i hate i love you

Chapter 46 February 2008, 7

Chapter 43 January 2008, 7

After May 2008, 5, aftershocks continued, and the dark clouds over China became thicker and thicker.But fortunately, the Chinese people are extremely united at the critical moment of life and death. When one party is in trouble, all parties support and work together to resist natural disasters.

The earthquake affected counties within 50km and large and medium cities within 200km.Shaanxi, Gansu, Ningxia, Tianjin, Qinghai, Beijing, Shanxi, Shandong, Hebei, Henan, Anhui, Hubei, Hunan, Chongqing, Guizhou, Yunnan, Inner Mongolia, Guangxi, Guangdong, Hainan, Tibet, Jiangsu, Shanghai, Zhejiang, Liaoning, Fujian and other provinces (autonomous regions and municipalities directly under the Central Government) across the country, Hong Kong, Macao Special Administrative Regions and Taiwan regions felt the tremors clearly.In China, except for Heilongjiang, Jilin, and Xinjiang, the tremors were felt to varying degrees.Among them, the earthquake in Sichuan, Shaanxi and Gansu provinces was the most severe.Even Bangkok, the capital of Thailand, Hanoi, the capital of Vietnam, the Philippines, Japan and other places felt the earthquake.

据民政部官方报告——截至2008年7月24日12时，四川汶川地震已确认69197人遇难，374176人受伤，失踪18209人。抢险救灾人员已累计解救和转移1485697人。共救治伤病员3207947人次。

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More than two months have passed since the earthquake. Except for the hardest-hit areas, all areas have gradually stabilized.

But Xing Kai's heart is always hanging in his throat...

Although he is not in the earthquake area, although he is still sitting in a spacious and bright office building, he is tortured as if he is living in hell every day.

Every time there was another collapse, it almost emptied his entire mind. He dialed Xing Yu's cell phone over and over again, freezing the disciplinary film of the victims every second, lest his favorite woman be lying among the piles of corpses.Fear spread through his body, and he was sure he was going crazy.

At this moment, the phone rang, and Xing Kai excitedly grabbed it, but the caller was his father.

"Dad, I don't care what you think, I'm going to the earthquake zone..."

"Little Kai! Don't forget your responsibilities for the sake of your son and daughter, the country needs you more now!"

"I don't care who needs me. I just know that I can't lose her. Please let the minister let me go. I'm going to find Xing Yu!" Xing Kai punched the table violently. He has applied countless times to go to the hardest-hit area, but The superior leaders have not approved it for a long time.

Xing Fuguo let out a long breath and said calmly: "Xiao Kai, do you think Dad is not in a hurry? But this is Xiao Yu's choice, and Dad feels relieved besides worrying. What's more, the gold rescue team assigned by Dad has a photo of Xiao Yu. , as long as you meet Xiaoyuhui, you will contact me immediately. No matter how late or busy, Dad will notify you as soon as possible. Can you work with peace of mind? Obedient Xiaokai, the country has cultivated you for so many years, whether it is public or private, Dad will not let you You go on an adventure..."

With a "bang", the phone flew out of Xing Kai, hit the wall and shattered to the ground.

Two months later, the ambulance team returned to Beijing in batches, and sent away in batches, but Xing Yu never heard from him, and the hospital also lost contact with Xing Yu.According to a medical worker who went to the hardest-hit area with Xing Yu, the car encountered a fluctuating aftershock on the way to the hardest-hit area. Fortunately, the driver was alert and urgently notified everyone to run to an open area for refuge.At that time, they watched the scene of the big car overturned. The situation was very chaotic at that time. Every medical staff was trying to rescue the few medicines left. So it was not until two days later that they found Xing Yu and the emergency medicines she was carrying. The boxes are gone.

——The GPRS positioning system has actually searched for the location of Xing Yu's cell phone. To be precise, it is no longer possible for living people to survive at that location.

"Where are you, Xiaoyu... Where are you..." Xing Kai put his hand on his forehead, tears slipping down between his fingers. He once said that all the tears in his life have been shed for this woman. Fuck, it turned out that he was so frightened that he could only shed tears.

