the knife of love

Chapter 334 The Devil's Sky Has No Stars

"Brother Jiu, do you still remember the first time we met? In the emergency room of the hospital, I woke up from the hospital bed. At that time, someone was banging my finger. I refused. At that time, the finger was already broken. , but that person is still in the ban, oh yes, I remembered, the person who was banning my finger at that time was Lao Mai! After the ban, he was not happy, so come over and lower your head to my ear , you said a word to me, that was the first sentence you said to me, do you still remember what you said at that time?
Your voice is nice, your expression and tone are very gentle, and then I let go, you saw what I was holding, you didn’t break your promise, picked it up and put it in my pocket, and then said finger to me Broken, the doctor will help me to fix things...

In this way, you are the first person in this world who is so gentle to me, and the first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was you.

Can you understand how I felt at the time?
You saved my life, I believe you are in my life, and you are a man.

No man has ever spoken to me so nicely, and you are so good-looking and tall, which makes me feel very safe.

So I decided at a glance, that you are the one in my life, you save my life, you don't steal my things, I convinced myself to trust you.

I've never told you these words. It's been so many years, Brother Jiu, do you think I'm loyal to Gengen only because I'm your subordinate?
Wrong, no!

I am loyal to you because I entrusted myself to you from the first moment I saw you.

People can give you, life can be given to you, everything can be given to you.

Because you are really good to me.

You paid for me to go to the hospital to see a doctor, performed surgery on me, put all my bones back together, bought me food, bought new clothes, oh yes, and found an aunt to take care of me, that’s really the biggest thing I’ve grown up to Happy days, although you only visited me once after I stayed in the hospital for two months, I know you should remember me in your heart.

But at that time, Lao Mai often visited me in the hospital. He also made bone soup for me a few times. It tasted very good, but not as good as you.

Later, after I was discharged from the hospital, I went to Thyme, and I put on Thyme’s service uniform. Finally, I was able to have a normal three-can and live in a dormitory at night.

Only then did I realize that life could be so beautiful. I was no longer hungry or cold, and I could raise my head and look ahead while walking on the street.

I also have money in my pocket and can buy what I want.

Thyme paid me a lot.

Oh, by the way, do you still remember what I bought you when I got my salary in the first month?
Don’t you like to smoke? I saw that the lighter you have been using is old. I remembered the brand and wanted to go to the supermarket to buy a new one for you, but I couldn’t find that brand in many supermarkets. Later, Lao Mai told me, The lighter you use is not sold in supermarkets.

It’s too expensive. I didn’t expect a lighter to be so expensive. My salary in Thyme for two months is not enough, so I want to tell you a little secret. The lighter I gave you is a fake, an imitation, because it’s real I really can't afford it.

But I think you probably won't be righteous now.

You won't worry about my kindness to you, but I remember your kindness to me.

After staying in Thyme for more than half a year, I was formally brought into Jiurong Terrace by you. What kind of place is that?Murder, darkness, deceit and betrayal are everywhere, but I don't think it's so scary, because you are there.

You start looking for someone to teach me how to read, know people, and know guns.

Yes, the first bullet I fired was when you held my hand and pulled the trigger, and you told me that if you want to survive in Jiurongtai in the future, your heart will be colder than the bullet.

I will remember all these until I die, because I am willing to listen to every word you say.

I am willing to obey you unconditionally until you meet that woman.

The first time I felt that something was wrong with you was when Yang Xii was murdered, and you took the risk of sitting on the witness stand for her innocence.

You said in court that you were together that night, and I was so jealous that I was going crazy, what can a lonely man and a woman do together?You don't need to tell me that I know it, and you made it so clear in court.

The relationship between you and her is public. In order to keep her, you even hurt sister Qing Xiao. The lawyer said that she was crazy, and her brain was found to be sick, but who was sick at that time?

Ninth brother is you, you are crazy because of her, you are always calm but that time you were crazy.

Later when Chi Feng came to Yunling, he tied up Sister Qingxiao and that woman, and forced you to choose one with a gun. You chose Sister Qingxiao. When the bloody Tang Jingcheng rushed downstairs, I saw your eyes were red.

Brother Jiu, do you know how uncomfortable I was at that time?
I hated her, I was jealous of her, I kept cursing her to die at the door of the emergency room, but I was afraid in my heart.

If she died at that time, would you miss her for the rest of your life?
Just like what Sister Qingxiao said to me later, she said that she would rather the bullet penetrated her body, but Sister Qingxiao was more stable than me.

She was already so sad at that time, her man was about to be snatched away, she was still willing not to fall out with you, but I couldn't, I was not convinced.

I have no objection that you want to marry Sister Qingxiao, after all, she has known you for so many years, but what is Tang Jingcheng?
How long have you known each other?Shouldn't the principle of first come, first served be followed?Even if there is no sister Qingxiao, it is not her turn. She is a slut who seduces men, and she is pregnant with your child.

how can?How old is she?

