Chapter 37

The cold wind suddenly howled from the far north, Lin Xiaomo stood in the piercing wind, unable to move.

This time, she heard the answer clearly.

On Christmas Eve, the whole world, as always, fell into a kind of pure white and noisy peaceful atmosphere.The scattered snowflakes are scattered in the biting wind, adding a touch of romance to the lovers walking hand in hand.Christmas Eve is always an amazing holiday.

However, it is a pity that in this world, even a beautiful second cannot bring everyone a happy smile.

For example, at this time, on the food street outside the North Gate of University A, in front of a shop named Fresh Fruit Beibei House, Lin Xiaomo pursed his cold lips, his face exuded indescribable depression and restraint , her clenched fist never relaxed for a moment, and the antique blue-screen mobile phone in her hand made a small creaking sound from time to time.She just stared blankly at the white and stinging ground, her eyes blushed unknowingly.

Pedestrians around were still talking and laughing at Yanyan, no one knew or cared about the ups and downs hidden in her heart.

Just 5 minutes ago, she had fulfilled her wish and dumped all her anger, grievance, reluctance, together with a crisp and loud slap, to the boy who was half a meter away—her former lover.

"I want you to remember that the good you gave me is far less than half of the harm." Just now, she was the one who sentenced their love to death in hysterics, and she dumped him, "Get out of my sight, immediately roll!"

But why, when that familiar figure finally left without saying a word, scorching tears still rolled down from Lin Xiaomo's clear eyes, silently blending into the cold white snow middle.

"Once lover", what a happy and sad word.The good thing is that he once held her hand so happily; the sad thing is, after going around and around, everything returned to the original point.

Xiao Mo suddenly wanted to just sit down in the cold and windy early winter, but couldn't help but take a step, moving slowly along the path he had traveled.

There seemed to be tears falling from the corners of the eyes, melting in the howling north wind, turning into untraceable sadness.

She never knew that there was such a long distance from the food street to the East Gate of A University.Xiao Mo has exhausted almost all of his energy during this journey.

A relationship that was thought to be cured collapsed like this.In her mind, Lin Wenjun's clear and cruel answer always lingered: "Su Yang's father."

His own mother, together with Su Yang's father, destroyed all the light in Xiao Mo's life.What's even more ridiculous is that it was Su Yang who made her face it bravely, facing their complete disintegration.

Returning to the dormitory like a walking dead, Xiao Mo was suddenly surrounded by the warm air in the room. This kind of warmth, like the past that cannot be found, made her at a loss and had nowhere to hide.

In the corner of the desk, the rabbit named Teddy is still alive and kicking, but love is no longer so alive.

While packing her luggage, she recalled the scene outside the door of Fresh Fruit Beibei's house.At that time, she yelled and cursed, but he remained silent.The whole world will regard her as a cursing shrew, but he is indeed a gentleman with a measure.

But who knows how much she hopes he can explain to her, or even quarrel.

Unfortunately, nothing.Su Yang only had a flash of sadness when she said goodbye, and then gave her a hug similar to goodbye, then turned and left.

Who knew how much she hated him at that moment.

Xiao Mo will never forget who once hugged her and said that she would never leave no matter what, and she will never forget that resolutely turned back.

Sometimes, nothing to expect means nothing to disappoint, and thus nothing to hurt.

But her mistake was that she expected too much, for that bastard, for that boy who was tender when he was gentle, and turned upside down when he was decisive.

She finally returned the slap she owed him when they first met, for these unfeeling and so many helplessness about the entanglement of the elders that could not be concealed.

When Sun Weiran returned to the dormitory and turned on the light, Lin Xiaomo saw Lin Xiaomo crying while clutching a thick beige knitted sweater together with the dazzling lights.

She stepped forward in a hurry, but it was not enough to comfort him, it was even more impossible to let Xiao Mo fend for himself, and the atmosphere became awkward for a while.

