Thank you for making me so strong

Chapter 14
Xia Yu used to stay at home and not work, and she couldn't bear to look back on those days.

When she was young, Xia Yu had a good and stable job, and was introduced to her current husband, Zhang Jie, who was a teacher in a college.Zhang Jie does not work and has plenty of time, so he works part-time in the company to earn money. He often has extra money in his pocket, and his life at home is very good.

"Look, you have found such a good husband, and you don't need to work hard. If you don't like it outside, you don't have to work at home. Anyway, there is no shortage of money from you at home." Zhang Jie under Xia Yuxue's bright-eyed supervision Under the circumstances, he was very smart to hand over his salary truthfully, since he couldn't hide his income, he might as well show it off.

"Who cares about your little money? I earn not too little." Xia Yu took Zhang Jie's salary card and carefully counted every amount of money he received, for fear of missing any suspicious things. As an accountant, I am very sensitive to numbers, especially salary figures.

"To control a man's heart, the most important thing is to control his pocket first. As long as he controls his pocket, even if he has any thoughts, he can only have evil intentions but not courage." Xia Yu forgot that this sentence came from What she saw in that book has always been regarded as a classic and firmly remembered.

After Xia Yu took her maternity leave, she was absent-minded when she returned to work, and she was listless at work. Her boss was very dissatisfied with her, so the relationship between the two was very stiff. In addition, the child was young and had no one to take care of her. She was so devastated that she simply resigned and stayed at home to look after her children and enjoy family happiness.

At the beginning, Zhang Jie expressed his support, "The three melons and two dates you earn are not enough for us to stuff our teeth. Even if you don't do anything, it doesn't matter. As long as you raise your children well."

After saying a few words, Xia Yu felt very comfortable, and she felt more at ease when she didn't go to work.

But not long after he resigned, Xia Yu found out that he had done a stupid thing that he regretted for the rest of his life.

First of all, it is too difficult to pass the time with children at home. I used to be busy at work, and my life is very fulfilling. Even if I quarrel with my colleagues, I still have something to do.

It's good now, I stay at home full-time, and there is no one else to contact except the child's husband.Not even a single opponent to quarrel with can be found. Xia Yu found that colleagues in the unit, even if the relationship is very tense, colleagues who are unwilling to even raise their eyelids when they meet, are not bothered now.

What is the scariest thing in life?It's nothing else, it turned out to be lonely, and it's better to have a ghost by her side than no ghost to accompany her, and now she can hardly find anyone to talk to.

Xia Yu doesn't work, and the consequence is that she has no financial resources. She finally understands that material things determine consciousness, and life without financial resources is not easy.When I go to the store to buy things, I am reluctant to buy things unless I have to. When I have income, this is impossible.

Xia Yu found out that no matter how much her husband earns, if she doesn't earn money herself, she won't spend it generously.

The most terrible thing is that those who stay at home seem to have no confidence.Xia Yu noticed that her mother-in-law Zhang Hui had a lot of disdain in her eyes. Zhang Jie was an only child. After giving birth to Bei Bei, her mother-in-law Zhang Hui liked Bei Bei very much and often visited her grandson at home.

When Xia Yu had a job, Zhang Hui treated her well and was very polite.After Xia Yu was out of work, Zhang Hui didn't say anything, but Xia Yu felt that her face seemed to be filled with the expression that if you don't have my son to support you, you won't even be able to eat.

Later, Zhang Hui directly pointed out, "Xiao Xia, you don't have a job now, so you have to take care of your home. If a woman can't even do housework well, she won't be called a woman."

Xia Yu was very angry and wanted to fight back sharply, but she had no income and lacked confidence, so she had to turn around and walk away. She felt like she had become a servant bought by her mother-in-law.

Not only the mother-in-law, but the elder sister-in-law Zhang Nan came to the house and began to point fingers at her intentionally or unintentionally, as if she owed them something, Xia Yu felt like she was depending on others.

After staying at home for a long time, she became unconfident and no longer confident when going out to deal with others.Because she felt that at least others could support her, but she couldn't. If she didn't have a husband, she wouldn't even have a place to eat.

