Marriage is too late

Chapter 37

"Are you?" Lin Xuxing remained calm and calm, "I don't care what they say about you, what I care about is yourself in your eyes."

Rumors accumulate and destroy bones, only you know what you look like.

It was such a simple question that surprised Ji Jin on the spot, his heart was warmed, and his voice was filled with imperceptible excitement: "What did I say, what do you believe?"

"Of course." Lin Xuxing nodded affirmatively, "I only believe in you." It doesn't matter whether he is blinded by love or not, he just simply trusts this person he has known for nearly four years.

Ji Jin's eyes turned red, for so many years, she never expected that she would be touched by such a simple sentence, and no one would trust her wholeheartedly, Lin Xuxing was the first.

"Drink a glass of water, and talk slowly." Lin Xuxing held her hand, and added lightly, "It goes without saying that you can't fulfill the contract. I have the final say on whether you can fulfill it. They want to use these Small things come to attack me, childish."

The shopping mall is like a battlefield, even if Lin Xuxing has a weakness, even if he has a weakness because of Ji Jin, with his incompetent opponent, he can't play well, Lin Xuxing has absolute confidence.

Ji Jin was actually able to laugh, it seemed that Lin Xuxing would always find a way to solve any problem in Lin Xuxing's hands.She obediently took a sip of water, and said slowly: "I didn't do the things they said. Even so, I paid a high price for my innocence and stupidity. In order to leave all that, I changed my name to Surname, retake the college entrance examination, re-study and live in C City, and work hard to survive."

"What does that song Tingbai have to do with you?" Lin Xuxing asked her.

Ji Jin rubbed her aching temple: "My best friend ever." She thought for a while, "If it wasn't for her, I might not be so unbearable." The relationship between her and Qu Tingbai is really a bad deal.

"Because of Han Yi?" Lin Xuxing was still keen.

Ji Jin was startled: "How do you know?"

"A simple reasoning question can make the best friends of high school girls tear each other up. Emotion is the greatest possibility." Lin Xuxing spread his hands, as if he felt that this question was not difficult.

Ji Jin put on a weird smile: "Are you tearing up? That really hasn't happened."

In Qu Tingbai's eyes, why fight with someone like Ji Jin!
On the first day Qu Tingbai transferred to H City Middle School, the whole school was in a state of excitement.With her breathtaking beauty, Qu Tingbai won the crown of school belle in her hands as soon as she came. Qu Tingbai is not only beautiful, but also has a mother who is a teacher of a song and dance troupe. She has practiced dancing since childhood. She has a delicate figure and outstanding temperament. Tall and beautiful, standing in the crowd, like an elegant crane.Even the most staid head teacher once affirmed in private: "After Qu Tingbai came, our class will not lack literary and artistic talents."

And Ji Jin smiled faintly: "I was very fat at that time, less than 1.6 meters, and my weight was close to [-]. When I was in adolescence, I felt very hungry every day, and I ate myself into that body without knowing it. You know the biggest fat man What's the benefit?"

Lin Xuxing shook his head, expressing that he was all ears.He likes Ji Jin's gentle expression of being caught in the past at this moment, thinking that this is her past worth remembering, and it doesn't make her heart sad that much.

"Everyone will think you are very kind." Ji Jin smiled self-deprecatingly, "At that time, my grades were not outstanding, and my figure was worth laughing at if I was not ridiculed. The only advantage was that I was popular, so the teacher asked me to be a life committee member. On the first day Qu Tingbai transferred to our school, she became my deskmate."

Lin Xuxing could almost imagine that Ji Jin at that time was gentle, kind, and naive, as a life committee member, he listened to the teacher, united and loved his new classmates, and took good care of his new deskmate, "Then what?"

"Then I discovered that a girl like Qu Tingbai, who seems to be the proud girl of heaven, is actually not living happily." Ji Jin sighed, "At that time, Qu Tingbai's parents had just divorced, and she followed her mother back to the In City H, she once told me that her parents’ divorce scene was cruel. Her father was cheating, and her mother was beautiful and proud. , as the only child, she even felt relieved, because she really didn't want to watch the scene of flying around for a second. Returning to H City was not the beginning of a good life. Her mother gave up on herself and started a lot of absurd things Love, sometimes, Qu Tingbai doesn't even want to go home."

Ji Jin was silent for a while, and finally made up her mind. She looked into Lin Xuxing's eyes: "At that time, I thought I was lucky. At least I had a complete family. Although my father was an alcoholic and my mother preferred my younger brother, I at least There is a home. Life is so perfect.

