The unscrupulous elder sister

Chapter 286
My heart feels like a burning pain, but if I don't have her, it's not a heartache, but a dead heart, right?In my heart, I hoped despicably that she could come to stop me and stop all of this, but I didn't want her to come, because it meant that she gave up on me for me.

What exactly brought us to this point?
Sometimes I even wonder why she saved my life when she was a child, why she treated me so well, taught me to love me, if I had never met her, never been so close to her, never been so dependent on her, would I have Don't you have to be so embarrassed?
But most of the time, I am glad that I can meet her, which makes my life have a magnificent color, and that I can also be in this dark palace without being alone, without having to suffer all kinds of hardships like Xiao Si. pain.

I am so lucky.

Whether in the past or in the future.

A usurpation of the throne, before it was actually carried out, had already disappeared without a trace under her persuasion and my acquiescence, and I was greatly relieved.

Although I am still worrying about the way ahead, from now on, I have more courage to face and fight for it, because she is behind me, just like I am working hard to live better in this deep palace, I am cautious but Fear nothing, for she is behind me.

Her acceptance and recognition is my biggest gain. Even in that position, it is not as important as her initiative to get close. All my deployments have not come in handy, but I have already harvested the most important treasure.

From my fighting and striving alone, to having her take the initiative to hold my hand.

Although I know she still has hesitation in her heart, but now that she has stood up, I don't want to give her a chance to back down.

But I didn't protect her after all.

After I heard the news from the Compassionate Ning Palace, I was filled with pity and anger, so I asked someone to poison Wu Yashi immediately, and quietly went to Xisan to see her.

I sat on the edge of her bed, staring blankly at her pale face, trying to organize her comforting words in my mind after waking up, deliberating word by word, but when she opened her eyes, I Looking into her bright eyes, he couldn't say anything, he could only comfort her clumsily.

Yes, it doesn't matter, she told me in the past that if we had children, we would probably be fools because our blood is too close, even though I was dubious at all, but at this moment, I choose to believe.

My baby, as long as you are not sad, I will believe in anything.

After I went back, I asked Fifteen, who has been by my side, to speed up the development of the power in the palace and the capital. In the past few years, many of the students I helped at the beginning also passed the exams. And very useful position.

Dali Temple, Taichang Temple, Guanglu Temple, Taipu Temple, Honglu Temple, Guozijian, Qintianjian, Hanlin Academy, Taiyuan Hospital, Lifan Academy, Zongren Mansion, Zhan Shi Mansion, House of Internal Affairs, and six other ministries, I have secretly arranged for people to go in, and all of them occupy the position of deputy. They have power but not much. As long as they are safe, they will not be bullied, but the news is well-informed.

It's just that there is no way to infiltrate the cabinet. After all, those are veterans, senior officials promoted by Huang Ama himself, who are stricter than his secret guards.

The most important thing is that my influence in the barracks is quite weak. First of all, I don't really want to contact the Eight Banners camp directly, because some forces of the Eight Banners are concentrated in the capital. If I am not careful, I will be killed by Huang Ama. I realize that the gains outweigh the losses, and if I cultivate myself, I must start from the bottom, and the results are very slow. Although I have already arranged, most of them are not very effective.

Moreover, in recent years, the Eight Banners battalion has been very noisy. After the Qing Dynasty entered the customs, the war has decreased a lot, and the contradictions between the various banners have also broken out. Fly camp dog dog, I'd better wait for Huang Ama to clear it up first.

I set my sights on the green battalion of the Han army. The treatment of the green battalion is not as good as that of the Eight Banners. was promoted.

While I was speeding up the arrangement here, I quietly went to accompany her at night. That night, she told me that she was fine at first, but I didn't believe it. I just thought she was comforting me, and my words I agreed, but my heart became more sure of my plan. I want to take her out of the palace, and take her out of Beijing for a walk, otherwise she will be so sad in her heart all day long, and she will get sick sooner or later.

While I was still thinking about it, she suddenly told me that she should stop avoiding it, and she wanted to be with me properly.

I even froze for a moment but didn't realize it, and then I just felt that the blood in my whole body was boiling. I firmly suppressed my excitement, lest my sudden move would break the beautiful dream in front of me.

I looked at her flushed face, slowly wanted to touch her, wanted her to tell me, this is not a dream, this is not a dream.

Something flowed out of my eye sockets, and my nose was filled with the fragrance of her body. I opened my mouth, wanting to tell her how hard I was waiting, how eagerly I was chasing, and how ecstatic I was at this moment, but I can't say anything, I just keep praying to heaven in my heart: even if this is a dream, then don't let me wake up, don't.

I speeded up the arrangement, so I didn't pay much attention to Xiao Si's commotion, but when I heard him tell Huang Ama that he didn't want to lose my second brother, I couldn't help but curled up the corners of my lips. Four, it's really interesting.

My feelings towards Xiao Si are very complicated. At that time, I followed her will to win him over. Although he was full of guard against me at that time, he was still very young and didn't have much scheming, so I broke it off easily. His defensiveness, and later because of her taking care of Xiaosi, I also took care of him, but I gradually discovered that Xiaosi was too dependent on her, and Xiaosi grew up very quickly, because I He wanted to get it, but he was hurt because of it.

It's just that this time, what he did was too urgent and too abrupt, who is Huang Ama, who can't see his real thoughts clearly?In fact, he can find any excuses he wants, but he wants to use his son-in-law as an example. How old does he think he is? His doing so will only arouse Huang Ama's precautions, and maybe even implicate me.

I looked at the news that Shiliu had just sent over, and couldn't help but snort, this little four, actually went to the clothing bureau to see Concubine De, I had poisoned Concubine De at the beginning, as long as Huang Ama dealt with it Just a moment, if I move a little more, I can definitely make her life worse than death, but he ran to plead for mercy again, and even made people secretly torture Concubine De.

(End of this chapter)