fall in love with dancing prince

Chapter 38 Reunion in the Cemetery

Grandma's funeral couldn't be simpler. There were no guests, no motorcade, and no hall. Except for a bouquet of flowers, there was nothing.

Xiao Mo followed his mother to the cemetery. On the way, one of them was busy crying, and the other was busy sorting out his chaotic thoughts.

This kind of silence has spread between mother and daughter for a long time, so that the first sentence Xiao Mo said when he returned to N City this time was: "Mom, you go home first, I want to be alone."

Back home, she wasn't sure which home her mother would go to.

Throughout the afternoon, Lin Xiaomo leaned on his grandma's tombstone and sat almost motionless for several hours.I don't know if she was talking to herself or to the deceased, but she spoke intermittently like raving.

"Do you know, in fact, now, I really don't know who I should hate, because no matter who is chosen in the end, hatred is only my own business, what do you say, grandma."

"To a child, a mother is a bondage that cannot be changed in this life. Grandma, you must be the same to a mother. Although I have never seen my mother do anything for you, she is always busy, but just now, she Still crying so hard. So don’t blame her, grandma, then I won’t blame her either.”

"Actually, I know that for my mother, it's just a matter of affection and has nothing to do with family affection. But what she doesn't know is that the man's son is me..." She paused for a long time, "I like it seriously people."

"How long has it been since I saw you? It's been so long that I don't even remember myself. Little Mo values ​​sex over friends, can't remember visiting grandma, and has a bad personality, so he takes care of his life like this. Yes I deserve it, Grandma, and even you think so, don't you?"

"Actually, I really thought about becoming more obedient, like a docile girl, obediently hiding under the protection of family and friends, and living happily quietly. But I don't know if Xiao Mo has squandered all these luck , That's why I lost my grandma, my home, and him..."

"You don't want to hear me talk about my father at such a time, but I have to mention it."

"For so many years, Dad's job has never been a big mistake. He was suddenly fired a few months ago, and he couldn't even find a job for a long time. This made our family a lot more alienated than before. I I don’t know if my father will feel guilty, but I never blame him. It was only yesterday that I suddenly understood why Sino-Ocean Group fired him, and even wondered whether it was the same reason that caused my father’s inability The old industry continues to work."

"Who should I blame for such a thing? I have been protected by their wings for so many years. No matter whether it is father or mother, no matter how ridiculous things they do, the only person who has no right to complain is Xiao Mo."

"So I can only blame Su Yang..."

"Actually, he is different from Ye Li. At least when I was with him, I always wondered if I could stay with him for a longer time. Even though he was burdened with the entanglements of the elders, if he could hear those anger The desire to stay in the words, maybe I will really listen to him and bravely stay and face him."

"But that kind of good luck doesn't favor a girl like me who is used to showing her teeth and claws. I should be strong, shouldn't I?"

……

These trivial narrations melted into the cold winter air, and at first they couldn't find the source, and finally they couldn't find a place to go.Xiao Mo just wanted to tell herself, only in this way can she control her tears and prevent those warm liquids from freezing into ice in this season.

When the sky was getting dark and the wind was blowing, she was suddenly a little afraid to stay here alone. That feeling was similar to a wounded soul being watched by many pairs of eyes.

She got up, her legs and feet were a little numb, she stumbled when she walked, and accidentally fell back to the ground.

It was at this time that the originally gloomy sky gradually revealed a very light orange color, and with it, there were sparse and falling snow.

With his fingers resting on the cold ground, Xiao Mo stood up, suddenly confused.After getting used to the sudden dizziness, she fell into another more puzzling mystery.

Is she wrong?Why did the person standing in front of him look so much like Su Yang.

Xiao Mo stood there fixedly, not daring to move, not talking, not even taking a deep breath.After an unknown amount of time, it was Su Yang who stepped forward and hugged her.

When his mind became a little clearer, Xiao Mo broke away from his embrace suddenly.

She said to him bitterly: "Su Yang, we broke up, please find out the situation, please!"

"actually, I……"

"I don't want to hear anything about you! Please get out of here without stopping, I don't want to talk nonsense to you in the place where my grandma is asleep!" She interrupted him, turning her head away from him, but clearly scolded.

A little bit of starlight gradually flashed in his eyes, and in the gradually dimming evening, he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Su Yang didn't leave, and Xiao Mo didn't really want to escape.They were silent for a long time, but she was the first to speak: "Su Yang, let's end like this, so you failed me."

He didn't answer, so she continued on her own: "I thought you would be the one who walked with me for a long time and faced many ups and downs with me. Maybe it's my fate. The so-called ups and downs are actually related to you. "

"So I deserve to fall in love with you, deserve to betray my heart and slap you a few times, and deserve to walk the road ahead alone."

"Su Yang, do you know how much I hate you?"

"Why is it you, why is it... your father."

The boy who had been quiet before was suddenly stabbed in the most hidden corner of his heart. He suddenly grabbed her unfinished reprimand and said sharply, "Enough of Lin Xiaomo! This place...is also where my mother fell asleep."

Xiao Mo had never heard such a tone.But for some reason, she didn't get any more angry. Instead, she felt a throbbing pain hit the apex of her heart, as if someone was pinching the corner of her atrium.

She finally couldn't help but look back at him, and what she saw was a face that made her feel distressed.How could he, suddenly haggard so much, as if the person who experienced the collapse of life was him, not himself.

"Su Yang, you..." Xiao Mo still couldn't do it and let him go, "What's wrong?"

"I'm fine." This short, careless sentence was clearly forced out from the depths of his throat.

Xiao Mo gasped, and couldn't help feeling more heartbroken. She almost exhausted all her strength before ordering herself not to go forward to give him a hug.

She wanted to comfort him, but she couldn't.They've broken up and won't have a chance to be together again, will they?
While she was in a daze, Su Yang took her hand and led her to another tombstone.

He bowed reverently, and when he got up, he said quietly to the black and white photo: "Mom, she is that person's daughter. If the son really wants to be with her, will you blame me?"

When the words fell, the strong man who had tears and never flicked them could not hold back the tears.

He didn't know why he didn't cry when his mother passed away very early; he didn't cry when Xiao Mo said to break up a day ago; but he shed tears because of such a simple question.

Su Yang didn't turn his head to look at her, maybe he just didn't dare to face Xiao Mo's gaze of contempt or disgust.

But suddenly, with a crisp "click", a drop of hot liquid dripped on the back of Su Yang's hand. This temperature, which was completely different from the icy cold, woke him up completely.

He turned around and saw her crying.

(End of this chapter)