i hate i love you

第45章 2008年5月12日 (2)
Chapter 42 May 2008, 5 (12)
Xing Yu knocked on the door following the sound of crying, and asked about the other party's situation.After a while, a female civil servant opened the door, and the hand holding the mobile phone was full of tears. She was helpless, and suddenly hugged Xing Yu and cried loudly.

Xing Yu staggered two steps and stood firm. Although he had never met him before, this stranger conveyed his undeniable sadness to her heart.Xing Yu patted her on the back, and the female civil servant handed the earphones to Xing Yu's ear holes, and the latest news about the earthquake was playing in the earphones.Obviously, the earthquake is still going on, the death toll ranges from a few hundred to thousands, and the number keeps climbing in horror...

And this female civil servant is from Wenchuan. She completely lost contact with her family and fell into extreme panic.

Maybe one second, she and many people's relatives and friends were still talking and laughing, and the next second, a nightmare fell from the sky.

Xing Yu stood there for a long time... Everyone can tell a different story about happiness.But she felt the anxiety of not knowing the life and death of the other party, and she felt the same. Every night, every morning, she was afraid that the next second would become parting.

She took a deep breath and immediately made a decision.Then he smiled and said to the female civil servant: "I will apply to join the rescue team and arrive in Wenchuan in a week at the latest. You copy the names and addresses of your family members to me. Although the chances are slim, I will try my best to help you find them. Don't cry. Everything is unknown until you receive the death notice. It’s great to be alive, but in case of misfortune...you have to realize that crying can’t change the status quo. You have to be strong and optimistic, okay?"

The female civil servant cried so hard that she realized that Xing Yu was dressed as a medical staff member. She nodded and quickly wrote down the address and the names of her family members and handed it to Xing Yu. Long rushed through the threshold of the women's bathroom.

"Who allowed you to join the rescue team?! Are you afraid that you won't tire me to death and make me worry about death?!" Xing Kai's eyes were full of anger, and he completely forgot that he could not enter this place.

When he heard Fu Jiahao say that Xing Yu came to him because he was worried, God knows how touched he was, but when he rushed to the bathroom door to give her a big hug, he was hit on the head!
The female civil servant, who had never seen Xing Kai lose his temper, timidly saluted, then squeezed past him and ran away.

Xing Yu lowered his eyes and said nothing, Xing Kai grabbed her wrist and dragged her into his office, and slammed the door with a "bang!"

In the office, Xing Kai paced back and forth angrily, and said angrily, "Do you know what's going on now?! The biggest earthquake in China's history happened just an hour ago! Come here!" Xing Kai said She dragged herself to the computer, opened the confidential report on the earthquake zone, and lowered the back of her head to let her see for herself: "The sky is collapsing! It's in ruins! Do you think you can walk out alive with a few punches?!"

Xing Yu stared blankly at the monitor, the house collapsed, corpses were scattered all over the field, bloody corpses filled her sight.

She slowly raised her finger and touched the front of the screen. A blood-stained arm was pressed under the stone, and her eyes were blurred with tears.

"Xing Kai, do you remember how my biological parents died? I was also thinking and angry at the time... There are so many people in China, and there are all walks of life to choose from, why should they be sacrificed... But now , I finally understand that there must be another pair of hands to help others. If I were by this child's side right now, I might be able to lift a rock to save this child... You have also seen how miserable this child died , I want to save him, I can't wait to get into the screen to save him..." Xing Yu was weeping, and lay down on the table slowly, pain piercing his heart.

Hearing this, Xing Kai was completely panicked, because Xing Yu has the kind of stubborn temper that he must execute once he finds out, but how can he put the woman he loves in danger?How could he allow her to leave? !
So, he lifted Xing Yu's shoulders and hugged him tightly, but before he could open his mouth, a sense of powerlessness had spread to his whole body... "Xiao Yu, I beg you, please Xiao Yu, can we not go?" Is it okay? Will I follow you in everything in the future? Please Xiaoyu..."

