thinking of his gentle way when he talked to me, thinking of how happy he was like a child in front of me on Christmas night...

It's a pity that all the good things fell into pieces.

We haven't seen a movie yet, nor have we made an appointment, because I'm always very busy, busy with exams and that ridiculous job, and I always think there will be a lot of time, because he said When I grow up, I will marry me. I thought we would get married. He is my boyfriend, my lover, and the person I have made up my mind to follow in my life.

But now, it's all over.

When he came, he knocked on the door. Seeing that I didn't go to open the door, he opened it with the key. When he walked in, he left the luggage aside, and walked towards me, "Luo Luo, happy birthday."

I looked up at him, smiled, and answered his words belatedly, "Are you back?"

"Miss me?" He giggled.

After chatting with him for a while, he seemed to have finally noticed my unhappiness, and stared into my eyes, "What's the matter, Lolo?"

My heart seems to be crawling with thousands of ants, I dare not look into his eyes, but I know that there are some words I have to say: "Let's break up, I'm sorry."

He looked at me, just stunned for a moment, and then asked calmly, "Why?"

"Because, I want to leave you, and I want to return to Cheng Younan's side." I can't tell, because I had that kind of relationship with him.

During these days of dating, we didn't even have a deeper kiss. The kind of thing that couples yearn for is more difficult for me and Lixi to talk about. Just like what Xiaojiu said, there are people in this world who I'm very nice to you, but you never think about going to bed with him... That kind of thing seems to be a taboo for Li Xi and me, although I don't know where the problem lies.

"This is a happy day, did you think about it before you said this?" He looked at me and asked me repeatedly, "Lolo, you didn't just talk about it, did you?"

I nodded, "I'm serious."

He suddenly smiled, a smile that I couldn't understand, "I always had a hunch that this day would come, but I didn't expect it to be on this day, on your birthday."

"Lixi..." I raised my head and looked into his eyes in surprise.It turned out that I wasn't the only one who could feel it. He knew that there was a problem between me and him.

From friends to lovers, it seems that it is easy to change, but some distances cannot be shortened no matter what.He is so good that he can't pick out any shortcomings, but it is also because of this that it seems that we are still stuck in the past.No quarrel means no communication. I don't know what the other party wants. The two people will always be as polite as friends.

The so-called breakup was not as painful as I imagined. During the whole process, Li Xi didn't even say a single word, and acted so calmly. Then I thought, maybe he didn't want to put pressure on me, right?Even if I choose Cheng Younan, even if I leave him, he still hopes that I will leave without any burden.

Before leaving, he said to me: "Luo Luo, I know that you have stayed by my side because you are afraid of hurting me. I can also see that these days you are trying hard to fall in love with me, but you are also trying hard to forget him. , you failed to do either of these two things. I don't know what to do, I can only try my best to treat you well, but now, since you are going to break up, then, I wish you happiness."

I cried so badly but couldn't say a word, he squatted in front of me, reached out his hand to wipe away my tears, and then hugged me tightly, "It's not that bad, it's just a breakup, and the sky won't fall. Losing love is not enough to make people die, just like these days when you were separated from him, didn't you live a good life?"

"I'm sorry." His casual words made me even more uncomfortable. If it wasn't for this matter, I don't think I would ever think of leaving him in this life.

It's just that the better he is, the less I dare to face him again.

He tried his best to smile, "Lolo, happy birthday, I'm going back."

The moment he turned around, I tried to reach out and grab something, but in the end, I could only watch him leave.

I opened the window and saw him go out with his luggage alone. I have seen him look sad because of Luoluo, but he never showed it in front of Luoluo. Maybe he is in the same mood now, but he just doesn’t want to Make me feel guilty and sorry for this.

This is a man who has always only considered others, but he himself always seems to be forgotten by him.

I called Tang Zhen, who was the only person I could think of to find Li Xi. He seemed a little surprised when he received my call, "What's wrong, little Luo Luo? Li Xi didn't come back today?"

As soon as I opened my mouth, I couldn't control myself from crying, "Can you go and see him?"

He seemed to have noticed something, and then snorted softly, "Could it be that you dumped him? Aya Lolo, I really underestimated you, and I'm really worthless for Lixi..."

I didn't speak, let him taunt me over there, just these two words, I deserve it.

After a while, he suddenly felt that it was too much, so he sighed: "Okay, let's not talk about you, I will go and see him for you, and I will call you if there is anything, but don't worry, I will help you Good for him, help him find some beauties, who are hundreds of times more beautiful than you, and see if I don't piss you off."

"Okay! You are ruthless." I couldn't help but smile, but the tears flowed more fiercely, and I had to reach out and wipe them away.

When Tang Zhen called in the evening, Cheng Younan was at my house, and finally calmed down in front of him, and stopped crying like he did when he came. It was originally a birthday, but this day was not happy at all.

In the mobile phone, the voice of Si Zhenzi came, and he said: "Luo Luo, Li Xi drank some wine and was quite drunk. Seeing him like this, I suddenly remembered that he was like this before he met you. Yes, he is alcohol except for alcohol, he often sleeps during the day and comes out at night, a person whose life is upside down, I thought you saved him, but now it seems that I was wrong."

I begged, "Can you be nice to him?"

He said: "Okay! But, think about it for me, should I give Feifei to him? Or should I just dedicate myself to him? There must be someone to fill the vacant position beside him, right?"

I said: "..." Why didn't he die?Depend on!
(End of this chapter)