Marriage is too late

Chapter 77

Lin Xuxing stopped annoyed, and kissed Ji Jin, always giving himself a strange sense of uncertainty, always feeling that she was too beautiful to come into his life so suddenly, like a unique gift.

"I didn't study in that school for a long time. Half a year later, when I was 18 years old, I got a place as an exchange student in country m and went to country m." Lin Xuxing's expression showed a trace of tenderness, his eyes were calm, It seems that there is only warmth in the memories that fill my heart, "I have the most peaceful time there."

During this period of time, Lin Xuxing spent the most stable and safe time in his life.Classes and classes, sports and reading, competitive scientific research, domestic and foreign... He is an intern at the firm of the stock god of country m. Apart from serving coffee and ordering takeaways, he has too many things to absorb and learn, so he never rests for a moment. But this fast pace hides a sense of steadfastness that makes him feel at ease.

Lin Xuxing flies back to City C at least once a month to visit his grandparents. Although he has to endure the cold eyes of his father and stepmother, Lin Xuxing has always been a very smart person. He knows what is important to him and what he can't ask for. depending on it.

"But Lin Ren is different." Lin Xuxing played with Ji Jin's lock of hair, "My distance doesn't seem to make him give up comparing me, and this feeling even intensifies."

Ji Jin sighed, at this moment she suddenly understood Lin Ren a little bit more, what a radiant existence Lin Xuxing is!Good-looking, good-looking, with a perfect academic god living in his mind, his emotional intelligence is [-] times ahead of normal people, precocious, intelligent, and lovable. A typical example of "other people's children", with such a perfect brother who is so inhuman, and a mother who is so doting and spoiled, it seems that Lin Ren's choice is to play rebellion under Lin Xuxing's halo.

"Actually, it's not easy being your younger brother." Ji Jin said melancholy, "It's not easy for anyone standing by your side to match your height."

Lin Xuxing glanced at Ji Jin in confusion, with doubts clearly hidden in his eyes, "Is it a crime to be too good?" He slowly said: "You may be right, I always feel that the relationship between Lin Ren and me The relationship is very complicated. Sometimes, I feel closer to him. He is very curious about everything I have experienced. Sometimes I feel that he has a weird stubbornness towards me. But since I was 12 years old , rarely at home, so I hardly participated in his growth, I can only be a cold and boring brother."

Ji Jin nodded, she seemed to be able to see the lonely and stubborn Lin Ren, who obviously had an older brother who gathered the spotlights all over the world, and made people live like a Kanban in capital letters, he longed for his light, but because of envy, jealousy, comparison , rebellion and other complex emotions, it is difficult to get along with my brother.

"Then I graduated." Lin Xuxing continued, "I found a large-scale listed company in country m without telling my family. It may be because I was young and eager to prove myself, so I wanted to start from a Where there is no Lin's power to participate, try to see how much you can do."

When Lin Xuxing graduated with a master's degree, he passed layers of written tests and interviews, and got a total of 10 offers from top 8 companies in the technology and financial industry in the country at that time. When his classmates were struggling to prepare their resumes and interviews, Lin Xuxing's biggest confusion was nothing more than Where are you going?

In the end, he chose a company that was more suitable for him to start from scratch, emphasizing a flat structure and capsule work mode, which was more suitable for him to understand the industry from the most microscopic perspective.

Unsurprisingly, Lin Xuxing became a dark horse among the newcomers back then. Lin Xuxing rubbed Ji Jin's hair: "I may never work so hard again in my life. The first year of a newcomer in the workplace is a special period of time. It can determine your career development direction, your vision, and even your way of thinking. At that time, I worked harder than you do now, and I was able to work overtime. Although I was very efficient, I would always Find more things for myself to learn, just like when I was reading, when I have completed the knowledge in the book, I will find some other interests for myself, especially when you are good at finding problems."

"For example?" Ji Jin's expression was even a little excited.

"For example, I spent too long applying for a laptop in the company, so I wrote a set of office software processing tools. For example, after I finished researching a company's financial report, I studied the company's financial report of the entire industry by the way. As long as you are willing to do work, there are too many things to study and learn." Lin Xuxing's expression was not arrogant, but a little sad, "Even if the final result did not match my efforts, I still firmly believe that I did the right thing."

