the knife of love

Chapter 312 Who Has Thought For Him
Guan Lue's face was very dark, and the bodyguards in front of him felt that the atmosphere was really bad, their legs were a little weak, and they looked at each other.

One of them boldly came over and said, "Ninth Brother, why don't we go downstairs and watch, and you and Miss Shen have a good chat?"

Talk fart!Tang Jingcheng glared!
Guan slightly raised his hand and waved: "Get out!"

If the amnesty was granted, the big and small guys immediately pushed open the door of the elevator and all squeezed inside. After a few moments, everyone ran away and disappeared, leaving only Guan Lue and Tang Jingcheng at the door.

The two remained silent again until the sensor light at the door went out. In the darkness, Tang Jingcheng let out an irritable "chi" and stamped his feet, and the light turned on again.

Guan Lue still had the same expression and standing posture just now, with one hand in his trouser pocket and the other hand holding the cigarette he snatched from Tang Jingcheng's mouth.

"you've been drinking?"

It was obvious that she could smell the alcohol on her body.

Tang Jingcheng snorted: "Yeah, what's the matter? You also care about my drinking?"

"It's not that I want to take care of it. It's that the injury on your hand hasn't healed yet, and you just finished the operation. Didn't the doctor tell you not to drink?"

"I said it, but I don't have to listen to it!" Tang Jingcheng raised his chin with a serious face.

Guan Lue was very angry.

"What about Su Jue? He didn't stop you from eating with you?"

"Why did he stop me? If I want to drink, he will drink with me. He will give me everything, unlike you!"

Although these words were angry words, Guan Lue still felt uncomfortable when he heard them, but at least he endured it, thinking of her crazy words after drinking.

"Okay, I can't help you if you want to think so!" Guan Lue cut off the cigarette in his hand, and the shredded tobacco wrapped in it fell to the floor.

Tang Jingcheng sneered again, too lazy to look at him, he took out the key from his bag and opened the door.

The door opened, and she went in and turned on the light first.

Guan Lue still stood still, she snorted: "If you don't come in, get out!"

"..."

This girl often speaks dirty words now, she was not like this before.

Guan slightly frowned, and reflexively wanted to refute her, but he opened his mouth and didn't say anything, and finally just gritted his teeth unhappily.

Forget it, let it go!
He followed Tang Jingcheng in.

All the lights are on in the house, the living room is empty, a few half-old suitcases are thrown at the door of the bedroom, and everything else is very tidy.

This is the first time Guan Lue has stepped into this apartment in three years, and everything is familiar, including the woman standing in the middle of the living room taking off Su Jue's suit.

After taking off, she threw the suit aside, took out the cigarette and lighter from her bag, and sat cross-legged on the sofa with herself.

She was clearly expressing dissatisfaction.

Guan Lue suddenly wanted to laugh, because the fire suppressed by that suit seemed to dissipate in an instant.

After so many years, when I came back to this apartment again, I was still the same girl, her hair was short and her body was thinner, but she still looked exactly the same when she was twisted up, so careless, stubborn, and a little childish.

Yes, childish!

Guan rubbed his fingers slightly.

"Why did you suddenly move here?"

"Otherwise where should I move?"

"Old house, it will be relatively safer there!"

"Bah, I didn't kill or set fire, so I've been hiding all day long?" Tang Jingcheng really hated being followed by a group of people, and she liked to be quiet in her bones.

Guan Lue couldn't catch up with her refutation, forget it, it seems to be his fault anyway.

Don't talk about this issue.

He paced over, and Tang Jingcheng had already taken out a cigarette from the box, and was about to smoke it when the man in front of him smoked it away.

"You're fucking sick!" Tang Jingcheng scolded angrily, raising his head just in time to meet Guan slightly's dark eyes.

"Don't swear at every turn, you are a girl after all!"

"What's the matter, girl? Besides, I was forced to swear by you, fuck!" Tang Jingcheng bit the last word very sharply.

Guan Lue frowned: "Fuck you and try!"

"..."

Tang Jingcheng was speechless for a moment, staring at Guan Lue's unmoving eyes for a long time, then pushed him away: "Crazy!"

She got up and went to the bedroom, squatted at the door and fished out a set of nightgowns from the box. When she passed the living room, Guan Lue was still standing in front of the sofa.

"I'm going to take a shower and rest, if you have nothing to do, go away!" After she finished speaking, she went into the bathroom.

Close the door with a "bang-".

Guan Lue's eyebrows twitched again, probably this girl should treat him like this, her temper was getting worse and worse, he stood there with a wry smile, turned his head and saw the suit on the armrest, flaxen color, male I can't help but start to feel frizzy again.

Yesterday, Yala suddenly called and told him that the girl wanted to be discharged from the hospital. At that time, he knew that there must be another scene, but a few hours later, Yala directly told her that she refused to go back to the house, and she was arguing to go back to the park on the way.

It seems that this temper is not a little bit.

Guan Lue didn't stop her, so she can make trouble as long as she wants, as long as she's okay, he rushed back from Ping County early this morning, and was expected to arrive at Yunling in the afternoon, but there was a car accident on the expressway, and he was suddenly blocked Three hours later, it was already evening when he arrived at Yunling. He got off the expressway and asked the driver to go to the park, but found that no one was there, so he called her several times in a row, but the voice prompt kept repeating "Sorry, please call The phone is temporarily unavailable."