At this moment
Chen Yajing knocked on the door, waited for a while and saw no one answered, then gently pushed the door open.She walked to Xing Kai's side, hesitated for a few seconds, raised her fingers to attach to his back, and couldn't help but wet her eyes... The man who used to be radiant has become haggard, even so, he can't hide in the corner like others Instead of licking the pain, you must greet the envoys of various countries with a smile on your face.

"Xing Kai... cheer up, please? Xiaoyu will be fine, you haven't eaten all day, can you eat something first?"

At this moment, Chen Yajing would never imagine that Xing Kai would fall in love with her one day, it was impossible anymore.

Xing Kai was lying in front of the work desk, unable to listen to any words of comfort. Unless Xing Yujian was standing in front of him healthy and healthy, he would not be able to stop shaking. This feeling was too terrifying, even more terrifying than the destruction of the earth.

Chen Yajing bent down and wrapped her arms around Xing Kai's trembling body... Xing Kai, who was calmly coping with many provocations, was so strong and steady before, but was completely crushed by the bad news in an instant.

Slowly, Xing Kai put his arms around Chen Yajing's waist, hiding his cowardly and helpless expression on her lower abdomen. He needs to prove that he is still alive, and he needs more and more comfort, although those blessings are just empty nonsense.

Chen Yajing was slightly taken aback, stroked his hair cautiously, and said, "You love her because she has unique qualities, don't you? Give each other a little more time to wait. I think she won't do it for you." Get yourself into trouble."

"I'm afraid of losing her just like that. I regret believing her nonsense of 'not going'. She knows that I will be worried to death and she still goes... Do you think she will protect herself for me? No Yes, she just wants to use a method she thinks is worth sacrificing herself to become the third martyr certificate of her family, what a selfish woman, it's extremely hateful..."

Xing Kai finally understood, he Xing Kai is not the focus of her life, she is more adventurous, maybe she was waiting to follow in the footsteps of her parents before entering Xing's house, that's why she pushed herself to other women again and again arms.Well, he can completely accept the fact that she doesn't love him, but now, why let him live in fear?
Chen Yajing hugged his body tightly, hoping to inject a little warmth into him, even if it was only for a minute, it would be good for him to temporarily stop his wild thoughts.

"You are so outstanding, Xing Yu is not a blind fool, how could she be willing to leave you. Huh?"

Xing Kai laughed at himself, now, he can only keep his mind clear by talking non-stop... "You know me well, but I used to be a bad boy who caused trouble everywhere. Who bullies who, skips class, picks up girls, fights... In short, Xing Yu has seen the worst me, but she never points at me. At that time, I often scolded her, scolding very badly, and let her Get out of Xing's house, but she didn't say anything, she helped me wash and cook as usual, and let me lose my temper like a little maid... Over time, I got tired of scolding, and gradually got used to her existence and fell in love with her Cooking meals, for a meal, I would rather leave behind friends and go home after school. She would sit on the sofa and wait for me to come in. No matter if I put on a dirty face or looked tired, she always ran over with a smile and handed me slippers , and also say, 'I made you something delicious, go wash your hands.' That feeling is really warm... So for her, I am willing to be the kind of person she wants me to be, but she never Don’t admit that she pulled me back to the right path.”

Thinking of Xing Yu, Xing Kai fell into anxiety again. He tightened his arms and hid his pitiful expression where Chen Yajing couldn't see it.His worst side has been included in Xing Yu's mind, he will only expose his shortcomings in front of her without any scruples, and only that woman knows how unsightly his decadent and negative appearance is.

Chen Yajing felt that the corners of her clothes were a little wet, she sighed melancholy, no one could rescue Xing Kai's falling heart.Of course, no outsider can deeply understand what fascinates other people's love stories.

At this time, the phone rang, and the Secretary of the Minister asked Xing Kai to come over.

