The happy life of living with the best school girl

Chapter 186 The School Belle Is Angry (3)

"You'd better eat it, if you don't eat it, I won't be able to eat it." Zhuo Ying said again, and then pushed the bread towards me.

I pushed the bread to her. "You eat, I'll just watch you." Just after finishing speaking, she remembered what she said, and quickly added, "I'll send text messages, text messages."

"I invite you to eat." Zhuo Ying pushed the bread over again, "Don't give me any more." This time her tone was very firm.

I turned my head and saw that she was burying her head in drinking the porridge again, and she made a "rustling" sound, which looked delicious.Immediately, I felt hungry too, so I picked up the bread and gnawed on it, feeling a little happy that Zhuo Ying had already begun to forgive me.

"Xiang Zhuoying, why don't I go and tell Chu Chu not to text or call me in the future, and I'll tell her that I have nothing to do with her, and treat her as a stranger." I said Chewing the bread, he spoke inarticulately.In fact, I know that Zhuo Ying will never agree to do this, she is so kind, she will never let me do such a thing that hurts Chuchu.This time she was angry and she was just playing with her temper!Girls, there are always a few days in a month when you are in a bad mood, maybe these days just happened to happen to her.When you reconcile in the future, you must ask her if the aunt is here!
"Are you trying to annoy me and not be satisfied, and you need Chuchu to be sad to be happy?" Zhuo Ying glanced at me, then sighed, and said in a sad tone: "Don't hurt her anymore, she has lost a lot of things Don't let her lose hope."

"En." I nodded immediately, Zhuo Ying was indeed the original Zhuo Ying, always so kind.

"Actually, I think I'm really bad. I snatched you away from her. But now I'm still angry. Obviously I was wrong in the front. I'm sorry for her, but now I'm angry." Zhuo Ying suddenly choked up, tears slipped from her beautiful face, and dripped on the table like pearls. "Stinky Sutong, am I a bad girl?" Zhuo Ying looked at me sadly.I saw the severe pain in my heart. Could sadness be contagious?Otherwise, why can I feel it so clearly, like a small stone thrown into a calm lake, the ripples spread round and round, and finally hit the shore and return.Zhuo Ying, silly girl, why do you think so?You are such a simple girl, such a kind girl, how can you be a bad girl?

"No, you are not. You will always be a good girl." I stretched out my hand to hold Zhuo Ying's hand distressedly, "It's not that you snatched me, but I am willing to come to you. You are like an angel. It appeared when I was hurt and bitten by loneliness. You healed me with your purity and kindness and helped me get out of the shadow in my heart. It was also you who took care of me silently. I couldn’t help liking you and wanting to be with you Together, I am willing to fall."

"Really?" Zhuo Ying burst into tears, looking at me with pain all the time.

"Well, it's true, it's completely true. I swear." I really want to hold Zhuo Ying in my arms, let her hear my heartbeat, and let her know the answer I told her with my heart.

"Hmm." Zhuo Ying nodded.

"Okay, don't cry, this is the cafeteria, it's not good to be seen by others." I forced a smile on my face and stretched out my hand to scratch her nose.

"Yeah." She nodded again and blew her nose. "I'm done eating, let's go."

"Okay." I laughed, and Zhuo Ying was finally happy.

"Skunk Su Tong, did I not treat you well?" Zhuo Ying suddenly asked me this question when I walked out of the cafeteria door.

"Why do you still ask such a question?" I thought that the knot in Zhuo Ying's heart had been solved just now, but now she is still struggling with such a question, and it seems that she still can't solve it.

"you answer me."

"You are all good to me, really, very good." I said honestly, "But for Chuchu, maybe I have been guilty of her all my life, and I hope I can do something to make her happy, so that I can make up for it. my guilt."

"Well, I know the answer." Zhuo Ying glanced at me, seeing that I didn't smile, she showed a bright smile. "Smile, Shou Sutong. In fact, you look more handsome when you smile, but you always frown and look preoccupied."

"No, I've always been very happy." I laughed, "It's you, you can't be like this next time. I didn't sleep well last night, I have dark circles, like a panda, and I can bring it to the zoo for exhibitions gone."

