My captain is kind

Chapter 93
The person at the other end of the door became a little impatient, and the frequency of ringing the doorbell was much faster.

Listening to the doorbell that kept ringing beside her ears, Bai Yanxi suddenly felt an unspeakable irritability in her heart. Since no one cared about her anymore, don't bother her.

She opened the door expressionlessly, it was a courier boy,
"Hello, are you Miss Bai Yanxi?"

"Yes."

"Your courier has arrived, please sign for it."

Bai Yanxi took the box, signed it quickly, then turned around and closed the door, but her footsteps paused halfway,
"Thank you."

After saying thank you, she realized that she had closed the door, and the man couldn't hear him. A wry smile appeared on her pale but delicate face, and that bitterness came from her heart.

It turned out that she was so dull that she didn't even want to say thank you.

She found a pair of scissors and opened the box, but it turned out to be two marble floor tiles connected together. The joint was made of soil about two centimeters wide, which was slightly green.

There was nothing else in the box, she could only look at the delivery slip, from King.

Bai Yanxi couldn't understand what it meant, and couldn't find King's name in his memory, so he could only put the two bricks on the coffee table and didn't care about it.

She took out her mobile phone, searched for 'King' in the browser, and saw his Weibo.

Bai Yanxi clicked on his homepage, a big V on Weibo, and clicked on his profile.

King, a substitute for a professional player in Glory of Kings, and a regular jungler for the super team.

The introduction is simple and clear, Bai Yanxi's eyebrows twitched, 100 million fans, five followers, four are members of the super team, and one is the official account of the super e-sports club.

She really couldn't remember when she met this big guy with millions of fans, so she clicked her attention.

Bai Yanxi put down her phone, bent her legs, curled up on the head of the bed, put her chin on her knees, and closed her eyes slightly.

Think of his two dynamics.

"Even in the darkest abyss, look for the light that shines through the gap."

"Nostalgia, stagnation, fear of moving forward, spending a lifetime in a daze, is a waste of one's life, and disappoints the expectations of the lover. Search, start again, be fearless, and find the light that can illuminate your way forward , regardless of the past, regardless of the future."

looking for?

miss?
Fearless or stagnant?
With the darkness in front of your eyes and the sadness in your heart, is there still light in the road ahead?

There are so many thoughts in Bai Yanxi's mind, she has no way to talk about it, no way to choose, where should she go?
-

On the seventh day, it was sunny.

Today is the last day of leave she asked the teacher for, but she has no motivation to work hard anymore.

The Weibo notification sounded in the quiet room. Bai Yanxi sat on the sofa, listening to the notification sound, his expression moved slightly, but his hands did not move.

After a long time, she picked up the phone, moved her fingers slightly, and clicked on Weibo, only to find that the person had posted a new post.

"Do you still remember the longing for the future when you had the light? The light will never leave. When the longing becomes reality, the light will naturally reappear. It's just that when you are illuminated by it again, you have a clear heart."

In the comment section below, his fans have gone crazy, guessing that King, who has never posted a post, has posted three posts in a row in the past few days, which is still very healthy chicken soup for the soul.

Bai Yanxi looked at the news and read it word by word. Every time she read a word, her heart felt like a storm on the sea. The sea was turbulent and the waves were churning.

She wanted to go to the living room to pour a glass of water to calm her current emotions, but saw a scene that she might never forget.

On the soil at the junction of the two floor tiles, not only a weak and thin grass grew, but also small pale yellow flowers bloomed. Under the sunlight, it only made her feel extremely beautiful!

She looked at the flowers and grass, slowly, her beautiful clear eyes turned red, and her heart couldn't stop being shocked.

That sentence: We live in the abyss, but some people have been looking up to the light.

She remembered the news about King again, her vision for the future?

Of course, she used to think that if she could be admitted to the best university, major in computer science, and engage in her favorite programming, she could make a lot of money and keep her grandfather safe for the rest of her life.

But now it's all turned into bubbles. She remembers her parents' extremes, she remembers crying when she was a child, she remembers the scars on her body from her father's belt, and she remembers the tears on her mother's face.

However, she also remembers the kind smile on her grandma's face, she remembers her grandfather's teachings to her, she remembers the future she outlined to her grandpa, the vision she told her grandpa, and she remembers what grandma said when she left: Xixi always the best,

Also, Grandpa's sentence: Xixi, live for yourself in the future.

Grandpa, I remember that I promised you the future, I promised you to live for yourself, and I also remember the sun that I have seen and shined on me.

Now, Grandpa, I'm off to find the light that shines through that gap, please look at me.

Have you ever seen it?Even if the foam under the sunlight is fragile and fragile, it still reflects colorful light, which is extremely beautiful.

-

The next day, Bai Yanxi went to school on time, and the head teacher comforted her a few words. Seeing that although her expression was calm, she felt the sorrow in her words and the sadness behind her eyes, so she couldn't bring it up again.

It was only over a week before the college entrance examination, and Bai Yanxi had taken a week's leave before. Although her grades did not fail to keep up with the pace, as far as she was concerned, she was already a little behind.

No, she promised grandpa, how could she break her promise so easily?

Since then, Bai Yanxi only lived at three o'clock and one line. She studied the questions all day long, and after returning home from self-study at night, she did the questions alone until the early hours of the morning, and rarely even went to the cafeteria.

Her class teacher watched her daily life, watching her as if she had become a learning machine, working day and night.The information books on other people's desks are higher and higher, but what about her?Under the high-intensity pace of life, the books on her desk became fewer and fewer after finishing one book after another.For two days, she ate only one bowl of porridge and two eggs, and she couldn't help worrying.

With three days left in the college entrance examination, Bai Yanxi finally couldn't hold on to this high-intensity life, and the head teacher sent her to the hospital that day.

The doctor said it was acute stomach trouble.

She realized that since the day her grandfather left, she hadn't eaten much. She ate a bucket of instant noodles in two days. Sadness made her seem to lose her sense of taste, and everything she ate was like chewing wax.

After arriving at school, I focused on my studies, and my need for food became less and less.Now, she was already tall and thin, and she became thinner and thinner.

At the strong request of the class teacher, she took a two-hour drip in the hospital, listened to the doctor's instructions, and returned to school with a pack of medicine.

Afterwards, Bai Yanxi did not slow down, but ate a little more than before.The head teacher couldn't hold her back, so she had no choice but to let her, just watching from the side and worrying.

(End of this chapter)