my old life

Chapter 3435 My Only One
When a person clearly lives in this world, but is ignored by everyone and treated as air by everyone, this feeling is painful!

I am willing to wait in the boundless world, I am willing to endure the suffering and pain of waiting, because she is the only person in this world who can feel my existence!

I look forward to her coming again, I hope she is a person who keeps her promise, I hope she will not abandon me...

After a long and boring wait every day, she will show up on time, I can hug her, kiss her...but I can't see her clearly.

This kind of life continues over and over again every day, and I am no longer afraid of being alone, nor of being lonely and alone.

Because I know someone will wait for me, someone cares about me!Some people say they love me every day, she is my only one, and I will do my best to protect her!
In fact, what men want in this world is very simple, that is, to identify with their own people.

A man who can identify with himself is a brother, a woman who can identify with himself is a lover, and if he cannot be identified, he is like a stranger.

Many people are not recognized by others, just like in this illusory dream, they can't feel any changes every day, and the boring life they live is meaningless.

In this endless world, I was waiting for my wife Izaki Tenshin, but I didn't wait for her today.

I waited from dawn to dark, and from dark to dawn, repeatedly but did not wait for her.

I kept struggling and howling, I was standing under the cherry blossom tree and I was very hesitant, the long-lost feeling filled my heart again!
I'm going to find her, I'm going to find her no matter what!
I am willing to pay any price, I am willing to bear all pain, and regardless of any consequences!

I climbed over the snow-capped mountains, I walked over the glaciers, and I called her name as I walked. It was heartbreaking and painful. This feeling of loss is so real!
Whether it's fantasy or reality, I don't want to lose her!Because she is my one and only!

In my most difficult time, when I fell into the abyss, when I was most helpless and lost, when I was struggling in the dark and muddy... none of my brothers, friends, women and children remembered me!
No one came to look for me, they seemed to have forgotten me, they seemed to put me here and let me go...

And the only person who cares about me, cares about me, loves me, talks to me every day, and gives me warmth and hugs every day is Izaki Tenshin!

I feel physically exhausted, I feel lacking in spirit, but I firmly believe that no matter what, I must find her, the only person I have!

I don't know how long I searched, but I finally found her under a cherry blossom tree, just like the first time I saw her, she was so eye-catching in the snow all in black!
But this time, there were many more people under the cherry tree, they were surrounding her, with knives in their hands!

I sensed danger, and I rushed over without hesitation. These people looked very familiar and strange, as if I could recognize some of them, but I couldn't remember their names.

At this moment, I don't have anyone in my eyes. I just want to stand in front of Izaki Tenshin, the only person I have!

I want to protect her with all my might, at all costs, even if the land falls apart, even if it takes my life, it doesn't matter!
"Mr. Sanming, save me!"

"Yeah!" I rushed into the crowd without hesitation, driving everyone else aside.

No matter what they say to me, I have only one belief in protecting the only person I care about!

In a trance, everyone kneeled in a row in front of me, and their appearance became more and more familiar. I seem to have seen all of them somewhere before...

I remembered, this is my former brother, this is my former subordinate, this is my former partner...

But when they laid siege to the only person I cared about, we were on opposite sides, and I wouldn't let anyone hurt her!Remember, anyone!
"Mr. Sanming, I'll give you a samurai sword."

"Okay! Go to hell for me!"

The moment I swung my samurai sword and slashed down, I felt like the world suddenly collapsed!

My eyes became gradually clear, blurred, clear, blurred, as if the whole world had collapsed!
A wooden house gradually appeared in front of my eyes, and I saw the words Wu Yunjiu...

I kept shaking my head, trying to see clearly, I subconsciously wanted to catch Izaki Tenshin, I don't want to lose her again!
Never want to lose her at any time!
"Don't go, don't leave me alone!"

"Mr. Sanming, I'm not going anywhere. I've been here with you. I'm here. Can you feel my presence? You touch my face."

After hearing this, I was relieved a lot, what I saw became clearer and clearer, I held her face in my hands and tried to see clearly.

At this moment, I finally saw clearly the appearance of this familiar woman, she was right in front of my eyes, her smile was so sweet, so beautiful!

"Mr. Sanming."

Her voice is so gentle, when all the worlds collapse, the only thing that hasn't changed is her!
"I'm here!" I grabbed her hand without hesitation, holding it tightly for fear that she would leave again.

I don't care what time it is, I don't care where it is, what I care is that she can be by my side, that's enough!
"Mr. Sanming, can you see my face clearly? Can you hug me?"

"Of course I can see you, it's great to see you!" I hugged her tightly, and the feeling of hugging at this moment was unprecedentedly familiar.

It is still the familiar temperature, the familiar smell, the familiar person, the person I have embraced countless times in my dreams, and she is right in front of my eyes at this moment!
Everything I saw gradually became clear.

"Mr. Sanming, are you willing to protect me for the rest of your life? Are you willing to stay by my side and protect me?"

"Of course! Of course I would, because you are my only one!"

"That's great, sit down quickly, take care of your wounds, you've just recovered..."

"My wound, what is my wound?" I asked in surprise, I don't remember that I had a wound.

"It's just a little injury, I want to take you out for a walk, I want to take you to see the snow and cherry blossoms."

"Okay! As long as you are here, you can go anywhere."

"It's just that Mr. Sanming doesn't move by himself, let me push you away, okay?"

"it is good!"

"Before that, I have to sort it out for Mr. Sanming."

"Wait! Don't leave me!"

"I won't be too long, believe me, I will never leave you." After she finished speaking, she left a soft kiss on my ear, and the familiar feeling came to my heart again.

Yi Qi Tianxin turned around and Xiaomi walked away, and I felt that everything in front of me was so strange, but I didn't care where it was.

Because I have seen too many strange environments, all I care about is that someone can care about me, whether it is an enemy or a friend, that's all!

I kept looking at the room in front of me. There were three kicked dolls on the floor. They looked familiar, but I couldn’t remember where I saw them.

There was a black knife holder on the table in the corner, on which were three samurai swords of different lengths, one of which was very similar to the Erchi sword I had seen before, but completely different.

I picked up the knife and gently drew it out, the sharp cold light flashed, and in the reflection of the knife surface, I saw a person I had never seen before.

This person's face and neck are covered with various patterns, like ghost symbols, and his eyes are so deep...

But there is no trace of life in the eyes, the expression is so cold, is this thing in front of me?How did it become like this?
At this moment, somewhere in my heart began to loosen, fantasy and reality alternated in front of my eyes, which one is the real world?Which is the illusory world?
"San Mingjun put down the knife, this is not something you should touch."

"Who is it? Why did I become like this?" I asked myself in a daze, I observed the reflection in the blade repeatedly, and I was sure that this 'thing' was myself!

"Don't get excited, you are still very weak, slowly put down the knife..."

"I remembered! You are Izaki Tenshin, oh no, you are Kashiwa Tenshin!"

(End of this chapter)