uncle don't kiss me

Chapter 81
He stretched out his hand and beckoned to me, "You come here first."

I sat down on the edge of the bed full of curiosity, looked at his embarrassed face because of the injury, and waited for his words.

He didn't rush to continue, but stretched out his hand to hold mine. His voice was warm and mixed with some of his uneasiness and uneasiness, "Do you still hate me now? It was because Cheng Younan let Cheng Younan take care of me that night. When you take it away."

I lowered my head and looked at the hand held by him. His palm was very hot, but I didn't want to take it out. "It's all in the past. Now I just hope to see you get better soon."

"Thank you, Lolo..." he smiled.

He seldom smiled at me before, but during the hospitalization, I could see his smile from time to time, and I don't know if the days when I was with Yan Jia again changed him.In short, I thought there was a lot of distance between me and him, but when he smiled, it seemed that all the distance gradually disappeared.

I looked into his eyes, not knowing what to say.

Lin Qiao kept holding my hand and did not let go, "There are some things I want to tell you. After you have heard it, you don't need to give me an answer. I have thought a lot these days, and I want to be with you, even though I am like this now At first glance, it looks like it is causing you trouble, but when I get better, I will make it up to you."

What he said surprised me, "But what about Yan Jia...can you forget her?"

When his heart is full of that person, I am not sure that I can get a place in his heart.Therefore, I am here to take care of him, not to replace Yan Jia.I lowered my head and smiled, "I come to see you every day, not because I want to get anything from you."

He nodded, with a solemn and serious tone, "I know, but Luo Luo, you are a good girl. If I can, I hope to have the opportunity to cherish you. I have done things to sorry you in the past, but I won't do it in the future." His His fingers gently slid across my cheeks, he looked at me and said firmly: "For you, I will never have anything to do with Yan Jia again."

This is a picture I have imagined many times, but when everything is in front of me, it is so unreal to me.

However, I have no excuses or reasons for rejecting him, nor do I want to reject him.No matter whether Yan Jia loves Lin Qiao or not, no matter how important he is to Yan Jia, she has already given up on him from the beginning.

I don't want him to get used to being betrayed by a loved one, I want him to see me behind him whenever he looks back.

I love you as much as you love her!

I looked into his eyes and said to myself in my heart.This is probably the only promise I have given him.However, I never dared to say this sentence to him.I am a girl, and I also have my own vanity. I always feel that saying this sentence will make me look extremely humble in front of him.

I love him humblely, but I don't want him to know that I love him humblely.

What interrupted this scene was a sudden knock on the door. The person who appeared at the door was the slender figure of Han Lixi who came to visit Lin Qiao. He walked over, looked at Lin Qiao on the hospital bed, and said modestly: "You Okay, Teacher Lin, I'm Luoluo's friend, I heard from her that you're sick, so I came here to see you. Are you feeling better?"

Thinking that he might have seen the scene just now, I couldn't help feeling a little embarrassed.

Han Lixi was very polite, even if he was unhappy, he would not express anything. After a few polite words with Lin Qiao, Aunt Lin came, so I had no choice but to send him away.

After leaving the hospital, he seemed to have something to say to me, and suggested, "Are you free? Let's have dinner together, Lolo? I haven't had dinner with you for a few days, and I really miss it."

Just because of Cheng Younan's departure and Lin Qiao's injury, I felt a lot of unhappiness, and it seemed that I would be more relaxed only when I was with Han Lixi, so I didn't refuse.He came by car and seemed to have just come from work, which made me feel ashamed of my unreasonable request, "I'm sorry, Han Lixi, I asked you to come to the hospital even though you are so busy."

Han Lixi gave me a gentle look, and raised the corners of his lips, "What's the matter? You don't feel tired from visiting Lin Qiao every day. I just came here today, so it's not a big deal."

"Do you still don't like Lin Qiao?" He was originally invited to change his view of Lin Qiao after seeing Lin Qiao, but it didn't seem to have any effect.

"If you are just ordinary friends with him, I have no objection, but Luo Luo, if you want to associate with him, I will be very unhappy about it."

I originally thought that Han Lixi was very gentle towards everyone, but now it seems that this is not the case.

I really don't understand where the problem lies in the middle, "Why? I don't understand why you and Cheng Younan always target him, one always grabs people around him, and the other thinks he's not good here or there, People say that like attracts like, and it really is so! If Cheng Younan thinks it's bad, you won't think it's good either."

