Marriage is too late

Chapter 76

"I worked as an intern in the stock god's office for a summer vacation. The main content of the job was pouring coffee and ordering takeaway, but I still learned a lot. I had the opportunity to observe their discussions and decisions. Later, they It gave me a chance to express my opinion, and I was only 16 years old at that time, so I dared to say anything.” Lin Xuxing rubbed Ji Jin’s fingers, her fingers were white and smooth, holding them in her hand, softness wrapped with strength, Just like Ji Jin. "After this incident, I realized for the first time that I knew too little about human nature, about different countries and lives, and about the world. Later, during the holidays, I went out to see and visited many places. Seeing a lot of people, all my high school vacations, pretty much not at home, it was a really good time."

"Grandpa and grandma are willing?" Ji Jin asked him.

"Of course I am reluctant, but they are better than I imagined. I am very happy to have their blessing and care selfishly." Lin Xuxing sighed, "I spent the whole summer vacation traveling all over the world. I have lived in Europe, North America, East Asia and Southeast Asia. I have many friends with similar backgrounds. They go skiing or hunting. I don’t like it. I always have no clear destination. sex, I just stop and experience it. Remember when we went to Bali for our honeymoon? That’s where I learned to surf, and I worked as a surf instructor for a week there.”

Ji Jin was full of emotion: "Ah Xing, your life is really wonderful. Compared with yours, your life is called life, and mine is just living."

"Don't underestimate yourself." Lin Xuxing kissed Ji Jin's forehead, "Your tenacity makes me feel moved and envious, my dear Ji Jin, thank you for growing up to what you are today, and let me look up to you." He pulled away from her At an arm's length away, he clasped her shoulders tightly with both hands, and looked into her eyes seriously, with no way to hide the true feelings in her eyes.

Ji Jin is almost at a loss, is she really worth it?He deserves such praise and love.

"I'm so lucky to have met you," she murmured.

"The luckier one is me." Lin Xuxing hugged her.Hugs are so firm that no one can question them.

"Tell me more, and then?" Ji Jin held his hand, "I like to hear your life story, it's really exciting."

Lin Xuxing laughed: "Then, my life story will enter the boring part."

"I want to hear it even if it's boring." Ji Jin hugged him, rubbing his cheek against his chest, like a coquettish cat.

Lin Xuxing showed that lost in thought look again: "Later, it was the college entrance examination, and I encountered something that touched me a lot."

The proud son of heaven, Lin Xuxing, possesses almost all the honors and halos, partly for strength and partly for resources, but what people often see is only his family background and resources.

If he gets No.1 in the exam, his classmates often forget that Lin Xuxing never refuses them when they ask for advice. The first thing they think of is the family background and resources held by Lin Xuxing, so "the teachers have to curry favor with them. Family, who knows if the test questions were leaked to him in advance", "The gift their family gave the teacher is enough for your dad's salary for a year, and you still want to compare your grades with him, what do you compare?", "Lin Xuxing doesn't want to It’s our turn to ask for it.” Such remarks are like weeds that grow wildly, and there is no way to deal with them.

"Are you wronged?" Ji Jin looked at Lin Xuxing worriedly.

"I'm used to it." Lin Xuxing's expression was indifferent. It wasn't indifference or pretending, but a kind of relief that he was used to. "When the recommended places for the college entrance examination came out that year, the rumors reached a new climax."

"Wait, let me guess, you were escorted, and then your classmates suspected you of unspoken rules?" Ji Jin asked.

"Smart." Lin Xuxing rubbed her head, "It is the highest institution of higher learning in China. For such an institution, everyone will do their best and fight fiercely."

That year, Lin Xuxing got the rightful submission quota with his enviably beautiful transcripts, various competitions, and even letters of recommendation from many famous people.His ability and demeanor in the exams and interviews for admission to the university, even in such a top university crowded with the best students in the country, he has received a lot of praise.

However, that's not how other people his age see him.

Lin Xuxing doesn't care what others say about him. He has worked hard, he has proved himself, and he is moving towards his goal step by step. He wants to enter this university because he doesn't want to leave the country. Every weekend he You can fly back to spend the weekend with your grandparents, and the comprehensive ranking of the computer department and economics of this university is the first in China.

However, just like what the previous assistant said about Lin Xuxing, "I don't understand people", Lin Xuxing encountered the first decision in his life that confused him.

