uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 79
Lin Qiao looked at me, the worry on his face didn't decrease because of my words.That's right, I was seriously ill, but my girlfriend left him in the hospital because of busy work, and no one would be able to bear it.

I feel like I'm a bit stupid to even teach him.If it was Yan Jia, she would at least act like a baby to Lin Qiao, right?
I closed my eyes and recalled that night at Lin Qiao's house, peeking at Yan Jia acting like a baby to him, only to find that in front of Lin Qiao, I couldn't even do a third of Yan Jia's.

I don't know how to act like a baby to him, and I don't know how to say nice things to him. I don't know much about him, only the distance I never got closer when I had a crush on him.

In the evening, my mother came to see Lin Qiao. I asked to stay here and take care of him, but I was not rejected.When sending my mother out, she asked me obscenely: "Luo Luo, you don't have a crush on Lin Qiao, do you?"

I pushed her embarrassedly, thinking that my mother is not only my mother, but also my good sister, "What are you talking about?"

My mother whispered: "I heard that he has a girlfriend."

I lowered my head, as if my heart had been stabbed again, "I know! I also know his girlfriend, and I just want to take care of him here. You know, there are many things in Auntie Lin's hospital that are unclear. , she is always very worried about this and that, and Teacher Lin's girlfriend is not here..."

"Okay, okay, mom won't talk about you anymore." She sighed, sympathizing with her daughter who was unrequitedly in love with someone else, "I'm going back! Please help Aunt Lin."

After sending my mother away, I stood outside the ward for a while, remembering that I had angered Cheng Younan, and I was a little worried that he would do something bad.

Yan Jia came very late, Lin Qiao had already fallen asleep, she sat by the bed for a while, crying there.I pointed to Lin Qiao on the bed, and said to her, "He's fine, he's just asleep. You don't have to cry so sadly."

She didn't seem to hear me, and she didn't stop crying. When I came out, I saw her eyes were red like a rabbit. She said, "I'm a little busy these days. If it's convenient, you can take care of him for me."

I couldn't help thinking in my heart: This woman is so heartless!She had just woken up after a car accident, so she was only busy with her own affairs.

But I really don't have the qualifications to say anything to her, I just told her, "He has been waiting for you all afternoon, and you will come at this time."

If I were a bad person, I would definitely not tell her these things because I feel sorry for Lin Qiao. I wish she would never appear in the hospital, so that I could have the opportunity to be with Lin Qiao every day, but the reality told me No matter how hard I try, I can't replace Yan Jia's position in Lin Qiao's heart.

Who knew what Yan Jia said almost made me vomit blood, she raised her head and glared at me, as if I had offended her, "Isn't this what you wished for? I just gave you a chance! As long as I don't show up, you Stay by his side every day, maybe he will like you soon."

Come on!I didn't mean anything malicious, but I didn't expect her to say this, as if I was shameless and shameless!Obviously she was fine in the morning, but now she is going crazy, this change of face makes me a little uncomfortable, after all, she called to tell me that Lin Qiao woke up and asked me to come and see him For a moment, I even thought that Yan Jia is actually not that bad.

But now, look at her attitude... Okay!I was wrong.

I just want to take care of Lin Qiao to the best of my ability when he is sick. As for what others think, what does it matter?

What we didn't expect was that after Yan Jia left, he never came to the hospital again. Only Aunt Lin and I took care of Lin Qiao in the hospital. It seemed that he was afraid of embarrassing me. If Yan Jia didn't come, he wouldn't either. ask her.On the contrary, Aunt Lin sometimes complains: "What has Jiajia been up to these two days? Why doesn't she come to see it all the time? How embarrassing it is for Luo Luo to watch over here every day?"

No matter how much I do, to her, it seems that she is just an outsider, which will make her feel embarrassed. Unlike Yan Jia, she treats her like a daughter, which is right, after all, Yan Jia was also raised by her.

Lin Qiao said weakly, "Mom, since she's busy, let her do whatever she wants."

His injury is serious, and it hurts when he pulls the wound when he speaks. I watched him frown and felt uncomfortable.

Although he said it as if he didn't care, sometimes, when he was staring at something in a daze, I'm sure he must be thinking of her.

In the process of whether I want Yan Jia to come to the hospital or not, I have been staying in the hospital for two days. Finally, I couldn't bear it anymore and wanted to go home to have a look.

There were not many people on the bus, and I sat alone in the last row, letting the early spring wind make my head ache.I closed my eyes, only to find that my mind was filled with the angry appearance of Cheng Younan in the hospital—he stood in front of me without hesitation, and said, "I wish he would never wake up, wish he would die!"

It has been three days since the quarrel, and we have not seen each other, nor have we called or sent any text messages.

