uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 80
What I didn't expect was that there was no surprise on Lin Qiao's face. He looked at me and smiled bitterly, "Lolo, I know."

"What?" he said, did he know?
He nodded, "Well, she called me the day she left, and you were not there at that time, and she cried with me on the phone, and she said she was sorry..."

I don't know why, but when I saw him pretending to be indifferent to this matter, I couldn't help the tears from falling down. I held his hand, "I'm sorry, Lin Qiao, I'm sorry..."

He finally waited for her to return to his side, but was betrayed by her at the most desperate moment, and all of this was because of me, if it wasn't for me, Cheng Younan would never take Yan Jia away no matter what, so, If it wasn't for me, Yan Jia would never leave him again.

Lin Qiao smiled, and said disapprovingly: "I'm sorry, it's not you, why did you apologize to me? Actually, it's nothing, compared to the first time I saw her with Cheng Younan, it's nothing. What It's good to get used to things, and the same goes for 'betrayal'..."

Habit?

Of course I know that this is just his self-deception. Only he himself knows how much pain he has in his heart.

However, there was nothing I could do other than be there and take care of him.

In those days, apart from going to class and working part-time, I was taking care of him.

When I met Han Lixi at the Four Seasons Pavilion at night, he immediately noticed that I was a little weird. The moment I put the plate in front of him, I heard his concerned voice, "Luo Luo, what's wrong?"

I smiled at him, probably because I cried too much in the afternoon, the muscles on my face were stiff, "It's nothing serious."

"I heard that Lin Qiao was hospitalized." His news was as well-informed as Cheng Younan's. Even if I didn't say anything, I couldn't hide it from him. He said apologetically, "Younan suddenly let go and returned to BJ, leaving all the affairs here to you." You know that I usually don't care about things, but his leaving has made me flustered, so I haven't taken time to care about you."

"Then he's too irresponsible." I couldn't help laughing, but my heart was bitter. A man who is clearly older than me in his teens is so willful in doing things!
Han Lixi smiled, and said: "It's okay! After all, I can't keep throwing all the work to him like this."

I didn't reply to Cheng Younan's matter.

Li Xi asked me suddenly: "Are you taking care of Lin Qiao these days?"

"Well, he was injured, Auntie doesn't understand many things..."

"Do you know that Yan Jia and Cheng Younan went back to BJ together?" He looked at me and asked casually.

I nodded, "I know!"

"Lolo." He suddenly became a little serious, and he said to me after thinking over and over in his heart: "I don't want you to put your mind on him all day long, you have to go to class and work, you go to the hospital to see him It's nothing, but who are you to him? If you take care of him every day, what's the point?"

I didn't expect Han Lixi to say this, which surprised me, "Isn't that bad?"

"Yes." For a moment, I saw from him a seriousness that was not inferior to Cheng Younan, but it disappeared quickly, "I know you like him, but his girlfriend is gone, you go every day What is it to take care of him? You are not his nanny, not his maid, and naturally, you will not be his substitute for love. "

"Lixi..."

At this moment, he felt so strongly that he didn't like Lin Qiao.

He looked at me and said softly: "Lolo, I'm just telling you this as a friend. If you get too close to him, your last bit of nostalgia for him will be ruined. I don't want to see you regretting love the day he went to."

"But, I owe him..."

Without me, Yan Jia would not have left when he needed her most.

Han Lixi looked at me in confusion, "What do you owe him? Do you need to repay it with emotional debt? Lolo..."

"It's nothing, Lixi, I know your intentions are good, but you also have Luoluo in your heart, don't you? If she is injured, you can't ignore her. Actually, it's nothing, just go to the hospital to see him every day. Lin Qiao is I like Yan Jia very much, but he is not a bad person." Except for what happened to Cheng Younan, he never did anything to hurt me.

"Then...you can do whatever you want." He said helplessly, and turned his head out of the window. On a warm spring day, just looking at the street, he seemed to be able to smell the fragrance of flowers.

Although his tone is not serious, I seem to feel that he is a little angry. Han Lixi has always been kind to me, but because Lin Qiao left me in the restaurant that time, and because of the matter between Lin Qiao and Yan Jia, he always treated Lin Qiao. Some don't like it very much. Now that I look after Lin Qiao every day like a fool, it is understandable for him to be angry.

However, I really don't think there is anything bad about Lin Qiao!Even if he likes Yan Jia wholeheartedly, that's a matter of course. After all, as Yan Jia said, they have been in love for more than ten years.

Although I had my own thoughts in my heart, I didn't want to make Han Lixi angry, so I looked at him flatteringly, "Then why don't you go to the hospital to see him when you have time? Maybe, after you see him, you won't say such things Already. Okay?"

