The happy life of living with the best school girl

Chapter 167 - The Finale - Falling in Love with Someone
200 Date: January 1, 3*

I'm starting to get confused, stupid puppy, do you like me or not?Why did you say something like that tonight?
Are you the boy you said you liked me?I'd love to know the answer.

But why did I test you according to Sasha's method, but you didn't take the initiative as she said?
She said that I should talk about him from left to right and make you anxious.When you are in a hurry, you will be in chaos and "bow down".

But you don't, you don't have the heart to bow your head at all.Still so cold, repelling people thousands of miles away.

Did you forget Playing hard to get?But this is a "little trick" we often play.Don't you still say that you have both wisdom and kindness?How could I have fooled you with such an easy-to-see trick?

Stupid puppy, you have to train harder, make yourself smarter, so that you won't be deceived by me.

Posted at 22:29Private Journal|Category: Notepad—Mood Stories

31 Date: January 200, 1*

The stupid puppy is behaving strangely today.I didn't go home for a day, and my phone was turned off.After returning home at night, he immediately hid in the room.

I figured there must be something he didn't tell me.

After thinking for a long time, I finally came up with a way to know why he was like this.

I applied for another QQ account and added him as a friend.Unexpectedly, he accepted the request immediately.snort!Liar, big liar, very big liar.Didn't you say you're tired and want to sleep?Why are you still online now?
However, he seemed to be in a bad mood, and scolded me without asking anything.Does he always talk like this to strangers, or is it because he is in a bad mood?Alas, but my lord has a lot, so I don't blame him for his bad mood today.Who told me to have a good heart! o(∩_∩)o I wonder why he is in a bad mood, what happened?I am anxious.

In the end, he really told me a very bad thing, he said that Chu Chu had a miscarriage! !
How could this be?How could the girl he had always liked suddenly have a miscarriage?Did she leave him because of this?Or is there another reason?

He told me he went to see her in the hospital, but she kicked him out of the ward.

……

What happened between them?Why did you break up in the first place?
I really hope that Chu Chu will get better soon, so that he will feel better.

Posted at 22:57Private Journal|Category: Notepad—Mood Stories

32 Date: January 200, 1*

He has been in a bad mood for the past few days, and he keeps a straight face every day.

Seeing him so upset while I couldn't help him made me feel so useless.

Stinky Sutong, I know you're sad, but why didn't you tell me?You know, it makes me even sadder to see you put on a smile in front of me.I really want to tell you, in fact, you look very pretty when you smile, with a canine tooth showing on the side of your mouth, very naughty.

But living with you for so long, I have seen you really sad, but I have never seen you really happy!I very much hope that one day I can see your real happiness, the real smile that belongs to you!At that time your smile was flying in the wind, and I took the wind to feel your warmth and your happiness!
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33 Date: January 200, 1*

Went to the kids today, I went alone.He said he couldn't go away from the back pain.

I know he is not sick, he just wants to visit Chuchu.I understand.I wish her a quick recovery, so he will be happy.

It was dark when he returned.Seeing him walk in wrapped in the cold wind, I wanted to tell him to take good care of myself, but before I could say that, he immediately entered the room.I don't know how to comfort him, I feel like he is a wounded deer now, but I don't know how to heal him.

Suddenly I remembered the sign language those children taught me, maybe it could help him.

Knocking on the door, seeing his tired appearance, I was very worried about his health, but I didn't know what to say to him.

Chou Sutong, do you know "I love you" in sign language?I asked with a smile.

Do you know how much courage I used when I "said" these three words to you with my hands?But you didn't "understand" what I "said" at all, you just smiled perfunctorily.You say, congratulations.A soft sentence, but I was rejected forever.

Stinky Sutong, do you know how sad it is for me to hear "Congratulations"?I could barely stand, and lost all support at once.But I'm still standing in front of you, I can't let you know my pain.So, I choose to escape as soon as possible.

I tried my best to say "thank you", and when I turned around, tears rushed out fiercely.

Sasha once warned me not to tell him that I like him until I am sure that the boy likes me as much as I like him.Otherwise, I will lose all dignity and advantages and become extremely humble.

But today, I lost all my dignity to tell you that I like you.Yet you turned it down in another way.

Stinky Sutong, I think I am only suitable for watching your back silently behind you and holding your hand with my eyes, so I can never feel your warmth.But I know you are alone.You are like a wild goose who does not want to fly south for the winter. You say you want to see the snow falling on the ground.In fact, this is not the case, you are just injured, so you don't want to drag the geese and choose to stay.You suffer alone, hiding in your nest and waiting for winter.But have you noticed that there is another wild goose that stayed behind for you.She is behind you, watching you quietly.

Stinky Sutong, let me know that my doom is you, and your doom is yourself.You are a catastrophe that engulfs me and prevents me from escaping.These, you know?

Posted at 22:39Private Journal|Category: Notepad—Mood Stories

34 Date: January 200, 1*

I just found out today that I haven't written a log for a long time.

So much has happened lately that it feels like the whole world is in chaos.And the final exam was like a vicious witch, she cursed me fiercely, making me dizzy all the time.

But fortunately, the last exam can be finished tomorrow.It's finally time for vacation! !

Last night, my mother called and asked me to go back immediately after the exam.She said that my father has decided to let me go to France to study dance, and now I will go back to do some formalities.I said yes, I will go home as soon as I finish the exam, but I want to think about going to France!Because I'm not sure about some things yet!
I really want to know when will he come home?But think about it or forget it, don't bother him.

He applied to the school for a postponement of the exam and did not take the exam.He said that he suddenly felt very tired, exhausted physically and mentally, so he wanted to take a vacation for himself.So you have to choose between writing novels and taking exams.He eventually gave up the exam.

