Neighborhood with evil young masters: domineering love of giants

Chapter 369 Are you still married to him? 11
I don't want to do what my mother said, because the person I hate the most is my father. As long as he is still alive, my hatred will always be there. Even if I fall in love with someone, I don't think my hatred will eliminate.

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Ya Ruo said - I don't know what painful things you have experienced, but what happened has already happened, and you will never do it again no matter how you mind, you must always keep it in your heart, that is what you can't let go of People who only live in the past will never find out that as long as they look at the world with a smile, they can only find their own happiness. Look at the outside world, there are rainy days and sunny days, every time after the rain, It will be replaced by sunshine. Just like you, what replaces your past is your future. A person who doesn’t even know the value of his own existence has no right to yell at me. At least, I don’t know what my parents say. Under whose circumstances, I am still alive, I am an orphan, so I especially cherish the people around me, they are very important to me, this happiness should not belong to me, but I got it, I really want to keep it Hold on tight.

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When I heard Ya Ruo's very reasonable words, I realized that I had underestimated her. It wasn't that she didn't know the ways of the world as I imagined, and it wasn't that she didn't know what sadness and trouble were.

She is an orphan, and she has no love from her parents since she was a child, so she must be very painful in her heart.

Everyone has a past, either sad or joyful. She is an orphan, but she lives happily and smiles happily every day.

But I wanted to ask for death many times, and because of my hatred for my father, I had a deep hatred for everything.

Now I gradually understand that hate and happiness can coexist. I can continue to hate my father and live happily.

I raised my head to look at her again. This time, I found that I was not jealous or disgusted.

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Today, Ya Ruo competed with several girls in the college, and the event of the competition was tennis.

I think the way she plays tennis is very handsome, she has no weak posture at all, and she is as chic as a chivalrous woman.

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Today, Ya Ruo and Ji Feichen had an unpleasant quarrel because of going to Paris, Yu Baimo offered a random plan to teach Ya Ruo how to make Ji Feichen happy, but the result was not very good.

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Ruan Xiuxue flipped through page by page, reading each word carefully, and found that the things recorded in this diary were all related to Ya Ruo. Her hands trembled slightly, and there was a voice in her heart all the time. Tell her herself that the content behind this diary must also record things related to Ya Ruo.

The diary was written specifically to record Ya Ruo's affairs, what does this mean?
Ruan Xiuxue became more and more afraid to continue thinking, she shook her head to stop her wild thinking, and continued to read the content recorded in the diary.

After turning a few more pages, she actually saw something that caught her attention.

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Today, Yaruo and Ji Feichen went to the cinema to watch a movie together, I don't know why watching the picture of the two of them sitting together, I always feel stuffy in my chest, out of breath and very irritable.

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Today, I finally know why I always have some abnormal behaviors recently, and why I am always inexplicably irritable.

(End of this chapter)