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Chapter 1071

This also shows one thing at the same time, her acting career is over, and no one will use an actor who looks questionable at first glance.

In the past, Bai Jiujiu could still hide it, the in-ear style, and he couldn't tell it during the shooting. It's not a big problem, but now he will be rejected even before the audition.

The reality is sometimes so cruel.

You get what you want, but sometimes you lose what you got.

Bai Jiujiu got his wish and had his own child, but at the same time lost the opportunity to chase his dream.

Of course, this is not the worst.

Without the cochlear implant, Bai Jiujiu would not be able to hear the baby crying. The baby's voice is originally high-frequency, but she lost all high-frequency.

So even if she doesn't want to, sometimes she has to.

Fortunately, Bai Jiujiu can still hear clearly after changing to a powerful hearing aid, but the audiologist said that there will only be two results in this situation, one is that it will get worse with age, and the other is that it may It will be maintained, but the former is more likely, so it must be done later.

Bai Jiujiu was silent.

After returning home, Bai Jiujiu was always in a gloomy mood. Lu Sichen stroked Bai Jiujiu's head and said, "It's okay, take it step by step, it will be fine."

There was a wry smile from the corner of Bai Jiujiu's mouth. She could feel that after taking off the hearing aid, she couldn't hear Dandan's crying at all, and it was also a bit difficult to talk to Xiao Si and Lele.

Unable to take care of the children, unable to act, Bai Jiujiu suddenly felt that he had accomplished nothing, no matter how much Lu Sichen tried to comfort him, it would not have much effect.

Bai Jiujiu knew the truth and knew that there was no need to rush, but she just couldn't control herself, and now she seemed to be a useless person with no value to be affirmed, which made her self-esteem unable to bear it.

But in front of Lu Sichen, she actually felt a little inferior. Every time Lu Sichen was kind, it was even more torture for Bai Jiujiu.

She didn't know how to face it, but she didn't want to show it, so she forced a smile.

How could Lu Sichen fail to notice that he didn't ask but he didn't want to put more pressure on Bai Jiujiu and make her more uneasy, so he asked Ying Bao to persuade her.

At least in front of Yingbao, Bai Jiujiu would not pretend.

Seeing Bai Jiujiu's lifeless look, Ying Bao hated iron and said: "Jiu Bao, don't be like this, look at how happy you are now!"

"Ah."

Ying Bao was also not very good at comforting people, so he said, "What are your plans for the future?"

Bai Jiujiu smiled bitterly and said, "I don't know either. I feel like I can't do anything except acting. Now that my ears are such a problem, what else do you think I can do? I suddenly can't find my own survival meaning."

Ying Bao patted Bai Jiujiu's head lightly and said, "What are you thinking about? You now have a family, Xiaosi, Lele, and Dandan, not to mention Lu Shao who loves you so much. You are so happy. Others are envious of you, and you still say such depressing words, are you trying to anger me?"

Bai Jiujiu smiled bitterly: "You are not me, you don't know the pain in my heart."

"I don't know. It's just that you have severe hearing. It's not a big deal. It's just that you wear a hearing aid so that others can see it. But this has the advantage of letting others know that your hearing is not good, and they will tell you well."

When Bai Jiujiu heard Ying Bao say this, he said, "You think too well, but it is troublesome for some people, and those eyes, as if our existence is a burden."

(End of this chapter)