The Concubine's Survival Manual

Chapter 172

The West Sanjian fell silent again.

It's just that this silence is no longer suffocating, but to Qiniangzi, it brings precious tenderness.Sleepiness was like the tide, slapping up one after another—Qi Niangzi waited for a while before nudging Xu Fengjia's shoulder, gently reminding her.

"This kind of thing doesn't require you to make a choice right away."

Xu Fengjia suddenly collapsed, and her whole body was pressed on Qinianzi's body, suffocating her breathing, so she lazily propped up her body and adjusted her weight so that Qinianzi could not bear her full weight.

"Thank goodness..." He moaned with undisguised relief. "You're not angry?"

"Why am I angry?" Seventh Lady couldn't help smiling. "If you agree, I'm afraid I'll be angry."

If Xu Fengjia agrees to such a big event without thinking about it, it will only appear that he didn't listen to Qiniangzi's words at all.

Xu Fengjia hummed thoughtfully.

He fell silent again, just letting his long fingers wander through Qin Niangzi's hair, combing her hair over and over again.

"You really..." Halfway through the words, he cut off again, and after a long time, he finally picked up the whisper. "It's so special, Yang Qi, you are really special."

Seventh Lady couldn't help smiling slightly under him.

"You think I think?" She said softly and astringently, turning the boundless bitterness, sadness, and frustration into a light confession, "If it is possible, I don't want to."

"What if... what if I can't agree?" Xu Fengjia asked, putting his lips close to her cheeks, brushing her lips over and over again with the new stubble around her lips. This is not a kiss, but a kiss More ambiguous than a kiss. "What if I can't promise?"

"Then your life will be much easier." Seventh Lady replied without thinking. "You can still..."

She turned her head voluntarily, pressed a kiss on Xu Fengjia's lips, and then backed away.

"Skin to skin, you can still have... As long as you want it, I want it too." There was a smile in her voice, and she even stretched her hand down and flicked it lightly just because it was the slightest thing. Stimulation excites the organs. "At the right time, wait for Shiro Goro to grow up. I will promote a Tongfang, and you will let her have a son... After that, you can do whatever you like. Don't bother me, I won't I'll take care of you."

Xu Fengjia grabbed her tricky hand and rubbed it thoughtfully, "You are so virtuous."

Although there was a slight sarcasm in the words, there were also deep thoughts.

"If you hadn't been asking for it, always wanting...this is what I planned to give you." Seventh Lady whispered softly. "No matter who is my husband, I will be a dutiful wife. I only ask for a little less, and there is nothing you can't give—but you can't ask for more."

"All these..." Xu Fengjia waved his hand.

"All of these." Seventh Lady agreed softly. "All privacy will be locked up. It is impossible to get what you want... To be honest? I don't think you will like it either. I am really boring and... not cute. Don't you clear?"

Xu Fengjia calmed down and searched for Qiniangzi's eyes in the darkness. A little bit of light made their eyes lock each other, but it was too dark to look at each other's expressions.It was this that made both of them feel a little more at ease: they could indulge in their own thoughts with confidence, without having to put on a flawless mask.

After a long time, Xu Fengjia spoke hoarsely.

"You're not cute at all."

"Women have to be delicate to be lovable, but you have never, never been weak."

"From the first time we met, the expression on your face seemed to say to me 'I don't want anyone, I can live a good life alone', 'I don't need anyone, I can hold my head so high' .”

"The more you are like this, the less cute you are...but I...but the more I want you to bow your head and let you admit that you have to rely on me to live a good life."

"If you married far away, maybe I would forget you just like that. But you are by my side, and you still have such an attitude, as if it doesn't matter who is your husband, and you can arrange your life by yourself be perfect."

"It's not perfect." Seventh Lady interrupted softly. "It needs a little cooperation from the husband to be perfect."

Xu Fengjia bit her angrily, right on her lips, too hard to be considered a kiss, but as if she was about to bite off a piece of meat, and a little blood came out of the bite.

"Among all the women I've ever seen in my life, you are the most unlovable, so strong that I even feel threatened... If you are a man, and you can't be used by me and stand by me, I will do everything I can to destroy it. You." The anger in Xu Feng's story gradually calmed down, and there was a trace of resignation to fate. "But you are a girl, and a girl is still so stubborn and strong!"

This was obviously a rebuke, but Qin Niangzi couldn't help but smile a little on her lips.From between her toes, a little bit of warm current soaked up. This long-lost warmth easily melted the ice that had been hard for many years. She knew that she was gradually melting, but the feeling of melting was so good that she couldn't help it. Unable to resist, not even room to panic.

