Marriage is too late

Chapter 38

"That's why my adoptive parents picked me up and raised me. Until my father got into a car accident. Before he died, his conscience realized that he entrusted his good friends, Mr. and Mrs. Han, to find me and save Ye's beautiful fate." Give it to me." Ji Jin spread his hands, "When Grandma Han found me, I was underage. She is a strong woman. For so many years, her husband passed away shortly after her best friend passed away, but she never forgot her best friend and her husband. According to her husband's entrustment, while continuing to manage Jinxiuyuan, she spared no effort to find me. When she found me, she told me that my name was Ye Zhirou, and it was given to me by my biological father."

The rest of the story is logical, Ji Zhaodi changed her name to Ye Zhirou, and continued to study in the original school, but her life has been turned upside down.

"Actually, grandma of the Han family was very kind to me." Ji Jin recalled, "For me to study and teach me things, she did her best."

"It's just that what is provided for you is not your home." Lin Xuxing answered naturally.He could feel the feeling of the world falling apart.Once, he also suffered and suffered for his family.

Ji Jin looked at him, Lin Xuxing's eyes were sincere and serious.It seems that it is not something to be ashamed to confess her pain and weakness in front of him, and Lin Xuxing can accept every little emotion of hers.

"While I am trying to adapt to the new life, my relationship with Qu Tingbai is getting closer and closer. Qu Tingbai is the school flower of our school. It must be hard for you to imagine how many people in our school wrote love letters to her." Ji Jin changed his mind and smiled faintly After a while, "Because I am very popular, most of the army who write love letters will ask me to hand them over, and there is one person, I am particularly unwilling to help him hand it over - Han Yi, the grandson of the Han family, is also a grade higher than me classmates.

You know the environment in the school, the classes are separated by mountains, if you miss another grade, there is almost no intersection.But before I entered Han's house, I knew Han Yi. "Ji Jin's expression was a little melancholy, Han Yi might really be the doomed setback in her life.

People always learn to grow from different mistakes, and Han Yi is Ji Jin's mistake, a beautiful and cruel mistake.

"I like Han Yi, I liked it a long time ago." After so many years, facing Han Yi, facing Qu Tingbai, and facing a sentence she dared not say by the grandma of the Han family, time flies, in such a cold world On a winter night, holding a glass of warm water, watching a dim light, facing Lin Xuxing, she finally dared to face herself back then.

Lin Xuxing's heart trembled.

When Ji Jin said this, his expression was so serious, as if he was giving a footnote to his young self, so that he could feel at ease to turn over the old self in his yellow years.

"But Han Yi doesn't like me. The person he likes is Qu Tingbai." Ji Jin smiled, not only talented people love beautiful women, but also ruffians. , the parents are abroad, the grandma alone supports the overall situation, Han Yi, who is half free, likes to go out and play, likes to form cliques, likes to exercise, likes to be lively, but he doesn't like reading, but what does it matter, the handsome bad boy, and Money, what do you want to do?Han Yi fell in love with Qu Tingbai at first glance, only such a beautiful girl could catch Han Yi's eyes.

For the young Han Yi, Ye Zhirou is a fat girl who somehow entered his family, but the family is so big, who cares about her, but if Ye Zhirou is also at the same table as the girl he likes, it will be different .

"In order to please Han Yi, or to please Qu Tingbai, or even to please the two of them, I started to be a messenger between them." Ji Jin said flatly, she couldn't even find a reason for her refusal, "The relationship between them I even have a kind of comfort. At least the people I care about can be happier than me, which is better than no one being happy. At that time, we were three lonely souls."

Qu Tingbai whose family was in turmoil due to marriage changes, Ye Zhirou who lost his familiar living environment, and Han Yi who was always ignored by his parents.They used to be lonely and suffering in their own corners, until they met each other.

"I have always thought that Qu Tingbai is an artistic girl. She dances, reads poetry, is sensitive and independent, but I did not expect her to be so bold. And Han Yi has always been a person who is not afraid of anything. It's exciting and interesting, there's nothing he wouldn't dare to do." Ji Jin sighed, but if it wasn't for such a distinctive song, how could he fall in love with Han Yi, who has eyes above his head, "She and Han Yi, um, You understand." Ji Jin blushed slightly, rubbed his fingertips on his sweater, it was soft and itchy, "It happened very suddenly, the director of teaching broke into the two of them when he stormed the grove at night... Well, you Understandably, Han Yi stopped the dean, and Qu Tingbai fled in the dark. Only the baggy school uniform was regarded as the only information by the dean, and the investigation began.