Xing Yu hugged Xing Kai's waist, he was trembling violently, even through the clothes hugging him, Xing Yu could still feel his body was cold... "I won't have any accidents, I will protect myself...don't worry, okay? ..."

Xing Kai stared at her peaceful expression, suddenly, blue veins raged.I was so driven crazy by her, he was so frightened, but she still had an attitude of understatement? !
"No, no, absolutely not allowed! How can you rest assured me?! You only have one life! What guarantee do you give me?!"

"Don't be angry...I'm not discussing with you..." Xing Yu helped him smooth his chest while wiping away his tears. She took out a few tissues from the table and wiped the sweat from Xing Kai's forehead. Said quietly: "Although I don't think it's too dangerous, I don't want you to worry. Forget it, I won't go."

Xing Kai couldn't react in time, or in other words, he didn't believe that Xing Yu would change his mind in such a short period of time, he stretched out a finger and warned: "Don't try to lie to me, don't think that I can't go home now and you just You have a chance to escape. Before I go home, you are forbidden to go to work, and I will assign several armed police to watch you 24 hours a day."

Xing Yu smiled helplessly and nodded obediently.

Still worried, Xing Kai pulled her to sit by his lap, tied his hands around her waist, and said, "I'm definitely going to Wenchuan, if you want to go, can I go with you? "

"Xing Kai, tell the truth, were you sad when you saw that scene?" Xing Yu pointed to the computer screen.

"Aren't you talking nonsense? Do you think I don't want to save the victims? But I have my responsibilities, no matter how sad my heart is, I can't hang it on my face." Xing Kai pressed his temple. When disaster strikes, everyone The mood is extremely heavy.

Xing Yu stroked his short hair. She didn't know what others thought, but she knew that Xing Kai also wanted to save others, because the same spirit flowed in their blood, the spirit of sacrificing oneself to save others.

Xing Kai buried his head in front of her, and said weakly, "Xiaoyu, promise me not to go, tell me seriously, you won't leave me behind."

Xing Yu clasped his hands behind his head and rubbed his forehead against the top of his head: "You are getting more and more timid, not like this when you were young."

"No, I'm old... I'm too old to be frightened. If you plan to let me live for a few more years, don't provoke me." Xing Kai breathed a tired sigh, knowing that love is so hard, it's not as good as "SARS" It was a happy death that year.

Xing Yu raised one of his hands, held it in his palm, and rubbed it together, hoping that his hand would warm up as soon as possible.

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Xing Yu wrote in his diary——

"Nine o'clock in the evening on May 2008, 5:

To be honest, when I first studied medicine, I just wanted to take better care of Xing Kai.

However, when I saw the report about the earthquake, I was not only shocked but also heartbroken.It was only then that I suddenly realized that my blood carried on the faith of my parents.As a professionally trained emergency medical provider, it is my duty to do so.

therefore……

I'm sorry, Xing Kai, I have already applied for rescue to the hospital on the way home.However, when I get there, the first thing I do is to contact you. As long as there is a signal, I will call you at any time to keep you safe. Don't worry, I will protect myself.

Before leaving, I want to say something from my heart... Xing Kai, it seems that everything is really predestined.Through this incident, I gradually concluded that my long-standing sense of anxiety was not without reason.

If that is indeed the case, I can only reluctantly thank God for his arrangement. At this moment when I am about to shake my mind, help me inject the last ounce of strength to persuade myself.

……

Well, stop thinking about it, I will definitely return to you safely!
But I don't know how long this trip will last, so I want to take away two very important things in life: white sneakers and diary.

^_^... I will wear the white sneakers that Xing Kai gave me, step on that turbulent land with his spirit, and try my best to rescue the victims.

Xing Kai, I want to tell you——As long as I take a deep breath, I can feel your presence, and I will no longer be afraid of mountains of swords and seas of fire.

wait for me. "

(End of this chapter)