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Chapter 57 Missing
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Su Xiaomu remembered that there was a lyric that said - longing is a very mysterious thing, like a shadow, follow the shape.

Sometimes I miss it so deeply that it hurts so much that I can't breathe, just like her.

A man like Jing Yan, who seldom shows his feelings, now says that he misses her very much, and misses her very much. Her mood is very complicated.Ten years of persistence, ten years of feelings flooded in like a tide, she had to hold back her tears so as not to flow down, she had to admit that until now she still loves him very much, love him very much, even though they are separated , His position in her heart is still irreplaceable.

She had guessed wrong, leaving him would not make herself relaxed and happy.

There were only the two of them in the narrow and deep alleys. Occasionally, a firework would bloom in the sky, instantly illuminating their faces, but one of them was thinking deeply and the other was intoxicated.

After a while, Su Xiaomu regained his composure, held his hand instead, rubbed the faint tooth marks on it, and whispered his name softly: "Jing Yan..."

Hearing this, Jing Yan was so drunk that he subconsciously hugged her even tighter, kissed her hair, and responded gently: "Mmm..."

She turned her head and glanced at him. His eyes were still closed, and he seemed to be asleep and defenseless. The corners of his slightly curved lips softened the stern lines of his outline.In the previous nights together, she didn't sleep deeply, and she always woke up coughing in the middle of the night, and he slept more lightly than her. Almost every time she woke up, she could hear his soft voice comforting: "Huh? Is it uncomfortable?" ? Do you want to drink water?" Never the slightest impatient.

In the month since the divorce, without this person by her side, she was not used to waking up in the middle of the night to face the darkness and loneliness in a room.

The New Year's fireworks seem to have been set off, and everything has returned to tranquility.

She pulled his hand away, took out the mobile phone from the right pocket of his coat out of habit, and dug out his driver's phone number. After thinking about it, she didn't dial it. have a rest.

"Jing Yan? Can you walk by yourself?" She patted his face to wake him up, put his arm on her own, and helped him walk to the yard step by step with difficulty.

The room was very warm, with a small light turned on, Su Xiaomu let Jing Yan lie on the couch by the door, loosened the collar of his clothes, took off his shoes, and went to the bathroom to get a hot towel to help him cover his face. Putting on the blanket and working for a long time, she breathed a sigh of relief when she saw him fall into a deep sleep.

Looking at him quietly for a long time again, I just feel that the world is so close to each other, and their relationship is always one step away.Even though they are so close, they seem to be separated by thousands of mountains and rivers.

Su Xiaomu looked away, and silently saw out the window that he was thinking, the night was very dark.

Unexpectedly, she fell asleep leaning on the sofa like this, and only heard a faint moan. She woke up suddenly, and saw Jing Yan's body trembling, his brows wrinkled into the word "Chuan", and his expression was tense, as if What is suppressing.Before Su Xiaomu had time to react, Jing Yan turned his head to the side and vomited, and a slightly fishy smell spread in the heater.

Su Xiaomu was shocked, and stood up abruptly. Unexpectedly, she kicked the small tea table, making a loud noise, and the water glass placed on it hit the ground, causing a mess.She didn't care about anything, she leaned close to his side, reached out her hand to touch his forehead, it was cold, and she kept breaking out in cold sweat, she suddenly became frightened, and asked anxiously: "What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you?" Seeing him Clutching her stomach, she remembered that his daily work and rest are not considered normal, and he would not eat on time without supervision, and drank so much wine tonight, she felt cold, "Is it a stomachache?"

But Jing Yan was already drunk, and was in so much pain that he couldn't answer at all, his face was extremely pale, Su Xiaomu wanted to help him up, but when he felt his back was already wet with cold sweat, she bit her lip, and immediately decided to send him off. He goes to the hospital.

At this time, Qian Xiaoxiao, who had just returned home late to celebrate the New Year with her colleagues, heard an unusual sound in the east chamber, and couldn't help approaching. Hearing Su Xiaomu's anxious voice, her heart tightened, and she knocked again and again in front of the low window. Knock, and asked with concern: "Sister Su? What happened? Do you want my help?"

Su Xiaomu was worried that no one would help her, so she ran to open the door and said without being polite to her: "Xiao Xiao, come in quickly and help me, I want to take him to the hospital."

"Okay." Qian Xiaoxiao could hear the urgency in her tone, and agreed quickly, but was stunned for a while when she saw Jing Yan on the sofa, and couldn't help calling, "Mr. Jing?"

"You, know him?" Su Xiaomu asked hesitantly.

Qian Xiaoxiao groaned inwardly, and was so embarrassed that she didn't know how to explain it to her. Then she had an idea, and continued, "Sister Su, I think he needs to be sent to the hospital right away, as for the others...can we talk about it later? "She has to buy some time to think about how to make up for this disaster.

After hearing what she said, Su Xiaomu took another look at Jing Yan and nodded, "Okay."

The two of them worked together to help Jing Yan to the entrance of the alley, and hailed a taxi to the hospital quickly.Even though a doctor was already taking care of him, Su Xiaomu was still worried, and his complexion was a bit uglier than that of a patient.

