uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 159 Love You For The Last Time

He suddenly reached out and pulled me into his arms, grabbed my lips, and kissed me hard.

No matter how hard I struggled, I couldn't resist him.By the time he reacted, the whole person was slowly responding to him following his rhythm.

He let go of me and chuckled, "Since you want to say goodbye to the past, wouldn't it be more grand?"

I looked at him with wide eyes, wondering how he could still smile.

He took my hand again, not domineering, not forcing, but very gentle, and gently clasped my fingers, "Since I want to say goodbye, then I will accompany you. After tonight, from now on, I will never talk to you again." owe!"

I looked at his face in surprise, thinking he was joking, but he didn't look serious.He looked at me who was hesitant, and raised the corner of his mouth contemptuously, "If you don't agree to such a small request, how can you expect me to let you be with Lixi?"

I thought I must be crazy, or poisoned by his smile, so I nodded in agreement and let him lead me away.

He shook my hand and walked slowly out of the alley.The passing bus didn't know where it was going. He pulled me up and sat down at the back seat. I raised my head and looked at his silhouette. I never thought that I would have the opportunity to meet him during this trip. Sitting together so quietly.

In view of his previous despicable behavior, I couldn't help confirming: "You said that from now on, you won't owe me any more, isn't it a lie?"

He froze for a moment, then laughed, "I won't lie to you."

I looked out the window, and the blurred lights that lit up one after another illuminated the street, but he held my hand again.He pulled me into his arms, and said displeasedly: "Can't you rely on me?"

I raised my head in a daze, and what I saw was his chin. I let him pull me close to his arms, closed my eyes, and didn't think about anything.Since it's a farewell, let's finish this time properly.

"Lolo." A moment later, his voice came from above his head.I opened my eyes and looked at him, meeting his deep and beautiful eyes, "Being with Lixi, do you really not regret it?"

"Can I not answer this question?" In short, I just don't want to discuss this question with him.

Things that have already been decided, I don't want to hesitate because of his one or two words.Speaking of it, he is very cunning, deliberately looking for this opportunity, actually trying to make me change my mind?
Seeing that I didn't want to mention it, he stopped talking.The bus circled the city, even though it was such an ordinary night scene, it was surprisingly beautiful.After living for so many years, I never knew how beautiful this city was.

On both sides of the river at night, there are people coming and going, and it is extremely lively. Several acquaintances gather around the stall to drink wine, and their faces are full of smiles.

The fresh marshmallows are extremely sweet in the mouth, but bitter in the bottom of my heart. I raised my head and glanced at Cheng Younan, only to find that he was looking at me, and suddenly said: "Luo Luo, happy birthday."

I stared at him with wide eyes unexpectedly. I was so depressed all the way, that I even forgot that today is my birthday.

He bought me a small cake and lit it on the stone steps by the river. The beautiful shadow was thrown into the river, and the atmosphere was so beautiful.Although the weather is a bit cold, but at this time, there is no concern at all.

When he handed the cake to me, he looked at me and said with a smile, "Don't you like cakes? I really want to support you for the rest of my life."

I pursed my lips, looked at my own shadow on the river, and said to myself in my heart: laugh.

Just forcing it like this, who knows that he really laughed out in the end.

I smiled and looked at him, "Don't say something that makes me sad, okay? I want to leave you with a smile instead of letting you just remember my sad appearance. That way, you won't feel better, will you?"

He listened to what I said, nodded in agreement, "Yeah."

I looked at the cake with candles, and racked my brains, but found that there was only one thought in my heart: "My only wish is that after we are separated, you will not be just alone."

In fact, I don't know if I want him to help me realize this wish. I just think that he may be alone for a lifetime, and I feel that I will not be too happy.

After hearing my words, he stared at the river and said, "If you really think so, I will try my best to help you realize this wish. Even for you, I will realize it."

Seeing that I blew out the candle, he said to me: "I've thought about it these days and realized that compared to Li Xi, I'm really inferior. Maybe it's best for you to be with him? When you were with him before, if it wasn't for me, I wouldn't have separated you. I sacrificed Li Xi's feelings every time, maybe this time, it's really me who should help you and him."

I was silent and didn't speak.

He looked at the river and said to me quietly: "Do you still remember the New Year's Eve that caused you to separate from Lixi? Actually, I didn't do anything that night. Before I met you, I always felt that a Women attract me only by their bodies, but Lolo, I think I really love you more than I imagined, so I am afraid that you will hurt and feel sad. I am afraid that my impulsiveness will push us to the point of no return, so I lied to you. At that time, you really didn't have much trust in me, so I hope to wait until I propose to you, and when you are really at ease with me, then let you completely give yourself to me, who knows You just left that day."

He calmly stated the facts, but my tears fell uncontrollably.

He suppressed the pain in his heart and said to me: "Three years since I left, I really wanted to get married and completely forgot about you, but in the end I picked a woman like Ruan Xiwei. She is not gentle and has a bad temper. I don't like her at all, but her only advantage is that she can be approved by my family and is easy to control. Looking back now, I realize that I have always reserved opportunities for you , I have been waiting for you, although I kept telling myself to give up on you in those three years. When we meet again, you have grown up and matured, and you no longer resist me like before, and even told me that you love me, But in the end, it was I who gave up on you on my own initiative. Maybe I deserved all of this? But it doesn't matter now. I don't want to force you to come back to me like before. If you think Lixi is your last A good destination, you stay with him. I have so many women, but Lixi only has you. In fact, think about it, before I met you, wasn’t my life good? Since people all over the world, including you I thought that Lixi needed you more, so I will help you. I wish you happiness too!"

After he finished speaking, he stood up, "You wait for me here, and I'll go buy a pack of cigarettes."

Before I agreed, he had already walked towards a small shop not far away. I lowered my head, only to see that the cigarette case on the steps was still full of cigarettes.

When he came back again, he smiled at me, "It's late, let's go back! If you sit here for too long, you will get sick."

I stood up, "OK."

On the way back, I followed him, and neither of us spoke again.

When BJ left, Lixi gave me the key to his house and asked me to live there, Cheng Younan sent me back, when he arrived at the door, he didn't look at me, he just turned his back to me and reminded: "We're here."

"Then I'll go in. Goodbye." I didn't dare to look into his eyes. I had agreed early in the morning that after tonight, from now on, there would be no more debts, but I was afraid that if I looked at him more, I would be changed by his eyes. what.

People who are not strong-willed clearly know where their weaknesses are, so they can only work hard to avoid such things from happening.

"Lolo." Just as he was about to enter the door, his voice came from behind.

I stopped and saw him coming over and pulling me into his arms. Even though he didn't say anything, I seemed to be able to feel what he was thinking at this moment.He must be heartbroken, right?Because after today, we are completely over, and the past seven years are just a dream that will eventually be forgotten.

I will forget him, and then stay with Lixi wholeheartedly. Thinking of this, I can't help but hug him back. People who have known each other for seven years are about to end suddenly. I can't explain this feeling: pain, pain , astringent... all the sad feelings are stuck in his chest.

At this moment, the originally locked door was suddenly opened, and Li Xi, who was wearing a thick coat and several layers of scarves, stood at the door, looking at us who were hugging each other just now but quickly separated because of his appearance.

I looked at him in surprise, "Lixi, why are you here?"

Shouldn't he be in BJ's?He said he was too busy to spare time to come.

He was stunned for a few seconds, then came up calmly and held my arm, smiled politely at Cheng Younan, "Thank you for sending Luo Luo back so late."

(End of this chapter)