"Aren't you the same, your hair is still so messy, like a bird's nest. Did you not sleep well last night?"

"Well. I couldn't fall asleep after tossing and turning, and I kept thinking about what to tell you today. Last night, your tone was so cold. I was so scared that I dared to sleep." I pretended to be wronged, "I have something to discuss with you in the future , I can no longer pretend to be sullen in my heart, you know?"

"Well, I know." Zhuo Ying smiled and agreed, but I clearly saw a trace of sadness in her eyes, which disappeared in a flash.Is it hallucination?I asked myself, why am I hallucinating like this?Or is it because the life of these two people is so happy that I feel scared?Is happiness followed by sadness that can never be escaped?
I texted Chuchu and made an appointment to meet her in the afternoon.I decided to clarify some things that should be said, and I can't go on like this, otherwise it will be the three of us who will be injured.On the surface, Zhuo Ying said that she didn't care anymore, but in fact, she was just like me, we were on the same road, and we would never feel safe.Therefore, even if we really believe in a person, we will hide our hearts, and only show everyone the side of ourselves that we want to be seen by others, and keep the gloomy side of our hearts forever for ourselves.I know this best. The person who understands himself is always himself, isn't he?

I asked Chuchu where to meet?She said in the blue moon.I agreed, although I know that going here will remind me of many things, and I will recall some things that I tried to forget before, but I can't refuse.Maybe the beginning is also the end, just like a circle, the end is the beginning.But Chuchu and I will never return to the starting point. What we walk is not a circle, but a ray in the opposite direction, always opposite, always getting farther and farther away.

"Xiang Zhuoying, I will go to see Chuchu later, do you want to go together?" Before leaving, I asked Zhuoying, knowing that she would not go, but I also wanted to imply that I would go to meet Chuchu this time. It is magnanimous, there is no doubt about it.

"You go, I have to dance, I don't have time to go." Zhuo Ying pouted and said with a smile, "Remember, we owe Chu Chu, so you have to be careful what you say, don't hurt her."

"Well. I know. I will ask Long Lei to go with me, so you can rest assured." I said.

"What do you mean I don't worry about it? I don't worry if you go alone, and you don't go to see wolves and tigers." She gave me a glare, then buried her head in sending text messages, and ignored me at all.I called Long Lei and told him to wait for me at the school gate before going to Blue Moon together.

I did this for two purposes. One is to think about An Yingying's heart, so that she doesn't think too much. If there are more people, she will not be alone and will not have those unnecessary guesses and doubts; the other is to comfort her own. Heart, Long Lei went, with a bottom line in his heart, even if he suddenly encountered something out of his control, he would have more people to help.

When we arrived at the school gate, we met Long Lei. This guy was wearing a pair of sunglasses and looked like a plainclothes policeman.

"What are you doing, spy?" I laughed at him.

"It's not a secret agent, I really can't do this." Long Lei took off his sunglasses, "Let me tell you clearly, I will sit alone at another table when the time comes, and I will not participate in the affairs of the two of you, unless something happens Important things, or you want to find an excuse to leave before you send me a text message, so you'd better edit a text message and wait to send it."

"Grass, didn't you let me fight alone? I haven't seen her for a long time, and I'm afraid that I won't know what to say. And, you know, I hate women's tears the most. If she cries, I should What should I do?" I also know that it's not good to go to see Chu Chu and take Long Lei with me this time, but it's even worse not to take Long Lei with me, now that he came up with such a way, it's actually quite good, but it's a pain for me , I will definitely have to endure Chu Chu's tears later.If the heart is soft, there will be no bones left, and it will be too late.

"You can pick whatever topic you want to talk about easily for a while, and don't try to talk about emotional things there, or you can't blame me if you can't get away."

"But the purpose of meeting her this time is to talk about emotions, and I want to resolve some previous issues with her. If we don't talk about emotions, what are we going to talk about?" I gave Bai Longlei a look.

