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Chapter 19 The Angel of Vengeance

This number is really expensive for me, it costs so much for just a pair of pendants with small parts... But I am reluctant to leave and really want to buy it.Once again mustered up the courage to ask the lady at the cashier cautiously: "Can I have less?"

"No bargaining!" Even the blind can feel the poor service attitude this time.

I went out of the store angrily, wanting to cry aggrieved.Tears really fell because of this.Looking at the crowds of people shopping, they carried bags of various sizes in their hands, which contained the items they bought, and the bags were printed with either expensive cosmetics or brand-name clothing.But I can't even afford something worth 26 yuan...

No, it's a token of friendship between Diudiu and me. I should buy it no matter what.I turned and went back to the store. The cashier lady was a little surprised and surprised when she saw me, and she was even more surprised when I handed her the SpongeBob SquarePants and Patrick pendant for payment.

I never thought that someone like me would buy it.

Looking at the token of friendship in his hand again, SpongeBob SquarePants has no belonging.I am Pai Daxing and Diudiu is SpongeBob SquarePants. This pair of good friends should be together.I hung them all together on my phone.Two very happy smiling faces.A soft metallic sheen on this cloudy day.

I've had a rough time since buying this pair.I don't want to call my parents to ask for money, because I know it's very hard for them to make money.So every morning I don’t eat breakfast sometimes, sometimes I just eat two steamed buns, and I drink tap water when I’m thirsty.Save your living expenses for the rest of this month.Dinner is not that important, I eat the cheapest vegetables, I get through this every day, and I don't feel very sad.

Because I put all my thoughts on the pair of tokens of friendship, I look at it when I am hungry, and my stomach will not be so uncomfortable. Really, I think it is like a talisman.

I just passed day after day peacefully like this, simple and somewhat happy.Without any sense of loneliness, I never knew that I would live so strong. Diudiu used her death to pull out the real tenacity in my heart.Even in a strange campus without her, I still have the brightest smile.

Because, the pair of tokens of friendship have always comforted me, and I am not alone.

When distributing homework books, the teacher read Lu Diu's name, and I went up to help her get the book.Now the whole class knows that I have been handing in Diu Diu's homework.They all hated my approach, but even the head teacher didn't come to tell me.They all thought that I was a little mentally disturbed, so they still gave me some concessions for this sake.

I want to say that my mind is normal, but I just don’t want to be forgotten. Such a good girl should not only live in my heart, more people should remember her.So I have been helping her with homework.

This is my poor and insignificant happiness, but it was cruelly broken by one person!
I was washing my hands in the women's bathroom, and Li Meiguo was standing behind me, I knew it, but I didn't want to talk to her, and I didn't want to say anything to her.I'll leave after washing my hands.She stopped me.

"What are you doing?" I asked her.

She raised a proud dignity and said to me: "An Tian, ​​I really can't bear to see you living so peacefully and happily. Lu Diu died in pain, and you should also live in pain."

"Hmph, sorry, I'm not that sentimental."

"It was you who killed Lu Diudiu. You robbed her beloved boyfriend. Why did you do this for her after she died? Who are you going to do these things for?"

Li Meiguo's questions made me want to cry.

"Is it self-blame? Redemption?"

"It's not me, it's the diudi..." I couldn't insult Li Meiguo's face, she was always pure in my heart, "It's the bastard who posted those photos on the school bulletin board!"

Immediately after I finished saying this sentence, Li Meiguo slapped me hard and painful.I think there should be five of her finger prints on my left cheek.

"I'll just tell you everything! I posted those pictures."

I looked at her in surprise, dumbfounded, the person who killed Diudiu was so close to me, right in front of me.My temper became like Diu Diu's and I couldn't calm down. I raised my hand and wanted to slap her, but she grabbed it easily.

"Hmph." She shook off my hand, "But that's not the reason why Lu Diu died."

I looked at her and paid attention to what she was going to say next. Isn't this the reason for Diu Diu's death?what is that?
Li Meiguo looked at me, she knew that I wanted to know the answer very much now, "Don't worry, I will tell you the answer. Because I said that Lu Diu died in pain, and you should also live in pain. .”

"Then tell me! What is the real reason for Diu Diu's death?"

"Because she knew a truth."

"What truth?" She said and stopped, and I knew she was trying to lose my appetite.Now I can't wait to knock her out, open her brain and dig out the memories inside to see what happened.What is the reason that makes Diudiu really go to death?Why on earth did she choose to commit suicide to end her life?
"Forget it, I'm a little merciful. You'd better not know the answer, because it may cause you pain for the rest of your life." Li Meiguo pushed me away.

No, I know even when it hurts.Nothing hurts my heart more than my loss.I pulled her back, "Please tell me."

"Heh." Li Meiguo stopped in her tracks, "Please? Why are you begging me?"

I looked into her eyes, everything was clear, what she wanted was my humility to satisfy her.Well, for the sake of Diudiu, I can temporarily put my self-esteem on hold.

I knelt for her, on the dirty, wet floor of the toilet, "Please, tell me."

This move finally "moved" her.

"Okay, I'll tell you."

I still didn't dare to stand up when I heard her promise, for fear that she would stop talking immediately, and in the end I wouldn't know anything.I would rather just kneel like this, kneel in front of her regardless of my dignity, and listen to her finish.

"She saw me kissing Chi Yulin."

I opened my eyes wide.what did she say?Diudiu saw her...kissed Chi Yulin?How is this going?Wasn't Chi Yulin my boyfriend at the time?Why would you kiss Li Meiguo?Have you been seen by Diu Diu?

very messy……

My mind is so messed up...

The world is spinning...

The painful words are yet to come.

"An Tian, ​​do you know? Chi Yulin doesn't like you at all, and he doesn't like Lu Diu. I told him to date Lu Diu, and then seduce you. He likes me. He is willing to become me tools to destroy your friendship with Lu Diu. See, your friendship has withstood everything except the temptation of love. "

(End of this chapter)