"You are by my side right now, I can't destroy you, and I can't...I really can't stop wanting you!" Accompanied by the eager confession, a kiss, a deep kiss without reservation was printed, but in Qin Niangzi backed away angrily before she could respond. "You are really my nemesis! Yang Qi, how can you hold my appetite like this, and charge such a high price! You want me...you want me to ignore my children and forget everything, just for Buy this one chance?—I don’t even know if I’m going to like what I’m getting! Or if you’re going to like me!”

Seventh Lady couldn't bear it anymore, she smiled softly.

"Yes."

It feels good to be honest.

"I will also give you a chance to choose this time." She added this sentence almost maliciously, "You have always liked to tell me about choices, Shengluan, now all the pros and cons are in front of you, it's up to you Choose. How would you choose?"

Qin Niangzi's ending sound raised slightly, revealing a rare playfulness.

Xu Fengjia groaned angrily. He turned over and lay on his back next to Qiniangzi, and after a while, he turned around and pinned Qinianzi under him.

"Do you always want me to give up?" He asked Qin Niangzi irritably, "This way you can shrink into your shell and be your perfect young wife, no matter if the man next to me is me or Feng Zixiu, or even That damned Quan Zhongbai, are you acting like one?"

"Yes." Seventh Lady admitted, "If you don't ask for it, I will never ask for it in my life. I will be a perfect wife, no matter who the man is, I will be a performance. I will even be like a cousin The same to you, because I have no other desires, so no matter how you treat me, I will not be hurt."

Xu Fengjia's breathing suddenly became thicker.

"But I'm special!" He said bitterly, pinching Qin Niangzi's jaw, "I'm special! Damn it, Yang Qi! You can't deny this, you love me—"

"Love can be forgotten." Seventh Lady said flatly. "You blame me for refusing to choose...Xu Fengjia, in fact, you are also very timid, and you are also afraid of choosing."

Xu Fengjia gasped.

He relaxed his control over his limbs, and his whole body collapsed onto Qin Niangzi's body.

"You're wrong." He cursed almost in exasperation. "Since the day I met you, I've never had a fucking choice."

He bit Qiniangzi's lower lip, and sharpened the gap between his teeth, causing Qiniangzi to gasp for the pain and groan intermittently.

"You just want me to kill the king and my father, I'm afraid I will agree to you." Between the entanglement of lips and teeth, Xu Fengjia confessed vaguely, as if sending a short electric current directly down the back of Seventh Lady. "It's just this request, you know it, you know it's impossible for me not to agree to you? I...I wish I could hate you!"

While complaining, he rudely tore off Qin Niangzi's jacket, "I have never won in front of you! I always lose...it's really crazy, I, I..."

Seventh Lady couldn't help it anymore, she showed a smug smile.

"Ah!" But he gasped again in the next second, "Just talk when you speak—why—"

The conversation quickly broke into deep moans.

Qin Niangzi never knew that the fusion of soul and flesh, after the woman no longer resisted, actually had the effect of fusion of soul and flesh, and the whole experience would be completely different.

The affair between them used to be unpleasant for her, it was difficult for her to get excited enough, and Xu Fengjia didn't have too much patience, so she often had to lubricate her with perfume to barely make her feel pain.What happened next, Xu Fengjia herself may be happy, but she often needs extra stimulation to be happy.

However, when she no longer resists Xu Fengjia's entry, when his entry is no longer considered an invasion, and he has officially obtained her permission, the body is filled with pleasure like small sparks, and ecstasy like a sea tide in the spirit, the female body is almost the next moment. Getting ready, he catered to him as he entered, and made a shy sound at the joint, and Qiniangzi quickly let out a small moan with her throat drawn.

"Xu, Feng... Jia..." Her pleading was changed, or maybe it wasn't a pleading, in the boundless floating, even in a strong white light, the only sound she could make was His name, and all the other cute little moans, didn't mean anything.

Instead of slowing down, Xu Fengjia's movements became faster. Qin Niangzi was dizzy, and raised her hand to cover her forehead weakly, but he brushed it away again.

"Look at me." He asked pantingly, through the twilight of dawn, Seventh Lady could vaguely distinguish the flush of excitement on his face.This time is also different for him, she thought dizzily, he was much more excited than usual, even his expression was slightly distorted.

She wanted to close her eyes, but she still had the urge to escape from her habits, but now that Xu Fengjia had accepted her bid, she no longer had the right to dodge.Qin Niangzi thought about his bowing her head in her heart, and her spiritual joy made her no longer avoid Xu Fengjia's gaze. He was looking at the unconcealable charm on her face, but she let him see, let him examining myself...

