卯shang sky-high wife

Chapter 80 The greatest sorrow: You are caring for her

In fact, what he cared about was not that she got drunk on purpose, but that when she was drunk, she hugged him and called Mu Yichun's name loudly and crying.

He didn't say this, but endured it, laughed at himself, and suppressed his tone again, it was a tone of compromise:

"Well, my social life, you don't like to participate, I don't force you. I told myself, you are still young, it's good to focus on your studies. With me, you don't need to be filthy by the outside The world is corrupted. You just have to be yourself.

"But what did you do in the end?
"September 2003, 9, do you remember what day it was?"

Sentence after sentence outlines the scenes of the past.

Shi Tan looked at her in shock, never thinking that he would remember those few meetings, and he even remembered clearly what he had said.And the last question brought a lot of forbearable anger.

Her heart trembled several times involuntarily.

Of course I remember...

How could it not be remembered?
If she didn't remember that year very clearly, in the following years, she would always remember this day.

"That day is our knot, wedding, anniversary, anniversary, day!"

The last five words were accented, and the sound was loud enough to make her eardrums buzz.

She was inexplicably afraid, and stepped back step by step, straight to the corner, unable to retreat any more, and then looked at him with a terrified look.

"Eight years ago, you married me on that day. A year later, you chose this day to elope with someone else."

When she heard this sentence, she could really see the sarcasm in his eyes, and his voice was even more bone-chillingly cold:
"Luo Shitan, I gave you a year to get used to the role of being married, but you used such an action to wear away all my patience."

After the words fell, Shi Tan suddenly turned his head away, and panted heavily.

She didn't want to think about it, but she couldn't help thinking of the scene of that night in her mind——

He was half drunk, and came to her room, with a big smile on his face, and said:

"Mrs. Qi, the first anniversary gift you gave me is really special."

It was also on that day that he pressed her under him with the strength of alcohol, tore her clothes, and said:

"Luo Shitan, you are my Qi Ji's wife, since you are married, don't even think about betraying...

"Luo Shitan, this is a husband and wife obligation that you must fulfill...

"Luo Shitan, this is the wedding night you owe me..."

Then, the nightmare happened to him mercilessly.

Shi Tan closed his eyes for a moment, his lips trembling.

On September 2002, 9, she married this man. On September 28, 2003, she was raped by her husband. This day, for her, brought endless humiliation, and she will never forget it ...

A gust of cold wind suddenly blew from behind, and it was Qi Ji who opened the window, her body shivered, inexplicably cold, chestnuts appeared on every inch of her skin, as if she had returned to that night, panic and helpless , turning into bursts of cold air, pouring into every cell in the whole body——

Hate took root in my heart.

In a daze, she seemed to have heard him let out a sigh of relief, as if he had suppressed the anger again - that night, he was also very angry, but he coaxed her with soft words afterwards, and he was very angry. Try to restrain your emotions, just like now.

No, compared to him then, now he has a calmer voice.As he got older, he became more and more able to control himself.

In the air, his clear voice echoed:

"Luo Shitan, except for the few pitiful meetings in the year of our wedding, we have never really been together for the next seven years.

"As you said, our marriage relationship exists in name only. You don't know me at all, but you want to convict me based on the so-called facts in the news?
"The question is, have you checked out whether I have committed a crime?"

Suddenly, he pulled her back.

She ran into his arms undefended, and raised her head to hide, but was firmly imprisoned by him.

The wind was blowing their hair, and at that moment, they could see each other's faces frosted in each other's eyes:

"You are a police detective. As a police detective, have you kept the minimum rules in mind: Do not use subjective opinions to judge things. Only facts with evidence are true."

After saying this, his Adam's apple rolled violently, paused for a while, and then he refuted the statement by himself:

"In fact, sometimes, even the facts that have evidence are not necessarily true. Nowadays, crimes with high IQ happen frequently. Many so-called evidence can be faked. If you want to solve a case, you must not only have solid evidence, but also use your own Let’s judge here: Is the so-called ironclad evidence you have obtained the real ironclad evidence.”

An eating hand pointed at her temple while he was talking, the force was not very strong, but it still hurt her.

She wanted to avoid his touch, but he carried her over and pressed her onto the sofa.

She wanted to stand up, but he wouldn't let her!

She wanted to talk, but he didn't give her any chance to interrupt:
"I don't deny it, there are a lot of scandals that haunt me.

"I also thought about it, if you who are far away in the UK can come and make trouble with me after seeing it, that would be great.

"At least it can prove that you still know to keep an eye on me behind my back.

"Unfortunately, you didn't.

"For six years in a row, you haven't called me a single time, you pretend I don't exist!

"Twice, I went to the branch to inspect. When school was over, I parked the car on the road you passed by. You clearly saw me, but you chose to turn a blind eye. Walk past the car.

