regardless of costs

Chapter 5
Chapter 5 Dependence
After that day, they didn't meet again, and it was the first time since they knew each other for so long that they hadn't contacted each other for more than a week—she couldn't find him at all, he wasn't in the hospital, he wasn't at home, he wasn't on his cell phone, he wasn't on MSN... Ling Ziqi seemed Completely, disappeared from her world.

There is a feeling that is above friends but not enough lovers, Su Xiaomu thought, this sentence is the most appropriate to explain the relationship between her and Ling Ziqi, her heart is very small and selfish, there is no way to promise him anything.

Two days later, it happened to be Su Xiaomu's birthday, and Xiaoyao and Ziqi were not by her side, so it seemed a little lonely to have a birthday alone.When she passed by the cake shop, she bought a cheesecake on a whim. When she got home, she just lit the candles to entertain herself when the doorbell rang.

Su Xiaomu was a little surprised at who came to her house at this time, but she couldn't wait to open the door as soon as she looked at the cat's eye, with an incredible smile on her face, and shouted slightly excitedly: "Ziqi? Why are you here?"

Ling Ziqi was dressed in POLO, his slender body was leaning against the door, his hair was cut short, and he was more chic and unrestrained than before.

There was a gleam in his eyes, and he looked at her with such a shallow smile: "Why? Don't you welcome me?" Although he asked this question, the person had already walked past her unceremoniously into the hallway to take off her shoes , as familiar as walking into one's own home.

Su Xiaomu was a little uncomfortable, turned around to see that he had changed into slippers and nestled in the small sofa, using a small toothpick to flick the trance candle.She took a deep breath, closed the door, poured two cups of tea out in the kitchen, put them on the table, opened her mouth slightly, but didn't know what to say.

The air is a little sticky.

Ling Ziqi lit the rest of the candles, thought of something, and smiled softly, breaking the silence, with gentle smile lines in the corners of his eyes: "I said, Miss Su, after today you will officially become a member of the Bensan family." Oh, and a gifted man like me is very touched and honored to celebrate your birthday with you?"

His expression is as comfortable as if the embarrassment of that night never existed.

Su Xiaomu smiled, picked up the cup and raised it towards him, pretending to sigh with regret: "It's old, but life is such that a confidant dies without regret."

confidant?Yes, confidant, he already knew, didn't he?

Because of these two words, the brilliance in Ling Ziqi's eyes gradually faded without anyone knowing it.I avoided those days, thinking that I could talk and laugh freely like before, that I could let go and not care, but the moment I saw her, all the pretense collapsed in an instant, and it was the first time he was so jealous The person she kept in her heart—what could he do?

He clinked glasses with her meaningfully, and then got up to turn off the light. Suddenly, the huge living room was only lit by the glowing candle light, and Su Xiaomu's petite and peaceful face was looming in his sight. His heart tightened and he didn't go over, just I sang the birthday song with a deep and pleasant birthday song, both Chinese and English versions, just like those romantic plots in movies.

It's a pity that she is his heroine, but he is not her heroine.

As soon as the singing fell, he said lightly: "Xiao Mu, make a wish!"

Su Xiaomu had been suppressing her emotions all the time, but she could only hide her emotion in her heart. With a soft nasal "hmm", she closed her eyes, clasped her hands together and made a reverent wish, and then blew out the candle.

She waited for a while, but Ziqi didn't turn on the light, and the two of them were silent in the dark.

As long as half a lifetime passed, his warm voice came from the darkness: "Xiaomu, if I met you earlier than him, would you have chosen me?" But before she could answer, he again Ask unwillingly like a child, "Is...is he really that good? Is it worth you to love him so desperately and almost stubbornly?"

Su Xiaomu clenched her lips and shook her head lightly. In fact, even she herself didn't have an answer.

There is no definition of whether a person is good or bad, and whether a person loves or not is a matter of necessity.

Love is just a matter of a second, maybe she doesn't even know when she fell in love with Jing Yan.

It was an evening in early spring, and the airport, which was covered with a golden glow by the setting sun, was full of people.

Su Xiaomu and Jing Yan met again, he was still driving that dazzling Aston Martin, she was going to see someone off, while he was leaning in front of the car door indifferently, as if waiting for someone.

She couldn't help but stop and stared at him for a long time, until her best friend urged her to walk into the waiting room for fear of being seen, and half an hour later, he was still there, It's just that there is something wrong with his expression, holding the car door with one hand, his face is flushed abnormally.

She walked up to him untimely by accident, raised her head and asked him, "Mr. Jing? What's wrong with you?"

Jing Yan felt a little uncomfortable, squinted his eyes and looked at her, recalled who she was from his memory, and said distantly: "Miss Su?" He barely stood up straight, and said slowly, "I'm fine, thank you for your concern .”

But she didn't believe it at all, so she couldn't help but took another step forward and stood in front of him. The two were very close. She hesitated for a while: "Is it really all right? But your complexion is very bad."

Jing Yan pursed her lips tightly, as if displeased with her overstepping the rules, and was about to say something, but caught her hand in the next second, his palm was very generous and warm, and tightly held her left hand warmly. It's tightly wrapped inside, very intimate.

Su Xiaomu raised his chin to look at him in surprise, and he quickly whispered in a voice that only two people could hear: "Please do me a favor." Maybe it was because he was born accustomed to giving orders, his request was no different from an order.

And she looked dazed, let him hold her hand foolishly, her heart was pounding, her whole attention was focused on their intertwined fingers, as if she hadn't recovered yet.

"Brother Jing Yan!" Not far away, a girl in a lavender coat waved towards them with one hand, and with the other hand, she walked out of the airport hall with a tall man intimately on her arm. The man didn't look very handsome. , still with a beard, but also very manly.

Su Xiaomu obviously felt Jing Yan's body stiffen, but she looked out of the corner of her eye. At this time, the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, and there was still a faint smile on his face, which subsided a little bit of his indifference.

The girl quickly came to them, smiling with deep dimples on her cheeks, she was very cute, she introduced gracefully: "Brother Jing Yan, he is the one I told you about last time, Cheng Yu."

"Hello, I often hear Xiao Zhen mentioning you, I have admired you for a long time." Cheng Yu smiled politely and held out his hand.

"Hello." Jing Yan's expression was very deep. After giving him a cold glance, he shook his hand aloofly, quickly let go, and turned to look at Qin Zhen: "Zhenzhen, why did you come back so suddenly this time?" ?”

The girl smiled mysteriously, turned her head to look at Cheng Yu shyly, and said, "We are going to get married, and I will come back to see his parents this time."

In an instant, Su Xiaomu felt the pain in the bones of his wrist piercing his heart, and he was suppressing himself.

Qin Zhen rolled around Jing Yan and Su Xiaomu with a smile, and then asked meaningfully: "This is..."

Jing Yan took advantage of the situation and hugged Su Xiaomu, who was still stunned, into his arms, seemingly intimate, but the absurdity did not reach his eyes: "She is my girlfriend."

(End of this chapter)