At the beginning, Zhang Jie often talked with him. After a long time, the two of them hardly communicated. Xia Yu found that men are all things that break the bridge. When you give birth, you talk sweetly. After giving birth, When the use value is gone, it starts to change face.

Xia Yu remembered that when she resigned, her father-in-law said that if a middle-aged person does not have a job at home, he will be angry all day long and find trouble with others.Xia Yu was very confused. She didn't know if she was angry with everyone, or everyone was against her. In short, she became out of tune with the people around her.

Xia Yu thought about this question for a long time, but she didn't understand it, but she finally figured out another thing, a little person like her who has no background and no ability, lives just to be angry.If you don't get angry in society, you will definitely get angry at home. Being angry at home is even more terrible than being angry in society, because you have no economic status.

Once, the child had a fever, Xia Yu was exhausted taking care of the child, and finally put the child to sleep.After Zhang Jie returned home, Xia Yu wanted to complain to him, but unexpectedly, after Zhang Jie entered the door, he went straight to the computer and turned on the computer, logged on to QQ, several red profile pictures began to flash immediately, and then he entered the forum and started posting, At the same time, he opened many pages, started his red alert, and seemed to turn a blind eye to Xia Yu.

Xia Yu was so angry that she was shaking all over, she was so lonely all day long, she never thought that Zhang Jie would still be like this after returning home, when the child was not sick, she was not so tired, so she could bear it, but today, she really had enough, Can't stand Zhang Jie's virtue.

Either erupt in silence, or die in silence, she chose to erupt.Xia Yu didn't know where the anger came from, so she went up and unplugged the power.

Zhang Jie was very busy next to the computer, but suddenly the power went out, and his nameless came out angrily, and slapped the table vigorously: "I've been tired at work all day, and I don't even want to go home to relax."

"Just relax, let me tell you, the child has been sick for a day, and I am almost exhausted."

"You really don't have the skills. You can't even look down on a child. What's the use of you?"

"It's better than you. You don't care about anything but the computer. What use are you for?"

"Without me, you would have starved to death on the street." Zhang Jie looked like a condescending savior. Xia Yu had heard this sentence tens of thousands of times recently, and even she felt that this was the eternal truth of the universe.

"You bastard, didn't you say that I found a good husband and would support me even if I didn't work?" Xia Yu reminded.

"Who knows that you are a waste snack, what are you doing, what are you doing, you can't even look down on children, I am so blind." Zhang Jie confronted him tit for tat, without giving in at all.

"I was blind, so why did I believe your nonsense." Xia Yu only realized now, don't believe a man's words.

Whoever believes in a man will be unlucky in the end.

"It's really hard to survive these days, let's break up." After Zhang Jie finished speaking, he slammed the door and walked out.

"You go, you go, okay, if you have the ability, you will never go home." Xia Yu originally wanted to have a big fight, but when she saw Zhang Jie gone, she couldn't chase him back, so she shouted loudly behind him.

She was wandering around the room, trying to break something, and happened to see a stack of bowls, so she took one out and threw it on the ground, smashing the bowls to pieces.But she was still puzzled, so she took out a few bowls and smashed them one by one.Anyway, the bowl is very cheap, and the sound is loud. It can vent your anger and has enough shocking power. It is an excellent weapon necessary for family couples to quarrel, but it can also play a good role in shocking opponents.

At this time, the child woke up with a start and burst into tears in fright, and the neighbors downstairs began to pick up sticks and beat up again.Due to the constant fighting at home recently, the frequency of neighbors knocking on the wall is getting higher and higher.

Xia Yu felt that the whole world was collapsing, and the marriage was difficult to maintain.Looking at the mess in the room and the broken bowls everywhere on the ground, Xia Yu thought indignantly.Since life can't go on, let's just get a divorce.It's not bad to be single, at least one person is full and the whole family is not hungry.What an unreasonable bastard, really useless, Xia Yu thought bitterly.

If Zhang Jie was by his side, Xia Yu would have thought of taking out a knife and hacking him to death. As for hacking him to death, how to deal with the funeral was not in Xia Yu's mind at all.

