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Chapter 35
Chapter 31 Mood
Delicate Bulgarian roses bloom just right in the garden.

Su Xiaomu slowly let go of Jing Yan, and turned sideways. Looking out of the window, she could easily see the clusters of flowers blooming enthusiastically in the afternoon sun, just like their owner's once-extreme feelings, she smiled lightly: "Jing Yan, why don't you take me to see my mother today."

Hearing her call his mother so affectionately, the corners of Jing Yan's mouth slightly raised: "The road over there is a bit far away, and there are still some stone steps to walk, you will be very tired." Feel pleasant to touch.

"Why is it tiring to see your mother and my mother-in-law?" Su Xiaomu raised her eyes and glanced at him, seeing his lips parted, she said first, "Just go today, don't tell me next time, you always So busy, I don’t know when the next time will be.”

Jing Yan smiled meaningfully, and his eyes were deeply teasing: "Oh? Then should I understand that you are complaining that I don't have enough time with you?" He suddenly approached her ear and looked at her delicately She exhaled from the pinnae of her ears, and the ambiguous breath fluttered between her breaths. She avoided it subconsciously, and a lock of her rolled up hair hung down. He stood up straight again, and while helping her fix her hair, he looked at her. Yin Hong smiled and said, "The child is so old, why are you so shy?"

Knowing that he intended to tease her—he seems to be very happy to do it recently, Su Xiaomu snorted not to be outdone, pushed his hand away and gave him a symbolic pinch on his waist, and became angry from embarrassment: "Could it be that you dislike me for being too old?" gone?"

Jing Yan was smiling even with his eyes, grabbed her hand on his waist and brought her into his arms, and said comfortingly and affectionately: "No, no, it's just right for me."

Not too late, just right, just right.

Su Xiaomu calmed down suddenly, didn't speak or look at him again, she put her face on his chest, she just wanted to do one thing now, which was to make this moment last longer, preferably forever.

When walking from the inner house to the garden, Su Xiaomu stopped, glanced at the rose garden, and said in a low voice, "How about we bring the roses too? Mom, she should be very happy to see the roses she planted. "Although as a mother, seeing her son is more important than anything else, such as her Xiaoyao.

Jing Yan was stunned, and was aroused by her words. In the past, when the flowering season came, her mother always liked to pick some and put them in the living room. She said that it made the home feel alive. Feelings, but can not mend emptiness and loneliness.Whether my mother liked roses or raised roses to pass the time, I couldn't tell.

It was rare for her to be so thoughtful, he nodded, calmed down his ups and downs since entering here, and said lightly: "Then wait for me here for a while."

Su Xiaomu watched him walk into the garden archway made of vines, took out the pruning tools in a corner with familiarity, and cut a few white roses. The gentle sunlight hit him, and his face became deeper in the backlight. With tenderness in his eyes, he carefully removed the thorns from the rose, wrapped it up, and then walked towards her slowly.With such a familiar appearance, she was only wearing the simplest attire, but she couldn't take her eyes away, until he took her hand and murmured in a low voice: "Let's go."

The cemetery is in another area, and the journey is relatively far away, and they went there very late, and it was already evening when they descended the mountain after worshiping.

The stream of melting light sprinkled on the cold tomb area, soaking up a little bit of warmth in the bleakness.

When descending the thousand-level stone steps like clouds, Jing Yan suddenly bent down, motioned Su Xiaomu to lie on his back, and said softly, "Come up quickly, I will carry you down the mountain."

Su Xiaomu was taken aback, then wanted to pull him up, and said with a warm face: "Don't tell me, how embarrassing this is, I can just walk by myself, and I don't lack arms or legs, and I am not a child anymore."

"There's nothing to be embarrassed about. It's nothing for the couple to do anything out of line. What's more, I'm just carrying you on my back. What are you afraid of? Well, stop dawdling. I'll carry you to the parking lot, or wait until your feet are swollen. Xiaoyao should pout and be unhappy for a few days after seeing her." Actually he was not happy either, he only found out later that her blood energy was not running well, once she walked too much, especially on mountain roads, she would Her legs will be swollen and painful, just like the last time I went to pay respects to her parents.

Su Xiaomu raised her head and squinted at him. His smiling side face became more and more gentle under the slanting light. How could she refuse such a gentle him, and what would she use to refuse?Can only sink.

She was no longer pretentious, and obediently lay on his generous back, with her arms around him, listening to his regular heartbeat through the wool vest and shirt, step by step, step by step, overflowing with warmth.

Suddenly recalling the touching jokes I saw on the Internet a few days ago, I asked him enthusiastically, "Jing Yan, do you think I'm sinking?"

"What's heavy? Don't you think it's a bit lighter for a person who weighs less than 90 kilograms?" Jing Yan stopped and answered subconsciously, his voice was very low, and he shook her with both hands before continuing to walk down.

Sure enough, how could he say such romantic words as "the whole world is on my back"?Su Xiaomu was a little disappointed, and muttered in a low voice: "I really don't understand the style."

But after thinking about it, she quickly whipped herself again. He is not a person who likes romance, he only reads financial news magazines on weekdays, and his personality is also rigid and cold, but isn't that also the reason why she loves him? .No one is perfect, and I have many shortcomings, how can I ask so much from him?He puts her in his heart and treats her well, isn't that a hundred times better than those empty love words?
They were so close, how could he not hear her complaints, but he didn't have the supernatural powers to guess her little woman's mind, but according to his own understanding, he said slowly: "Why? It's okay to say that you are light on you." Are you unhappy? Don’t all women like to be slimmer? But I think you should eat more and make yourself heavier. It’s not good to be too light, and I will... feel distressed.” He paused for the last two words, as if he also Hesitate, he's not the type to say such provocative words.But some words and some things are said and done naturally, not listening to reason at all, just following the heart.

