my old life

Chapter 1360 Unable to Make a Choice
I stared blankly at the back of the second uncle going away. I wanted to stop him, but there seemed to be a lump in my throat, as if I was strangled by an invisible big hand!
I want to tell him that all interests are unimportant, I want to tell him not to go back to that sad place, I want to tell him that as long as he is in this arena for a day, he will never win...

"Sanming, rest well, don't talk and don't get angry, we are all here with you!"

Sixteen gently stroked my forehead, and I tried my best to struggle, because I knew that Second Uncle was heading towards a path of destruction!
After Zeng Wuye's death, Qilu must be in chaos, and the rivers and lakes are even more bloody. It is definitely not wise to get involved in it!

"What's the matter with you, Little Shackle? Why are you crying so well? Is there something uncomfortable?"

The fox looked at me with concern, and I shook my head with all my strength, keeping my eyes on the door of the ward.

"He may not be used to it just after waking up, let him rest for a while! Don't worry, we are all here with you!" The fat man rubbed his hands treacherously, but my heart was full of despair!
"Sanming, be strong! I'll wait for you here!" The soldier held my hand tightly, but I kept shaking my head!

The despair in my heart has already made me go crazy, even if I can't even say a word, I want my second uncle to stay!
Suddenly the mute took a step forward, and tapped out a string of Morse code with his hand. He was asking me what was going on...

Trembling, I stretched out my right hand filled with drips, and tried my best to respond to a Morse code, but my fingers couldn't be controlled...

Fail after fail, all frowning at me, they don't know what's going on in my mind, they don't even know I just want to say a name!
"What kind of code is this? What exactly does he want to express?" The fat man looked at me in a daze, I was almost desperate!

In the end, I stretched out two fingers to everyone. These two fingers represent my second uncle, and they represent that I don't want him to be involved in Qilu's bloody storm!
"V sign, I understand, he wants to tell us that he is fine!" Da Bing said stupidly, and I turned my eyes to the others.

"We know you can do it, come on, Sanming!" The fat man and the fox gave me thumbs up at the same time, and when I heard this, I put down my fingers helplessly.

The soldier still smiled at me foolishly, but after all, no one understood what I wanted to do...

Maybe it's a good thing for my second uncle to help me get my benefits back from other people's eyes, maybe it's something I won't refuse to others, but no one thought about what kind of risk it would take!

I looked at the ceiling in despair, and tears fell silently. Maybe the second uncle is the only one who can communicate with each other, but now he has left me...

"Sanming, the doctor said that as long as you wake up, you'll be fine. The bullet grazed your heart and lungs, and it's miraculous that it didn't hurt any organs!"

The fat man looked at me with a sigh, but my eyes were wide open. Why don't I have any strength?Why do I feel like my body no longer belongs to me?
Maybe seeing the doubt in my eyes, the fox immediately came over with a smile.

"You have not eaten for more than ten days and all rely on nutritional injections, so you have no strength, but don't worry!"

Fox looked at me with a smile, this time she understood my thoughts, at this moment I faced her and Shiliu at the same time...

The fox is dressed in black, and the black leather pants outline the absolute charm and charm!Sixteen white T-shirt and light blue jeans, shawl and long hair reveal an extraordinary temperament!

They stood next to the hospital bed on the left and the right, and the sixteen smiles on the left were as pure as a holy white swan!The fox on the right smiled and showed his small canine teeth, hesitant about the black swan in the world!

One black and one white represent two completely different personalities, they are so close to me but I feel like the world is far away...

Looking at the two women representing different extremes, I was even a little dazed at this moment, feeling that all this is so unreal!
"Let's all go out, let Sanming have a good rest... I'm finally relieved!" The fat man beckoned everyone to leave, and the soldier made a gesture of cheering at me.

"I'm still waiting for him to introduce me a girlfriend, this matter can't be delayed any longer..." Da Bing joked, and the atmosphere became much more relaxed.

The mute made a persistent gesture at me, turned his head and followed the fat man out of the ward, but Fox and Shiliu didn't move.

"Little beauty, you can go out too, I will take care of the little shackles!" The fox raised his brows and said something, his words were full of provocation!
Sixteen didn't speak, she just held my hand quietly, and kept her eyes on me.

Unknowingly, the atmosphere at this moment became tense. Although Hulizi had never met Shiliu, she clearly knew the existence of this person, and she has always occupied my heart...

Suddenly I felt that the other hand was tightly held, it was the fox who grabbed my hand!Her eyes were fixed on Shiliu the whole time!

I vaguely felt something was wrong, this was the first time Shiliu and Fox had met, especially under such circumstances...

"I'll let you go out to rest first! It's good that I'm here to guard, take your hand away now!" The fox urged again, but I clearly felt that Shiliu was holding my hand even harder!

I knew that today's situation must be difficult, so I just closed my eyes and pretended to fall asleep, and sighed helplessly in my heart!

I know that it is unreasonable for women to fight each other. Once a war breaks out, Chi Yu will be affected, but I can't do anything now...

"I won't go out, I want to stay here with him!" Sixteen suddenly said, with firmness in his calm tone!
"I don't need you to accompany me here! Little Shackle has always been with me. Today, I will thank you for coming to see him on his behalf. Now that you are done watching, please go back!"

Hulizi spoke every word so clearly that I could feel her firmness even with my eyes closed.

I used to think that this day would come, I thought that there would be a day when Mars hit the earth, but I didn't expect this moment to come so fast!
Sixteen was silent and didn't speak, she just held my hand tightly, I don't know how she will feel in her heart, but what the fox said is true!

During the years of wandering in the rivers and lakes, basically the fox was by my side to accompany me, and I never forgot every bit of it in my heart, let alone this feeling and disregard!
It's just that I can no longer speak to Shiliu, I can't express the feelings in my heart, and I can't put the fox's feelings aside...

"No! I won't leave, because he was my hero!" Sixteen's sudden words shocked me!
The bits and pieces of the past came to my mind in an instant, the impulsiveness and persistence of the past all appeared in front of my eyes... and the courage I had to stand up and block her behind, all appeared in front of my eyes!

"Little beauty, you must be confused, right? Where did you come from? You'd better leave quickly!"

The fox's tone is already filled with displeasure, I can clearly feel her sincerity, and even more clearly feel her domineering and possessive!
I know I'm facing a very difficult choice now, but this is a greedy choice... But I can't continue to escape!

I forcefully opened my eyes, and I looked at the two women in front of me, they both have an extremely important position in my heart!
One is the goddess that I had hoped to meet but could not ask for. From the first time I saw her, she quietly occupied my heart, like a fairy in the sky!

The other is the most charming goddess I have ever met in my life. It is my blessing to have her in my three lives, like a fox reincarnated as a fairy who came to me!

"Are you awake?" They all looked at me in unison, and I blinked vigorously!
At this moment, I was holding Shiliu with my left hand and Hulizi tightly with my right hand. These two most important women in my life appeared in front of me at the same time!
They are all looking at me at this moment, I don't want to face this moment and I don't want to make a choice, because I know whoever I let go of will be lost forever...

I know very well that I can't get involved in the contest between two women, but I can't be a coward and a coward. I'm a man and I should take it all!
I don't know if I can still have the chance to confess to Shiliu, and I don't know if I can keep the fox's heart that yearns for freedom, but I don't want to let go!

Whether it's Sixteen or Fox, I don't want to let go of any of them, I really just want to keep it for myself...

(End of this chapter)