i hate i love you

Chapter 51 2010 【End】

Chapter 48 2010 【End】

In Beijing, another institutional reform has started.Just like every reform, the reform is a "revolution", and the staff diversion and functional transformation of the organization are the key to the success of this "revolution".The large-scale withdrawal and merger of ministries and commissions and the diversion of personnel will also greatly change the fate of the new batch of ministries and commissions' civil servants.

At only 31 years old, Xing Kai, the former deputy director of the reception desk, stands out in this unparalleled reform. He is the leader in macro and systematic planning. After some in-depth discussions at the **** meeting, all voted in favor and appointed Xing Kai as Deputy Director of the Protocol Department of the Ministry of Foreign Affairs.In today's era when government agencies tend to be middle-aged and aging, it will undoubtedly send a strong warning to those "pampered" leaders.

The moment he received the letter of appointment, Xing Kai didn't seem particularly excited. The handover ceremony was grand and extraordinary, but he felt joy from the bottom of his heart and only wanted to share it with the woman he loved the most.

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Holding the bright red appointment certificate in his hand, he turned off his cell phone, temporarily blocked congratulatory messages from all directions, started the engine, and drove to the small house where only he and her lived together.

"Xiaoyu, I'm back."

A smell of burnt food wafted in the living room, and hearing the sound of a string of metal objects falling to the ground, Xing Kai smiled slightly and ran straight to the kitchen.

There was thick smoke billowing in the kitchen, he turned off the gas stove first, peeled away the thick fog, and saw Xing Yu whimpering in the corner.

He squatted behind her, hugged her body, and said in a slightly accusing tone: "Didn't I let you cook by yourself? Why are you so disobedient?"

Xing Yu didn't dare to look back, covered his cheeks with his hands, pouted his mouth, and muttered to himself: "You said that I used to cook delicious food, and I wanted to cook it for you. I'm sorry, I always screwed up. , woo woo..."

"I'm just kidding, you used to know how to cook, besides, I love your instant noodles the most. I can do the stir-fry. Don't you like my stir-fry?" Xing Kai rubbed Rubbed the top of her hair and led her to the living room, but not too fast, otherwise she would limp.

With tears in his eyes, Xing Yu shook his head: "Brother has to go to school, and I have to go home to cook for me at noon, I..." Before she finished speaking, her eyes were red again, she knew that she was useless, clumsy and clumsy can not do well.

Xing Kai pulled her to sit on his lap, wiped away the tears from her eyes, and said with a smile: "Actually, you can also order food, but the problem is... I don't have the mood to study if I can't see you. If you learn to cook , I have no excuse to go home at noon, you should stop running to the kitchen for me, okay?" He said, he took out a piece of white rabbit toffee from the sugar bowl, peeled off the candy wrapper, and put it in Xing In Yu's mouth, Xing Yu held a sweet candy, sniffed, nodded vigorously, and giggled.

When Xing Kai saw her smile, he laughed too. As long as he saw her smile, his fatigue would be swept away.

Xing Kai stroked her hair, and touched a scar on her forehead with his fingertips. Every time Xing Yu saw this hideous scar, he would cry. In order to avoid her emotional fluctuations, Xing Kai removed it and threw it in the All mirrors throughout the home.In fact, the scar can also be completely removed through skin grafting, but surgery is always painful, and Xing Kai thinks there is no need for her to suffer.

Going back a year ago, Xing Yu finally woke up from a coma. The first thing she said after waking up was to look for "Xing Kai", crying and calling for Xing Kai, but when Xing Kai rushed to her, she He also said that he did not know this "Xing Kai".They do look alike, but Xing Kai in her memory should be a boy about seventeen or eight years old.

——According to the analysis of brain surgery experts, Xing Yu's brain tissue was damaged, and some memory functions could not be retrieved. This phenomenon can also be regarded as a kind of amnesia, but it is relatively rare. The memory has returned to more than ten years ago, and the IQ has dropped significantly. Can not fully take care of themselves.However, this kind of case cannot be rushed for success, and the family needs to guide the patient to recovery for a long time and patiently.To put it bluntly, like an adult teaching a child, slowly teach her to do everything.