"I have a classmate who knelt down and begged me just for that quota." Lin Xuxing pondered, "His family background is not good. He is considered the top group, but if he fails to perform well, he may not be able to enter this school, and his family will not let him continue to repeat his studies, but he is not reconciled to studying in an ordinary school.” The single-plank bridge of the college entrance examination is always full of Various possibilities and risks.

Although Lin Xuxing looked indifferent, Ji Jin had a premonition that Lin Xuxing would never agree.

"I refused." Lin Xuxing continued to speak slowly, "Then it was the first time I saw someone in front of me. His attitude changed from groveling, to anger, and then to crying, and he collapsed in front of me."

Faced with pressure, opportunities, temptations and choices, different people will always take different paths.Lin Xuxing didn't approve of this classmate's performance, but it didn't mean he wasn't touched.

"I'm not threatened by anyone, never!" Lin Xuxing looked indifferent, his tone was soft, but his attitude was firm.

"And then?" Ji Jin continued to ask, if it was her, from Lin Xuxing's point of view, she might not be able to be as indifferent and clear-cut as Lin Xuxing.

"Then I gave up that recommended spot." Facts have proved that Lin Xuxing is not always so rational.

"You gave it to him?" Ji Jin couldn't believe it.

"Of course not. I just used his mouth to understand more clearly how everyone sees me. I'm a dude who has a lot of connections. All my achievements depend on the blessing of my family, otherwise I'm useless." Lin Xuxing smiled wryly, "I just Willful, I want a chance to prove myself."

"But that classmate?" Ji Jin asked hesitantly.

"It really is your personality, always prior to yourself, caring for others." Lin Xuxing rubbed Ji Jin's hair and pondered for a while, "Of course he took the college entrance examination by himself. He committed suicide before the college entrance examination, so he didn’t pass the exam that time. You see, the education method and bloodline are sometimes passed down in one continuous line.” Lin Xuxing smiled wryly, “But he is very lucky that he has a tough mother, The mother, who had been unemployed for a long time, suddenly got a good job, enough to support the family for him to repeat his studies."

Ji Jin suddenly realized: "The job you arranged for her mother?"

"I just think that what a man needs cannot be obtained by kneeling and crying. He needs to win the admission letter he deserves with more dignity." Lin Xuxing looked up at the ceiling, "But I bet , if my classmate had a list of enemies, I should be at the top."

"He doesn't know." Ji Jin lowered his head in thought, "Of course he doesn't know. After knowing, where does the dignity come from?"

"You see, I always don't understand people. People are the most complicated things in this world." Lin Xuxing showed a rare look of confusion, "Even today, until now, I am far from being a transparent person." But looking back now, I want to thank this experience back then. It was precisely because I gave up recommendation and passed the college entrance examination to prove myself that I discovered for the first time that proving myself is also a very interesting thing.”

Ji Jin smiled wryly: "Ah Xing, do you know how much you deserve to be beaten?"

Lin Xuxing smiled: "Maybe, the head teacher of my university also thinks that I am superfluous, since I ended up going to the same school, majoring in the same department, and minoring in the same courses, the final result of my college entrance examination is the same goal by different routes , and finally returned to the result I submitted before. But this matter is different for me. I don’t need to prove it to the world. My goal is to surpass myself. Regarding dreams, I found another very interesting The goal is to keep proving myself, not for anyone but for myself."

"Every time I see you, who have so many resources and are so smart, are working hard, I feel that my starting point is so far away, and I have no qualifications not to work hard." Ji Jin said with emotion.From Lin Xuxing, she can always draw this kind of warm and inspiring power. Falling in love with the right person seems to make life more warm and fulfilling.

"Every time I hear such praise from you, what should I do if I feel very useful?" Lin Xuxing leaned forward and kissed her.

Ji Jin grabbed his tie and pulled him towards him, his voice was low, lazy and seductive: "Happy to help."

It was a long kiss until Ji Jin panted and pushed him away: "Wait, I suddenly realized that you were talking about him, the last secret I want to hear, where are you hiding?" She heard A spoiled Lin Ren, a broken family, a pair of tolerant and beautiful grandparents, and a principled Lin Xuxing, these fragments make Ji Jin's relationship with the Lin family clearer, but she has a premonition that the real storm The rainstorm is still waiting for her to listen in a corner.

(End of this chapter)