The strongest warm marriage

Chapter 118 My love is only Xu Xinyou
Lu Xuening paused slightly, and said again: "That night, I guarded him for the whole night. I thought a lot, and I kept asking myself whether Qiao Zijin and I would have a future in the long days to come. Before I was full of confidence, but at that moment, I had doubts for the first time. At that time, the love between you and Qiao Zijin was not optimistic at all, including me. I have seen how you get along, and take the initiative It has always been you. Qiao Zijin seems to be passively accepting your kindness to him. But he is different with me. He is very gentle and kind to me. In my opinion, this is What love really looks like.

I've always thought that Qiao Zijin's love for you is at best a heartbeat, or that he just likes your kindness to him.I never thought that I was worse than you.Now, I'm about to be Mrs. Joe, and you're out.So, I never thought that I would lose to you.But that night, when I heard him calling your name all night long, lying on the bed crying and calling your name heartbreakingly, I realized that maybe all along, I, we Everyone, even Qiao Zijin himself was wrong.Qiao Zijin, he loves you very much.He loves so deeply and hides so deeply that none of us, even himself, know it.

The next morning, he woke up and was surprised to see me.He didn't ask me why I was there, the first thing he said was: Did anything happen between him and me last night.I could tell he was visibly relieved when I told him nothing happened.At that moment, I realized how pathetic I was.

That day, I had an open and honest talk with him.He said, Xue Ning, I'm sorry!I thought I could forget her. I tried desperately to forget her, but I couldn't. Instead, it became clearer and clearer. I love her, I love her very much, and I will only love her in my life.To be honest, when I proposed to you before, I was really ready to give up this relationship, but it was too difficult.My motive for wanting to marry you was impure early on, you know that.I originally thought that feelings can be cultivated, as long as I work harder and harder, even if our beginning is not good, maybe I can still fall in love with you.But now, I realize I was wrong.Between me and you, apart from marriage, I can give you nothing.And my love is only Xu Xinyou.You must have seen the tattoo on my back, Xu Xinyou is such a special existence to me.I have tried and struggled, but I still can't get out, and I don't plan to get out now.This life, I will be like this, this is my own choice, I don't regret it, I'm sorry but I have to pull you together.If you regret it now, I think there is still time, I am sorry for you, so I can bear any consequences. "

"Qiao Zijin, he's really an asshole, isn't he?" She suddenly laughed, but the smile was full of bitterness, and it was still bitter. "Why is he so honest with me? Why can't he lie to me? Is he really good for me, or just doesn't want to marry me? I think it should be all of them? I really hate him I am very frank, but I also thank him for his frankness. It is because of his frankness that I finally had the courage to resign and reject that hopeless marriage, so I did not step into this loveless grave. Xu Xinyou, do you know I really love Qiao Zijin very much. But he doesn’t love me, what can I do? You don’t know how much I envy you, you haven’t seen Qiao Zijin in those days. If you see However, how could you be willing to leave for seven years. Even if you know that the marriage is hopeless, and you know that he can't love me, but it is the only chance between me and him. How can I be willing to miss it like this? But he is so painful , Desperate, like a walking dead without a soul. Such a Qiao Zijin, what is the use of me? How can I be willing to watch him become so unfortunate? How can I let myself become so unfortunate?

When you love someone, you want him to be happy, right?But Qiao Zijin is not happy with me, which is probably the most helpless thing for me.Under the circumstances at that time, even if he didn't want to marry me anymore, he couldn't propose a divorce, so I could only propose it.The Lu family only has me as a daughter, and the Lu family did their best to support him, and it was not without conditions.So if I want to retire, I have to hide it from everyone, and I can't let others think that there is something wrong with Qiao Zijin, so at the engagement banquet, I escaped from marriage. I told my grandpa that I fell in love with someone else, and I don't love Qiao. Zijin, I don't want to marry him.I can only make grandpa think that it is the Lu family who are in the wrong, so grandpa will not go to Qiao Zijin's fault, and make the Qiao family worse.At that time, the engagement banquet was a sensation, and all the media friends and reporters were present. The Lu family embarrassed the Qiao family on the spot, and made the Qiao family make a big joke.So for a long time to come, grandpa will spare no effort to continue to help Qiao Zijin. "

　It's not long since I got home, and I only scrambled out so many words. I'm sorry, I will add more tomorrow.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)