deep palace cold girl

Chapter 107

My heart is sore and painful!

The man who appeared out of nowhere told me that the child was gone and he could give it to me, it was so funny!
He is not Brother Ling, and his child will not be the original, the one that has disappeared.

I don't understand, what is the domineering persistence in his eyes, what is the pain of wanting to hurt at all costs.

I begged him to let me go, but I don't know why he was suddenly furious, that cruel appearance seemed to want to kill me, and he said bitterly: "Mu Qingshang, what exactly do you want? Why did you betray me? Why do you want to kill me? Is it to escape? Why do you want to give birth to another man? Is it really so difficult to stay by my side? Is it so unbearable? Mu Qingshang, what do you want from me? Put all my dignity at the soles of your feet Next? Mu Qingshang, don't force me, I don't want to hurt you again, so don't force me!"

I don't understand what he means. Ever since I saw him, he has been treating me very strangely. Am I wrong?

I just want to go back to the place where I should go. Brother Ling will be anxious when he finds out that I'm gone. How can I face him when I can't even keep my child?
He wanted to leave like crazy, but what he got in exchange was the confinement in a small alcove.

He said that he would let me go when I figured it out, but what do I want?Why shut me up?
I was kept in captivity like a pet, with no freedom at all. I cried and cried every day until the end gradually fell silent, my tears ran out, my voice became hoarse until I couldn't make any sound...

Day after day, I gradually became hopeless. Looking at the notches all over the wall, they were marks that recorded how long I stayed here, and there were too many to count.

So tired, why do you still feel so tired without doing anything?so tired……

"Liancheng Sunburn!"

I yelled angrily, tears wet my cheeks.

It turns out, it turns out, the past with him was so unbearable...

It turned out that there was no hope in this world. God was cruel and merciless. Even though the wound was festering and unable to heal, he still smiled and added a deeper wound on it.

My heart hurts so much, I tore it hard and cried.Why until now, why has he endured so much pain, and he is still hurting me?
My tears are like broken pearls, sliding down non-stop, between me and him, except for the initial meeting, there are all ugly memories.

Looking back on my life, the bit by bit memories he gave, although vague, are the most profound and painful.

"Liancheng Zhi... If I could choose, I would never meet you!"

Finally, accompanied by his trembling roar, I cried loudly.

Like a concubine, I was ravaged by him without dignity.

"Lianchengzhi, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you..."

I hate him, I hate him so much, what should I do, the soul that has sunk in hatred, how can I get salvation?

In early July, it rained continuously for several days, and the dull gray sky was suffocating.

Standing quietly in front of the window, I don't know how long I stood there, my legs were already sore and numb, but I still didn't want to move, I just stared out of the window.

One after another rain curtain, one after another heart door, penetrated the rain, but could not penetrate the heart.

I stretched out my palm and let the rain hit it. The numb feeling came from my palm, which made me laugh, but the smile didn't reach my eyes.

laugh?Heh, this word did not belong to Mu Qingshang a long time ago. With the acquaintance with him and the disappearance of the child, it has nothing to do with him except hatred.

It's just that he hated me before, but now I hate him, how can I not hate?

The wounds in my heart are still dripping with blood and have not yet healed. That hateful man who is blind and domineering, always self-centered, and never considers others has not been punished yet. How can I get rid of the unwillingness in my heart?

Child, if he hadn't planted love poison in me, that child wouldn't just disappear.

I thought that when I had a child, I would no longer be alone, and finally had a real family. For seven months, I was looking forward to his arrival day and night, looking forward to him as everything in my life, yes my only hope.

However, he is still gone!
The heart is cold, and there is nothing to warm it up.

"Princess, quickly take back your hand, you are thin, you will catch a cold."

The new maid stood aside and whispered, I don't know her name, and I'm not interested in knowing, because I don't need a maid anymore, I killed Xiaoyi, and I don't want to kill another one.

"Get out! Tell Liancheng Zhi that no one is needed in Tingshui Pavilion, and no one is allowed to come!"

Said indifferently, the voice no longer has the slightest wave.Maybe the former Mu Qingshang can be at his mercy, whether he arranges guards or his concubine seeks trouble, I can pretend not to know.

But now, as long as it is related to him, I hate it!
The maid wanted to persuade me again, but was frightened by my cold eyes, her eyes turned red, she turned around and disappeared in the rain.

I don't want to embarrass anyone, but I don't want to give in anymore, I don't want to let him bully me anymore, I wiped away the tears on my face vigorously, raised my head vigorously, but I still couldn't stop crying.

Sister Feili may have realized that she was discovered. When I came back that day full of exhaustion and pain, I could only see the letter she left behind, and she had already left.

She said that she wanted me to be stronger, and she would think of other ways to save me from leaving. Brother Ling has been waiting for me.

However, if one day I really leave, can I still go back to Brother Ling?

Sister Feili doesn't know that I have recovered all my memories. The boy in my memory is so strange now. He gave me up, let me marry Sheng Yanchao, and sent me to this hateful man.

Is there a future with him?

"Are you rebelling against this king? Mu Qingshang, why can't you be obedient and obedient like other women?"

The arm stretched out to catch the rain was grabbed, he dragged me back forcefully, and closed the window angrily.

Seeing Cheng Chuan's frowning eyebrows, his angry face, his gorgeous purple and gold clothes soaked by rain, his slightly messy hair hanging down his forehead, and the drops of water sliding down his face, he couldn't help but curl his lips into a chuckle. .

(End of this chapter)