I took a shower downstairs and wanted to just sleep like this, but I still took the initiative to go up to find him.I have to admit, I don't care about him or miss him, I'm just afraid that when I don't notice, he will do something that will disturb us all.Especially his sentence: "I can't wait for him to die." Until now, it is like a thorn in my heart.

I stood at the door and knocked twice, but did not receive his response, so I took the key directly from under the carpet in the aisle, opened the door and walked in.

Touching the switch on the wall, turning on the light, the darkness in the room was immediately dispelled by the light.He was not at home, and the pair of drinking glasses on the table were still placed in the same way before he sent me to the hospital that day.

Looking at the pair of cups, I couldn't help but think of the situation when I gave him the cups.Because of this, we had a quarrel. At that time, we thought he would not use it. Who knows, he still used it in the end.

Turns out, he's a man who doesn't count, right?

I frowned, stood up and wanted to go back to sleep, but before I left, I saw the piece of paper pressed by the remote control on the TV cabinet.The words in black and white are not as fluent as the words he wrote before, each word is like a tear, falling slowly on the paper.

Lolo:

When you think about coming back here, is he all right?Or maybe you never read the letter at all.

Thinking back carefully, I have always been the one who took the initiative between us.Every time I'm with you, it seems that I use all despicable methods to force you. Even if you say too much to me, I'm the one who comes to you with the cheek.

However, in your heart, I am a bad person through and through.In fact, I also thought that I would continue to be bad, and I would never let go until I got you.Because I have enough confidence in myself, I always thought that one day you will admit defeat and you will fall in love with me seriously.After all, I pamper you like no other woman has ever done, and I pamper you more than I do myself.

However, when you were in the hospital and said those words to me for him, I suddenly found myself a little tired.

Let me tell you secretly, at that moment, my anger and jealousy even shocked me.

Obviously, I just want to play a game with you, and when you fall in love with me, I want to kick you away—seeing this, do you hate me very much?But who made you look down on me so much every time we meet.Every time I see your contempt for me, I want to strangle you to death.

But I didn't choose to strangle you, I just hope to be loved by you. In my opinion, getting rid of a woman who once looked down on me is much more interesting than getting rid of a few women who threw themselves into my arms.

——Now, I am sitting here, thinking about it, and find it ridiculous: I haven't won your heart yet, but I have made myself jealous first.

I remember I told you when we first met: you will always lose once you meet me.

At that time you returned this sentence to me.Now I have to admit, you won this game.

Your heart...is colder than I imagined!

So much nonsense, I just want to tell you, I'm leaving.

By the way, tell Lin Qiao that I took Yan Jia away.You beat me, but you lost completely against him, I can't bear it.I have done so many things for you, probably this is the only thing you can remember.

In the end, I want to tell you: I may really fall in love with you.

But go out of this house and I'll forget you.

Goodbye, cold-blooded girl...

I let go of my hand and watched the letter paper in my hand slowly fall to the table like a butterfly. There was still water in the water glass. I saw myself in the water. There was a rippling arc at the corner of my mouth, but it was not a smile, because my heart, It seemed to be twisted tightly by a thin thread, and blood dripped down the end of the thread...

I still remember the contemptuous smile on the corner of his mouth when I saw him for the first time, and he told me that day: I don’t like people asking me for nothing.

Just like that, the drawer of memories was opened, and the pictures with him were played at an extremely slow speed like the pictures of a black and white movie.At this moment, I can't describe the feeling of sadness and joy in my heart after seeing this letter, and I don't know whether I should be happy or cry.

The happy thing is that I seem to have finally seen a more real side of this man. The sad thing is that I haven't had time to react to this, as if I have made things irreparable.

A week later in the afternoon, I came back from school to see Lin Qiao. He was sitting on the hospital bed, looking out the window, as if he was waiting for something.Yan Jia never came, and of course, it was impossible for her to come.

I walked over, sat by the side and looked at Lin Qiao. After hesitating for a week, I finally decided to tell him the truth of the matter, "I have something to tell you."

"What?" He was half a beat behind before turning around, and then smiled, "Luo Luo, if you have anything to say in the future, you can just say it."

I lowered my head and looked at my fingers that were intertwined because of anxiety. After a whole week, the matter of Cheng Younan leaving with Yan Jia gradually seeped into reality. Before that, I always felt that everything was To be honest, when I was walking on the road, I even thought that Cheng Younan might suddenly come out from somewhere. After all, even in the past, he would often leave for a while before reappearing.

I held my fingers together and said to Lin Qiao, "Yan Jia was taken away by Cheng Younan."

I know that he will be sad and sad. When he was injured the most, she didn't accompany him, but walked away with other men. Although, I don't know what kind of mood Yan Jia felt when he left, but these days , Lin Qiao seemed to forgive her.I didn't want him to be too sad, so I quickly explained: "She might be forced by Cheng Younan, don't be too sad, Yan Jia is actually very kind to you, otherwise she wouldn't be thinking about returning to you..."

(End of this chapter)