After a long time, Wei Ran lowered her voice and asked, "Xiao Mo, what happened? Is it you..."

"Enough!" She suddenly roared back, as if she wasn't the one who said nothing just now, "Don't you think I'm not embarrassing enough! Why did everyone rush to see my joke on the same day!"

In fact, Xiao Mo knows that Wei Ran has no malicious intentions, but even the closest people are gradually leaving, so besides roaring, where else can she vent her grief and anger?
Wei Ran said nothing, but she was not in a hurry, instead she sat down silently and helped her pack the messy luggage that was piled up on the bed.

After a long time, Xiao Mo's sobbing gradually stopped, and she finally calmed down, and told Wei Ran about the absurd things about Christmas Eve.Not only that, but at the end, the one who cried was actually Wei Ran.

Comforting and being comforted have long been confused in the experience of youth growth.These, they all understand.

Xiao Mo said to her: "Wei Ran, we are all the same, aren't we?"

Wei Ran didn't say a word, and she continued on her own: "What's so good about such a bastard, but I know it's not worth it, but I can't let myself go. In the end, the sisters laughed and cursed together. But we have to admit , and now only the sisters are left, still together."

Having said that, Xiao Mo fell silent.She suddenly felt that she was a perfect example of emphasizing sex over friends, and unknowingly, she uttered the self-repentance that happened deep in her heart: "I'm sorry, Wei Ran, I promise I won't do this again in the future."

"Huh?" So Wei Ran was quite confused, she really couldn't hear what Xiao Mo was saying when he suddenly changed the subject.

Lin Xiaomo tried very hard to give her a smile, but he couldn't.

She had no choice but to lean over to wipe Wei Ran's tears, and deliberately said in a voice that tried to pretend to be presumptuous: "Girl, we are not allowed to cry anymore, there is nothing wrong with being strong. We bet, after a while I will If Lin Xiaomo comes back here again, he will definitely be an unbeatable Xiaoqiang."

These words were Lin Xiaomo's Christmas Eve gift to the two of them.

Indeed, no one will always be with someone, so there is nothing more reliable than making yourself stronger.

Xiao Mo packed his luggage, asked Wei Ran to help take care of Teddy, and then went out, intending to leave overnight at the train station.The moment I went out, the clock had just passed 10:30 in the evening.

She seemed to be possessed, dragging her suitcase blankly, and walked towards the location of Su Yang's dormitory building, which was in the opposite direction from the school gate.

Xiao Mo stopped downstairs, staring awe-inspiringly at a very ordinary window in the male dormitory building, as if saying goodbye and thanking.

Thank you, Su Yang, for giving me so much happiness.

Thank you, Su Yang, for teaching me to grow up alone.

Thank you, but I'm sorry, from this moment on, I will start hating you openly.

Because it is also you who betrayed the agreed company.

Because it is also you who brought me into the eternal doom where family hatred and love are incompatible.

Because it is also you, turning around easily, took back the happiness you gave.

After being tossed and bullied, Lin Xiaomo turned around, leaving his back in the cold night.She didn't see that in front of that window, Su Yang couldn't help crying while avoiding it.No matter how strong a person is, they are no match for such a plausible farewell.

When Xiao Mo took his seat on the train to N City, he felt a dull pain in his chest for no reason.Is it because of the warm wind of the train in winter, or because of many changes that I can't bear.

Leaning against the window of the train with her elbows propped up, she could only quietly watch the lights of the whole city come on, see herself running counter to the bright lights, and watch life heading in a direction she could not predict and could not control.

Xiao Mo, who hadn't slept all night, still didn't feel sleepy in the morning of the next day, and trivial and messy things rolled in her mind, which made her stand at the exit and wander, not knowing where she should go first, just like this, in a daze, Make trouble.

After much thought and deliberation, the result is that one cannot escape from the ordinary.Nothing is more distressing than the eternal separation between man and nature. No matter how much she doesn't want to face her mother, she can't escape.

(End of this chapter)

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