"Hey. I don't know about this. Anyway, you can figure it out. I will only be responsible for your safe return to school and the important things that happened during the period, and then report to Zhuo Ying whether you are dishonest or not."

"What? Zhuo Ying told you to come and watch me?" I was startled, she was very relieved that I came alone, why did she send an undercover agent.

"She won't. I scared you. Hehe. Seeing that you are so afraid, you must have 'tracheitis' in the future."

I gave Long Lei a chestnut, and I still make such a joke at this time, are you trying to scare me to death?Halo, "I'll pretend I'm deaf and dumb if it doesn't work later. Anyway, I haven't pretended to be dumb before, hehe." I suddenly remembered the scene when Shangguanyan called our names and couldn't answer the questions in the English class before, and was left to lecture me. At that time, I He and Long Lei kept pretending to be deaf and dumb to deal with it.

"You have a good acting talent, I know." Long Lei glared at me, put on his sunglasses again, stroked his hair, and said narcissistically, "Oh, why am I so handsome!" I saw I really want to kill this day!
When approaching the blue moon, I was about to tell Long Lei where to sit, but before I finished speaking, I saw Chu Chu sitting alone in a seat by the window, staring at the door.Long Lei and I were seen by him as soon as we entered the door.I thought we came early enough to have enough time to choose a location suitable for "combat", but she came earlier.There was no other way, the two had no choice but to bite the bullet and walk over. Long Lei pulled my clothes and whispered while walking, what should I do?I didn't expect to encounter such a thing, and I couldn't think of a solution for the time being, so I had to shake my head.

"Sorry, I'm late." I smiled at her awkwardly, and I didn't bother with Long Lei glaring at me.

"I came early, you guys sit down." Chu Chu said with a smile, her haggard face could not be concealed.It can be seen that Chuchu dressed up specially today, wearing a pink coat, her hair was slightly curled, and light makeup was put on her face.However, what I saw was her haggardness and exhaustion concealed by her appearance.

"I think I'd better sit next to you, and call me if you have anything to do." Long Lei smiled awkwardly at Chu Chu, then gave me a wink and walked to a table next to her.I shrugged, trying to pretend to smile to relieve the atmosphere, but the muscles on my face were stiff and completely disobedient to my brain's command.

"Are you okay?" Chu Chu asked softly, looking at me, her eyes were already red.

"I'm fine. How about you?" I stood there not knowing what to say.

"You sit, why are you standing. If you stand like this, my neck will be very tired when I talk to you." Chu Chu said to me with a smile, that smile was really forced.I feel distressed in my heart, Chuchu, why bother, don't force yourself for me, don't laugh if you don't want to laugh, the more you are like this, the more guilty I feel and the more uncomfortable I feel.

"Okay. I'll sit." I sat down, and the waiter brought a glass of orange juice. She said it was from the gentleman over there, and pointed to Long Lei over there.I smiled wryly at him. "Would you like to add more milk to your glass?" I looked at the little milk in Chu Chu's glass and asked her.

"No, I'll have another glass of orange juice." She said to the waiter.

"Then you drink my cup first, I'll drink it later." I pushed the cup in front of me to her.But I was too nervous and used too much strength, some of the orange juice in it sloshed out and spilled on the table. "I'm sorry, I was careless." I hurriedly took out a tissue to wipe off the spilled orange juice, but Chu Chu was faster than me and was already wiping it, so I had to hold the tissue and look at her.

"You've changed." Chu Chu looked at me after wiping off the orange juice, and smiled, but tears rolled down her face silently. "You never said 'sorry' to me when we spilled orange juice on our dates, and you never carried tissues with you."

I lowered my head in embarrassment, retracted my hand unnaturally and put the tissue back into my pocket.Yes, I did change, I don’t even know when I saw Chu Chu, all I wanted to say to her was “I’m sorry”. I used to say “I’m sorry” when I spilled juice on a date with Chu Chu , I must have smiled and said to her, 'Look at how beautiful you are, I can't wait to drink the juice. '.But today I completely forgot that sentence, from the moment I saw her, I always wanted to say to her 'I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry! ’, because I really wanted to make up for what I did to her.

(End of this chapter)