my old life

Chapter 3434 Nightmare Struggle
It never occurred to me that I might be a candidate for the whale shark, that I could replace the whale shark.

In fact, Whale Shark is just a person's code name, it doesn't mean anything, it's more like a central nervous system.

When everyone thinks that whale sharks train many black sharks as puppets, no one thinks that whale sharks are actually the biggest puppets.

Whale sharks can be anyone, as long as other black sharks are obedient and obedient, then everything is established!

I can clearly feel that Bai Tianxin is by my side, she is tightly attached to my body, I can feel the softness and warmth of her body, but I can't resist and can't change anything.

My mind was dizzy and half asleep and half awake. At this moment, I couldn't help but feel a little dazed, not knowing whether he was a man or a woman.

The softness of her body is beyond my imagination, especially the tenderness on my arm, which really makes me feel a little dazed...

I don't know if I am awake or in a trance, as if I had a dream, this is a very charming dream...

I seem to see someone dancing in front of me, her hands are so charming, and her slender arms make various movements that I have never seen before.

Like a swan stream, like a demon born out of the world, everything is so hazy.

Her kimono was half exposed, and on the back of that slender body, some red patterns were hideous and ugly like octopus, but against the backdrop of Miaoman's body, the hideousness looked so different.

There is a strong sense of visual impact, and what is even more frightening is that there seems to be a person talking in my ears, telling her past, telling everything in her heart.

This voice told me that she once had a bleak life, and she killed everyone in the family, her parents, including all her brothers and sisters.

The fragments of memory are repeated intermittently, and the world in front of me gradually becomes white, sometimes clear and sometimes blurred.

I seem to be able to see a figure standing alone in the snow, the clothes on his body are so thin, it seems to be a little girl.

I could see her being ignored by everyone, secretly hiding in the dark and crying.

I can see her empty and godless eyes looking up at the sky, a shadow appeared at an unbearable age, so melancholy and godless.

Her figure is so weak and thin, I want to get close but I can't touch her, as if I'm like a ray of air.

I don't know how long this dream lasted, but I really wanted to help her and hug her, because I felt a strong sense of loneliness and loneliness.

Even in the snow-capped world of ice and snow, under the brilliant cherry blossoms, that person's back is so lonely.

In a trance, the little girl is growing up, and the hair on the back is gradually getting longer. With the breeze fluttering slowly, her back is always facing me.

Everything in my world seems to have disappeared. I seem to have traveled through time and space to a strange place, watching the tragedies happen with the eyes of a third party.

I looked at a lonely and strong back, watched the cherry blossoms fall on her body, watched her hair grow little by little, and watched her bear more and more things.

Something flashed through my mind like a phantom slide, as if I had a new memory, as if I had experienced a life I had never experienced before.

This is a very long dream, I want to wake up but I can't control it, I want to wake up, I want to get away from this place, but I can't get out.

The long stretch of dream seems to be boundless, no matter how I run, I will always see the back under the cherry tree, like a ghost hitting a wall.

I yell, I howl, I'm mad, but there's no way to escape...

I want to get close to her, I want to rush to grab her, I want to see her clearly, but I rush like a puff of air.

No matter how I run, I can't get past, no one can see me, and no one knows my existence... I don't know how long it has passed, I am desperate!
I gave up struggling, I accepted this setting, I accepted this kind of life, I was like living in a world where no one could feel me, watching a little girl grow up little by little.

I seem to exist like air, no one can hear me, no one can see my existence, they seem to be living by themselves.

Am I dead now?Is it already the state of the soul?
I can see things that I have never seen before, I can see things that have never been in my mind, as if I have become another person.

After I experienced a long period of painful struggle and confusion, a voice called me, as if there were a pair of gentle hands in the dark, gently soothing all the restlessness and anxiety in my heart.

It seems that there is a gentle embrace waiting for me, I am struggling to find the extravagance, I want to get this embrace!
"Mr. Sanming, I am here."

I didn't expect that the hug I couldn't find all this time turned out to be that back figure!
She opened her arms to me and hugged me tightly. I can smell her breath clearly and feel the warmth on her body!

The real temperature makes me no longer have a fluttering feeling, so that I no longer have the feeling of struggling.

"Mr. Sanming, are you alright?"

"Please don't leave me, please don't leave me!"

"I am your wife, Izaki Tenshin, I will never leave you, I will never, never leave you, relax."

"My wife Isaki Tenshin? Are you sure you won't leave me?"

"You love me so deeply, I am the person you love the most in this world, have you forgotten?"

"I haven't forgotten, but I can't see your face clearly..."

"It doesn't matter, everything is safe now, no one can do anything to you, forget the troubles and sorrows before, forget the hatred."

The gentle caress of a pair of hands can bring peace and stability, so that I no longer hesitate or struggle, and no longer go crazy alone in the empty world!

"Don't go, I've already lost everything, I don't want to lose anything!"

"Don't worry, Mr. Sanming, you won't lose anything from today, and I will help you get back everything you lost."

"Really? Can you really get it back for me? Can you really bring me back to the past? Can you get back everything I once had?"

I can't believe the inquiry because I've had so many, including people and relationships.

"Yes, I can help you get everything back, because I am your wife, your favorite woman, Izaki Tenshin, trust me!"

"well!"

In the deserted ice and snow world, hugging the only person I have tightly is the woman in front of me, Izaki Tenshin!

I have witnessed her growth and everything she has suffered, I cannot leave her, I regard her as a treasure!
Because she is the only person in the world I live in who can communicate with me, and also the only person who can feel my existence!

Her presence will not make me feel lonely and ethereal in this world, and will not make me feel helpless like a ghost.

After I have been wandering and struggling for a long time, it is really wonderful to have someone to rely on!
I dare not imagine that in a world where no one can see you, no one can feel you, that kind of feeling is really maddening!
"Mr. Sanming, I'm leaving. In the future, I think I will be under this cherry blossom tree. I will wait for you here, and I will wait for you here every day."

"Where are you going now? Why are you leaving?"

"Of course I want to prepare things for Mr. Sanming, and I also need to take care of my body. Believe me, you will recover soon!"

"Don't leave me, don't!" I yelled loudly to stop, but I couldn't hold anything in my hand.

The world in front of my eyes has once again become a piece of white snow, and the snowflakes are mixed with cherry blossoms falling in this silent world.

When she left, I was like a ray of air, I don't know where I came from, I don't know where to go...

And what I can do is to stand under the cherry tree and wait for her to appear again!

(End of this chapter)