Xing Kai quickly sorted out his emotions, and before leaving the office, he begged Chen Yajing, hoping that she could wait for him and chat with him for a while longer.

Chen Yajing readily accepted, the only thing she can do now is to talk to him.

Half an hour later, Xing Kai happily pushed open the door with an unconcealable smile on his face.

The minister assigned him to go to the severe disaster to meet the condolence ambassadors from various countries. Although it was only a week, he was satisfied.

Of course, Xing Kai didn't know that Xing Fuguo personally made a request to the Minister of Foreign Affairs—to ask the Minister to let his son Xing Fuguo go to the forefront of danger.To make this difficult decision, as a father, you need courage beyond ordinary people.

That afternoon
Xing Kai got on a military helicopter flying to the border of Beichuan Qiang Autonomous County. With the aftershocks likely to reach magnitude 6.1, he could not wait to fly to the place where Xing Yusuo disappeared.

Xing Kai held a photo of Xing Yu in his hand, looked and looked, touched and touched, finally a warm smile appeared on his haggard face...

I'm here, Xing Yu, to take you home.

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at the same time
Xing Yu was trapped in the collapsed cave with six victims.Among them, five adults and one child.

The injured were lying on the ground wailing, the air in the cave was extremely thin, but fortunately there was still a source of water, which dripped into the broken rocks, so there have been no deaths so far.

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While Xing Yu was busy cleaning the wounds of the wounded, he directed several villagers to dig a way out.

About three days ago, they could still hear the sound of helicopters flying over this place, but now it has fallen into a dead silence.

According to Xing Yu's analysis, they are located in an extremely hidden location, surrounded by broken and collapsed rocks, and overlooking the ground from a high place, they should only be able to see piles of rubble buried in the soil. survivor.

"Doctor Xing, why hasn't anyone come to rescue us..." the victim asked sadly.

"Don't be discouraged, maybe you can join the rescue team after digging, come on!"

Through the faint light, Xing Yu smiled confidently at the victims. She believed that the desire to survive could create infinite power.

Going back to two months ago, it was the day when the rescue vehicle overturned. She vaguely heard the cry of the child coming from the mountain, so she picked up the first aid kit and ran to the mountain in desperation. There was an earthquake, and in an instant, the mountains shook and the ground shook, and the trees fell down, blocking her way back to the large team.But she had no time to think about it, because the heart-piercing crying still lingered in her ears, so she searched forward without hesitation, and found a small village at the foot of the mountain that didn't even have a village name. , Usually rely on hunting for a living.The earthquake happened suddenly, and the few men in the village were all trapped in the mountain stream.Therefore, Xing Yuxian joined forces with the old and weak women and children in the village to light the fire, hoping to attract the attention of the rescue team. Then, she picked up a hoe and brought enough dry food to search for the victims alone.

However, what she didn't expect was that aftershocks continued and many victims were encountered along the way.So, without any means of transportation, she had no choice but to rescue them one by one, and then carry them back to the small village one by one for emergency treatment.

Between coming and going, she has walked on this semi-enclosed mountain road thousands of times.

Just five days ago, she encountered an earthquake again during a new round of first aid.This time the earthquake was so violent that she was also trapped in it.

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The faint light penetrated into the cracks in the rocks, and quietly fell on Xing Yu's busy figure.

Xing Yu lifted up his cuffs and wiped the mud from his face. Xing Kai's anxious look appeared in front of his eyes, and she shed tears anxiously.

"Auntie, don't cry... we can definitely escape, don't cry, don't cry, don't worry, I'm a man, I will protect you!" A pair of fat little hands attached to Xing Yu's cheeks, and helped her wipe the corners of her eyes. teardrop.

Xing Yu tilted his head and smiled, picked up the little boy and rubbed against him: "Well, with you protecting Auntie, Auntie is not afraid at all..."

The reason why life is underestimated by oneself is precisely because others value your existence.

Therefore, she may have to break her promise, and the only person who is sorry for not protecting herself is Xing Kai.

Xing Kai, please forgive me.

(End of this chapter)