my old life

Chapter 1359
Lying in my second uncle's arms at this moment, I have so much to say, but I can't say a thousand words, I'm really tired...

"Ah Yu! Hurry up and help!" Second Uncle yelled desperately. The tears on his face made my heart ache, and big tears kept falling on my face.

I wanted to persuade him not to cry but couldn't say it out, I wanted to wipe the tears off his face but I couldn't reach out...

Brother Yu came up and hugged me, and was about to leave immediately without saying anything, but at this moment someone suddenly blocked the way!

"Don't move! It's too late to go now! He'll die if he doesn't reach the hospital. Let me come here!"

"Master Xun? Can I still trust you?" The second uncle asked very clearly, and it turned out that the old man with a livid face was Master Xun.

"Stop talking nonsense, close the door and bring me the medicine box!" Master Xun ordered, and the atmosphere at the scene eased up a lot, but Brother Yu didn't let me go.

The second uncle looked at me blankly, I could see his red eyes, and I could even see the hesitation and hesitation in his heart.

I can't speak, but I can make a gesture, a gesture that only the two of us can understand!
Seeing this gesture, the second uncle burst into tears immediately, because this gesture means that he will definitely win!
"Ah Yu put him down! I know my old nephew! He can kill Hades Zeng, even if he goes to hell, Lord Hades wouldn't dare accept him!"

The second uncle ordered the mahjong on the table to be swept to the ground in an instant, and I was placed on the table amidst the noise.

I don't know where Zeng hit me with a cane just now, but I know I won't die, because I still have to leave this muddy and dark world of rivers and lakes alive!

"Sanming, support me! I will take you out to explore the world, and I will let you die in retirement. Don't forget your promise!"

When my consciousness was blurred, I could clearly feel the encouragement from my second uncle, and I could clearly feel his warm and strong palm!

I want to tell him that I will never forget my promise, and I also want to tell him that if I can get through this test, then I will definitely go back to Shencheng to find Shiliu, and I want to tell her that I love her!
Maybe it's when people are most helpless that they can think of what they want to do the most, maybe it's when they are most hopeless that they can muster courage, maybe it's when there is no chance that they know that it is too late to regret!

Maybe you will know how to cherish after you lose it and never come back, maybe you will know how precious you will never have a chance after you lose it, maybe the world will be destroyed one day, but feelings can never be erased!
There are always some unsatisfactory things in life, and there will always be some malicious people or things, but it cannot be denied that the world is colorful and beautiful in nature.

There are always many reasons for people to work hard to live once, and every reason is supporting people to move forward. Some emotions can never be erased in the heart, and will never be transferred with time!
Get a word of encouragement when you are confused and helpless, a full meal when you are full of loneliness and hunger, or a safe haven when you are in pain and struggle...

Everything is the bricks and tiles that build people's hearts. Who can know the embarrassing life behind the brilliance?In the difficult and dark time, it is the light that builds the hope of life, and it is the guide that illuminates the way forward in life!

People who have never tasted hungry will never know what it is like, people who have never tasted cold rice will never know what it is like to eat, people who have not curled up in cold darkness will never know how precious light is!

As the saying goes, the tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to support but the relatives do not wait.

After everything is over, there is no possibility of turning back, because the world and time are always moving forward, never stop, never have a rolling curtain in mind!
In the long river of time, many of our beloved ones will be taken away, one day we will all be submerged in loess, one day we will all be forgotten by this world...

I don't want to leave regrets in my life again, because there are already too many regrets in this life, covering the sky and covering the sun like dark clouds suppressing the head of life, but this can't change this colorful and beautiful world!
The world is beautiful because of feelings, colorful because of feelings, and it is because of feelings that people become happy!

The most sincere feelings in the human heart may never be understood without empathy, but they will be remembered in the heart after personal experience!

Because that feeling is really important to people!Even if there is more darkness and calculations in this world, even if there are more ups and downs and dark clouds in this world, but this cannot cover up the light in the heart of the heart!

In the confusion and chaos, I thought about many things, and the scenes of the past flashed in my mind, thinking of my past full of haze...

But at this moment, with my second uncle by my side, I still have so many trustworthy friends, and so many people and stories that bring me happiness, why should I be willing to leave this world?

Maybe there are many people who don't want me to survive, maybe there are many people who want me to leave this world early, but I will not follow their wishes!