"You hate me, you don't want to see me. Then I have to be sensible and stay away from you... But it doesn't mean that our marriage is invalid.

"Luo Shitan, you should be soberly aware that you and I have always been married. I didn't ask you for the power that marriage gave us, but it doesn't mean that I should be deprived of the right to know.

"Any slander can't be your excuse, because you never asked me about its authenticity!
"Since you haven't asked me for proof, why do you think that I can't play the role of father? And you force yourself to deprive me of this right?
"Luo Shitan, every child should be accompanied by his father and mother when he grows up. Childhood without a father is incomplete. This is a fact that even a three-year-old child knows, but you can still talk to me so confidently. Said, Xiaobai does not need a father.

"If Xiaobai really doesn't need it, Luo Shitan, he wouldn't have come back with me yesterday. Since he came back with me, then you should reflect on it. Did you use your subjective opinion in the past seven years?" The idea is to fight Xiaobai's heart's longing."

A sentence, said quickly and forcefully, the momentum is unparalleled.

It was obvious that he made the mistake first, but after summing it up, it seemed that it was all her fault!

Shi Tan felt wronged and angry.

In the past six years, she hasn't called him. What about him, has he?Neither did he.

Children should be accompanied by their parents and grow up happily in a healthy family.But their so-called home is simply deformed.He doesn't deserve to say that.

And she has been injured all over her body, and she has long been desperate for this marriage. The tragic marriage should end as soon as possible.What's more, the scandal was caused by him, so why should she take the initiative to seek evidence to save the marriage?
Yes, she just wanted it to break up, wishing that the two parties in the marriage would go their separate ways.

The more she listened, the angrier she became, until the last two sentences finally hurt her thoroughly.

All the anger, like a balloon that was punctured, was vented little by little.

Because of this, her heart kept contracting and convulsing, thinking of Xiaobai asking her for his father's innocence, and she couldn't say anything in the end.

Yes, she was simply deceiving herself. Which child would not aspire to grow up happily in a healthy family?
Xiaobai wanted her father, but she wanted to monopolize him selfishly, so she deliberately turned a blind eye and snuffed out the thoughts in his heart.

With all her strength, she pushed him away fiercely, covering her face with her hands, wanting to cry without tears, the pain piercing her heart.

Fate is playing tricks on her!

After so many years of stumbling, she just couldn't get rid of him. A little white took up all her beliefs in life, but this belief insisted on entangled her with the past that she was eager to get rid of.She couldn't let go of Xiao Bai, so she couldn't help it.

Up to now, she had to face up to Xiaobai's thoughts - the child had already begun to have his own thoughts, and she could not stop the yearning in the child's heart.

This is very helpless and very sad.

"Dong dong dong..."

Someone knocked on the door outside, breaking the deathly silence.

"Sir, you got the breakfast ready..."

It was Aunt Wen calling from outside.

The heating in the room was blown away by the cold air, and Qi Ji stood by the window, gradually and completely cooling down the emotions that were about to boil again.

Qi Ji glanced at her again, stepped forward, closed the window, and adjusted the room temperature before agreeing:
"Stay outside!"

Without moving, he leaned there and looked out the window, listening to Aunt Wen put away his breakfast and left through the door. Then, he let out a deep breath: "What do you mean by being silent?"

"I need to be alone and calm down..."

she said hoarsely.

"Okay, I'll give you time and space to calm down!"

Qi Ji nodded, went out, opened the door, and said slightly sideways: "There is breakfast next door, go over and have some..."

There was no response, which was to be expected.

Qi Ji opened the door and went out, passed through one door after another, and then went downstairs, walking very slowly step by step.

He also needs to sort out his emotions.

In all these years, he has never talked so much like today.

He was really mad at her.

In the past eight years, she has been wronged, so why hasn't he?

What is the greatest tragedy in the world?
It is you who are caring for her, but she is trampling on your heart.

He knew that there were some things that he couldn't blame her for, and that he had done something wrong. The result that they had been standing on top of the original point for eight years was the result of the joint action of two people.

But this is not the result he wants, so this deadlock must be broken.

And Xiaobai is an opportunity.

On the beautiful and spacious corner staircase, he stood still, staring blankly at the crystal chandelier in front of him for a long time.

Downstairs, there were bursts of voices coming up, the child's voice, pulling him down with a magical force.

After a while, he came to the ground floor.

In the living room, grandpa Qi Wanzhong and grandma were talking to Xiaobai, asking and answering questions.Grandpa Luo sat on the side with an uneasy face.

Qi Ji stood quietly on the aisle for a while, then walked straight over, came to Xiaobai, pulled out a smile, and rubbed the child's soft hair: It feels incredible as if in a dream—this is amazing The little guy he likes turns out to be a little angel bestowed on him by God.It was what he had longed for, the combination of him and her, the continuation of their lives.

(End of this chapter)