Therefore, in order to match the image of "Xing Kai" that Xing Yu wanted to see, Xing Kai cut his hair short and cut it into a hedgehog head, looking around for the clothes he used to wear when he was 17 years old.Every time before returning home, I sit in the car and take off my suit, change into school uniform, sports shoes and other clothes, put office documents in my schoolbag, and enter the door after changing.

Xing Kai learned to cook and cook, learned to operate various household appliances, learned to do housework, helped her feed, bathe, and put her to sleep.Only after he did it himself did he realize that housekeeping is not easy.

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As for Xing Yu, in that earthquake, her leg bones were also severely injured, and she walked with a slight limp before she fully recovered.Through rehabilitation, the hospital promises to return to normal, but it will take a long time.

In order to make it easier for her to move around, Xing Kai moved out of a three-storey independent house and bought a small yard near Beihai.Xing Kai built a grape trellis in the yard, and several vegetables that Xing Yu remembered were planted in the open space, such as tomatoes, potatoes, and garlic sprouts.Xing Yu will fertilize and water the vegetables according to the planting method Xing Kai printed on the paper. Obviously, she likes this job very much.

Although the recovery was painful, Xing Kai would take Xing Yu to Beihai Park to go boating on the lake after the recovery.Xing Yu likes to eat popsicles while leaning on the side of the boat to fiddle with the quiet lake, watching the fish play in the water, she will forget the pain, and sometimes she can't stop laughing happily.Xing Kai sat on the other end of the boat to take pictures of her, occasionally holding the camera high, and taking group photos side by side. Their photos have filled three or four albums.

In this way, for a year, Xing Kai not only had to deal with heavy diplomatic work, but also took care of Xing Yu who often cried like a child.Some neighbors who didn't know the truth kindly persuaded him——Xing Kai, ask a special nurse to take care of your wife. You are a big man who has to work and take care of a wife who is a little mentally retarded and a little disabled. How can you bear it.What's more, you are still young, you are handsome, and you have a world of flowers, so there is no need to put all your energy on a woman.

Of course, none of the neighbors know that Xing Kai is not only the son of a high-ranking official, but also a foreign-related arbitration that everyone expects in this wave of reform.

But Xing Kai just laughed off the "love" between neighbors.Xing Yu has become very shy now, even if her father and Deng Yangming appear, she will hide behind Xing Kai and tremble, let alone find any unknown special nurse to take care of her.

What's more, Xing Kai has been taken care of by Xing Yu for the past ten years, and in the next ten years, 20 years, and 30 years, he will do his best to take care of Xing Yu.Even if Xing Yu can receive special care, he still doesn't feel at ease in handing over his big baby to someone else.

Anyone can say the word "love", but few people really stick to it.But he, Xing Kai, can definitely do it.No matter what Xing Yu becomes, he will never leave her alone, because he said that she is his happiness for the rest of his life, she used to be, is now, and will always be.

It was his honor to be her only trustworthy person.

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Summer, sunny afternoon.They sat under the grape arbor to enjoy the coolness, Xing Yu leaned on Xing Kai's arms to take a nap, a breeze blew by, attracting blue grape beads to sway cheerfully like wind chimes.

Xing Kai sat on a comfortable wicker chair, hugging her with one arm, and waving a paper fan with the other to help her enjoy the cool breeze. Looking at her sleeping soundly, his mouth was always filled with a smile.

When he learned that Xing Yu woke up from the coma, he already had no extravagant expectations, as long as she no longer lay on the bed like a corpse, it would be the greatest satisfaction for him.From then on, he believed that through his unremitting efforts, one day, she would tell him—Xing Kai, the most correct thing I, Xing Yu, did in my life was to fall in love with you.

Xing Kai lowered his head and kissed her forehead lightly. His Xing Yu was still so beautiful. It was because she was so beautiful and smart that God was jealous of her natural beauty, so he ruthlessly scratched her forehead. one knife.But she was still so beautiful in his eyes, so beautiful that it made his heart skip a beat.

Xing Yu shook her feet in her sleep, wearing a pair of clean white sneakers. Now she has dozens of pairs of white sneakers in her shoe cabinet, and she no longer has to worry about losing or getting them dirty.

She rubbed her eyelids, raised her head, and rubbed Xing Kai's cheek like a lazy kitten.

