Neighborhood with evil young masters: domineering love of giants

Chapter 368 Are you still married to him? 10
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Today, the scars from being beaten by the gangsters have not yet faded, Ya Ruo kindly walked over with a Dieda wine, smiled, occupied Yu Baimo's seat, then grabbed me and insisted on rubbing medicine on my face.

Facing her kindness and enthusiasm, I didn't dare to move at all. Instead, I thought she was boring and ridiculous.

I laughed at her and I just met for a few days, we are not familiar, is it necessary for her to be so nice to me?

I said a lot of bad things to her, but what surprised me was that she was not angry and was still very kind to me.

She said: "Whether you appreciate it or accept my kindness is your problem. I just want to do what I should do."

Her words were inexplicably etched into my heart.

When she was rubbing the medicine on me, my hand touched her hand by accident and felt the temperature on her hand. At that moment, I realized the difference between us compared with the coldness on my palm. .

Looking at the expression on her face when she rubbed the medicine on me, no matter when, she always has a happy expression, her smile is clean and refreshing, without any scheming or greed.

I know that she and Ji Feichen are a couple. She has been surrounded and raised by Ji Feichen since she was a child, and she has been isolated from the outside world for many years. She doesn't know much about the world and has never seen the dirty and dark things in this world one side.

Her innocent and innocent smile always irritates my eyes and makes me disgusted.

I have been in the dark since I was a child. I was forced by my father to participate in some things in the gang, and I followed my father to do many bad things.

I thought everyone was a bad person like me, but I didn't know until I met Ya Ruo that there are still good people in this world, and there are too few completely pure white people like her. It is as precious as a rare animal.

In fact, I don't really dislike her, it's just that the jealousy in my heart makes me feel that I deliberately alienate her.

Later, I gradually realized that it was not jealousy, but envy. I envied her freedom, envied that she could laugh whenever she wanted, and envied her not having to touch the dark side of the world.

Thinking that she has never experienced setbacks, that she doesn't know what is sad, what is pain, what is trouble, I can't help worrying about her. I don't know if such a person will be bullied in society?
When I was thinking wildly, she pushed aside the bangs covering my forehead, and a look of fear suddenly appeared in her eyes. I guess she might have been frightened by my hateful eyes.

I have always known that many people are afraid of my eyes, so I cover them with bangs, but after she showed a look of fear, she immediately laughed again, and praised my beautiful eyes, and I have a nice face.

She was the first to compliment me.

She was the first person who was really kind to me.

I obviously hate the whole world and want to hate her, but I was moved by her for a while.

I suddenly remembered what my mother said. She said that I will definitely meet someone who understands me in the future. That person does not need to be close to me, but he can see the hatred in my eyes at a glance.

My mother also said, that person must have said to me—you shouldn't have such a look in your eyes.

The last thing my mother said was, if you meet such a girl, don't worry so much, go and have a relationship with her, don't miss it, otherwise, you will not be able to eliminate the hatred in your heart.

(End of this chapter)