The happy life of living with the best school girl

Chapter 168 Restart

Wedge In fact, life is like acting in a movie, either you are his heroine, or you are just a supporting role. ——Excerpt from "Zhuo Ying's Diary" I reached into her underwear with one hand, trying to undo the buttons on her back or something like that.But his heart was beating like it was going to pop out of his throat, his hands couldn't shake by himself, and he couldn't untie that damn thing at all.I don't know if it's because I'm too nervous or I care too much about her so I have such a reaction.All I know is that at this moment I want her like crazy, or I want to melt her into my body, never separate, never, ever. ——The following chapters are revealed first
Chapter 1

I stood on the school's red plastic runway, looking at the dark green camphor leaves around me in a daze.Next to him, Long Lei was chewing gum and took out his cell phone to send text messages.The raindrops floated like nothing, if it didn't fall on the face, you wouldn't be able to detect its existence at all.

After a long time, Long Lei looked at my face and said something.He said, "Go to her house and talk to her."

I stared at Long Lei's slightly gray eyes, trying to find out the reason why he said this.It's a pity that I can't see anything, can't see through anything.

"Do you think she's going to meet me?" I said, looking up at the gray sky, feeling terribly sad.

"Why not? She likes you, and you like her. These two reasons are enough."

"But she has chosen to leave..."

"Su Tong, you are like this. You always think that you are loving those who love you well. But you are afraid of loving too deeply, and you are afraid that you will not be able to pull it out if you fall into it, so you have been wandering around and don't know how to love. "Long Lei looked like he hated iron for being weak, "Actually, you don't understand love, you really don't understand, you just stood there like a fool, and then love came and left. And you Neither, the only difference is that you have been stolen from your happiness by others."

I smile wryly.Long Lei, why don't I hope that I am a fool, so that I can ignore those feelings that have made me afraid until now, those faces that I don't have to worry about, and those debts that will never be paid off!Maybe people live to repay the evil debts they owed in their previous lives.Thinking of this, I shook my head helplessly.

"Su Tong, you still don't want to go?" Long Lei was in a hurry, "If Zhuo Ying really went to France, then you are really finished. Love will slowly change as long as there is a distance, let alone the two of you like this It's not love yet. She's already leaving."

"Long Lei." I looked at him, "Are you sure she will stay for me when I go?"

"I'm sure she will stay." Long Lei said firmly, "You don't know what kind of girl Zhuo Ying is? Maybe she is waiting for you to find her now."

"Are you really that sure?" I was still worried.

"Su Tong, are you a man? I worry so much. If I were you, I would have flown to Zhuo Ying's side long ago. Are you going or not? Believe it or not, I will tell her that I like her. Maybe she has a moment The soft heart stayed for me."

"Can"

"What else? Go and buy a train ticket." Long Lei pushed me, "Just buy a ticket for tonight. Don't tell her that you will go to her, call her out when you get to her city, and then tell her She made it clear."

"Okay." I nodded.

When I arrived in the city where Zhuo Ying lived, I suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness in my heart. I looked at Zhuo Ying's number on the screen with my mobile phone in my hand and didn't know what to do?I don't know how to say the first sentence when the call is connected, whether she will see me again as Long Lei said, and whether everything is going well for her these few days?

When I was hesitating what to do next, I suddenly received a text message from Long Lei, he said, Su Tong, come on, do you still remember what you told me?everything will get better!Believe in yourself, give yourself and Zhuo Ying a chance, tell her that you like her too.I am waiting for your good news!
I replied to him, ok.I will work hard, you wait for my news.

Look up at the sky and take a deep breath.I hit the call button.The phone rang for a long time but no one answered it. When I thought I should give up, Zhuo Ying's voice came from over there.She said: "Hello, Su Tong?" It was Zhuo Ying's voice, it was really her voice.

"Well. It's me." Hearing her voice, I felt warm and beautiful in my heart. "How are you?"

"Hmm. Not bad. What about you?"

"not good."

"What's wrong? Did you catch a cold because you didn't pay attention again? Or stomach pain? Or kidney stone again?" Zhuo Ying asked anxiously.

"It's not true. The doctor said that this disease can't be cured, it's a terminal illness." I suddenly wanted to lie to Zhuo Ying, who told her to leave a note and leave.

"Ah?" Zhuo Ying called out, "Su Tong, are you kidding or... You can't just joke about this kind of thing." Listening to her voice, I knew that Zhuo Ying's expression must be very serious at this time.

I deliberately lowered my voice and pretended to be sad and continued to fool her. "I'm not lying to you. The doctor told me what I said. He said that I should go home right now and finish my favorite food and unfulfilled wishes." After speaking, my voice choked up, because the phone call Zhuo Ying beside her was already crying.She sobbed softly and said, "Skunk Sutong, where are you now? What kind of disease did the doctor say? Is it really so serious?"

I said, "I'm in your city now, and I'm here to see you for the last time. Do you have time to come out?" After I finished speaking, I deliberately coughed a few times, and then told her my current address, and Zhuo Ying said right away arrived.Then she hung up the phone.