So I sympathize with Qu Tingbai, and I try to take care of her as much as my ability allows.She doesn't like breakfast, so I will make an extra serving in the morning. I help her copy notes and give her exercises. For me, these little things are just trying to express my kindness. "

Lin Xuxing nodded. He worked with Ji Jin for several years, and in the conversations with his colleagues, almost no one said anything bad about Ji Jin. She worked hard, forged ahead and was gentle.He could imagine that such a Ji Jin maintained a kind and gentle heart even in middle school.

"I never thought that my kindness would make her very dependent on me." Ji Jin felt a little melancholy.

"Let me guess, with severe emotional trauma and strong discomfort in a single-parent family, she has a special attachment to you, a person who exudes strong kindness." Lin Xuxing finally understood why Ji Jin According to Ji Jin's description, Ye Zhirou was like the last driftwood in her chaotic life, making her feel safe.For Qu Tingbai, who feels that the whole world has abandoned him at the saddest moment, Ye Zhirou's appearance is just right, and all the lost warmth and care can be found in Ye Zhirou.

"And then?" Lin Xuxing continued to ask.

Ji Jin was silent, and then the world collapsed!Everything she had ever known changed.

"Do you remember that I was an orphan?" Ji Jin's eyes were flushed, no matter how many years had passed, as long as she recalled that moment, she couldn't help but feel the pain of being torn apart.

What you think is black is not black, and what you think is white is not white.

She used to think that she had a warm family. Although ordinary and poor, her life was smooth and harmonious.She was also the apple of the eye of her parents. Although they named her Ji Zhaodi, entrusting their wish to have a boy, they still cared for her with all they could give.Until my younger brother was born, at the age of seven, my younger brother was born on a snowy night, but Ji Zhaodi felt cold.

She likes her little brother, with light brows and eyes, but likes to laugh.

But everything was different from that day, father and mother would whisper behind her back, would quarrel hastily, and then stop abruptly when she appeared, and would deliberately favor the little brother.

Over the years, Ji Zhaodi has gradually gotten used to it. She doesn't want things like patriarchy to happen to her, but once she encounters it, she has no choice but to adapt and accept it.

She didn't know until the day when the truth broke out that all this had nothing to do with patriarchy.She was an orphan who was abandoned on a park bench, and a passing father picked her up. They had been infertile for many years, and it was their luck to meet Ji Zhaodi, as well as Ji Zhaodi's luck.But her own child was born, the family was poor, and Ji Zhaodi had to eat and study, which gradually became a heavy burden on the family.At this time, someone who claimed to be Ji Zhaodi's relatives came to the door, wanted to adopt Ji Zhaodi, and gave them a generous alimony as a thank you for taking care of Ji Zhaodi for many years. They really couldn't find a reason to refuse.

"Didn't you ask me why I'm good at cooking?" Ji Jin smiled, but there were tears in his eyes, "Because after my adoptive father was laid off, he contracted a bad problem of alcoholism, and the family was supported by me and my adoptive mother. I opened a small barbecue stall in the night market. I have to study, prepare dishes, and grill, so my knife skills must be very fast. I have to get up early in the morning to go to school, and I only spend 5 minutes at noon for lunch, washing and cutting vegetables. I can only do half of the evening self-study at night, and I have to go back to help my adoptive mother first." It is such a busy day, wishing to break one minute into two minutes, and she is also very busy and practical, "But in the end, they used Without my hard work, they returned me to the Han family."

Lin Xuxing was silent, and hugged her into his arms: "I will always need you, you don't need to go anywhere."

Ji Jin smiled and wept, and the tears fell on his neck, warm and wet.

The world is quiet, it seems that there is only each other's breathing and heartbeat.

Ji Jin buried himself in his neck, and said sullenly: "Then I, like Qu Tingbai, lost my home and felt sorry for each other. At that time, I even felt that the only one I could rely on was Qu Tingbai. "

Lin Xuxing patted her on the back, trying to provide her with some comfort and encouragement.

Ji Jin calmed down for a while, then retreated from his embrace embarrassingly, and wiped his tears with a tissue: "I'm so excited, I haven't gotten to the point after talking for a long time."

Lin Xuxing frowned and touched the water glass: "Wait." He turned around and went to the kitchen to pour a glass of warm water for her again.

Ji Jin took the opportunity to reorganize her thoughts. She drank a few sips of water in a daze, and continued: "My biological father is named Ye, and he inherited a restaurant from my grandfather. He is a typical dude who plays with me. My mother threw me on a park bench after giving birth to me." Ji Jin's words were very flat, as if such a horrific life experience had happened to other people.

(End of this chapter)