"Are you hungry?" Xing Kai asked softly.

Xing Yu shook his head, raised his big watery eyes, but there were tears of uneasiness in them: "I always lose my temper with you, will you not want me one day?..."

Xing Kai chuckled, grabbed the back of her head and pressed it back to her shoulders, then patted her on the back, teasingly said: "Of course not, I was born to vent your anger on you, hit and scold if you like. "

Only then did Xing Yu smile reassuringly, and she hugged Xing Kai's neck tightly: "When I grow up, shall we get married?"

Xing Kai was startled, this was the first time Xing Yu asked such a question, no matter when she was healthy or now when she was unconscious, it was the first time.He covered his mouth and nose with one hand, trying to suppress his excitement so as not to scare Xing Yu.

Xing Yu was eager to know the answer. She saw Xing Kai's strange expression, but she couldn't figure out what he was thinking.

So, she peeled off Xing Kai's fingers covering her lips, pouted her small mouth, touched Xing Kai's lips, and then secretly smiled happily.

"?!"... "Who, who taught you?"

"The uncles and aunts in the TV series taught me...don't you like it?..."

"..." Xing Kai was stunned for a second, then nodded again and again: "I like it, I like it so much!"

Xing Yu giggled, leaned on his shoulder, and listened to his heartbeat. She felt that Xing Kai's heartbeat was beating fast, so she put her legs aside, straddled Xing Kai, and lowered the back of Xing Kai's head, forcing his ears to Pressing against his chest: "Listen quickly..."

"What are you listening to? Then what, why aren't you wearing underwear today?" Xing Kai only knew that he had touched a soft chest, and there might be a quick physical reaction.

"Listen to the heartbeat, can you hear the sound of 'dong dong dong'?..." After answering the first question, Xing Yu flattened his mouth in dissatisfaction, and complained like a wronged child: "Nei. The clothes are uncomfortable to wear, and the buttons are difficult to button, and you won't help me button them...

"..." Xing Kai's nose is about to bleed when he thinks of that scene, it's naked, naked, naked, seductive.

Xing Yu didn't know if he was listening to the heartbeat seriously, but anyway he held her tightly in his arms and rubbed her breasts with his lips.

"?"...Xing Yu pushed his shoulder away, and pursed his lips with joy: "Don't make trouble, don't make trouble, it's so itchy."

"..." Looking at her innocent smile, Xing Kai's evil thoughts disappeared immediately.

Xing Kai put his arms around her waist, slowly rocked the rattan chair, and sighed melancholy: "Oh... when will you grow up, you won't wait until the day my hair turns gray..."

Xing Yu made a hush gesture, raised two fingers to approach his hair, pulled it, and even pulled out a completely white hair from his short black hair.

"..." It's over, it's over, he's only in his early thirties and he's already turning gray with worry about Xing Yu.

Seeing him frowning, Xing Yu smiled sweetly, blew off the white hair on the palm of his hand, touched Xing Kai's cheek, and comforted him with a smile: "It's gone, don't worry..." Saying that, she kissed Xing Kai cheek.

"By the way, I'm the deputy director now." Xing Kai raised his eyebrows.

"What does the deputy director do? Is he older than the squad?" Xing Yu looked confused.She only remembered that the biggest class leader was the class leader.

"Well, a little bigger."

"Really? My brother is amazing!—" She clapped her hands, her eyes sparkling with joy.

"Kiss me again." Xing Kai pointed to his lips.

"Yeah!" Xing Yu was very obedient, he leaned forward and kissed him big, and he didn't forget to give his thumbs up to show his praise.Although she didn't know what the title of the deputy director was, but Xing Kai said that if he was a high official, he must be a high official.

Xing Kai looked at her innocent demeanor, his big eyes were no longer filled with slight sadness, he couldn't help but smiled contentedly.To be honest, he likes Xing Yu now, a girl who is very dependent on him, a girl who is willing to sleep only after listening to him tell fairy tales, even if she has been like this all her life, he also recognizes her and loves her.Every smile she showed only made him love her more.

After 15 years of waiting, he still hasn't waited for a sentence of "I love you";

However, he still has at least two 15 years to wait, and the matter is only three, so let's decide!

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【end.Thanks for reading, bows. 】

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