I watched him say these words helplessly, and suddenly found that his face became so strange.At that moment, I suddenly found that he was so far away from me, that I couldn't even detect his real existence.

Stinky Sutong, do you know?You are back to Su Tong when you wrote "Floating Subway".Why do you always can't let go of everything?Why do you always have to carry everything on your shoulders?Why do you have to take care of everyone so well?But you still forgot one person in the end—yourself!

Salsa asked me if he had confessed his love to me.I shook my head, no, he was going back to his girlfriend.After saying this, tears came out unconvincingly.Salsa was going to question him angrily, asking if he really liked me?I grabbed her.

Why ask?Do you have to use your mouth to prove that you like it?In fact, action is the best proof.If he doesn't like it, even if he says "I like you" [-] times, it's just a lie. He can deceive the other party temporarily, but he can never deceive himself.I don't want to force him to tell such a lie.

In fact, life is like acting in a movie, either you are his heroine, or you are just a supporting role.But now, my hero has not yet appeared, and I have become someone else's supporting role.Heh~~ Supporting roles in movies are always supposed to leave, and she has to leave before the final curtain call.Maybe it's time for me to leave.I have acted in this movie for too long and occupied his time for too long, it is time to leave.

Posted at 22:51Private Journal|Category: Notepad—Mood Stories

35 Date: January 200, 1* Finally leaving.Looking at the packed luggage by the bed, my heart was very messy.

What should I write in this final log?Looking at the computer, I suddenly realized that I had lost the ability to narrate at this moment, and I really didn't know what to write.

……

After thinking for a long time, I finally decided to leave you some diaries I wrote when I lived with you.It's kind of a farewell.

If you have listened to me, from the first diary, I think you have now understood why I left without saying goodbye!

Hehe, didn't you think that I would like you?Stinky Sutong, how could you not have thought of this? Aren't you very smart?

In fact, I still left myself a chance today, I told myself, and give myself one last chance.If you tell me you like me, then I'll stay, for you.But the result is still the same, you didn't say anything.

I told you that I am on the train at [-] o'clock tomorrow afternoon, and you actually believed it.You're stupid, when did I tell you there was a four o'clock train home?Do you remember the last time you drove me home in a car?Ah……

I was happy when you taught me to ride a bicycle, really, very happy.I really hope that time can stop at that time, I am riding on the car, and you are holding the car and looking at me with a warm smile behind me.We are like this, time does not flow, and we don't move, going through centuries.

I still don't want to leave without saying goodbye, so I just went online with "I want to know you better" to see you.Heh~~ You are really online.You told me the real reason you broke up.I know you feel guilty about her, but I don't know what to say to comfort you...

You suddenly mentioned me next door, and you said that I was also very good to you.I was really happy to see this sentence.It turns out that you know how good I am to you, thank you.But I want you to promise me one thing, okay?Forget my kindness, put your kindness on Chuchu, then she will be happy.

I decided, as my dad said, to go to France to study dance.So, maybe we won't meet again in the future!Heh... By the way, remember to learn how to wash clothes in the future, don't ask girls to do it for you! :-)

Check the time, I should go, or I will miss the train.It's been a long time since I wrote this diary, I think you've fallen asleep now, will you have a good dream?Hehe, I pray that God will give you a good dream! !

Goodbye, Sutong!Goodbye, stupid puppy!Goodbye, Stinky Sutong!
Posted at 23:53Private Journal|Category: Notepad—Mood Stories

After reading Zhuo Ying's diary, I sat on the chair and didn't want to move.I remembered the first time I saw Zhuo Ying, and her pink lockbox and green cactus.I remember the first sentence she said to me was like this, she said: "Do you have glue?"... I suddenly felt that all this was like a gamble, Zhuo Ying lost her dignity and I Lost the promise of my life.

The two of us are like fools, foolishly sticking to this game until we are all lost.

We lost the most precious love in our youth to God!

After a long time, I heard someone shouting outside the house, and the sun came out.I thought I should go out for a walk, but my body couldn't move.

Finally turned off the computer.close the door.

I was walking on the street and saw the sanitation workers sweeping the snow, making a rustling sound when the broom rubbed against the ground.A snowman stands around the corner with a red hat on his head.An old man walked slowly past me on crutches, murmuring that he finally saw the sun.He raised his head and squinted at the sun.I saw the sun lightly falling down like a feather, floating on me, floating on the ground, very beautiful.All this makes me feel so warm.

Did time suddenly stand still?I saw the leaves standing still in mid-air, the white clouds standing still in the sky, the ray of sunlight standing still in front of me, and the last touch of youth standing still in my eye sockets.Seeing that everything has gone away, I want to put a stop to everything.Only I can walk freely and rearrange everything I have experienced. Maybe I only need to change one encounter so that everything will not be so messy."Falling in Love with Someone" by You Hongming suddenly came from nowhere.

It’s easy to lose your mind when you fall in love with someone. The tears you shed for love have dried up, and you love me for love. I’m an idiot. How much do I really have to give to be complete? I’m afraid you don’t understand that people like me have to wait until love is far away. I know how much I don’t want to let you go. I stayed in the midnight dream. I got drunk and broke my heart. I said to myself that I have to wait until the love is far away, and then I know that everyone is afraid of loneliness. I have always said that you are my companion in this life...

ps: This is the ending of the novel. I wonder if it is a satisfactory ending for everyone?But at least it's a happy ending for me.Before writing this novel, I thought about the ending a lot, but when it was almost finished, I realized that I was not actually writing the novel, and the novel was telling me how to write it.Thank you for your support and likes!If possible, I will continue to write novels during the summer vacation, and I hope everyone will like it then!If you want to see Xiaohua 2, you can vote for it in the novel survey!Or message me!
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