Well done, Guan Lue knew that she had dragged her into the blacklist again. In the end, she had no choice but to beat the bodyguards who followed her. After the beating, she found out that she had moved here.

Guan Lue rushed over from the park without stopping, and waited at the door of the apartment for more than two hours, only to see her come back in Su Jue's suit.

It turned out that they went out for dinner together just now, and he had been on the road all day, so he ate a bowl of noodles at the service area for lunch, and he hasn't had dinner yet.

People with an empty stomach are especially prone to anger.

Guan Lue put the cigarette snatched from his hand into his mouth, grabbed the lighter on the coffee table and lit it...

Tang Jingcheng was also very tired today. After moving house in the morning, he went out for dinner with Su Jue and drank a lot of wine. He was not fully awake at first, but now that he was soaked in hot water, his thoughts became even more chaotic. Feeling dizzy, she took a hasty shower, washed off the foam on her body, wrapped her nightgown and went out.

After going out, I found that Guan Lue was still sitting on the sofa, with a gloomy expression on his face, the cigarette in his hand was almost burnt out, and the smell in the living room was very choking.

Tang Jingcheng frowned in disgust, damn snatching her cigarettes and smoking here himself!
"Are you planning to stay here tonight?" She walked over and said angrily.

Guan Lue's eyes flickered: "Talk?"

"I have nothing to talk to you about!"

"You think so?"

"Of course, we are not the same people!" Tang Jingcheng's face was also very ugly. She fastened the belt of her nightgown and leaned against the wall opposite the sofa.

Guan slightly thought about what she had just said.

"What do you mean we are not the same people?"

"Am I wrong? What common language do we have besides bad temper?"

One sentence killed Guan Lue, his eyes gradually turned cold, but he didn't speak for a while, and stared at Tang Jingcheng opposite him expressionlessly.

Tang Jingcheng was taken aback by his unwavering black eyes.

"You came here at night to ask these questions? Is there anything else? I'll go in and sleep if you don't mind!" She turned around and was about to enter the next bedroom.

The man on the sofa suddenly moved: "Wait a minute!"

He took two puffs of the cigarette, spit out the mist, and extinguished it. He spun the cigarette butt twice in the ashtray.

The tobacco shredded and he got up.

"Is there anything else?" Tang Jingcheng had already walked to the door of the bedroom.

Guan Lue paced over, his face still expressionless.

But he was the scariest when he had no expression on his face. Tang Jingcheng couldn't help but took two steps back, his back almost touching the bedroom door.

"Don't..."

"I apologize!"

"what?"

"I apologize for my non-saying these days!"

"..."

"Because I care!"

"..."

"Because I cared, I couldn't figure it out, so I disappeared for several days without saying a word, but can you take back what you said that night?"

"..."

Tang Jingcheng's expression was a little dull, what does he mean by that?Apologize?A guy like him would apologize?Her mind started to get muddy, and she felt like she was drinking again, but what did she say that night?

"Which one?"

Guan slightly frowned: "I admit that I have a bad temper, I am not as careful as Su Jue, I am not as considerate as Su Jue, and maybe even the noodles are not as delicious as he cooks, but some things are not fair to me. Three It was you who insisted on going to Myanmar years ago, I never thought that you would encounter an explosion in the past, if I had expected you to go away for three years, I probably would never let you go even if I tied you up!"

No one has ever asked Guan Lue how he felt in the past few years. He hid his emotions too deeply. After learning the news of Tang Jingcheng's death, he basically did not show any great sorrow. Outsiders only thought that he didn't care, and it was nothing more than an extra death. He has met a woman, he is used to life and death, and with this identity, he still worries about not having a woman in the future?

But who ever thought how much hatred he had in his heart all these years?

He hated Tang Jingcheng for leaving without saying goodbye, and hated himself for not keeping her by his side.

"I know you have suffered a lot all these years alone, I'm sorry, there's nothing I can do, but how can I feel better?"

He spent three years in the anxiety of regret and heartache, and no one could understand his feelings during these three years.

"Tang Jingcheng, do you still remember how you felt when Qiu Qiguan just left? I remember you told me that there was such a person, you ate and lived together, and you were used to having him by your side, but one day you woke up Come to find out that he suddenly disappeared, you will never see him again in this life, everything is the same, you still have to eat and sleep, the sun rises in the morning, the sun sets at night, it seems that nothing has changed, except that he is gone ..."

Guan Lue paused at this point.

Tang Jing stood there, seeing a slight smile at the corner of his mouth, and his smile was chilling.

"...and I, these three years, are experiencing the same feeling as you did back then..."

The sun rises and sets, the tides and stars, he cooks her favorite food, he sleeps in the bed she used to lie in, everything continues, nothing changes, only she disappears silently in time.

The feeling of waking up in the middle of the night and finding that the person next to the pillow is empty, Guan Lue endured it for three years, with no bounds, waiting in despair, cheering up in despair, but he never told anyone.

"So if I had a choice, I would rather be the one who stayed by your side all these years. At least I can see and know your life and death, instead of being like a hollowed-out person who sees everything but thinks nothing of you." Dare to miss you..."

(End of this chapter)