卯shang sky-high wife

Chapter 79 Do You Remember What Day That Was?

She bit her lip fiercely, not daring to meet his jackal-like gaze, but her heart was filled with unspeakable grievances and sadness.

Xiaobai has always been a surprise.

The process of his birth changed the trajectory of her life, turning her from a girl into a woman.

The process of his gestation caused her to suffer in the ideological struggle between ice and fire. She was pregnant for nine months, and she had experienced all kinds of reactions of gestation. She lived so hard in a foreign country. have a home.

During the process of his birth, she even walked between life and death. The helplessness and pain at that time are still fresh in her memory...

Yes, being a single mother is not easy. Xiaobai was born by her overcoming many psychological barriers, and she fed him with piss and shit, teaching him word by word. His emotions should be alone. Belonging to her, not sharing this child with the man who caused her pain.

This is not the result she wants to see.

However, seven years later, when this incident was exposed, she became that ruthless person instead?
What does this make her feel?
This child is not the crystallization of love at all, he is a mistake at all, and should not have come to this world.It was her kindness and softness that caused today's ending.

Why did he attack her with such an attitude of "I am a victim" after seven years?
"Luo Shitan! I want you to give a clear answer."

Qi Jihan yelled again, stepped forward, lifted her up, clamped her shoulders tightly with both hands, and exerted enough strength to hurt her.

But he just wants her to hurt, because his heart hurts too.

At this moment, he stared aggressively at him, revealing his ruthlessness:
"What do you mean by not talking? Do you want to continue to hide this matter? Do you think you can hide it from me now? As long as I do a DNA test, I can know the conclusion. But I won't do it, I want you to tell me personally, is Xiaobai my son?"

Yes, once he has such a suspicion, as long as he is willing to do the test, Xiaobai's life experience can be presented with naked data without her telling.

Her heart was twitching uncontrollably, pain, hatred, bitterness... Who should she turn to to vent her grief and anger?

She took a deep breath again and again, but said nothing, because she knew it in her heart:

The development direction of recognizing the ancestors and returning to the clan is beyond what she can stop.

After hiding it for so long, in the end, it was a failure.

Her heart filled with despair.

If she knew this earlier, she shouldn't have accepted this task, let alone let Xiao Bai go back to China.

She forgot that this is China, Qi Ji's field of life, there are always secrets, unlike abroad, no one recognizes her at all, so she doesn't have to have too many scruples.

In the final analysis, the main reason for today's result is that she was too careless.

Who can blame?

I can only blame myself, blame myself.

"Yes!"

Shi Tan, who hadn't spoken for a long time, let out a heavy breath, and finally threw the word in an extremely calm tone!
Yes, she admitted, her flustered heart suddenly calmed down because of this word, like entering a thousand-year-old temple deep in the mountains and forests, surrounded by silence, she also let go of everything and meditated.

Yes, this secret has always been the biggest burden on her heart, now that it is exposed, she seems to suddenly become more relaxed and at ease.

Yes, when she raised her head, her eyes became open.

She looked directly at him and said:
"Yes, Fang Hua is right. Xiaobai is your son. He has always been."

Inexplicably, she still smiled silently:
"Don't you want to have a child? Now, I have to congratulate you for getting a ready-made one."

Qi Ji did not show ecstasy because of this answer, his expression was still abnormally calm:
"If it wasn't for such an unexpected incident today, are you planning to never let me know the existence of the child?"

"Yes! I don't want you to know!"

His eyes narrowed again:

"reason!"

She thought about him up and down, disdain gradually appeared in her eyes, and she reprimanded him in a contemptuous tone:

"Where does your whole body look like a father? Xiaobai doesn't need a scandal-ridden father like you to be a bad example!"

Yes, she just looks down on him, she just can't understand him, she just hates him...

In the past eight years, all he left on her was a bad impression. She didn't want to get entangled with him. She just wanted to draw a line with him. How could she let him know whether she wanted to use children to keep her position as Mrs. Qi? , what she wants is to spend her little life with Xiaobai.She just doesn't want this man.

Now, she still has such a mentality, even if she already knows that this man is not as bad as the rumors say, or maybe those scandals were just a disguise for him, she still doesn't have that kind of thought.

Marriage, sometimes really needs fate.Without such a kind of fate, even if they are tied together for a lifetime, they are just a pair of strangers.

In this marriage, it was a great tragedy for her not to love him.

In the room, after these words fell, suddenly there was a dead silence, so quiet that they could hear each other's already disordered breath.

Whether it is Qi Ji or Shi Tan, they are all grown up, they have passed the age of youth and impulsiveness, and the years have taught them to calm down and solve things rationally, but these are often theoretical statements.

