deep palace cold girl

Chapter 108

There are times when he is so embarrassed?Will he also be troubled and distressed?

No, he won't, what worries him is my disobedience, what hurts him is that his noble dignity can't stand my indifference!
"Do you want me to bow and kneel in front of you and make love to you? Or do you want me to be manipulated and manipulated by you, hurt and tortured? Oh, I forgot, you said that I am no longer a princess, but a concubine. It should be made by a concubine, do you want these?"

Smiling mockingly, looking at him with hatred, as long as you face him, you will think of everything in the past, and your heart will hurt badly.

So want to hurt, keep hurting, want to hurt him.

So seeing the flash of pain in his eyes, he laughed even more happily, and couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Lian Chengzhi, tell me, what do you want me to do, now I am a lowly concubine waiting to serve the noble prince!"

Hate him, how could you be so cruel, locked me in that dark alcove for two years, hate him, why did you still not let me go, hate him even more, how could you be so confident and ask me to be good for him?
like other women...

He actually forgot that he has always been surrounded by countless beautiful women and concubines.

"Shang'er, don't be like this, okay? I never meant to belittle you, I was just too angry, Shang'er, I love you, why don't you understand?"

His sad and bitter frown and difficult and painful murmur made me laugh, the irony of laughing.

Love me?Is that love?
While hurting, he talked about love, regardless of whether I was framed or not, but he didn't think about my grievances, and blindly punished me with his own understanding, venting his anger.

His love is to plant love poison for me, to use pain to make me forget others, his love is to slap me, but he still asks me why I always want to escape ridiculously.

Love me, but there are countless concubines around me, love me, but love her every day, what I want is a couple for a lifetime, not him...

Satire……

Laughing, crying while laughing, looking at him so unbelievably, if the love he said is like this, then I, Mu Qingshang, beg him not to love again, it hurts too much!

"Lian Chengzhi, do you know? You must not know that the child two years ago, the child who is no longer alive, is your child..."

He always thought that the child belonged to Brother Ling, thought that I betrayed him, wanted to see him know the truth, and didn't want to be misunderstood and hurt by him all the time. Sure enough, he didn't disappoint me.

He was full of disbelief, looking at me like a lunatic, and wanted to speak, but was interrupted by me with a sneer: "Are you trying to say, I'm lying to you? Haha, no, it's true, you Do you know? You killed that child, why did you feed me love poison? Why do you always make me so painful? If the love poison hadn’t happened, he wouldn’t have died, and he wouldn’t have left me. I finally waited He is about to be born... Lian Chengzhi, you killed your own child, it was you, it was you..."

Hit him hard, trying to vent the pain that has nowhere to vent.

He tremblingly grabbed my struggling body, his pale lips squirmed slightly, his Adam's apple rolled with difficulty, and he asked in a hoarse and difficult voice after a while.

The voice was so soft that I could barely hear what he was saying, as if I was afraid that louder voices would break my heart.

"You said, you said that child, the child is... Mu Qingshang, tell me honestly, that child..."

"It's your child! It's not Brother Ling's. Hehe, how do you feel now? Will it hurt? Will it hurt more than mine? The kind of helplessness that can only watch him disappear but can't do anything, you Do you understand? No, you don't understand anything...

Lian Chengzhi, haven't you been asking me why I want to leave?Then I will give you a reason!In the past three years, I have lived a very painful life. The moment I put on my wedding dress, I knew that I would not be happy. This may be the sorrow of a married woman.I thought that maybe I would be left out in the cold, maybe I would be killed when the two countries broke up, but I never thought of it. You hate me, hurt me, and torture me.Sometimes, willing to die.

Every time I was bruised and bruised, I told myself that everything would pass if I gritted my teeth again, but, oh, that was just self-comfort.Because of your hatred, on the day of your wedding, you ignored the truth and did not go after the real poisoner. You insisted that it was me who poisoned you. The three-day penalty in the ancestral hall is nothing, I can bear it.You feed me love poison, you want to control my body and mind, it doesn't matter if you torture me with pain, because I am your princess, I can bear it too!

The queen mother beat me, and you stood aside, watching coldly, you are my husband, but you just watched coldly, allowing me to be beaten all over with bruises.I was kidnapped, in the secret room of the well, do you know what I endured?Do you know that I am very scared, looking at the scary monsters, the bugs all over the wall and the spiders all over the ground?The wounded were dying, almost dying, but you knew who kidnapped me, but you still pretended not to know, and protected that person, I can bear that.But what I can't bear the most is that you hurt me and let me be hurt but you tell me your love to me!
Lian Chengzhi, that's ridiculous, you know that?You love me, but I got the soul devouring technique and was controlled by Liancheng Fu, which affected your military plan, you know?And that man who inexplicably appeared in Tingshui Pavilion, if you really loved me, would you not know that I was framed?You beat me and called me a bitch, is that enough reason?Are these reasons enough? "

What I cried out was my resentment and anger, how unbearable...

He looked at me in a daze, with pain and panic flickering in the depths of his jet-black eyes, he smiled lowly, and looked at him with tears blurring his eyes.

"If it's not enough, there are many reasons, really many. It's ridiculous that you still ask me why I want to escape... Then tell me, why should I stay? Why the hell should I stay?"

Speak out all the pain and cry loudly, finally the depressed heart is not in pain, and fall to the ground weakly, crying desperately, accompanied by the torrential rain outside the window, crying out all the sorrow and grievance.

He stood there blankly, as if his soul had gone out of his body, and his battered appearance no longer had his usual charm.

(End of this chapter)