I've always had a crush on her

Chapter 674 Relationship Broken 08
Yun Su suddenly remembered what grandpa said yesterday, she knew his surname was Cheng, but he never told her.

"When did you know? Did Uncle Nie tell you?" He only thought of this possibility.

"No. It's not important." Yan Xi said, the important thing is to explain clearly in time.

"So, are you rejecting me because my surname is Cheng?" He couldn't change his origin.

"You can understand it that way," Yan Xi said.

"Why? I don't understand." Yun Su's mind was full of doubts, so what if his surname was Cheng?Why did she refuse when grandpa objected?

"I think it's one thing to be a lover, but another thing to get married. I think it's very important to have a well-matched marriage. The gap between you and me is too big. I don't deserve you." Yan Xi wasn't making excuses, this is reality.

"It's just that I don't think I'm good enough for you. As for the gap between being well-matched, I don't care, and neither do my family members." Yun Su thinks this is not a reason at all, and it is a new era, being well-matched is not important.

"I care." Yan Xi said in a deep voice. He has absolute power, and his family also has absolute power to say whether they care or not. They have the right to dominate, and she only has the right to be dominated.

"Why?" Yun Su couldn't understand, she was not a person who belittled herself, even she was extremely proud in her bones, and she was definitely not a pedantic person, why would she care about the right family?

"I'm just an ordinary person. I don't have a strong family background, I don't have outstanding abilities, and I don't have a high social status. I don't want to be loyal to the Cheng family, and I don't want to get involved in any politics." She has her pride and principles.

"Yan Xi, why do you have such an idea? My family and I don't care about your family background, ability and status. You don't need to pay anything for the Cheng family. You can still do what you want. I just simply like You, don't have any interests involved." Yun Su looked at her deeply.

"Yun Su, I can't rely on your liking to survive in the Cheng family. To enjoy the glory and rights brought by the Cheng family, I must pay the corresponding strength and responsibility, and I don't want to pay. I can't just rely on you and the Cheng family " Yan Xi said, he will be high and powerful, his life is full of applause and flowers, she is just a foil, she doesn't want to live in his world, she wants to live in her own world.

"Yanxi, I never need you to pay for this. I can protect you, tolerate you, and support you. Why can't you rely on me? We are a couple, and we will be a husband and wife in the future. It is only natural that we rely on each other." Yun Su was eager explained.

"We rely on each other on the premise of being equal. I am not equal to you. If I and your roles are reversed, you are from an ordinary background, but your ability is not high, and your talents are mediocre. But I have a strong family background, a high position, and excellent ability. Are you willing to rely on me to survive? Are you willing to live under my halo forever?" Yan Xi made a hypothesis.

Yun Su was speechless for a moment, he didn't know she had such thoughts, so he couldn't answer.

"You're not willing either, so why ask me to?" Yan Xi was filled with apology, she was hurting him, but this was the reality.

"It's different, it's different. I'm a man and you are a woman. I must have the ability to protect you. This is the prerequisite for my love for you." Yun Su said, if he couldn't even protect her, he would take What loves her?
"I don't need you to protect me, I don't even need you to love me, I just need the other party to believe in me." Yan Xi said, she would not put her life in his hands, everyone should protect themselves, and should not put Hope rests on others.

"I believe in you, I have always believed in you. If you think we are not equal, you don't want to get involved in any politics, you don't want to live in the Cheng family, I can give up my post in the military region, we will not live in the Cheng family, we live here... ..." He brought her here just to live with her.

"Yun Su, I don't need you to give up anything for me, I shouldn't disturb your life." Yan Xi felt a little guilty.

"But you have already entered my life, you are an indispensable existence in my life." Yun Su said, how could he let her go?

"You are also an indispensable existence in my life, but not the whole of life, let each other become each other's past." Yan Xi said.

"No, Yan Xi, I don't want to lose you, I don't want you to become a thing of the past, don't leave me, is that okay?" Yun Su asked sadly.

"We will meet all kinds of people in our lives. No one knows who we will meet in the future. Besides, we are just lovers. There are thousands of women in this world. You don't have to be attached to me." Yan Xi said that he did not lose her, because she never belonged to him.

"Yan Xi, don't do this..." Yun Su panicked, he didn't know how to keep her.

"I'm sorry. Let's leave it at that." Yan Xi left, he had his grand plans and she had her pride and principles.

Yun Su's whole body was frozen, he wanted to say something to keep her, but he had already said what needed to be said, watching her walk out of his life in pain.

There was only deserted and dead silence in the room.

The carefully arranged scenes seem to have lost their meaning at this moment.

Yun Su was devastated, his eyes were gloomy, and when he saw the photo frame on the wall cabinet, his heart seemed to be shattered by something.

There were no more photos in the photo frame, and she took away even the only photo.

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Yan Xi went back to the hotel room and looked at the photo in his hand for a long time. This was a misunderstanding, or even a mistake, so it had to be corrected.

Finally, find out that the lighter burned the photo.

The photos were reduced to ashes, falling into the washbasin little by little, and finally washed away by the current.

Yan Xi couldn't tell what he was feeling at the moment, he was relieved because the misunderstanding was resolved, but also disappointed because of the separation, and guilty because he hurt him.

At noon, I received a call from Nie Shen.

"Yan Xi, are you free to come to my place for dinner with Yun Su tomorrow?" Nie Shen's voice was full of joy, Yun Su basically recovered completely, Yun Su said yesterday that he had met Yan Xi.

"I have something to leave the capital tomorrow, so I'm very sorry." Yan Xi said, she and Yun Su had just finished, it seemed that Nie Shen didn't know yet.

In such a hurry?Nie Shen was a little bit reluctant, but he also understood that she should have a mission.

"Yan Xi, have you ever thought about when you and Yun Su will get married?" Nie Shen said earnestly, her job was too dangerous.

"Uncle Nie, Yun Su and I have broken up." Yan Xi felt the need to make it clear.

"What? What happened?" Nie Shen was so shocked that he couldn't accept it for a moment.

"It's okay, we're not suitable." Yan Xi didn't want to explain, there's nothing to say about this kind of thing.

Nie Shen was inevitably disappointed. Both Yun Su and Yan Xi were very rational people. Yan Xi said that it was a breakup. It should not be as simple as a couple quarreling, it should be true.

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(End of this chapter)