Qian Xiaoxiao comforted her by holding her hand: "Sister Su, don't worry, nothing will happen." He felt that she was still shaking, but he didn't know if it was because of the cold or something else.

Soon the nurse told them that Jing Yan was suffering from acute gastritis, and the doctor on duty had dealt with it in time. He is now undergoing an infusion and needs to stay in the hospital for observation for two days. Su Xiaomu didn't really relax until then.

By the time Jing Yan finished his drip and was sent to the inpatient department, it was almost six o'clock in the morning. The winter sky was very late, and it was still dark outside.Qian Xiaoxiao went to the hospital cafeteria to buy two cups of hot soybean milk and steamed buns, and sat on a chair in the corridor with Su Xiaomu.

Su Xiaomu had no appetite, just warmed his hands with warm soy milk, and didn't speak.

Qian Xiaoxiao finished the two steamed buns, and with some confidence, she said nervously, "That...Sister Su." She glanced at Su Xiaomu's tightly clenched chin, and suddenly didn't know how to explain it.

Su Xiaomu took a sip of soy milk and said slowly, "Tell me, I'll listen."

Seeing her serious expression, Qian Xiaoxiao dared not face her: "My name is indeed Qian Xiaoxiao, and I also graduated from a film school, but I don't have a bald cousin and need to rent out a house. I, I am now in Mr. Jing's house. work in company."

"He asked you to lie to me together? He wants to spy on me?"

"No, no, absolutely not." Qian Xiaoxiao repeatedly waved his hands in denial, and whispered, "If someone like Mr. Jing came to deceive me, I would be willing to be deceived."

Su Xiaomu turned his head and stared at her in amazement.

Qian Xiaoxiao sighed: "Sister Su, to tell you the truth, I also have mild asthma." She paused, and looked back at Su Xiaomu sincerely, "I think it's because of my knowledge in this area that I graduated from an unpopular major. People who don't have special skills will be admitted by Jing's. Moving to live next door to you and showing up in time when you need help are Mr. Jing's only requirements for me. "

Jing Yan seldom directly participated in Jing's personnel interviews, but one day in the personnel department, he came across Qian Xiaoxiao's resume, filled in the medical history column with mild asthma, and he made an appointment with her directly.Qian Xiaoxiao was a little nervous at the beginning, but she was able to answer the few questions Jing Yan asked fluently, and she became more at ease. Although she had doubts, why did the big boss ask questions that had nothing to do with business skills?

He seemed to see through her thoughts, and said coldly: "My wife has asthma. If you are willing to live next to her after work and help her when she needs it, you will be admitted." This request is a bit strange, But it's not too much.

Qian Xiaoxiao just came out of society, and she was straightforward, so she asked reflexively, "Why don't you take care of her yourself?" Aren't they husband and wife?

As soon as she said the words, Shang Jingyan's cold brows and eyes immediately regretted, wishing to swallow her tongue, people have their own reasons for doing this, so I just agree, what more questions are there?She is just a small undergraduate with no background, Mr. Jing, how many overseas returnees with master's degree and doctorate are vying to come in?It was only later that she found out that Mr. Jing and his wife had just divorced, and they were going to separate, but according to the degree of his concern, their relationship seemed not to go to that point. Obviously, they were still in love.

Qian Xiaoxiao tried her best to recall the situation at that time, and the more she talked, the more embarrassed she became, and she whispered: "Sister Su, you are kind and treat me well, I shouldn't lie to you, but I really need this job... She lowered her head to look at the print on her down jacket, "You should be angry with me, but I'll tell you what I shouldn't have said. I hope you don't blame Mr. Jing, he really It was not easy. Do you remember the coldest nights? You coughed so badly that even I felt sorry for you. Later, Mr. Jing asked me about your situation, so I told him. When Tiandu came to the courtyard, he sat under the corridor and guarded it."

"He's been here all this time?" Su Xiaomu couldn't believe it, her eyes were hot.

She had just been ill for a while, and she was not in good health. The weather was not good in those few days, and she coughed repeatedly in the middle of the night.

"Hmm! It's so cold, but Mr. Jing seems to be afraid that you will know. Every time he comes in the middle of the night and leaves before dawn, he has never been left behind in the company's affairs. Our colleagues privately think that he is an iron man. "Qian Xiaoxiao nodded vigorously. She is not the protagonist in the story, but she was first moved by this kind of heart.

He is not an iron man. If he were an iron man, he would not be in such a mess tonight. He is just stronger and more tolerant than ordinary people.

Su Xiaomu was silent for a while, and then said softly: "I see, thank you for your hard work, little one."

"Sister Su..." Qian Xiaoxiao hesitated for a while before saying, "I'm sorry." In any case, lying is wrong.

Su Xiaomu patted her on the shoulder, shook her head and said, "It's okay, you go back first, I'm here."

After Qian Xiaoxiao left, she sat for a while before pushing open the door of the ward.

Jing Yan didn't know when he woke up, and the two just looked at each other quietly.

Then he smiled weakly: "Happy New Year."

"You also know it's the New Year, but you scare me like this." Su Xiaomu spoke very slowly, until finally her slender fingers clenched into fists, and tears couldn't help but flow from the corners of her eyes, "Jing Yan, what do you still miss about me? "

(End of this chapter)