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Chapter 52 Color Blindness (1)
Chapter 44 Color Blindness (1)
Jing Yan's slender fingertips were still traced on her eyebrows and eyes. This whisper made his face freeze into an ice sculpture, and he even felt a little bit at a loss. To what extent did he let her down before she would be in a dream? Don't want to think about yourself, but ask an outsider for help?
Waking up, Su Xiaomu couldn't tell where the pain was, but felt that the surroundings were very noisy, and people kept asking her questions, which made her head hurt.Her body convulsed unconsciously, her back arched in pain, her fingers clutching the quilt had turned white, and she felt the pressure on her body was so heavy that she could hardly breathe.

Jing Yan had never seen her like this before, panic flashed in his eyes, and his brain went blank for a moment, but he quickly came back to his senses, and while he quickly rang the nurse's bell, he picked her up and asked nervously. : "Xiao Mu? Xiao Mu? It's all right now, wake up, where is the pain?"

Su Xiaomu didn't seem to be able to hear his cry, she just closed her eyes tightly and shouted over and over again: "I hurt so much...It hurts so much..." She seemed to be overwhelmed by a nightmare, and tears of pain rolled down the corners of her eyes , Drop by drop dripped on his skirt, and also dripped on his heart.

Holding her trembling body, Jing Yan finally couldn't control his emotions and growled: "Xiao Mu! What's wrong with you? Nurse! Doctor!"

At this time, Ling Ziqi rushed in after hearing the news, and seeing the situation, he frowned tightly, and said seriously: "Let go of her first, she can hardly breathe!" Eyes, he repeated without retreating a step, "Jing Yan, I am her attending doctor, if you want her well, just listen to me and let go first."

It takes more courage to let go than to hold on.

Jing Yan stared at him, subconsciously gradually let go, Ling Ziqi heaved a sigh of relief, stepped forward to support Su Xiaomu and let her lie down slowly, and the nurse behind him immediately held her still trembling body.He took out a small flashlight from his pocket, lifted her eyelids to shine a light on her pupils, and said calmly to the nurse, "Give her a sedative."

The nurse nodded.

Jing Yan watched carefully from beginning to end, not missing even a single detail, until the cold potion took effect and everything returned to calm.Ling Ziqi raised his head and glanced at Jing Yan, beckoning him, "Let Xiao Mu rest quietly, let's go out and talk about it." Jing Yan pursed his lips and followed him out of the ward without saying a word.

The quiet corridor has the coldness of winter, and the white fluorescent lamps illuminate people's shadows indistinctly.

"Xiaomu...I've seen her have an asthma attack, it's not like that just now, what's wrong with her?" Jing Yan's face was cold, and his tense tone carried imperceptible tension.

Ling Ziqi quietly looked at the tree shadows swaying in the moonlight outside the window, and after a long silence, he said: "There are two kinds of injuries, one is physical and the other is spiritual. Her asthma in the morning is due to mental damage. Induced by injury, so you should know that the most uncomfortable thing for her is not the physical pain, but here."

He turned around and faced Jing Yan directly, pointing at the position of the heart with his fingers, then continued after a pause, "She has lived with Xiao Yao all these years, and she has never complained, but you have to know, No matter how kind and humble a person is, there is a bottom line. Her bottom line is Xiaoyao. She can't tolerate him being hurt even by you, even by herself. And the first thing she told me when she woke up in the afternoon In a word - all of this is her fault, and she has caused Xiao Yao to suffer." After so many things happened and suffered so much harm, she never resented anyone, such a stupid and strong woman, let He can't help loving.

Jing Yan understood what he meant, and said in a deep voice, "Then what should I do?"

Ling Ziqi sneered coldly: "You don't know what to do? Heart disease needs to be treated with heart medicine. First get rid of the outside, and then settle inside. Now she subconsciously believes that it is because of her relationship that affected Xiaoyao, so the scene in the morning Only then will it appear in her dreams again and again, and then her body will continue to have such a contradictory twitching reaction. We must reassure her, let her know that Xiaoyao will be fine, and will not be hurt by it again, so that we can Solved her knot."

What Su Xiaomu is most worried about now is that the further deterioration of the situation will affect Xiaoyao's normal life in the future.

"What happened today will never happen again." Jing Yan glanced at the ward, and his agitated expression calmed down just now.

Ling Ziqi put his hands in the doctor's robe, slightly raised his lips and looked at him with a half-smile: "I hope so."

In short, he will not watch her suffer any more harm.

When Su Xiaomu woke up again, it was already broad daylight, she opened her eyes slightly, her consciousness was blurred for a moment, she thought for a while before she remembered that she was still in the hospital, the needle had been pulled out, her stiff fingers moved, but When the warm temperature came, she turned her face in surprise, and found that Jing Yan was lying on the edge of the hospital bed, with his palms wrapped tightly around her body. She was only wearing a gray poplin shirt, and a heavy coat was placed on the bed. On the small sofa.

Isn't he in America?When did you come back?