While waiting for Zhuo Ying to arrive, I bought a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.Damn it, the shopkeeper raised the price of a lighter to five yuan when he heard that I was not a local, thinking that I didn't know that it was actually only fifty cents to buy it at a street stall.I took the cigarettes and lighter that he handed me and left without looking for it, by the way.Cigarettes are [-] yuan, and the lighter is [-] cents.I know all this, and he can't lie to me at all.In other places, people can't be too cowardly, or they will be bullied, but they can't be too arrogant, or they will be flattened.This is a fact.

I squatted on the side of the road and smoked 3 cigarettes before Zhuoying arrived. At that time, I extinguished the cigarette butt and threw it into the trash can like a basketball.With a "ding" sound, the cigarette butt went straight into the trash can.Joker Xue's "Serious Snow" suddenly came out of a video store on the street, I turned my head to find the place where the singing came from.Then I saw Zhuo Ying, the person who has been lingering in my mind these days and lingering in my dream for a long time.

I stood up slowly and put the lighter in my pocket.I stood there quietly watching her approaching me step by step.The weather is still relatively cold today, Zhuo Ying is wearing a snow-white down jacket and a pink scarf, without gloves on her hands.She stared at me, watching quietly.I saw her eyes were red and her nose was red from the cold air.I involuntarily reached out and held her hand, feeling that her hand was extremely cold.

"Xiang Zhuoying, your hands are so cold." I said softly.

Zhuo Ying ignored what I said, she still stared at me, sobbing and asking. "You lost weight, what did the doctor say was the disease?"

I watched the tears slide down her beautiful face, the tears were like a fairy with teeth and claws, dancing a ribbon-like trace on Zhuo Ying's face.A single teardrop hung from her long eyelashes, shining like a diamond.This beautiful and pure girl, why do you always believe what I say?Why do you like me?It's all so unreal.You know, you will make me think that I am living in a fairy tale, and make me feel happy that I have entered heaven.That's why I'm afraid, afraid of losing it all.

"The doctor said that there is only one way to cure my disease." I held Zhuo Ying's hand tightly, hoping to warm her hand with my temperature. "But it needs a rare medicine primer."

"What medicine quote? My grandfather is a doctor, maybe he knows." Zhuo Ying looked at me anxiously, waiting for me to say the medicine quote.

"He said that Yaoyin is a person's heart." After I finished speaking, I stared at Zhuo Ying with a wicked smile.You idiot, don't you know what I'm talking about?

"Stinky Sutong, you." Zhuo Ying was curious at first, and then suddenly became happy. "You lied to me, right? You lied to me, you're not sick, are you?"

"Uh, I'm actually sick, it's just lovesickness." After I finished speaking, I lowered my head, and my eyes couldn't help but peek at Zhuo Ying's expression.

"Stinky Su Tong, you." Zhuo Ying also lowered her head and stopped talking, her face was slightly flushed, she didn't know if it was from the cold or other reasons.

"Xiang Zhuoying." I took out a black resin ring, "I bought this ring for myself when I was a freshman. At that time, I was so lonely that I wanted to commit suicide, and I would always think of various ways to torture myself. So I bought Wear it and tell yourself to love yourself and protect yourself. Now I give it to you, I hope you can help me keep it, okay?" I put the ring in front of her.

Zhuo Ying looked at me and then at the ring in my hand, her eyes were a bit complicated.After a long time, she said softly, "But Su Tong, I have to go to France. I may not be able to keep it for you."

"Xiang Zhuoying me." I put the ring in her palm, "Whether you go to France or not, you have to keep this ring for me. If you don't like it" I was interrupted by Zhuoying before I finished speaking.

"Why, I'm just afraid that it's too important and I won't be able to afford it if I lose it."

"It's okay, I won't lose it." I put her hand together, "I just came here this time to see how you are." I can't express my confession, I hate myself for being like this, every time it comes to a critical moment Courage fled without a trace.Like a coward, a real coward! !

"Well. I'm fine." Zhuo Ying looked at me with a smile. "And you?"

"Me too. Xiang Zhuoying." I can't go on like this anymore, if I don't say what I think in my heart, I think I will be driven crazy by myself, but now my mind is blank. "Can I ask you a question?"

"what?"

"There is still room in our ancestral grave. Do you want to be buried there after death?" I suddenly remembered a courtship sentence I saw on an online forum, and I could just copy it.When I was secretly happy for my little cleverness, I suddenly heard Zhuoying "Ah!".what happened?I'm curious.

I turned my head and saw Zhuo Ying's expression of swallowing a fly, as if I couldn't believe that I would say such a thing at this time.

"That's your problem?" she repeated uncertainly.

"Yeah." I nodded, "I know this sounds scary, but I..." I also wanted to defend myself.

"I understand." Zhuo Ying smiled, "Are you sure you are really asking me this question?"

"I'm sure, very sure!" I looked into her eyes seriously, "Very, very sure!"

"En." Zhuo Ying nodded slightly.Let go of the stone hanging in my heart.

