my old life

Chapter 288 Rationality Overcomes Sensibility

Ordinary life is pretty good, get a salary that is not too much, not too much, drink the strongest wine and smoke the most choking cigarettes, carefree and carefree...

Now I understand the second uncle's thoughts more and more, and I feel that I didn't really know much about him before.

The second uncle has been wandering all these years, and he has never seen him get close to any woman. He is only accompanied by the black snake. At this moment, I vaguely understand the difficulties of the second uncle.

It's not that he doesn't want to be stable, and it's not that he doesn't want to grow old with someone, it's just that people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes...

"Xiong Sanming!" Seventeen walked out of the door with an umbrella, and waved at me from a distance. She smiled happily, and I couldn't bear it for a moment.

I know that I am soft-hearted, sensibility always easily overcomes rationality, and the right choice is often painful.

"Why do you want to come to see me today? It's raining and you came here." She was very happy and excited, and there was a gap between me and her in a trance, an insurmountable gap.

The pure happiness in the world she lives in can easily exaggerate the atmosphere, and can also highlight my changes from the side. My emotions are no longer easy to fluctuate.

"I came here today to tell you something. I'm going to leave Shencheng for a while, maybe a long time, maybe I won't come back." I tried my best to use a more acceptable way, in fact, I didn't want to make her sad.

"Ah? Where are you going? Why haven't you come back yet?" She looked at me suspiciously, and I looked at her without changing my face or beating my heart. Now I can even make up lies easily.

"I'm going out to do business with my second uncle, and I'm likely to settle down outside, so I came to say goodbye to you..." I suppressed my emotions and whispered, hoping she could understand what I meant.

"What nonsense! I can go to you, why are you so sad." She gave me a punch, but it didn't hurt at all.

"I mean... let's break up, I'm sorry." I mustered up the courage to say what was on my mind, but I dared to look up into her eyes.

Because Brother Yu said that there is no need to feel guilty if you think you are doing the right thing, and stop immediately if you think it is wrong, and you must follow your heart no matter what you do.

"Don't say I'm sorry, we are still good friends, aren't we?" Her words stunned me, there was no imaginary crying, no imaginary questioning, everything was so peaceful.

Standing in the heavy rain, the two of us stood facing each other, time seemed to stop at this moment, as if looking at thousands of years...

I couldn't help the emotional surge in my heart anymore, I threw away the umbrella and hugged her tightly, trying to remember the temperature and smell of her body, and everything about her.

She responded to me even harder, and greedily sucked the smell on my body. At this moment, we were so reluctant to part with each other. The heavy rain can moisten the clothes but can't extinguish the flame in my heart.

At this moment, I can't say a word, and I am a little scared when facing the most familiar woman. I can feel her body trembling, and I can also feel her hugging me hard.

When I hugged her, I felt a drop of very hot rain on my neck. I knew it was her tears. We hugged each other tightly in the rain...

"Yuli..."

I called Shi Qi's name for the first time, but I couldn't say a word anymore. She blocked all my next words with enthusiasm, and I knew this would be the last tenderness.

Hugging each other and suffocating each other in the rain, turning all emotions into raging flames, burning unyieldingly in the rain, and all the love and sorrow gradually disappearing in the weeping sky.

"Sanming, remember to miss me." After she finished speaking, she turned her head and ran back. Looking at her back, I couldn't say a word, and my heart was as uncomfortable as a knife.

For some reason, I suddenly thought of Chen Jiaxin, thought of the cruel words she said to me, and thought of whether her mood at that time would be as uncomfortable as I am now?
Standing alone in the heavy rain, I was sad, I thought about all the possibilities, I thought about all the endings, but I guessed the ending but not the process.

Just a light kiss, she left a brand on my soul, a brand that will never be erased, let me take off the shackles but take a brand with me, a memory that belongs only to her.

I don't know how long I stood there, letting the rain soak my whole body, but for some reason today's rain has a temperature that makes my cheeks feel hot.