Although her movements were slight, Jing Yan, who was in a light sleep, woke up quickly.He met her black and white eyes, and bent a very shallow and gentle smile: "Are you awake? Do you want a drink of water?" He shook her hand again, got up and poured a glass of warm water at the tea table, and came back Then he found that her back was turned towards him.

Su Xiaomu buried her face in the pillow, and asked hoarsely, "What's written in today's newspaper?"

Jing Yan recalled Ling Ziqi's reminder, knew her concerns, held the cup unchanged, just pursed his lips and said, "It's all right, the media won't pay attention to this matter anymore, you rest at ease and recuperate, the rest... I will take care of it OK."

With him here, she really believes that he has the ability to turn his hands into clouds and turn his hands into rain to handle this matter well.Su Xiaomu pulled out a cold smile, biting her teeth so that her lower lip turned white: "So did you find out who did it?" In fact, there are only a few people who know how they got married from the time they met, and the answer is obvious.

Jing Yan stared at her thin back: "I will give you an explanation in two days, you should take care of your body first." Nothing is more important than her health.

"Confession?" Su Xiaomu turned around abruptly, supported her upper body with her elbows, she didn't expect to get up too fast, her chest was tight and she coughed repeatedly, and suddenly saw her lost and recovered handbag on the bedside table, she was also angry As soon as it was smooth, I reached out to get it.

Jing Yan didn't know what she wanted to do, but was worried about her body, stepped forward and said, "What do you want, I'll help you..."

"No need!" Su Xiaomu pushed him away, causing the water in the glass in his hand to spill all over him. She just blinked her eyes, and she decided not to look away. She found her mobile phone from her handbag and turned to receive MMS. I pressed that column, and after I took a look, there was a sharp pain in my heart from the awl.

When she looked at him again, her eyes were covered with fog. She couldn't see his expression clearly, but she just felt that he was very strange.

At this moment, she should be like the heroine in a TV series, or cry and scold him, or beat his chest to express his grievances, or what's more, she should hit him with something to vent her emotions .But she didn't do anything, she just felt tired, and she just wondered why it wasn't over yet.What was even more frightening was that she was obviously numb, yet she was still reluctant to be cruel to him.

Su Xiaomu threw the phone directly on the sofa, then closed her eyes, and said weakly, "Look for yourself."

Jing Yan's heart sank into the sea, and she put the empty cup on the coffee table casually, bent down to pick up her mobile phone, read each MMS message carefully, her gloomy face became more and more dignified, and finally she fell into boundless confusion. In the haze.

He returned to her and said word by word: "You, why didn't you tell me earlier?" Looking at the date of the message, it didn't happen in two or three days.

Su Xiaomu's repressed grievances were on the verge of collapse because of his words. She could hardly think, and slapped him with a wave of her slender hand. But her palms had already started to tingle.Looking up, there were also red finger marks on half of his face. This was the second time she hit him, and he still didn't dodge half a point.

There is a good saying, hitting him hurts her heart, she just doesn't know how to react.

"Is it useful to tell you?" Su Xiaomu bent her legs, buried her face in her knees, and murmured self-deprecatingly, "Do you believe her or me? Do you want to protect her with old feelings, or do you want to take care of my feelings?" A way to smooth things over? Well, by the way, you must still be thinking, as long as she leaves, everything will be fine, and we can still be the same as before, right?" Her throat was very dry and sore, and she couldn't speak. Section by section was tough, but she insisted on finishing the sentence. If she had hesitated before, then at this moment she forced herself to end it.

"I know better than anyone else that you always do things in a very orderly manner. One is one, two is two, and you are never vague. You remember your father's betrayal, but you will not anger the stranger Fang Minzhi, let alone the innocent Qin Zhen; you love someone wholeheartedly, so you treat Qin Zhen well, even if she gives up on you, you still hope that she will be happy; maybe you love me too, so you want to sort out your relationship with her before you get along with her. I will continue to live seriously. I can understand you, but I really can't accept it, because in my eyes, feelings cannot be divided very carefully. Qin Zhen is like a dormant volcano, which will erupt at any time and can easily destroy you The relationship between me is still not strong. After all, our ten years are just ten years of my stubbornness, and your ten years are the ten years of you and her. So until now, you know all the things she has done , or never mention anything bad about her!"

Jing Yan was shocked, and the phone in his hand was almost crushed by him.

Su Xiaomu snorted bleakly: "I'm not interested in knowing what happened between you and her, and I don't care what she wants to do to me, but there is one thing..." She raised her chin and looked at him, "Don't hurt my son! Otherwise, no matter who I am, I will fight her hard!" Her trembling eyelashes were filled with tears, and she quickly wiped them away with the back of her hand, not wanting him to see her fragility.

Jing Yan was silent for a while, and then said seriously: "I did not handle this issue well. It is because I ignored your feelings too naturally. I promise you, it will not be like this in the future. If there is anything we will do together. Discuss. As for her, I will not tolerate any more."

(End of this chapter)