the knife of love

Chapter 335 Only the results of the morning test are accurate
After listening to Guan Lue's narration, Tang Jingcheng turned away from his arms.

The man had been smoking a cigarette for half a night on the terrace, his body was full of cold air, with the smell of tobacco and the grass and trees in the mountains, it smelled good, but it was also a bit cold.

Tang Jingcheng shook his shoulders lightly.

She knew he was sad, but who was he feeling sad for?
Lou Qingxiao?Ye Tan?Mai Boming, or himself?

"Are you blaming yourself?" Tang Jingcheng tried to ask, Guan slightly frowned, and put his cool lips on her bare shoulders.

He was really blaming himself.

"Did you see the gun that was confiscated by the police at the scene?"

"..."

Tang Jingcheng thought about it for a while: "See, the small one?"

Guan slightly nodded: "That's the first gun Ye Tan used, I gave it to him."

"..."

"I used that gun to teach her to shoot the first bullet, and she ended up using that gun to kill herself."

"..."

Tang Jingcheng suddenly felt a little funny, she snorted, raised her head and rubbed against his arm: "The things you give women are quite in line with your identity."

"what?"

"Speaking of you, give Ye Tan a gun and me a knife, um, that's great!"

"..."

Guan Lue also laughed wryly at what she said, he is such a man, he is usually tough and indifferent, he doesn't understand romance and tenderness, but those who know him well know that the blood in his chest is hot.

Tang Jingcheng is obsessed with this kind of temperament in him, and always likes to treat people hard.

"Is it okay if you don't want to? It's all in the past."

But after all, there are so many lives. At the time when Lou Qingxiao jumped off the building, everyone thought Tang Jingcheng was forced to death, even Tang Jingcheng himself thought so, and felt guilty for so many years. Not to mention her child, and the suffering she has suffered over the years.

In the end, he didn't even keep old Mai's blood.

Thinking of old Mai Guanlue, he would inevitably blame himself.

"Maybe I shouldn't have brought Ye Tan into Jiurong Terrace."

If she had only stayed in Thyme, in the hands of Lao Mai, maybe she was just a very ordinary girl in this world, and would find someone she liked to marry and have children like ordinary people, maybe it was Lao Mai, maybe it was someone else. Boys, at least they don't know how to use guns, don't kill people, and don't force themselves into such a desperate situation with blood on their hands.

"I have to take a lot of responsibility for Ye Tan to become what he is today."

"You think so?"

"Is not it?"

"of course not!"

Tang Jingcheng sat up slightly from the quilt, hooked his arms around Guan Lue's shoulders.

"When she was very young, she already knew to put a knife under her pillow to protect herself. At the age of seven, she stabbed a man blind with a knife. At the age of 15, she was willing to have her finger broken for two one-dollar coins. Mai was so kind to her, proposed to her, and died for her, but in the end she didn't even want to keep her blood for him, what do you think?"

"..."

Guan slightly didn't understand Tang Jingcheng's meaning: "What do you want to say?"

She gently pinched the hard line on his arm with her fingers: "What I want to say is very simple. Ye Tan's character was not formed overnight. She grew up in an orphanage since she was a child. She should have experienced many unsatisfactory things when she was young. Before she met you, she probably lived a very miserable life, but she survived because of her hardness and ruthlessness. These were not directly caused by you. It’s just like fate. You are just a part of her life. guide."

Tang Jingcheng's voice was slow and calm in the dark night, caressing Guan Lue's ears one by one.

"And she likes to go to the end with a single tendon. She never knows how to look back, and she doesn't know how to love. The love in her mouth is very narrow. She thinks that she loves you very much, is loyal to you, and can give you everything, but this is just It stems from your guidance and attention to her. This is not love, but a paranoid conversion. True love should make the other person feel no pressure, let oneself see hope, and even transform yourself into a better self for the other person.”

But Ye Tan obviously didn't achieve this. The love she wants is possessiveness, killing all the women around Guan Lue, only for herself, regardless of whether the other party is willing or not, let alone whether the other party will be hurt.

Guan slightly gritted his teeth, thought for a while, and dragged Tang Jingcheng into the quilt from the outside.

"Aren't you cold?"

"..." Tang Jingcheng rolled his eyes, talking like chicken and duck.

"You don't understand what I said?"

"understand!"

Of course he understood, it was just a little uncomfortable.

"You really don't hate?"

"Hate what? Ye Tan?"

Guan slightly nodded, Tang Jingcheng sneered: "Do you really think I'm a saint?"

"No, just based on the matter between Tao Ran and that little nurse, I know you are stingy!"

"Get out!" Tang Jingcheng raised his hand and thumped Xia Guanlue's shoulder, then he smiled, "It would be a lie to say that I don't complain at all, I have suffered so much, and there was a child back then, But I can't undo what has happened, not to mention Ye Tan also has sympathy, so I'm luckier than her."

At least she had a happy childhood, then she met Qiu Qiguan, and now she still has this man by her side.

Tang Jingcheng was already content.

Guan smiled slightly and rubbed her shoulder: "Good girl!"

Tang Jingcheng frowned: "Then the good girl is a little hungry now, what should I do?"

"..."

"Really hungry?"

"Of course, I didn't have dinner!"

"Then go down with you to eat now?" Guan Lue didn't actually have dinner, and he felt hungry after being told by Tang Jingcheng, but Tang Jingcheng lifted his leg and rubbed it against his lower abdomen.