When I was sulking, the phone at home suddenly came to mind, who is calling at this time?Could it be that Zhang Jie called? This guy still has some conscience. Thinking of this, Xia Yu is less angry, but she has no intention of reconciling, so she didn't answer the phone.

But the phone kept ringing, Xia Yu looked at the caller ID, it didn't look like Zhang Jie's number, so whose was it?So she picked up the phone.

"Hello, Teacher Zhang, long time no see, why haven't you contacted me?" A very sweet mezzo-soprano came from the phone.

"May I ask who are you?" As soon as Xia Yu heard this voice, she immediately felt a kind of female rejection.

"My surname is Li. Teacher Zhang knows me. Is he there?" The voice on the phone seemed overly enthusiastic, which made Xia Yu very unhappy.

"I'm sorry, he's not here. What can you do with him? You can tell me, and I'll tell him in time." Xia Yu pretended to be very enthusiastic and replied, but her heart was full of suspicion.

"No, I'll call him again." After speaking, the other party hung up the phone.

Xia Yu was stunned for a long time, who is this?She was very uncomfortable listening to the blind voice on the phone.Why haven't I heard of this woman, it seems that the relationship between them is unusual.

She carefully thought about her husband's actions recently, and the more she thought about it, the more she felt that something was wrong. Recently, why did she often come home so late?I have been busy with my child, I didn't notice his actions, I don't know what he is thinking?Going online as soon as I get home is really innumerable. It’s not enough to be busy outside. Someone even calls home. Is this life okay?Xia Yu wished she could call Zhang Jie home immediately and interrogate him carefully.

But Zhang Jie did not return overnight, he must have absconded in fear of crime, Xia Yu wished he could spread his wings and arrest him immediately.

Divorce, divorce, this life can't go on anymore, Xia Yu made up her mind to break up with Zhang Jie once and for all, in this world, anyone can live without it, why should I hang on this tree like you?
The next morning, the doorbell rang suddenly. Could it be that Zhang Jie came home?
Xia Yu didn't bother to open the door, the doorbell was still ringing, and someone shouted outside, "Please open the door, I'm collecting property fees."

Xia Yu had no choice but to open the door.

"Hello, Teacher Xia, please hand in the property fee for this year, which is 2 yuan in total."

"Wait a minute." Xia Yu went back to the house, opened the drawer, and gave her 2 yuan in cash.

"Thank you." The property fee collector left and went to ring the doorbell of another house.

Xia Yu closed the door, and she found that after paying 2 yuan, there were only dozens of yuan in cash left at home.

She stared blankly at the tens of dollars, and suddenly realized soberly that if Zhang Jie came back to reconcile, she must accept him unconditionally, otherwise she would not even be able to eat.

Because I have no source of income at present, the living expenses of my family are not earned by myself.A person who has no job and nothing, if he files for divorce again, he will lose his home and children, because the court will not award the child to an unemployed mother, and the account on the house is not written in his name.After the divorce, he will definitely have to leave the house. If Zhang Jie marries another newcomer when the time comes, it seems that he doesn't need to prepare anything.Thinking of this, Xia Yu broke into a cold sweat, all the anger just now disappeared, and she immediately faced the reality.

After the baptism of this family storm and crisis, Xia Yu became wiser. She felt as if she was reborn, and suddenly understood many profound philosophies.

What is marriage?It looks like two people, but in fact there is a large group of people behind it, as well as economic interests, and many unspeakable and unspeakable things.

Since then, Xia Yu has understood that, staying at home full-time, she has no confidence, the wind and rain are precarious, and there are dangers everywhere.

Men are all unreliable, and it is hopeless to live on them.Even if you are married, you have to rely on yourself.

Xia Yu was too lazy to quarrel with Zhang Jie, Zhang Jie also restrained a lot, and the two passed through the dangerous period of marriage in a lukewarm manner.

Now, although Xia Yu's job is unstable and she may be dismissed at any time, at least she has a salary, which is very important to Xia Yu. Looking for a job, but she has the confidence to speak at home.

Although work and work are usually very busy, on weekends and vacations, the family of three enjoys a happy life. Xia Yu tries to maintain this balance as if she is stepping on a tightrope.

(End of this chapter)