Hearing what I said, he couldn't help laughing, "That's why you are too fascinated by him. I didn't say he is a bad person. I said that you can be friends with him, but Luo Luo, I don't want you to be friends with him." Intercourse... I know that if I hadn't appeared today, you would have agreed to him. But are you sure that Yan Jia, who he spent several years without forgetting, will forget in such a short period of time? He obviously still thinks about another woman in his heart, but he insists on bringing you into his world. In the end, he just wants to use you to temporarily heal the pain in his heart. If Yan Jia doesn't come back, it's fine. When she comes back one day, can you guarantee that he will stand by your side?"

Everything Han Lixi said made my head hang down uncontrollably.

Yes, I know he still has Yan Jia in his heart, and I know he can't just forget it like that, and I can't guarantee that he will always stand by my side after Yan Jia comes back, but when I close my eyes, I see, He always missed her eyes, the sadness in those eyes, every time I think about it, I can make myself hurt once.

Therefore, I hope that after my efforts, the person in his eyes will be me.

I always believe that in this world, there is no wound that cannot be healed, and there is no person who cannot be forgotten.

Han Lixi once again sighed helplessly. From his point of view, I am undoubtedly jumping into the fire pit. "Look! You know what the end result will be."

"Then make me stupid once! One day, you will come to comfort me. This is what you owe me. I will also comfort you when Luoluo gets married."

Regarding this, Han Lixi did not express any further opinions. After eating, he came out and said to me: "Luo Luo, if you tell me that you are with Lin Qiao, then we will stop dating for the time being."

I never thought that he would say such a sentence to me, like a thunderbolt from the blue sky, which made me not come back to my senses for a long time. At that time, he told me that we were friends, but now, he actually confronted me for such a trivial matter. I say this.

I really don't want to believe that at a time like this, when I need friends the most, that gentle Han Lixi would actually say such things to me. These days, my heart is so fragile that even I am surprised. Knowing why, tears fell again, "Aren't we friends? What do you mean not dating for a while? Or is it because Luoluo you like is married, so now this Luoluo is useless..."

"When you and Lin Qiao are over, I will come to comfort you. This has nothing to do with Luoluo's marriage. Because we are friends, I hope you will be more rational. Maybe you don't understand now, but you will understand later I have worked hard. My actions may be difficult for you to accept, but it is precisely this way, Luo Luo, that you will seriously consider it."

After he finished speaking, he took a tissue and handed it to me, "I'm going back first, and then call me when you think it through. You are a smart girl, and you can resist Cheng Younan, why can't you deal with a Lin Qiao Woolen cloth?"

The implication is that if I stubbornly want to be with Lin Qiao, I should stop looking for him.

The sun was very warm that day, but because of Han Lixi's words, I always mistakenly thought it was a cloudy day, and even seemed to be raining, only the word sunny in the diary reminded me from time to time.Instead of going to work at the Four Seasons Pavilion, I stayed alone in the park and reflected for an afternoon.Xiao Jiu called me and urged me several times, but I ignored it.

If it wasn't for Han Lixi at that time, I wouldn't have gone to work at the Four Seasons Pavilion. Now that he has said so, if I go again, I will only make myself look more embarrassed.

After that, I didn't go to see Han Lixi again. The result of this matter ended with my resignation from Sijiting.

On the day I came out of the Four Seasons Pavilion, I said to myself in my heart: People who don’t belong to you, you can’t keep them. From the very beginning, they broke into your life without warning. Perhaps, it’s time to leave. It's time.

I knew from Dongxiang that neither Han Lixi nor Cheng Younan were from the same world as me.
In this world, how can anyone be so stupid as to give up something they have always wanted for something that does not belong to them.

After that, three months passed, right?

When it was no longer clear who was paying the medical expenses, Lin Qiao was discharged from the hospital.

I told my mother about my relationship with Lin Qiao, but she didn't speak, and she didn't seem to know what to say, after all, I'm not young anymore.

While I was working part-time in a coffee shop, I also learned how to work as a part-time translator from Lin Qiao.

Life in those six months was very peaceful, so I don't have to worry about Cheng Younan who often came to find trouble, as if I broke up with Han Lixi to reward me, and Ruan Yunfei didn't come here to find trouble too much.Lin Qiao told me that we will get married after I grow up and graduate.

Although I didn't dare to imagine all this at first, but every time I raised my head and found him sitting not far away, I gradually began to look forward to that future.

Both Han Lixi and Cheng Younan seemed to be just a dream of their past self: a sweet dream and a nightmare.

The day was sunny, Lin Qiao was sitting by the window reading a book, the dappled sunlight from the branches of the big tree in the yard was shining on his white shirt, I sat at the desk and secretly watched him.Thinking that he is my boyfriend makes everything so unbelievable.

(End of this chapter)