Qin Niangzi arched her body, sobbed softly, shook her head impatiently, and begged Xu Fengjia, "Don't touch there..."

But from the beginning to the end, she didn't really stop Xu Fengjia from exploring her body.This sweet torment stretched almost into pain, and then his control began to loosen, the rhythm was erratic, and with a low sigh of satisfaction, Xu Fengjia collapsed down and pressed down on Qin Niangzi, fingers lingeringly on her most embarrassing face. He circled around for a while, then pulled out and hugged Qiniangzi's shoulders.

The next moment, Qiniangzi fell into a deep sleep, and she didn't even push away the heavy weight on her body.

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She had a sweet dream.

In the dream, she was walking on a train, and all the passengers had the common indifference, they didn't care about her existence, they just regarded her as the most ordinary passenger, and this is exactly what she felt after everything. needed to relax.

In the previous world, she had everything she needed, she was lonely, but she was also free, outside of the workplace, she had real joy, and no one loved her, so she had no extra burden.

With a trace of sadness, she looked back at her life, looking back at all the conveniences in modern life, that was the nostalgia she tried so hard to hide, she didn't let herself think too much, lest the nostalgia for the past would prevent her from adapting Survival now.

But at this moment, these small details that were suppressed in the deepest part of her memory reappeared before her eyes. She took the subway to work and shuttled among the vast crowds.Going into the movie theater to enjoy a good movie, a guy or two who is attracted to her... her dull and steady life.But no matter how boring, no matter how boring, she is still living. After a long life, it is those two or three years of hard-won life that support her to the present.

Once in the northwest, when she thought about what she had lost, she had the urge to collapse. It was in the northwest that she buried her happiness and satisfaction little by little, put on her battle clothes again, and began to struggle for survival.

After that, she no longer dared to easily recall the past, she was so invested in the role of Yang Qi that in the end, she was really assimilated.Although it is not complete, even though it still retains traces of the past, she has changed so much now, she is no longer the orphan girl full of hope for life, she is a concubine Yang Qi who is used to calculating.

But even so, her past is still her deepest nightmare, and she is afraid that dreaming of the past will only remind her how bleak and embarrassing her life is now.

Seventh Lady opened her eyes, staring at the gorgeous embroidery on the top of the tent, her senses gradually returned.

She was surprised to find that her mood was still brisk, not depressed because of the dream about the past.

Although she was very tired - the short and disorderly rest made Qiniangzi feel a slight pain in her head and heart, but she was happy.

She half sat up, turned her head to think for a while, smiled to herself, and then frowned at the sticky wetness under her body, and casually put on the middle coat that could no longer be buttoned.

"Where is the person?" She called out loudly, opened the curtain again, and looked at the clock in the corner.

Since the clock was ringing, it was almost ten o'clock... She woke up more than an hour and a half late.

Qin Niangzi's cheeks became warm immediately, she opened her eyes, not daring to look directly at Li Xia who entered in response, and whispered, "Prepare hot water, I want..."

Li Xia smiled knowingly. "Hot water has been prepared for you a long time ago, Shizi Master ordered it when he got up. He also told you not to leave Mingde Hall today, he will greet the elders, you have a good rest."

Seeing Seventh Lady making an inquiry form, she hurriedly added, "The Master is going to Menghuaxuan, it seems that the Duke has something to ask him to go over and discuss."

Qin Niangzi hummed, and limped into the clean room. Sure enough, Shangyuan brought Zhongyuan and Duanwu, and was pouring the last pot of hot water into the bathtub.

After she entered the hot water and sighed comfortably, Li Xia retreated from the crowd, and whispered in Seventh Lady's ear again.

"The elder son also said that the two aunts in the house and a few restless girls, please send them away as soon as possible. When he returns to Mingde Hall tonight, he doesn't want to see another person in the way—— He laughed while saying that, and specifically reminded, please do not make too much noise about the Young Madam."

While talking, Li Xia looked at Qin Niangzi, seeming to be confused by Xu Fengjia's contradictory orders.

After a while, she asked cautiously, "Girl...why are you smiling so happily?"

Qin Niangzi hurriedly suppressed her smile and waved her hand.

"I want to." In the end, there was still laughter in the words. "The son of the world is really neat and tidy, everything is done very quickly!"

Li Xia's expression became more and more confused, and he thought about it for a long time. When Qin Niangzi got out of the tub, he was busy helping her to wipe her body, and asked Qin Niangzi, "Yufen and Yufang are needless to say. But beg for a coincidence And how should I arrange it... Miss, do you know what to do?"

(End of this chapter)