Everyone has things they care about, and it is not surprising that they occasionally lose their minds when faced with things that are of vital interest to them, allowing the anger in their veins to jump up and down.

People are people after all, and only when they have emotions can they be considered real people.

No emotions, that's a machine.

Qi Ji's face turned pale because of his wife's contemptuous words, and his whole body revealed the terrifying aura of an approaching storm.

This woman definitely has the potential to drive people crazy.

But he didn't get angry anymore, but confronted his stubborn wife with a deep look.

He could see clearly that in her eyes, there was contempt, dislike, and even deep disgust.

Such a look was a deep pain to him.

In this world, he can win the attention of everyone, but he cannot win the appreciation of his wife alone.

It's not that he's not good enough, but that she sentenced him to death early in the morning and never paid attention to him.

Her heart has always been occupied by that man named Mu Yichun, she is unwilling to leave even a small space for him, and tries to accept him.

Yes, she has been repelling.

Because there is no love, prejudice is born.

Qi Ji deeply understands: At this moment, if she wants to change the prejudice in her heart, she can't solve the problem by being angry. Unfortunately, emotions are sometimes beyond the control of reason.

He slowly let go of his hand, a faint and bitter smile appeared on his lips, and he took two steps back, trying to calm himself——

Yes, he lost control of his emotions again!

Every time he negotiates with this woman, he will always be irritated by her. Thinking about it, it seems that only she can easily ignite his bad temper.

Actually, he shouldn't have lost his temper.

It was supposed to be a happy thing, wasn't it?
She hated him, but bore him another son.

This accident, to him, was a big surprise.

He clearly realized that the existence of his son would be a turning point for this marriage, although it might be shameless to hijack this marriage with a child.But he can't handle that much anymore.

Qi Ji didn't continue to confront her furiously, but endured it, pointed her with his fingers, wanted to speak, but he didn't say anything.

He turned around twice on the spot to cool himself down, and he didn't stand in front of her again until he calmed down:
"Luo Shitan, before you accuse me of this crime, have you ever thought about this thing: How much have you really known me in the eight years since I got married? Think again, in the past eight years, we have Didn't you take the time to get along well?"

Shi Tan didn't expect him to be so calm, but she didn't think it was a good thing. The calmer he was, the stronger the counterattack would be. This man is definitely not easy to deal with.

At this moment, she was pondering his psychology. Because of his questioning, she thought about it carefully, and had to admit: She really didn't understand him, and they really didn't get along well. They didn't get along well for eight years. We are on different sides of the sky, we live our own lives, and the days to meet each other are few and far between...

Or because he couldn't get an answer from her, he answered by himself:
"no!"

When she came back to her senses, she saw his heavy eyes fixed on her face, and the smiling face showed a stern line:

"During our honeymoon, in the villa in London, England, that was the only time we spent the longest time together. In the eleven months since then, we have met seven times in total, and the average time spent each time will not exceed four hours. .

"Yes, at that time, you were busy with your studies. I can fully understand that you not only had to face new courses, but also had to get used to communicating with people in English every day. You were under a lot of pressure from studying, so every time you met, you would hold your hand. Reading the book shows how busy I am, too busy to talk to me, too busy to take the initiative to say a word to me, even just once.

"You have never thought that I am your husband, and when we reunite after a long absence, you should drop everything and get together with me. It wouldn't take you much time, and I can make time for it, let alone you. As long as you have the heart, how can it be possible?" No. But you only treat me with a perfunctory attitude and never consider my feelings.

"Luo Shitan, you should remember very clearly that every time I go to England, I will call you first and let you know in advance that I am coming. If you want, you can arrange everything and spare time Give me, give us this marriage.

"do you have?

"You didn't at all!
"On May 2003, 5, I flew to the UK for the fourth time since we got married. Of course, you won't remember it.

"Before that day, I made a long-distance call to tell you, Shi Tan, let's have lunch together tomorrow. After I finish the meeting, I can stay there for a few hours. After lunch, accompany me for a walk.

"Do you think about how you would answer me back then?

"You said, I have homework that I haven't handed in, and I have lunch together, and I have to go back to school to check the information after I'm done.

"That time, you only stayed with me for an hour.

"On June 2003, 6, I had dinner prepared there because it meant a lot to me.

"As a result, you had a stomachache, hid in the room, didn't even eat, slept with your head covered, and you only said four words to me throughout the night.

"The four sentences are: 'I'm not feeling well', 'I don't want to eat', 'I want to sleep', 'I don't need to go to the hospital'.

"As soon as I left the next day, you went to school alive and well.

"You tell me with your actions that you just don't want to see me!
"The only time you were willing to accompany me to a banquet was that I resorted to tricks... On that day, you were so drunk..."

(End of this chapter)