It's just that Lin's aura and connections are too dazzling. When Lin Xuxing broke the rules and was promoted in the first half-year assessment, Lin Xuxing's colleagues suddenly found out that the handsome, tall and warm man beside him was actually Lin Xuxing. The eldest grandson of the clan.

"Suddenly, my hard work counted for nothing." Lin Xuxing was a little helpless. No matter whether it was his studies or work, no matter what he did, in the end, all he saw was his family background. control."

Within a week after his identity was revealed, Lin Xuxing not only failed to be promoted, but was even interviewed by the boss who was three management ranks higher than him. It is too small to accommodate Lin Xuxing, a big Buddha."

"I didn't expect Richard to be the core major shareholder of their competitors." Lin Xuxing was a little helpless. The old friend of the Lin family who held a lot of shares in Lin's enterprise at that time, and finally played a major role in Lin Xuxing's seizure of power, Richard, At that time, it was also trying to invest in the technology industry in country m. The company was worried about the leak of core secrets, and finally persuaded Lin Xuxing to resign on the grounds of competition in the same industry.

"You worked hard for half a year, and then they fired you?" Ji Jin was stunned.

"Yes, this summary is very precise." Lin Xuxing agreed with Ji Jin with a smile, "Then I joined the second company, which is a financial company."

Lin Xuxing even worked harder than his previous job. As a young man, he didn't believe that one's family could determine his life.

"You are the only one who wastes your social resources like this, insisting on making your own way." Ji Jin shook his head, and said in an envious tone, "Prove yourself, right?"

"Yes." Lin Xuxing continued to rub Ji Jin's hair, his little sweetheart really understands him better than anyone else, "but what I didn't expect was that the second company completely changed my life and let me In deep trouble."

This is a purely profitable company where competition is as fierce internally as externally, and confrontation and unscrupulousness are encouraged.Grabbing clients, robbing resources, fierce competition The cruelest side of life is constantly impacting Lin Xuxing, who has never experienced the storms of reality.

It was an astonishingly large order. Two days before Lin Xuxing signed the bill, his colleague took away the business and deceived the customer. He was the staff member sent by Lin Xuxing to sign the contract. In a company whose performance is counted”, this is a tiger’s mouth.

A little remorse appeared on Lin Xuxing's expression: "That was the worst decision I ever made in my life."

Lin Xuxing did not refuse the information provided by a female colleague who had always admired him, rushed to the scene of signing the contract, relied on his own eloquence and skills, directly signed a contract with this client, and abruptly snatched back the business.

"I didn't know at the time that my colleague had been driven to a desperate situation. He was the last one in performance for three consecutive months. Without this list, he would have been fired. The pressure of academic loans and credit cards had forced him to He was actually not suitable for such a cruel industry, and he made such a decision because of extreme helplessness.” Lin Xuxing’s tone was full of emotion, “For me, this is just a challenge to prove myself, for him As far as it is concerned, it is the last desperate effort before bankruptcy."

Can the weak grab other people's lists through immoral means?Ji Jin doesn't think this colleague is really reasonable, but she can understand the reason for his behavior. In the face of survival, any morality is nonsense.Likewise, you also need to bear the consequences of such a choice.

"He had a big fight with me, then rushed out the door, and died in a car accident in a trance." Lin Xuxing was at a loss. Who should bear such a death?If he hadn't fought for this moment, wouldn't a life have passed away in such a regrettable way?

"He hardly received any pension, and all the colleagues who knew the inside story looked at me as if I was the murderer." Lin Xuxing smiled wryly, "My colleague has a younger brother who is a gangster, and he heard the news of his death. In the end, like everyone else, he didn't think it was a tragic accident, and unfortunately, it wasn't me he was targeting, but Lin Ren."

At that time, Lin Ren graduated from high school and went to a university in a corrupt country. He spent his summer vacation in country M, playing in the circle of a group of children from aristocratic families, and the atmosphere was extravagant and corrupt. Lin Xuxing didn't even know that Lin Ren was here. country m.Something went wrong during Lin Ren's stay in Country M for just two weeks.

"I don't know exactly what happened. Probably the man who deliberately took revenge on me came to Lin Ren and threatened Lin Ren with poison. Lin Ren was just the first time he went abroad alone to country M and was kept in a greenhouse. Lin Ren was stern, and he compromised without discussing with any of us when something happened." Lin Xuxing was a little sad, "Then it became a lifelong mistake."

(End of this chapter)