All the dusty feelings in my heart surged out at this moment, and tears fell out uncontrollably, but I was laughing, even if I was sad.

There are many choices that a person can make in this life, but there are not many choices that insist on the right one, and the right choice that knows the pain is more precious.

I looked up at the rainy sky, I wanted to persuade him not to cry...

The sky in front of him was suddenly covered, and an umbrella blocked all the rain. Looking back, it was Su Yurong.

Without saying a word, he just hugged my shoulders and led me step by step towards the car. I think I was embarrassed at the moment, but I don't regret it, because I did the right thing.

Sitting in the back seat of the car and lighting a cigarette, let the rain drip from the head to moisten the cigarette in the hand again and again, the hands that had never trembled began to tremble slightly.

I don't know if it's because the weather is too cold or my heart is too cold. The hesitation in my heart gradually calmed down. Watching the car drive aimlessly, and looking back again, I took away all my hopes and obsessions.

When the car came to the small park hotel behind, Su Yurong suddenly took a breath, I looked over and found a little girl squatting at the door...

If you look closely, it is a bottle of oil, but I remember that when I left the day before yesterday, I extended the room fee for one day and left some money for her, but why is she trembling at the hotel door?
When the car stopped, I immediately opened the door and got out of the car. When she saw me, she showed a smile on her face, and immediately ran up to grab the corner of my clothes, but my heart suddenly felt so sad.

"What are you doing here? Didn't I tell you to go home!" I asked word by word, with distress and blame in my heart, and her silence made me feel particularly uncomfortable.

"You are talking, I asked you why you didn't go home and squatted at the door to beg for food!" For some reason, her silence made me very annoyed, and I couldn't help but feel angry.

"Let go of me and don't pull me, Su Yurong, let's go, do you really want to be a follower?" I broke free and took Su Yurong away, but she suddenly said, "You said you would come back."

The anger in my heart came up immediately, and I just came to make trouble when I was in a bad mood, but I opened my mouth but couldn't say a word, because I saw panic and helplessness in her eyes.

The softest part of my heart was stabbed, and all the anger disappeared in an instant.

"Forget it, let's come together." I sighed and shrugged helplessly, and she immediately grabbed the corner of my clothes, even showing veins on her hands.

After opening the room, she was about to change out of the wet clothes she was wearing. Before Su Yurong went out to buy them, she took out a set of clean clothes for me. They were the clothes and shoes she washed for me last time.

There was even a smell of sunlight on the clothes, and I had mixed feelings for a moment. I took the clothes and I nodded and turned to go to the bathroom. She ran into the bathroom and closed the door first.

"It's very interesting." Su Yurong said something abruptly, and I smiled and shook my head.

I changed into clothes that fit well, felt dry and felt better, and I didn't wallow in the grief of the breakup, because I did the right thing.

Rational choices are often painful, but after persevering, I feel calm in my heart. Since then, I have no more worries in my heart. I hope she can be happier...

"Let's go and find the second uncle for dinner. Today is a very special day."

I knocked on the door of the bathroom to let her out. Seeing the smile on her face seemed to warm people's hearts, I asked her name again, but she didn't answer.

"Okay, let's go to eat first, let's drag the oil bottle." I deliberately teased.

Leaving the entrance of the small park, I deliberately said: "Tuyou bottle get on the car first, what do you want to eat tonight?"

She looked up at me, and after two seconds of silence, I asked her, "What's the matter?"

She bit her lip and said suddenly, "I'm not an oil bottle, my name is Charlene."

Su Yurong and I laughed at the same time, and I smiled and teased her: "Oh, oh, I finally agree to say my name, I still want to call you Tuyouping in the future."

She lowered her head and stopped talking, which made me feel a lot easier.

After getting in the car, I went straight to Seoul Entertainment City, looked out of the car window and thought of Seventeen, from now on I will only keep everything in the deepest part of my heart...

Next, I will launch a crazy revenge, and use my way to recover everything I lost!
(End of this chapter)