But Brother Jiu, you actually want to send Sister Qing Xiao to the United States for her and the child, so I told her the cause of her man's death, she hated you, and even took a knife to kill you, I thought You should always be sober, but you are still reluctant to touch her.

Brother Jiu, you must be crazy, it's not fair!You are unfair to anyone, but you blindly favor her.

What is Miss Qingxiao?Since it's nothing, then I'll just ruin it. She is the first woman you are willing to marry, but you forced her to commit suicide because of that little bitch, so I will give her a ride and find someone to take her from the building. Pushing it down, she died in front of the little bitch, and there was great joy...

Seeing this ninth brother, have you already gritted your teeth, you should hate me to death, right?

But have you ever thought about where you went wrong?
I originally thought that you would be angry with Tang Jingcheng when Sister Qingxiao died, but you actually endured it. That is the woman who has been with you for so many years.

You usually keep saying that people should obey the rules, but Tang Jingcheng repeatedly challenges your bottom line, but you keep being frank.

Is she turning the world upside down and you'll be there to clean up her mess?
Brother Nine, you can't do this, what is it about her that attracts you?I don't accept it, everyone can see it, you are fascinated by her, you lose your mind, and you even want to send me to Myanmar.

Don't you want me?

It was you who rescued me from the broken alley in Thyme. You gave me life, but you wanted to abandon me. I put all the blame on that woman.

I wanted her and that child to disappear from this world, so I colluded with Fan Qingyan to arrange it.

I can't use the people under me, this is what you taught me, borrowing a knife to kill people, so that my hands can be clean, and Fan Qingyan probably knows this truth, so he asked Ang Lai to do it, you already know the rest, Pa Dare to suppress a sudden riot, she unfortunately died in the riot.

Before I shot her, I had someone call her in your name. I want her to leave with resentment. I want her to hate you for life and life.

After she left, I felt that the world stopped. I called and begged you to let me go back to Yunling. Every year I go to the place where you live to find you for the banquet, but you still avoid me.

At that time, there were no women around you, and there have never been any.

People outside said that you still can't forget Sister Qingxiao, I convinced myself, I am willing to wait, I have been waiting for you for six years, I don't care about waiting another six years, but Tao Ran suddenly appeared after a year and a half Well, she became the only woman you recognized in the past few years, and another Shen Chunguang came out a year and a half later, there is no reason for first come first come first.

Sister Qingxiao has left, Tang Jingcheng has left, should it be my turn?But the women around you keep changing, and I'm still in the same place,

Brother Jiu, how can I be reconciled?
What's more serious is that I found out that Shen Chunguang's identity was suspicious. When Lao Mai saw her with that mixed-race doctor, I realized that Shen Chunguang was Tang Jingcheng. She didn't die. Sooner or later things would be revealed. I started to be afraid, not because of you You want to take my life. Anyway, you gave me my life. I'm just afraid that you will hate me, and you will hate me from now on.

I was terrified, so I got someone to pretend to be a taxi driver, thinking that she would die that time, but she was determined to die.

Brother Jiu, you saved her again.

Did you start to have doubts from that time?I have been wondering since when did you know that I have a problem?
I have always wanted to find a chance to ask about this matter, but now it seems that there is probably no more, so forget it, don't ask, anyway, you have always been smart, and the people below are afraid of you.

The most stupid should be me, I pushed myself into this situation, there is no way ahead, I will not turn back, and it is impossible to turn myself in, I can only kill myself.

Just sorry McBomin.

He clearly knew that I didn't have him in his heart and proposed to me, but he forced the ring to me when I didn't agree.

What a stupid man, a stupid man who has read so many books to no avail, so stupid that he gave me his life, but I still can't accept his love.

Brother Jiu, are you going to say that I have no conscience?But this is also what you taught me. You said that you should be loyal to your own heart when you do things. I don’t have this man in my heart. I can’t give birth to a child for a man I don’t love, and I can’t take his child for the rest of my life. If it's a crime, then it's better to leave quickly.

I'm just that selfish.

As for why he ran to his grave and shot, I just wanted to say sorry to him personally.

If we can still meet each other on the road to Huangquan, it is fate, and we will go for another journey together.

Are you already very angry when you see this?I killed sister Qingxiao, killed your child, and almost killed Tang Jingcheng, but I will not repent or admit my mistakes.

If I did it all over again, I would still choose to do this, just like in that alley, I would rather be trampled on my fingers than hand over the two coins.

What I believe, there is no right or wrong, only gain or loss.

It turns out I never got you, so what's the point of me continuing to live?
As for Tang Jingcheng, she told me that life is not easy. She taught me to cherish and respect life. It is undeniable that she has a big heart and almost touched me. It is also undeniable that some of her words are quite reasonable, but she is not me after all. She is a princess, blessed by her own gods, and I am just a demon.

Demons have lived in the dark night since they were young, and the demons' nights have never seen stars..."

(End of this chapter)