And it is even more impossible for him to know that the more people who never understand style, the more romantic things and romantic words can touch people's hearts, because they are precious.

He said that he felt sorry for himself... Su Xiaomu felt that his tears were very low today, and his nose was sore and sore, so he hugged him even tighter.

They returned to the urban area from the cemetery and went to school to pick up Xiaoyao first. This was the first time that the two of them went to pick him up at once.Not to mention how excited Xiaoyao was when he saw their little appearance together, he pulled his father for a while, and his mother for a while, and finally he didn't let go, and pulled one with each hand, and had a happy threesome.

The nanny will come back tomorrow, so Su Xiaomu is still the chef today. Before going to the supermarket to buy vegetables, she said to Jing Yan: "Why don't you take Xiaoyao home first. The supermarket is crowded, so I can go by myself."

Jing Yan pursed his lips: "If you want to go, go together." He said while looking down at his son, "Are you right?"

Xiao Yao quickly nodded and agreed with his father: "Yeah, of course we are going, and by the way, let mom not buy so many green peppers and carrots."

Su Xiaomu couldn't laugh or cry, twisted the tip of his son's nose and said, "It's just your idea!" He didn't refuse any more.

Because it coincides with the meal time, there are many people in the supermarket.

Su Xiaomu had originally reminded herself that Jing Yan didn't like crowded places, and she wanted to make a quick decision, but she was used to doing everything seriously, and she didn't know it when she picked things up and took the time.After choosing the ingredients for dinner, she raised her head and saw the side in front of the shelf. He and his son were waiting quietly and patiently for her with their arms around them. The surroundings were very noisy, but her heart was extremely peaceful.

It was such an ordinary day, but I felt more comfortable than that luxurious so-called honeymoon.

The next day, Jing Yan went to the hotel to meet Qin Zhen.

Just entering the suite, Wang Hao who was waiting there had a strange expression on his face. He raised his eyebrows and asked in a low voice, "What happened?"

Wang Hao replied in a nasty voice: "Miss Qin and her mother have some disagreements, and they started arguing." He glanced sideways at the direction of the room, the door was half closed, there was a lot of quarrel inside, and scraps of paper floated on the floor, finely After looking at it, I realized that it was a torn up ticket.

And Qin Zhen's voice was sharp and high-pitched: "Mom, how many times have I said that I will not go back to the United States! Can't you understand? What should I do when I go back? Is it embarrassing?"

Fang Minzhi sighed: "It doesn't matter if you don't live in the same state? Besides, I don't worry about you staying here alone."

"Why am I alone, you don't need to worry, isn't there Brother Jing Yan? He will take care of me."

Seeing that she was still obsessed with her obsession, Fang Minzhi's tone also became tough: "Don't play dumb with me, you know that A Yan is married too! Don't disturb others, how old are you, don't be willful with me!"

Now Qin Zhen didn't speak any more.

The room was silent for a long time.

Then, she heard Qin Zhen's thin voice stubbornly arguing: "Mom, I don't want to go." She raised her eyebrows and saw the figure standing at the door, as if she had found a straw, she rushed over happily and grabbed Jing Yan's clothes The sleeve said, "Brother, tell Mom, I don't want to go back, I want to stay in Beijing, I grew up here, why can't I come back and live?"

Jing Yan lowered his head to look at her carefully, his delicate cheeks were flushed abnormally, and his speech seemed to be orderly, but it always made people feel that something was wrong, he said to Fang Minzhi in a blink of an eye, "I made an appointment with Dr. Lu for Zhenzhen, Go and meet him first, let's talk about the rest."

As soon as Qin Zhen heard that he was going to see a doctor, he immediately opened his mouth to refute, but was glared at by his mother, and unconsciously moved to Jing Yan's side. Jing Yan distanced herself from her without showing any signs, and stroked her head to comfort her. Then he took out his phone and dialed a number, and prepared a car to meet Lu Jian.

When we arrived at the research institute, everything had to be handed over to professionals. Qin Zhen still resisted at first. Dr. Lu suggested hypnosis to relax the nerves before treatment, and signed a confidentiality agreement, so Qin Zhen reluctantly entered the treatment room .

Her memory went back to many years ago, because of her mother's opposition, she fled abroad, and was unfamiliar with the place, and was stalked by a few local gangsters who tried to behave badly to her, and she couldn't get rid of it no matter what, Thinking she was doomed, it was Cheng Yu and his two American friends who happened to pass by at that time and generously rescued her.

Later, she couldn't recover for a period of time. It happened that Cheng Yu was studying in the same university as her. He cared about her and took care of her. She gradually forgot about it and had a good impression of him. A vague feeling.When they started dating, Cheng Yu doted on her very much and allowed her to act recklessly by his side. During those days, she was really happy.

Then they got married.

Memory began to fault, jumping to a few years later.

Her child was gone, and Cheng Yu was married to another woman. She called him madly, and he said that he hoped that they would see each other less in the future. This seemed familiar, as if she had said the same thing to someone before.

That person was Brother Jing Yan who had protected her since she was a child.

Her mother kept it from her, and it turned out that even such a person who guarded her quietly would leave her. She felt that she had nothing, and there was nothing left to lose.

She screamed.

Waking up from the dream is like a lifetime away.

(End of this chapter)