He glanced at me, sighed helplessly, nodded and said, "Alright then! I'll go see him tomorrow."

With his consent, I happily smiled at him and said, "Thank you."

He is not Cheng Younan, nor will he be unreasonable like Cheng Younan.To this day, when I think of Cheng Younan, I still feel a heavy pain in my heart. He approached me because he wanted to be loved by me, but he left because he fell in love with me.A man like him, he will not allow himself to fall in love with a woman with all his heart, so when he realizes that he is tempted, he immediately withdraws, but others will foolishly fall into the world controlled by him .

Han Lixi sent me back after get off work. He said that a girl who walks alone every day makes people very uneasy. Cheng Younan also said this. When I think of him now, I am glad that I was not raped by him at that time. move.

After seeing me home, Han Lixi stood outside the courtyard and watched me go upstairs. He stopped me just as my foot stepped on the stairs. I thought he was going to say something, but it turned out to be: Luo Luo, who is with you in the countryside? In those days, I was very happy.

I was sweating profusely, and felt a little embarrassed by his nasty words, "I thought what were you going to say?"

I just pulled the weeds for him for two days, and he just missed it. How dare he treat me so well, I really should promise him with my body!
He smiled, "Then I'll go back."

"Walk slowly."

I watched him go upstairs after he left, laying on the bed and couldn't help but take out the letter written by Cheng Younan and read it again. The news I heard from Li Xi said that he really left and will never come back ?

He messed up other people's lives, patted his ass and left, he thought how great he was!

Contemptuous of that man, I closed my eyes and went to sleep.Now that he's gone, I'll act as if such a person has never appeared in my life.

I simply threw the letter into the trash can. If I really remembered him, wouldn't I let this man succeed?
If one day he comes back, he will definitely say when he sees this letter: Look, look, I’m leaving, and you even kept a letter I wrote casually.

On the other hand, if he doesn't plan to come back, I still keep a piece of waste paper as a baby, wouldn't it look more stupid?

I thought that by throwing away this piece of paper, I could throw away my disturbed heart, but in the middle of the night, I ran up like a convulsion to find that piece of paper, and pressed it under the drawer where I might never see it , I was relieved to sleep.

When get out of class was over the next morning, a particularly frightening thing happened. Ruan Yunfei came to me and chatted with me, "Xiao Luoluo."

"What are you doing?" Every time she appeared, I would have some bad premonition.

"I heard that Lin Qiao is sick?" She was wearing expensive and trendy new clothes, as proud as a peacock.

"What? You want nothing to do?" I don't believe that she just cares about Lin Qiao.

She curled her lips and looked into my eyes tentatively, "How far have you and Cheng Younan developed?"

"What's none of your business?" I looked at her speechlessly, thinking that every time she came to me, it was either because of Cheng Younan or Han Lixi.Of course, if she came to me for other reasons, it would be even more terrifying.

"Going to bed?" She didn't seem to understand people's words, nor could she understand my disgusted expression on her face, she only cared about her own thoughts and asked.

I was a little embarrassed to hear such words from a girl my age, "Aren't you caring too much?"

"Are you up or not?" she pressed.

"Are you still shameless?" I got a little angry, don't you think it's disrespectful to me?Or did she feel reconciled that she didn't hit her last time, and now she's picking things up again?
"That's it!" She concluded without asking.

"Fuck your sister!" This stinky woman knew to destroy my innocence, "Cheng Younan and I are not as dirty as you think!"

As soon as the words fell, there was a feeling of being designed by her.

"Don't you think you are very pitiful?" After getting my answer, she said suddenly, with a disdainful smile on her face.

"What the hell?" I didn't know what she was going to do again, so I said defensively.

"I've been by his side for so long, but I haven't even slept in his bed. Now that he's back in BJ, you're out of luck! You can't go to BJ to look for him with the cheek anymore, can you?" She said proudly.

I watched for a long time and really didn't know what her purpose was. It seemed that I would feel uncomfortable if I didn't hit me. I looked at this woman speechlessly, and said to her earnestly: "Ruan Yunfei, do you think this is interesting? Cheng Younan is gone, are you worried?" Can't you rely on him to protect you anymore? Since you are so worried, after you finish school, you can go to find him over there instead of coming to me to talk about it. Not everyone can't live without him, understand?"

After talking to her depressedly, I went to the hospital alone.

Han Lixi said that he would come to see Lin Qiao today. When I arrived, he hadn't come yet. Lin Qiao stayed alone in the ward. I replaced the newly bought flowers with him.

He suddenly said to me: "Lolo."

I turned to look at him, "what's wrong?"

He doesn't speak.

"Does it hurt somewhere?" Although so many days have passed, the injuries on his body still make me very worried.

(End of this chapter)