I want to survive the darkest time, because I want to hold up a blue sky for the one I love in my heart, and I want to exchange everything I want with my own hands!
I want to make up for all the missing things, I want to stand upright in this world, I don't need anyone's help and pity, and I don't want the world to change our original appearance!
Even if there is one person who will bear everything and go to hell one day, then I hope this person is me!Because I am not afraid of darkness or pain, and I am not afraid of confusion and loneliness, because my heart is sunny and fearless!

I'm only afraid that the people I love won't be able to smile, and I'm even more afraid that I won't be able to protect them in the future, so I have to work harder to live!

Xiong Sanming!Come alive!Roar!

In the midst of endless pain and tears, I opened my eyes, and I saw this chaotic world again, and saw the dawn of hope again!

"Wake up, wake up! You scared me to death! You are fine, the doctor said you are out of danger!"

"The bullet passed through the heart, don't worry, it's okay, it's just a little flesh wound, it's nothing serious at all!"

The second uncle cried while talking, crying like a girl, I couldn't help laughing!
In fact, I really want to say that the second uncle's hook is really bad, if I'm fine, why is he still crying like a bitch?If I'm really fine, why can't I move now?
"Okay, Brother Dong, stop crying, Sanming laughed at you." Brother Yu joked, and I immediately gave a look that understood me!

"Silly fork, what a fart you are laughing! I'm so worried that I'm a bear, you still have a face to smile! You can't wait for me to do it together!"

The second uncle kept complaining, I wanted to talk but couldn't say anything, the oxygen mask on my face made me feel a little uncomfortable.

I am grateful for the discomfort at this moment, because the pain can make me feel the world more clearly!I am grateful that I am still alive at this moment, because only by living can I survive!
Before I knew it, my eyes began to become blurred, drifting between half asleep and half awake, struggling between emotion and pain!

In the confusion, I seemed to have a dream. I dreamed that I was exhausted and walking on the barren hills all over the mountains, and there were so many shouts and scolding around me...

In a trance, I dreamed of my exhaustion again. That hot night was terribly uncomfortable. I seemed to be floating on the roof of the car to endure the troubles of mosquitoes...

The world in front of me keeps flickering, and sometimes there will be a heavy pressure on my body. I want to say that my shoulders really can't bear it. It's really too heavy...

Sometimes there seems to be endless tingling pain on my body. I want to say that my arm is really going to the limit.

Sometimes the eyelids become extremely heavy, I want to say that I am really sleepy, the icy cold wind keeps torturing my mind, I want to say that the winter is really too cold...

Sometimes my back bends down in front of people, and when I bend down, I get dirty water and dignity, but when I stand up, I can't change my smile and dignity. I really can't hold it anymore...

Sometimes I stepped on a train going to a distant place, and I was almost unable to stand in the sweltering compartment, and my feet really couldn't hold it...

Sometimes there is a gluttonous feast in front of my eyes, I am eager to eat it, and I gorge on the dry and cold box lunch with my fantasy, I really can't eat it...

I want to pray that God doesn't play me anymore, and I pray that the person who loves me can come to me sooner, but I don't want to speak out about these pains.

I just want to bear all the pain alone. One day in the future, I will get rid of all this, but I will only keep these dust in my heart and turn it into a wisp of smoke!
Only take it out in the dead of night to lick it alone, savor the lonely time alone, that will be the day when I will stop crying!
I firmly believe that the light and the future will come to me one day, I firmly believe that life will always come out, and I also firmly believe that love and family affection can give me endless motivation!
In the pain and confusion, I finally opened my eyes. I saw the world again, and saw everything I cherished. How could I let it go so easily!
I saw my body full of tubes and instruments, I saw anxious faces, and I saw the eagerness and hope in their eyes!
For some reason, I felt like I had a long, long dream. This dream brought me too many things...

What surprised me even more was why I saw a familiar person?The fat soldier Misu is here, as well as the second uncle and the dumb...

The most important thing is that I saw Shiliu, she was as beautiful as ever, and the moment she held my palm, the warmth was still the same!

"Why am I here? How long have I been asleep?"

"This is Zhongcheng, you have slept for eleven days." The second uncle looked at me with red eyes, and I saw his tired dark circles.

eleven days?It really seems like a dream, but I can see light and hope now!

"Second Uncle, how's everything going there?" I asked in a low voice, only he could understand what I really meant!
"Zeng is dead, don't worry, everything there belongs to you now! I will help you get it back!"

"No!"

I rejected my second uncle's words, but he stood up and turned his head to leave, with a sense of determination and determination. I wanted to stop him but I didn't have any strength...

(End of this chapter)