Slippery as silk.

Guan slightly tightened his throat.

"You think I can go downstairs like this?"

"..."

She didn't have any clothes on inside. When the two of them rushed to Yunling yesterday, they were in such a hurry that they didn't have time to go back to pack their luggage, so they didn't bring a change of clothes.

Guan slightly gritted his teeth.

"If you think it's okay for me to go on like this, I don't mind going down for supper with you."

She did it purely on purpose.

Guan Lue grabbed the quilt and covered her shoulders: "You're looking for death, lie down, I'll go down and ask someone to bring it up." He got out of bed to look for a coat while talking.

Tang Jingcheng was bored in the quilt, giggling because of being teased.

Guan Lue quickly got dressed and went downstairs, but it took more than an hour to go there. Tang Jingcheng tossed and turned on the bed, waiting until he felt hungry before he heard the voice from the other side of the stairs.

Soon the lights in the room were turned on, Guan Lue came in with a wooden tray, Tang Jingcheng smelled the strong smell of chicken soup, and got out of the quilt with a "swish".

"Why did it take so long?"

"The restaurant is closed, I have to find someone." Guan Lue said as he put the wooden tray on the table beside him, then grabbed Tang Jingcheng's coat and threw it over, "Put it on, don't catch cold!"

Tang Jingcheng rolled his eyes, put on his coat and got out of bed, and immediately went to the table. There was a big bowl of chicken soup and two unknown vegetables. Although they couldn't name them, they looked fresh and tender.

"Freshly cooked dishes?"

"Yeah!" Guan Lue took an empty bowl and poured a bowl of soup for Tang Jingcheng first, "Try it, it is said that the boss raised his own chicken in the back mountain."

"Then you went to the back mountain with the boss in the middle of the night to catch chickens, shaved the hairs, boiled the soup and made a bowl now?"

Guan smiled slightly: "Of course not, you want to go to heaven!"

How could it be possible to catch chickens and make soup in the middle of the night!
"The chicken soup has been stewed in the kitchen in the middle of the night, and I will save it in the restaurant for tomorrow."

"What about these two vegetables?"

"These two are freshly made. I'll find someone to wake up the boss!" Guan Lue is so shameless that he wakes up the boss from the bed in the middle of the night, picks and washes vegetables, and insists on making a fresh meal for Tang Jing. Cheng eats.

He also acted like it was a matter of course.

"Hurry up, finish the soup while it's hot!" He said as he took off his coat, and took out a few more tissues and handed them to her.

Tang Jingcheng glanced at him, feeling that Guan Lue's attitude was a bit too attentive.

Why such a fuss in the middle of the night?It's okay to eat a bowl of instant noodles.

"What are you looking at me for? Don't tell me you're hungry, eat quickly!" He took the soup bowl and stirred it with a spoon before returning it to her.

Tang Jingcheng took it over and took a look, half dazed: "Oh!"

I can finally sleep after eating.

Tang Jingcheng habitually rubbed against Guan Lue's arms, but he seemed to keep hiding to the side until he reached the edge of the bed, so he simply turned his back and mumbled: "Go to sleep, we have more to do tomorrow." Hurry back to Yunling."

"..."

Tang Jingcheng turned over and looked at the ceiling, rolling his eyes, rare!
However, she was indeed tired. After tossing and tossing for the past two days, she soon fell asleep, sleeping on the mountain, and the mountain was very quiet. Tang Jingcheng actually slept surprisingly well that night.

When I woke up, it was already ten o'clock in the morning the next day, and I seemed to vaguely hear the sound of waterfalls and creeks. I don't know if it was a dream or reality, but I just opened my eyes, took my arms, and there was no one beside me.

Turning over, Guan Lue was wearing a vest and sitting upright in front of the bed, his eyes were shining brightly, the sky was bright and bright.

"what are you doing?"

Tang Jingcheng was terrified by his appearance, and got up from the bed with support.

But Guan Lue leaned forward and kissed her on the forehead, feeling so tired to death.

"Morning!" He even said softly.

Tang Jingcheng was a little uncomfortable, and looked at him. He was wearing a white vest on the upper body, which covered the muscles of the lower abdomen, and underneath were the pants he wore yesterday. He had no shoes, bare feet, half-dry hair, but his face was rare. of cleansing.

Tang Jingcheng was sure that he had shaved and taken a shower when he got up in the morning, but what was he trying to do with this greasy posture that gave her goosebumps all over her body?
"What stimulated you?"

"Well, it's exciting!"

"...What?" Tang Jingcheng didn't understand, and panicked seeing his mysterious expression, "What's the matter?"

Guan Lue licked his teeth again, and took out a white bag from the cabinet next to him.

"What?" Tang Jingcheng sneered and opened the bag, and there was a long box inside. He took it out, glanced at it, and leaned in front of Guan Lue, "What do you mean?"

"Take it and try it."

Tang Jingcheng couldn't laugh or cry, he actually took a pregnancy test stick early in the morning and guarded the bed.

"When did you go buy this thing?"

This homestay is built on the hillside, and there are only trees and mountains around except for sparse villages. It is difficult to find a supermarket.

"Morning?"

"Last night!" Guan Lue went to the town to buy something last night, but he just took it out now.

He unpacked it for her, took out the instruction manual inside, and only handed the little stick to Tang Jingcheng.

"Try it, the people in the pharmacy said that the test results in the morning are the most accurate."

"..."

(End of this chapter)