There was a lot of trouble that time, Han Yi had a bad temper, and he stiffened his neck with the dean. The dean was so angry that he vowed to find out this girl who corrupted the school spirit and get rid of her. "

In the campus where gossip is rampant, almost everyone who pays attention to the news of the school girl knows that Han Yi and Qu Tingbai are very close, and because of Han Yi's prodigal behavior, he is also listed as a suspect along with Qu Tingbai There was a long list, and even Ye Zhirou, who lived under the same roof as Han Yi, was among them, and was called by the dean to talk one by one.

Lin Xuxing couldn't help but his heart sank, he already understood that this past event was about to develop into the worst possible place, he was surprised by Ji Jin's kindness, kindness was almost stupid, and stupidly so precious.

Ji Jin said softly: "Then I found out that Qu Tingbai was going to commit suicide."

Ji Jin still remembers Qu Tingbai's face so pale that there was no trace of color, she had a strange expression, her cheeks were pink, she seemed to be both scared and excited for what she was about to do.

"She didn't come to a physical education class. I felt very uneasy. I looked for her everywhere, and finally found her on the roof of the teaching building. Afterwards, she told me that if she was 5 minutes late, she would have bid farewell to this world, because she I just found out that she's pregnant." Ji Jin frowned, thinking about it now, a person who lingered on the roof for a whole gym class and didn't jump off, given her another 5 minutes, she probably wouldn't be able to jump either.She refused to distinguish again whether Qu Tingbai wanted to take advantage of her kindness, or whether she was really on the verge of collapse.Qu Tingbai was crying in her arms, crying loudly. If the dean found out, her mother would beat her to death, definitely!Rather than that, she might as well not be alive now.

"So you just cover her bag?" Lin Xuxing asked incredulously, this was really the worst choice.

"No." Ji Jin still had that sad expression, "The decision I made has nothing to do with Qu Tingbai." Because the person who came to ask her to make up her mind was Han Yi.

The arrogant and high-spirited Han Yi begged her for the first time.

She no longer remembers what kind of explanation Han Yi provided. It probably means that Ye Zhirou is a good student anyway, so it’s no big deal to ask the dean, or Ye Zhirou has never done it anyway, so let’s admit it first and pass this level. Afterwards, he will find a way to clarify for her, and the matter will pass soon.As long as Ye Zhirou can help him this time, whatever Ye Zhirou asks is fine.And so on, and so on.

"Everyone has to pay the price for the choice they make, and I paid mine." Ji Jin felt that such a simple concept as "regret" or "no regret" could no longer describe his feelings, and this matter was so absurd happened.

"I still remember his surprised expression when the dean asked me to talk. He actually treated me very well. He once made me only study for most of the class, just to let me go home and help my adoptive mother take care of the barbecue stall. After he was surprised, he was more disappointed, and then he let me go." Ji Jin said lightly, "The result of the punishment came out a week later, and I was demerited and suspended for a week. At that time, all the teachers were very disappointed with me. The grandma of the Han family was so angry that she almost had a cerebral palsy, but these were not the most frightening things. The most frightening thing was the rumors, which were terrifying.

I met my adoptive mother and younger brother on the road, and my adoptive mother told me to stay away from my younger brother.In the end, Qu Tingbai secretly told her family about the incident. Her mother asked her to take a long vacation for surgery and recuperation. Han Yi began to avoid me.I lost the whole world more profoundly in an instant.Can you believe it?I even have a sense of tragedy of sacrificing my life for righteousness. "Ji Jin laughed at himself.

Lin Xuxing held her hand. Ji Jin's fingers were cold. He didn't approve of what Ji Jin did back then, but he could imagine how hard a 17-year-old girl was trying to maintain her own world, desperately wanting to hold her hand. A trace of warmth around me, trying to use my kindness to save the lives of others.

Ji Jin said lightly: "These things are like a butterfly effect. Later, some other things happened, and I left the Han family. I found a new place to live hard. But those things have nothing to do with Qu Tingbai .”

Lin Xuxing sighed, thinking of Qu Tingbai's words today: "I know it was my fault back then, I shouldn't have treated you that way, Han Yi and I owe you, but please, don't deny me, okay? You don't know how I got here all these years." She was so selfish and cruel, in the final analysis, she didn't care about how Ji Jin spent these years, but just threw out her psychological burden.Judging from Lin Xuxing's point of view, this Miss Qu Tingbai has been caring about her own feelings for many years, not Ji Jin's.

(End of this chapter)