"You promised?" But I still can't believe it's true.

"Hmm." She nodded again.

"Hehe. Hehehe." All I could do was giggle.

Zhuoying took me to book a room at a nearby hotel called Fumanlou, where I slept at night.She said that I finally came to her place, and I should play for a few more days.I agreed, and now she and I are truly definite boyfriend and girlfriend, and we don't have to torture people by playing riddles and guessing like before.But I always felt that this happiness came too suddenly and unreal, and I was always worried that she would spread her wings and fly away like a flying bird.

"Xiang Zhuoying, how many days do you think I should stay before going home?" I was sitting on the bed in the hotel room, the air conditioner was on, and I adjusted the temperature higher.

Zhuo Ying handed over a washed apple and smiled. "It's up to you, if you're in a hurry to go home and buy a train ticket tonight."

"No, I mean can I stay for a few more days." I took the apple and took a bite out of my mouth, "Are you trying to drive me away, you just saw me today and you can't wait to drive me away ?” I also resorted to the previous tricks, and I must not lose to her.

"That's right, I can't wait to drive you away. Who told some people to lie and get sick?" Zhuo Ying gave me a white look.

"I had no other choice. You said that if I didn't tell you that I was terminally ill, would you be nervous and come out to see me?" I also joined her.

"Hey, Shou Sutong, why are you so hard to find excuses, but you just say that you have a terminal illness. Do you know that this is not good." Zhuo Ying gave me a hard look, "In the future, you are not allowed to make excuses for your illness, do you know? ?”

I nodded like a pounding garlic. "Definitely." I still didn't forget to accompany the smiling face, "You see, I am also eager to see you, so it is worthy of forgiveness. Besides, we are all good young people in the 21st century. If we don't engage in superstition, we just say no to it. going to be really sick."

"Young man who loves you, little Suzi, give me ten slaps." Zhuo Ying assumed her Lafayette pose again.I can't laugh or cry.

"That. That can only be hit five times?" I bargained with her.

"Five more times." Zhuo Ying smiled wickedly, finally revealing the devil's heart beneath her angelic face.God, I feel that the situation is really bad, it's time to change the subject, otherwise I must be the one who loses in the end by playing tricks on her.

"Well, Xiang Zhuoying, how can you tell your parents about not going to France?"

"I don't know what to say. Now that I suddenly decided not to go, I should find a suitable excuse." The topic change was a great success, hehe.She also sat on the bed now, and began to think about what excuses to find.

"Just say you don't want to go, it's too troublesome." I suggested.

"No, the formalities are almost done. My dad has already prepared for me to go to France."

"Then what should I say?"

"I don't know either. I'll figure it out when I get home." Zhuo Ying smiled at me, and I knew she was trying to comfort me.I nodded, "Yes." Then her cell phone rang.She looked at it, and said that it was her mother who called, and she should be telling her to go home, and she had been out for a day today.Then he answered the phone and answered several "yes" in a row before hanging up.

"My mother told me to go back to eat." Zhuo Ying looked into my eyes, her eyes were full of apology.

I smiled softly, "It's okay, you go. How about I take you to the door of your house, so I can feel more at ease." She nodded.

Before leaving the hotel room, I wanted to take Zhuoying's hand and go out together, but when I stretched out my hand, I was suddenly afraid of embarrassment.Although the two of us have always lived in the same room, we have always respected each other, and the only few close contacts were caused by my cheating.Now that she is my girlfriend, I don't know how to break this embarrassment.Maybe many people have had this feeling. Two people who have been playing well all the time, suddenly confirmed as boyfriend and girlfriend will always have shadows in their hearts a few days ago, and they will feel unnatural in everything they do.This is where I am currently.

Out of the hotel, I stopped a Taxi.Zhuo Ying sat less than a fist away from me.Her hands rested on her lap, and she held my black ring in them.I looked out the window, took a deep breath, and slowly moved my hand towards Zhuo Ying's hand.Although I pretended to be indifferent and looked out the window, my heart was already extremely nervous, and I had to keep looking at Zhuo Ying's face, paying attention to her expression all the time.Otherwise, as long as I see her expression is wrong, I will immediately retreat or pretend to be bitten by a mosquito.In short, you can't make embarrassment for the first time and leave jokes and shadows in the future.

My hand continued to move slowly toward the target, getting closer, closer.At this time, I feel like Liu Xiang in the [-]-meter hurdle, with the last hurdle ahead.After that, you will be the Olympic champion!The heartbeat increased geometrically, and my hand was about to touch Zhuo Ying's hand, but she didn't seem to notice my intention yet.Just as I was about to go further, the car suddenly turned a big turn, I lost my balance and fell towards Zhuo Ying, my hand unconsciously hugged Zhuo Ying.Originally, I was afraid that I would fall over and bump into her, but this way she was completely in my arms without being bumped into.You shouldn't let go now, and you shouldn't let go now.I didn't know what to do, so I could only ask her softly: "Didn't you hit something?" Zhuo Ying shook her head, her cheeks flushed.

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